TRIGGER WARNING Readers please be advised that in this chapter there are talks about abortion, emotional abuse and abandonment. Please proceed with caution. Thank you.Gianni Summers A few weeks has gone by and I'm still living with Elijah. He has Jo drop and pick me up from university, the cafe and supermarket and wherever else I need to go. Except back home.Elijah works all day and then drags me downstairs for dinner every night. He tries to talk to me but I keep it short not wanting him to think I actually enjoy living with him.Which I know surprises him seeing that any girl with my living conditions would jump with joy now living in a luxurious mansion like this.Any normal woman would die just to spend the night with him but then there's me, all I want to do is get away from him.I know its frustrating him not knowing how to react or what to do with a woman like me who isn't falling at his feet, singing his praises.I won't deny it, he's fucking hot and has me horny all the
Gianni SummersAfter Ice cream earlier tonight, we bid each other goodnight and went to our separate rooms.I then got ready for bed and as soon as my head hit the pillow I was out. But waking up now I check the time it's only 2 am. Groaning because my bladder is full once again and now I have to get up to use the bathroom again.Between morning sickness, my cravings and this frikin bladder of mine I hardly sleep right through the night.After using the bathroom I make my way downstairs for a glass of juice feeling thirsty.Reaching the kitchen I make my way to the fridge and grab my bottle of juice and drink straight from the bottle. Moaning as I quech my thirst. Someone behind me clears their throat making me scream out in surprise.Turning around I see Elijah sitting at the table eating something but what has my eyes glued is his bare chest. Clearing my throat my eyes snap to his. "You scared me Elijah" putting my hand over my racing heart. Suddenly realizing my very skimpy paja
Gianni SummersAnother few weeks has passed and I'm actually feeling myself get more and more exhausted of doing nothing really each day. It's frustrating because I can't even be productive half of the time. I've been late to work more times than I can count and been having to stay up until late hours of the night to finish tasks and assignments on the last minute because I chose naps over study time.Just finished all my assignments for the next few weeks I let a breath of relief. I'm never going to slack and fall behind again. At this I roll my eyes.Its a warm Saturday afternoon and I'm starving. Making my way downstairs I grab a pan and some eggs. Craving french toast. And maybe a nutella sandwich too.My baby bump has grown and is noticeable in my slightly fitting tops. Im thirteen weeks pregnant and morning sickness has been an absolute bitch.Elijah has been extremely helpful and then again frustrating too. He's always fe
Gianni Summers Feeling agitated for no reason I huff. Elijah turns his head side ways and raise his eyebrows I just shake my head and look the other way because honestly I dont even know why I feel the way I feel.Getting a bit impatient too, I start tapping my foot. Elijah then grabs my thigh making me freeze. I look up to him. "They'll call you any minute now love" he says with a drop dead gorgeous smile.Making me smile a little. I nod, not wanting to say anything. Looking across from me I see a heavily pregnant woman and next to her an excited man. The way they holding each other and whispering sweet nothings. He then kisses her forehead and tells her she's glowing. She blushes grabbing his face and kissing him passionately. 'I love you baby' he says once he pulls away.Feeling my eyes water I try to wipe my tears subtly away. But Elijah being him, he grabs my face making me look him in the eye. He looks like he wants to say somethi
Gianni Summers Storming up to my room after Elijah dissapeared, I go and take a long shower. Refusing to cry. If anyone deserves better than this shit it's me. I'm a grown ass independent pregnant momma and I never needed anyone's approval or anything and I certainly don't need it now.If he has a issue with the way he feels thats on him and his personal problems. Scrubbing my body down, I can't help but to remember how his body felt against mine. How he sets my body on fire. How he moans my name, throws his head back or how his body shakes uncontrollably when he's about to burst. Damn he's hot.All of the sudden, his smiles, his laughter and the little things that he makes as if it makes him mad but then I catch him smile secretly like when I roll my eyes or when strands of my hair gets on his suit jacket and when I steal from his plate or sip from his cup.How he acts mad about having to carry me to bed from the couch but then makes sure he kisses my forhead and whispers goodnigh
Gianni Summers Coming home from another doctor's appointment I quickly kiss Elijah goodbye as he speeds off to work. The baby is growing strong and healthy. Five months pregnant and four more to go and then we get to meet our baby. Elijah and I decided we didnt want to know the gender and decided to throw a big reveal party slash baby shower slash barbecue.I just wanted a reveal party with the four us, Elijah, Jacob, Soph and I but Elijah disagreed saying his baby is going to have a big yahoo and have loads of pictures to look at when he or she grows up. Not able to change his mind I agreed.He also mentioned it would be a good place to meet his family. Again I disagreed and he called me silly, saying if they didn't like me not much they could do surrounded by so many people.If he was joking or not, I do not know. Feeling like I was too warmly dressed I decided to change into a nice summer dress.Going downstairs I see Elijah forgot his lunch. Frowning, my baby daddy is going to
