Warning: Slight SPG ahead.
Tonight or at this moment right now... I can totally say, I am ready. I am ready to give it to him not because for him to not leave me but because I love him so much.
I bit my tongue when he started sucking my neck and bite it like a vampire. He has fang that makes him look hotter.
"Migo.. please..." ani ko.
I heard him chuckled at my neck. He slowly starting to remove my top. Slowly that makes me anticipated.
"We'll take this slowly baby. Calm down." he growled.
I cried because of so much anticipation. I want him so bad.
Bumaba ang kanyang halik sa collarbone ko at dahan-dahang tinanggal ang aking bra. I covered my face because I'm now exposed! Kahit nakita na niya 'to ay nahihiya pa rin ako. He smirk a
Warning: Slight SPG ahead!Nagising ako na parang binugbog ang katawan sa sobrang pananakit. Kahit isang subok man lang sa paggalaw ay 'di ko magawa. Pati hita ko, 'di ko magalaw."Baby..." he whispered on my ear.Humigpit ang hawak ko sa kumot na nakatakip sa hubad kong katawan. Ibinaon ko ang mukha sa leeg niya. I don't know why I am shy when, yesterday night, I was so aggressive to do it. Nawala ako sa huwisyo kagabi at ngayong nasa tamang pag iisip na ako, sobra na akong nahiya sa nagawa ko. But after everything we did, I didn't regret any single thing.Gumapang ang kamay niya at hinapit ang bewang ko palapit sa kanya. Nakaunan ako sa isang braso niya. I could feel his hot breath on my forehead. He kiss me on my forehead, both cheeks, tip of my nose until he stop on my lips. I immediately respond to his kisses. Napahigpit ang hawak ko sa kum
I sometimes don't understand why there's a people like that? Bakit ang bilis mang insulto ng iba? Bakit parang napakabilis nilang magsalita ng masama sa kapwa? Na parang 'di nila alam na ang isang simpleng salita ay makakasira sa isang tao. A single word can even ruin someone's life.I cried in the middle of the road and rain's started to fall. Pagak akong napatawa. Parang umaayon sa 'kin ang ulan, huh? Parang dinadamayan ako sa sakit kaya pati siya, umiiyak.Ang sakit... sobra. Her words stings. It keeps on repeating in my head.Gold digging beach. Hampaslupa. Magnanakaw.What's else, huh?I was about to walk but someone grab my hand and stop me from moving. Hindi na ako pumalag at hindi ko na nilingon kong sino pa dahil presensya at pabango pa lang niya, alam ko na. I've memorized and pin it in my
My mind get blank after the orgasm. He lick it for the last time before standing up and fix his suit. Tulala akong nakatitig sa kawalan.Nabalik ako sa huwisyo nang punasan niya ako ng tissue habang hinahalikan sa leeg."Fix yourself and sit properly. Act like we're discussing anything. Let's talk later."His cold voice and stares made my hurt clenched.Bumaba ako sa lamesa at kagat-labing sinuot muli ang panty at binaba ang skirt. Inayos ko rin ang buhok ko at tinakpan ang leeg kong namumula. This is so embarrassing. Nakakahiyang may pa hiwalay-hiwalay pa ako pero daig ko pala ang kahoy sa sobrang rupok.Bakit ba kasi ang rupok-rupok ko? Kainis!I sat on the chair and arrange the messy papers on the table. Kunyari responsabling secretary na inaayos ang
