Confessing Her Deeds

Chapter 39

Confessing Her Deeds

Flora POV

I have been finding it hard to get off this burden from my shoulders. Right from the time I hurt Axel, I haven’t been myself. Fine, I don’t feel a thing for him, but I still feel like I did wrong leaving him that way. He seem to be doing good now without me, but here I am, longing to be in the hands of someone else, who might not accept me for what I had done to his brother. How I wish I could just change the hands of time and start all over again; telling Axel about my love for his twin and not him. It would have been better; but that witch made things complicated for me.

“Flora__” I jerked from my seat at the sound of my name

“Here you go again, thinking_, come on baby, stop hurting yourself” My mum blurted, coming to seat beside me on the bed. We are actually in her apartment in Dung Town.

“I’m not thinking, just_”

“What” She interrupted. I gave her no reply. She shrugged

“I made lunch already, take this tea, it’s gonna calm your mind” She handed over the cup of tea to me as I took a sip. I exhaled softly inhaling the sweet flavor erupting from it. Mum is sure the best when it comes to preparing tea and coffee. After having lunch with her, I bade her goodbye as I exit the house. I only have one place in mind, and that is Aiden’s house.

I drove to his suite in no time, as the security men on guard gave me a pass after recognizing me. I’m very sure they doesn’t know what happened between I and Axel, else they wouldn’t have given me that warm welcome and friendly look. The world never knew about my relationship with Axel, we made sure to keep it away from our fans, and that has saved my life now.

Aiden wasn’t around when I arrive, so I had to wait for him. I spent the little while checking out some photo frames my eyes caught. I was so engross staring at the picture of him and Axel, looking happy in the photo when he came in. I felt his presence I turned to look at him. I could see a frown plastered on his face but decided not to show my fears.

 “Hi…Aiden” I muttered, a smile lingering on my face

“What are you doing here” he huffed, walking slowly towards my direction.

“I_Erm…came to see you…how are you doing?” I asked, folding my hands together. He scoffs loudly, giving a slight angry chuckle.

“Are you sure you are fine Flora, cause the last time I checked, you left on a bad note. Please answer my first question, what are you doing here” He snapped. I felt a sharp object like pin piercing through my chest. Fine, I was expecting this tantrum, but why does it hurt this much, I thought, swallowing an empty lump down my throat.

“Aiden….please can we talk___privately” I pleaded. He stared at me for a while, shrugging

“For old time sake, I will allow you to speak, have a seat” He offered, as I sit on one of the couch, but still felt uncomfortable, staring around to see if anyone is available to hear our conversation. He kid of notice my uneasiness

“No one is here…just speak up. I have limited time to spend here”

“Ok__ Aiden, to be sincere, I’m really sorry for what I did to Axel__”

“Are you seriously begging me right now” He interrupted. “That message should go to Axel and not me; I was not the one who you cheated on. Whereas, I have nothing to do with you guy’s relationship. Like seriously, I’m really disappointed in you Flora; when Axel brought you to me, I was happy he found a reasonable girl who will love him back just like the way he loves you. I haven’t seen Axel crazy for any other girl like the way he was for you. The moment you both spent together was one of the best in his lifetime. 

You were kind, hardworking, beautiful, caring…but we never knew that behind those attribute was a b**ch who was only after his fame and money” He snapped

“No__ no Aiden, you got me all wrong. I wasn’t a gold digger..i knew Axel love me, but it was just hard to tell him that I could not return that love. I love someone else__” This time, tears were already threatening to fall off my eyes

“Micheal….for damn sake, that crazy guy doesn’t suit you” He muttered softly, full of concern

“It’s not Michael…”

“But you F**k him; Axel caught you both”

“Yes….but….humm” I sighed, unable to say it out loud. How I wish this is easy for me to say

“Why are you telling me this Flora, why” He muttered after few seconds of silent.

“Because__” A call came into his phone, disrupting the word from falling off my mouth. He picked it, placing it to his ear and dropped it after few words.

“Ermmm…Flora..I think I need to go now. I need to be somewhere presently. We will continue this talk later. But just a piece of advice; apologize to Axel; I think he needs it and not me. Good day” And with that he walked out, leaving me in my world of puzzle. Am I making the right choice, what if they find out my other plans..

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*Red Fox Clan*

<Club Night>

Every last Friday of the month, the clan usually organizes a club party for the clan members. On this day, they are allowed to have fun, get drunk to the stupor and have free s*x with anyone they wishes to, except the set asides ladies Macho chooses; and that will be Brittany. For winning the fight game, Brittany was granted a week leave and also the sum of money. She used that opportunity to visit Elsa assuring her that she is in good condition. She succeed in moving out the ammunitions which was hidden in the apartment without Elsa’s knowledge, and this had prevented her from meeting Brad, who was suppose to go for it.