Gianni Summers Months has passed, I actually look like a great big whale. Being seven months pregnant has me all big and chubby. My hormones are driving me crazy and what's worst is that Elijah has been gone for 7 weeks! Some shit went down with his company at the branch in his hometown. At first he'd fly back every other week to check up on me and shit. Sadly the problem over there needed his undivided attention so the most I got out of him was a check up call every night. At this point, I'm just annoyed at him. On calls I'm faking sleepiness just to get off the phone. Yeah sure his voice does things to my body but my irritable emotions outweighs it all the time.For some reason I just can't stand the thought of him. And this doesn't help my horniness. Touching myself gets me fucking no where because no other man can get me off but neither does the image of Elijah fucking and licking me.So thus making my negative emotions towards him heighten. I have no idea what the hell is wron
Gianni Summers "Watch out!!!! You fucking idiot" I exclaim loudly, glaring at Jacob, as he ran straight into me holding a massive cake which was delicous but now just died.There all over my favourite white nightgown and Elijahs elegant marble floor my dreamy chocolate cake splattered. Dead."Shit, I'm so sorry Gigi!" Jacobs gasps out in horror while Soph peeps her head out behind him. "I'm so sorry, but he told me to shut my trap" she says cringing as she explains why he was running.I mean I get why he had to run with her after him after he just said that dumb shit. Not even looking at them I look at the splattered cake in horror.Nothing is going fucking right. Today is the big yahoo baby fucking shower. Nothing is ready or going as planned and Elijah was called away for an emergency at work. Im stuck here with tweedle Dee and Tweedle dum and nothing is fucking going my way.".....- Gigi? Are you even listening ? Ive been talking and all you doing is staring at that damn floor lik
Gianni Summers **TWO YEARS LATER** "Mama!!!" The twins come running into my bedroom screaming bloody murder. EJ comes running behind them giggling loudly. "Mama, mama, Jay Jay!" Aaron screams giggling loudly pointing to EJ while Carson stands there smiling sheepishly. EJ stands there looking like he got caught committing the biggest crime.Narrowing my eyes at my three sons. I place my hands on my hips. "Oh boy" EJ mutters as Elijah pops his head into the room. "My sentiments exactly" he mutters back."Elijah!! I told you to get them ready. Everyone will be here any minute!! Ugh I'm going to kill you" I tell him pointing at him before taking Aaron and Carson's hand leading the two of them to my bed."Now sit there while I grab you shirt and your pants" I tell my twins who are half dressed. One has a pants but no shirt and the other a shirt but no pants."And you! What did I tell you about distracting your brother's when I need them to get ready EJ?" I ask him sighing. "Sorry mama"
Gianni Summers After talking for hours with Soph, Jacob and Elijah last night about wedding plans and the best time to get married, debating on whether we should get married before I start showing or after I give birth because Soph made it clear I was not having the best day of my life in my most important dress of my life with a huge stomach looking like an elephant. Yeah, yeah she's a keeper, real sweet bestfriend. Hope you can hear the sarcasm dripping from that. We decided to just find a venue and a dress and everything else before we decide on when. Besides I'm in no rush, I'm happy. "What are you thinking about ?" Elijah asks from behind, laying next to me. I thought he was still asleep. He pulls me closer to him kissing my temples. "Our conversation last night. Soph was mean" I pout and he chuckles."She said alot of things, Sophia is always mean. What are you talking about bambina?" He asks snuggling his face into my neck. "About not wanting me in my wedding dress looking
Gianni Summers "So please fuck me papi" That was all it took for him to pounce on me and rip my dress off my body. He groans as he gives my body a once over as he runs his hands all over my body. I moan at the touch of his huge hands roaming my body. I whimper as he runs his nose over my stomach. "Tell me what you want, gattina" he growls. "Your clothes Elijah, get rid of them" I moan as I arch my back wanting to feel more of him. He chuckles before stripping completely. Moaning at the sight of his hard erection.I crawl towards him and then kiss his neck and then chest and I keep moving south leaving open mouth kisses in my trail. His breath hitches.I grab his hard thick girth the same time he grabs my hair into a firm grip, we both groan out in pure pleasure.I lick his tip, teasing him before I fully wrap my lips around his hard cock and start bobbing my head slowing as I watch him from under my eyelashes. Watching this fucking sexy man as his face contorts in pure pleasure a