Night came as well as our works at night end. I yawned and stretch my arms.Inaantok at gutom na ako kaya nagligpit na ako ng mga gamit at hinagilap ang bag ko para puntahan si Migo. We plan to eat outside. Nabitin kaming dalawa sa Jollibee kaya lalabas daw kami ngayong gabi.I fix myself and reach for my bag. Papasok na sana ako sa opisina niya pero 'di na pala kailangan dahil papalabas na siya."Hey baby,"I smiled and hug him on his waist. I'm back to being clingy again. He chuckled lightly and kiss my forehead.Ewan ko ba kung bakit ang iba naiirita kapag hinahalikan sila sa noo kasi feel daw nila para silang matanda pero ako I always feel happy whenever he do that to me. I felt respected all the time.I torn my gaze on him. Nagningning ang mga mata ko. S
Nakakatakot pala talaga maging masaya ano? Kasi sa kabila nun, pumapalit naman agad ang lungkot at sakit. After all the happiness, sadness will replace and it's traumatizing to be happy.Kumikirot ng husto ang puso ko habang nakatingin sa nanay ni Migo na nasa harapan ko ngayon. Bumisita siya sa kompanya sabi niya but I know what's the real agenda why she came here. Hindi ang anak niya ang ipinunta niya rito obviously dahil wala si Migo ngayon. Out of town para sa business conference kasama ng mga board members."Alam mo, hija... Seriously, you are pretty.. yes, you are, but sadly, you don't belong to us. You can't reach our level. Migo's life is so different from your life. He can afford things in just one snap, while you can't. Sorry to insult you but it's the truth. Kaya hindi ko maatim na ikaw ang girlfriend ng anak ko. I know he's just playing, knowing him, he knows he is bound to marry someone in the right t
Being inlove is one of the hardest thing for me. I thought happiness will wrapped our relationship always but I'm also wrong after all. Hindi ko kasi naisip na sa kabila ng saya namin habang magkasama kami, may gugulo at gugulo talaga hanggang sa tuluyan kaming masira. I bit my lower lip for it to stop trembling. Napatakip ako sa aking bibig at pinipigilan ang hikbing lumalabas. Hindi ako makapaniwala.. It's too much to take. "A-Ate.. okay ka lang po ba?" Napasinghap ako nang lumapit sa akin si Lyn at niyakap ako. Umiling ako at yumakap sa kanya. Humagulhol ako at inilabas lahat ng sakit. "A-Ate.. k-kung ano man ang pinagdaanan mo.. palagi mong tandaan na narito lang kami ha? Mahal ka namin ni Kuya Gab, ate..." I let myse
I look at the window. I remained emotionless."Shanty! Tulala ka na naman!"I didn't bother looking at Carla. Nanatiling nakatitig ako sa bintana, sa labas exactly. This house is so nice. In the middle of the city with bright lights and fancy restaurants surrounding at it.Narinig kong bumuntong hininga siya at tumabi ng upo sa akin. He held my hand and squeezed it lightly."Iniisip mo na naman ba ang nangyari?"I didn't still responded. I just keep on looking at the city lights below. We were at his house and here at his terrace, it's so good.He sighed again. "Alam mo, gustong-gusto ko talaga siyang suntukin at gustong-gusto kong sampalin at sabunutan ang bruha. Hindi lang talaga ako makapaniwala. It's like time didn't flies so fast... parang kahapon lang ayos pa kayo,
"Uulitin ko.. I'm Camilla Belle Buenaventura Ynares and she's Senyora Juanita Buenaventura. She's my Lola, the mother of my mother and the mother of your father, Shantal."W-What? The mother of my father? Paano nangyari 'yon kung kilalang kilala ko ang pamilya ni tatay? How did it happened when this old lady's from the Province while the parents of our father is from here in Manila?"A-Anong ibig mong sabihin, attorney?"She sat beside me and smiled genuinely. "I mean.. we're cousins! Your father and my mother are siblings and.." tumigil siya saglit para akayin ang matanda at pinaupo palapit sa akin. "... she's the mother of them.. our grandmother.."I chewed my bottom lip. I know.. I understand that pero ang hindi ko maintindihan.. paano nangyaring kamag-anak namin sila? Buenaventura's so far from Ortega!She
