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Author: Saar-rah Philip
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Graphic scenes, mature content, abuse and sexual harrassment.

Gianni Summers

It's Saturday and guess what I'm doing? Lying in bed staring at my ceiling once again. It's safe to say I look like the actual dead. Eyes dark and sunken in, lost weight too.

I haven't been eating, unless Soph forces it down my throat, I haven't been sleeping either. The only time I'm not a complete zombie is when EJ is in my arms.

Elijahs parents are in town so EJ is spending the day with them. Sophia got mad when I stubbornly refused to eat this morning.

It's not like I want to be this way, the mere sight of food has my stomach turning and not in a good way. She also forced me to take sleeping pills to help me sleep. I tried it I really did but it made me feel like absolute shit and the next day I couldn't properly care for my son so it's a absolute no no.

Why can't she just understand that I can't? She acts as if I want to be this way, feel like this as if I want to intentionally starve and d
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