A lot had happened in the past week, with Clara getting discharged and sending threat letters to Brittany, but she doesn’t mind anyway. If she could beat her once, then the second time will be a success. But she needs to train well to make that wish come true.

The blazing sound erupting form the giant speaker, made some ladies go crazy as they swing their bodies to the rhythm of the music being played, while the disc jockey made sure their night was filled with amazing music from crazy pop stars.

Macho could be seen sitting in his reserved high seat, watching the almost nude ladies as they dance, with guys rubbing the groins on their buttocks. He smiled to their immoral act, taking a sip of the hot liquor in his hand. Brittany sat few inches beside him, looking gorgeous as ever in her skimpy flair red dress, with pretty leather hand gloves worn on her hands. Her hair was let lose, adding to her magnificent look. She held a cup of liquor in her hand but felt reluctant to drink it. She glanced at Macho who was practically getting a bit tipsy. She nudged him, gaining his attention

“What is it..” He asked gruffly

“I need to make use of the restroom; I’m pressed” She muttered. He nodded, returning his attention to the dance floor

She stood up in haste, going towards the restroom. She entered the female section and surprisingly met no one. Going to the sink, she puked the whole content of alcohol she took in. She is always puking when she takes it, and ever since she joined the clan, she haven’t gotten used to it. Just like her brother; her mind flashed back to the first time he took alcohol. It was a truth or dare game in their school, when he and his classmate where having a get-together party. Axel puked till the following day, after being forced to take two cups of vodka for failing to perform the dare. Aiden didn’t puke, but he was drunk and these made him sick. She suddenly started feeling nostalgic, remembering old times when she was still Brittany, the innocent girl, before the devil of a father came in.

Her thought was disrupted by the sound of the door opening. She was about screaming at the person for not knocking when the figure stepped in. It was Oscar, a friend to Dragon. She hates him with passion just like the way she hates his friend. He smirked at her, obviously removing her dress with his eyes, are he looked at her lustful. One could tell that he was already tipsy with the way he staggered with his footsteps.

“What the hell are you doing here Oscar” Brittany snapped. He furrowed his brow, giving a devilish grin.

“I should be asking you that question” he resorted

“For goodness sake, this is a female restroom. Get your f**king ass outta here, or I’ll make an alarm” Brit growled. She was clearly angry at the fact that he will break the rule of trespassing, not knowing her own flaws. Staggering forward, Oscar stared lustfully at her almost nude dress; he was practically undressing her in his mind, which she noticed

“This is the male restroom; perhaps you are too drunk to notice the insignia.

“That’s Impo__” her eyes gently scrutinize the room and it became dawn on her that she was at fault. This is the male restroom; but why didn’t she notice it. Perhaps she was too pressed to have motives the inscription.

“Fuck__ I need to leave here” She cursed, taking two steps forward, but Oscar wasn’t ready to leave the way. He locked the door from behind, dipping his hands into his jacket pocket, as she stared at him; puzzled.   

“Damn you Oscar, get out of my way. I need to leave now” She snapped, setting her dress in the best position

“Well, that’s for me to decide and that will be after I drill that tiny hole of yours. Strip Brittany!” He commanded

“God damn you Oscar, do you wanna sign a death wish, huhn”

“I won’t repeat myself Brit” Oscar bluffs

“What the f**k; you are clearly drunk right now, leave my way” She shouted, dragging his jacket as she managed to force him out of the way. He, being stronger than her gripped her hair, dragging her towards the sink. She sent a hard blow to his jawbone, aiming a punch at his chest, but he was swift enough to dodge it. He sends a resounding slap across her cheek, which stings for 3 seconds. She wasn’t ready to give up. She knew Oscar so well; just like his friend, dragon, they drive joy in bleeping their female counterpart, just to satisfy their urge.

Just like Dragon, Oscar has also been hitting on her, finding all means to go down with her, but she will always remain loyal to just her boss Macho, and Brad, her lover.

She kicked him on his groin, earning some minutes to tackle him as he groans in pain. But he wasn’t giving up; his rooster was clearly visible, bulging out in the silky pants he wore. A look at it will describe how hard it is. He regained his stand, setting in a position to subdue her. He sends a hard punch to her cheek, pinning her to the wall; he pushed her gown up, pulling her panties down. He used his left hand to pin her firmly to the wall, giving her no ease to struggle. He stared at her fine round, flawless and perfect backside, mesmerized at the wonderful curves she has. His groin leaps for joy eager to force itself into her ass hole.