We're in some kind of seaside restaurant. Nag decide kami na dito na lang dahil bukod sa mahangin, maganda rin ang view. It's relaxing here.Umupo kami sa sand na may telang nakalagay. There's a table in the center. Binalot kami ng katahimikan nang ilang segundo hanggang sa nagsalita siya."I.. I don't know where to start. Siguro ganito na lang, ask me anything and I'll answer everything..."I look straight in the sea and sighed. Oo nga naman at mahirap simulan at balikan ang nakaraan. But I deserve an explanation. Ako 'yong nasaktan. Ako man 'yong kumalas pero dahil 'yon para sa aming dalawa."Kilala mo na ba si Karen noong 'di pa tayo?"Marami akong tanong sa isip ko na gusto kong ilabas pero sa dami nila ito 'yong unang tanong na lumabas sa bibig ko.He shook his head. "Nope. I don
Is is hard to not fall in love again with the same person who hurt you?Question that I can answer. Oo masasagot ko dahil ako mismo, naranasan iyan. We are, after all, a human. A human who has feelings. So to answer that question, yes mahirap na hindi ka mahulog ulit sa taong nanakit o nang iwan sa 'yo. But in my case, I was the one who leave for the betterment of each other. Nalason kasi kami sa sobrang pagmamahal namin sa isa't isa na kailangan may bumitaw at maiwan.It's hard to not fall again when first hand you experience falling with the same man. You'll fell out but believe me, some may fell out pero babalik at babalik pa rin sila sa taong nakasanayan nila. Tulad ko na lang. I told myself, I won't anymore but here I am..."Mag-uusap tayo kasama ka!" itinuro niya si Migo. "Magpaliwanag kayo mga malalandot!"Dahil sa pagiging marupok ko, naka
Bakit kaya may mga taong kahit ilang beses ng nasaktan, babalik at rurupok pa rin? Why does people always come and go? Hindi pa pwedeng mananatili na lamang? Hindi pa pwedeng walang alisan na magaganap?'Cause me, I only wished happiness in life. I always longed to have a good life. I only want happiness. Pero we also need to sacrifice things in order for us to become happy. We won't truly find happiness in the middle of chaos.Ayaw ko ng maging marupok ulit dahil alam ko kung saan ako dadalhin nito, naranasan ko kung anong dala nito. But the way he's kissing my neck and touching my body now and the way I react to his kisses and touch made me realize that no matter how much I convince myself na hindi ako marupok, bumigay pa rin ako dahil bukod sa mahina ako pagdating sa kanya.. mahal ko pa rin siya.That even after all those years of not seeing each other, I still feel those butterflies
We were filled with silence for a minute. Nakatitig lamang ako sa harap habang siya ay tingin ko'y natigilan sa mga nasabi ko. I don't know what happened.. I don't understand why do I have to tell those words when in fact, I still love him. Pero kung kasal na siya, kahit saang anggulo, mali.The silence just broke after a minute and the moment he laugh."Fuck. I can't believe this," he laugh again and slightly comb his hair. "What move on are you saying? Of course! I've already moved on. C'mon! Revenge? Baby, revenge is not my thing. I don't do revenge because that might sound pathetic. Baka ikaw diyan ang 'di pa naka move on?" he teased and raise a brow, smirking.Doon ako tinubuan ng hiya. Oo nga naman at bakit ako nag assume ng gano'n? Nakagat ko ang aking labi at napayuko. I get it. Oo na, he totally moved on. While I'm still stuck.