Gianni Summers "Gianni darling, you have a guest" Mrs Riley shouts from somewhere in the house. My heart races at the thought of Elijah being down there."A guest mother ? Really in my own home?" Soph shouts back nearing the room I'm staying in. My heart settles but at the same time I feel slightly disappointed that it isn't him. Stupid heart. "You don't stay here honey, you are a guest. Your home is wherever Jacob is and I assure you it's not here" Mr Riley shouts from somewhere making me giggle.Soph steps into the room rolling her eyes and holding my baby boy. "There's your momma you little bugger, Gigi I'm just dropping him. I'm going to stop at your place and grab a few things alright , I'll be back later" she says handing my son over to me then disappearing quickly. Wait. That was so suspicious. She didn't even want to talk about it and thats awfully suspicious since she is absolutely nosey. I have a feeling she's going to go kick some Italian tattooed guy's ass. Ohh well. "
Elijah Russo Fuck, fuck what is that bitch doing? What the fuck is she thinking going on live tv and saying that. Sighing, I turn over to Gianni ready to get slapped or something instead I'm met with nothing, no Gianni. Merda. Everything has gone to shit in the last few months. I hate my house because it's not home without Gianni and EJ in it. I hate my office because she's not here to have lunch with me.I miss her laugh and her smile, the way she so effortlessly takes care of our home and everything EJ and I need. The way she fucking loves me. God I love her. I love how she narrows her eyes at me when she's mad or suspicious. How she blushes when I call her pet names in my mother tongue. I love how she squeals when I kiss her neck until I find her sweet spot. I love how her eyes light up when she sees EJ or how good of a mother she is. How dedicated and independent and intelligent she is. She's the fucking one. She had done nothing but give me everything I never knew I needed f
Gianni Summers Things have gone back to normal, well as normal as things can get with Elijah now living in my apartment with no intention of leaving.Jo drives me to and from work and Elijah cooks every night. It's only been a week but it feels like Elijah and I never took time apart like this living situation has always been like this. Im scared at how quickly I'm trusting him and letting him in again. Stupid heart I know. Thing is he helped me in just one week back to my normal self. Something Soph nor me could do in two weeks. I have to admit he has skills, atleast when it comes to controlling me and my emotions. He also has some shady family and lets just say after I heard Elijah making some calls to his uncles and throwing Jason's name in the call there was breaking news about Jason Collins sole heir to the Collins empire was in a fatal car accident leaving him fighting for his life, whether he survives or dies he is definitely paralyzed from the waist down for life. Caught E
Gianni Summers There is all his hotness, bad boy tattoos showing through his now white wet see through Tee, his big muscles, his real fine manliness is Elijah with tears in his eyes, looking like his about to murder someone.Out of all the things I expected this was not even close. Not knowing what to say or how to express the emotions I'm feeling I hug him, tightly and I cry into his chest as he holds me tightly."It's okay bambina, I told you that you were strong and now you just showed me just how strong you really are. You are so fierce and strong and I hope our son grows up to be even as half as strong and fierce as his mama. After everything you've been through Gianni,you still fought, you fought for a better life, a better future. You kept fighting even when you had no one but yourself to fight for. You never gave him the things precious to you, you never let him stop you from living, you never let him win. He might have had you feeling not yourself for a few weeks but thats
Warning!!!Graphic scenes, mature content, abuse and sexual harrassment. Gianni Summers It's Saturday and guess what I'm doing? Lying in bed staring at my ceiling once again. It's safe to say I look like the actual dead. Eyes dark and sunken in, lost weight too.I haven't been eating, unless Soph forces it down my throat, I haven't been sleeping either. The only time I'm not a complete zombie is when EJ is in my arms. Elijahs parents are in town so EJ is spending the day with them. Sophia got mad when I stubbornly refused to eat this morning.It's not like I want to be this way, the mere sight of food has my stomach turning and not in a good way. She also forced me to take sleeping pills to help me sleep. I tried it I really did but it made me feel like absolute shit and the next day I couldn't properly care for my son so it's a absolute no no.Why can't she just understand that I can't? She acts as if I want to be this way, feel like this as if I want to intentionally starve and d
Gianni Summers Just coming out of a long ass shift at the cafe I'm ready to get home, kiss my son and stuff my face with food then cuddle EJ until we fall asleep. With that thought I slip off my apron and make it out into the busy rainy streets of New York. Pulling my coat closer to my body to contrap the warmth.Elijah has been texting me non stop. Saying we need to talk, claiming he loves me and shit. Elijah has always been straight with me. Honest about who he fucks, where he went and what he was out doing during the weekends when I lived under his roof but still had a different woman every night. So I'm stuck between he has no reason to lie and he didn't have to lie that time because he had no obligation to me. Katherine wasn't in the picture back then and our relationship was nothing more that an accidental pregnancy. I don't know. Fuck. Love sucks, Elijah sucks and my stupid heart is a fool. Bringing me out of my thoughts is a bunch of rowdy drunks stepping out of a bar lau