Using his right hand to release his rooster off his pants, the grip on his left hand eased a little, giving her freedom to strike. He was about thrusting in when she elbowed him, giving him a brief head cut. He staggered backward; his d**k bouncing in the process. She pulled out a little pistol, which was stuck to her thigh and fastened with a cloth-like rope. Cocking the gun, she fired two straight bullets into his chest, making him groan at the bang as he drop to the ground; dead.

“Goddamn you Oscar, k**s the devil’s ass when you get to hell” She spurted. Noticing the mess she had made, she returned the gun, arranging her dress properly.

“Oh gosh, what am I gonna do now, this f**king corpse will be noticed by morning” She panicked. Blood was already gushing out of the bullet wound as she tried making sure that there wasn’t any trace that could implicate her. A knock sounded on the door, jerking the hell out of her.

“Is anyone there, be fast, I wanna pee” The voice of a man came up. She startled, shaking viciously; her heartbeat gave a loud bang, almost coming out of her chest. Without wasting more precious time, she took to her heals, climbing up to the only window available. It wasn’t having a burglary, so it made her escape easier and quicker. She ran mildly to the direction her legs led her to, but collide with force with a body, as they crash to the floor. She stood up in haste about running away to avoid being seen by the fellow but got stuck when she heard her name.

“Brittany?” His baritone voice sounded into the air, which teleported it to her hearing, sending sparks of shiver down her spine.

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<HYBRID MUSICALS>                                                                                                                       

AXEL’S POV

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“So are you gonna accept her proposal” Karl, my manager asked. We are actually in my suite preparing for the night’s show. I was taking my time, dressing up while he reads out my other schedule for the next day.

“What proposal” I asked, combing my hair while standing in front of a mirror.

“Sophia’s of course. She wants you both to go on a date, you know.” He winked. I scoff

“I gat no time for that b**ch” I huff. He chuckled

“You know, that’s your boss’ daughter you are talking about”

“Just because her dad owns this company doesn’t mean I can’t call her a b**ch; that’s what she is, isn’t it” He rolled his eyes as a knock came on the door simultaneously.

“I will go get it” he muttered. Aiden came in afterward as Karl exit the room after they exchanged pleasantries.

“Hey bro…” Aiden muttered, tapping my shoulder as he ruffled my hair.

“Get your f**king hands off my hair” I snapped, hitting his hands off.

“Hey, what’s with the harsh attitude” He asked, laughing. I rolled my eyes

“I hate it, stop ruffling my hair. I’m not a kid anymore” I resorted.

“But you are still my kid brother”

“Tsk. You senior me with just 3 minutes, get that”

He chuckled. “It’s actually 5 minutes…duhh..”

“What’s now the big deal, huhn” I enquired, re-combing my hair. He tried touching it again, but I was quick to dodge it. He laughed out loud again, causing me to frown.

“The last time I checked, your girlfriend do ruffle your hair whenever she comes visiting then; especially when you both are k**sing, damn, I wonder why she hasn’t pulled out your hair” He scoffs, making me chuckle

“Don’t tell me you do watch us then, damn you” I laughed. He smirked, going to sit on the bed.

“Taking about you girlfriend, Flora came” He muttered. My expression changed to a frown

“She is not my girlfriend” I cooed

“Yea, but she was. Ok, let’s say your ex” He noticed my change of mood as I didn’t respond

“You still love her right?” He asked. Still no response

“I know you still do. The other night I spent here, you had a nightmare. You called her name, begging her not to leave you” He came to stand behind me, tucking in his hand into his pocket. His cologne filled my nostril as I stared at his figure. I felt like I was looking at another version of myself.

 The only difference between I and Aiden’s physical look is our eyes and hair. Well, let’s say the eyes. I have a dim blue pair of eyes, while Aiden’s is just black. As for our hair, it’s naturally black; the only difference is that I have a deep black hair while Aiden’s isn’t that black. I took it upon myself to start dying it in order to avoid confusion from fans. Right now, I’m having a golden brown hair, while his is just black with a dyed strip of blue.

“A piece of brotherly advice, let go of her” He stated, looking at me through the mirror, as I returned the gaze. He nodded, reading my expression.

“I know how much you love her, but please let go of her. She came to apologize for her wrongs, not to accept you back. She loves someone else”

This time, I turned to face him. “Who?” I asked. He shrugged

“Micheal?”

“Nope, I didn’t give her the chance to speak. I was to go somewhere at that particular time. But it can’t be Micheal. But still, forget about her, she is gone”” he mumbled, tapping my shoulder lightly before heading out. Karl came in afterward

“Are you set” He asked

“Yeah….” I cooed as we head out