This house has been my solace for almost many years and even if I'm not living here anymore, binabalik-balikan ko pa rin ito.But now that he's here, I felt suffocated. The comfort this house gave eventually disappeared after the conversation earlier.Bumalik ako sa lamesa ng parang walang nangyari. I should act. I should pretend. That's what I've been doing for years so it's not new for me anymore. I know I'm now in the right and trusted persons that's why I'm confident I can get through this. Nakayanan ko nga ang ilang taon, ito pa kayang baka isang gabi lang siya rito. I still can endure it."Tagal mo yata sa banyo, Gabriella? Anong kababalaghang ginawa mo roon?" Tita raised a single brow and smirk at me, halong pang-aasar ang tinig.In this household, no one's calling me by my first name, marami na raw kasi ang tumatawag noon wika ni Tita ka
"Kuya Migo?!"My head automatically look at my back. My jaw dropped. I didn't see this coming. Kasi it's been what? Five years. Oo limang taon na ang nakalipas simula noong araw na tuluyan na naming tinapos kung ano mang meron kami.I didn't expected this thing to happen. Kasi sa nagdaang taon, kailanman hindi nagtagpo ang landas namin. Okay na ako, 'yon ang sabi ko sa iba at sa sarili ko pero hipokrita ako kung'di ko sasabihing na-miss ko siya.Bumigat ang paghinga ko at mabilis ang pagtibok ng puso. I admit, walang araw na hindi ko siya naalala. Walang araw na kinalimutan ko siya. Hindi siya mawala-wala sa sistema ko.Lyn look at me with worried look. Si Shawn ang nakakita kay Migo.Tumayo si Tita at Daddy at nilapitan si Migo na kakarating lang. He look dashing with just a simple black jean
Time runs fast. Days, weeks, months until it came years passed like a whirlwind. We'll never know, after they passed, everything will also changed.You wish for everything to be alright, and it did. You wish for the good things in life, and it came. You wish to have a great life, and it happened. In short, nothing's impossible.Dream big. Aim high. What you prayed for will be answered.Dati, pangarap ko lang maging mayaman para hindi na ako kailangang magtrabaho. I just wish to have wealth in me so that we don't to suffer anymore. Mahirap maging mahirap. You have to sacrifice things in order for you to live. Kailangan mong magtiis para mabuhay. Gutom. Pagod. Puyat. Sakit. Lahat 'yan, naranasan namin ng mga kapatid ko. We get to experience sleeping without eating any food that could satisfy our stomach. We'll always get tired from working and schooling but at the end of the night, we'll sleep the
May mga bagay talagang kahit pilit mong kinakalimutan, hinding-hindi mo talaga makakalimutan. There's always a thing that you always don't want to believe but can't do anything because it's obviously the truth.I wonder, can everyone really find happiness in knowing what's the truth? Can everyone really called it ‘life’ after knowing every missing pieces in life?Sabi kasi nila; hindi mabubuo ang pagkatao mo kung may mga bagay ka pang hindi nalalaman tungkol sa pagkatao mo. Hindi mabubuo ang pagkatao mo kung hindi mo kilala ang totoong ikaw."‘Di ba we promise you to explain the truth and nothing but the truth only?" Attorney Ynares or should I address Ate Cams, started.Today, they decided to tell me what's really the truth. My friends came back to Manila because of work while I and my sister and brother rema
Our stay here isn't that bad. We got the chance to do everything. Ang mga bagay na hindi namin nagawa dati dahil sa kadahilanang walang pera ay nagagawa na namin ngayon. But the real reason why we came here wasn't discussed. Ilang araw na kami rito pero ni isa sa kanila rito ay wala pang nag bukas ng usapan.Ang usap-usapan ng mga kasambahay na narito, hindi raw ito ang pinaka main mansyon ng mga Buenaventura at iyon ang pinagtataka ko.Bumuntong hininga ako at napailing sa naisip. What? Is it right to doubt them? But tama lang naman na pagdudahan sila 'di ba? Una sa lahat, bigla-bigla na lamang silang sumulpot sa bahay namin.. sa gano'n pa lang, nakakataka na talaga. Kasi paano nila ako nakilala? Paano nila nalaman kung saan ako nakatira? Pangawala, bigla silang papasok sa bahay, kakausapin ako tapos sasabihing kadugo nila ako? Pangatlo, pagbibintangan ng matanda si nanay na sinungaling? I have more and mor