Alessia's POVMy body is getting weaker now and the events of the solstice are still deep in my mind, how I suffered as if I was being killed again and again. The solstice has passed and my birthday has also passed which I didn't even manage to celebrate. My whole body hurts now and I can't get up. My body is weak but I am still thankful that I am still alive.The pain I felt from the curse that I thought I couldn't handle seemed to be engraved in my mind. I suffered all day. I cried because of the pain until I was crying without tears coming out. It was the worst experience and Papa Elias and Grandpa stayed by my side. It's like they were hit by a curse while they didn't do anything to at least ease my feelings.I thought my fear would disappear after the curse, but a new fear was forming in my mind and heart. Because when I give birth to the child in my womb, he will lift the curse. He will suffer. I'm just thinking that with his young body, he will experience such pain, I can't acc
Alessia's POV"Ales Condor?" I said in shock while staring at him. "Are you Honey and Falix's nephew?!"He was also surprised and knew Honey and Falix."You know my relatives?" Ales asked me in disbelief. His eyes are wide as saucers because of surprise.It's weird to call him Ales because I am used to being called Ales as well. But he is the real Ales Condor and I am Alessia Andromeda Condor. I am aware from the very beginning that I am only borrowing his identity.I nodded. "I used to live in Samona. They sheltered me when something happened to me and I ended up in Samona." I told him. I am just telling the truth and I don't think it's bad.I still remembered that the Honey thought I had lost my memory and that's when they decided to use the persona of their niece. They said Ales was sick until his family moved to Waldorf. Right now, he no longer looks sickly at all.Ales' face lit up. "It was my luck and I saw you. It's been a long time and I haven't been back to Samona since we mo
Alessia's POV"Grandpa, are we still far?" I couldn't help but ask because we had been walking for over an hour and I could feel tiredness. My feet are also hurting because they are starting to swell."Near grandson, I'm sorry but this walk is for your good as well," Grandpa responded to me and we turned to a fork in the road.It would have been easier if Grandpa teleported with me but that can't be done because I'm pregnant. The force and tension of teleportation are too strong for my son to be with. So we can do nothing but walk. I can't even ride a horse because the horse moves.I feel the surroundings. It's getting darker and I feel familiar to me. Living trees become dead. The surroundings are shady and cooler.I gasped when I remembered that I had been there when I first met Elijah and Stefano. This is the place they went to talk to a magician. This is also where I found Sushi. I never thought I could come back here."Grandpa, I've been here before." I can't stop saying to Grand
Alessia's POV"Merlin, I'll do anything for my son. So tell me what are those ways for me to save him." I stop myself from crying. I did not expect all this.Just thinking that my son will have a hard time in the future seems to be squeezing my heart with pain. I don't want him to suffer anything. I want him to live a comfortable life. I want him to be happy.Merlin looked at me with pity in his eyes. Somehow, he felt my despair."If you love your child and you don't want him to suffer. Kill him while he's still in your womb." He told me that it was like cold water poured over my body. It seems that my hearing does not want to remove it."What?" I feel like I was deafened by what he said, I'm not sure if I heard it right. Did he just say that I need to kill my child? "Are you saying that I need to kill my child?" My deep dislike for Merlin was starting to rise. How can he say that to my face?! Who is the mother who wants to kill her child? I have my principles! Even though my child is
Alessia's POVA few months passed and the month of September arrived. I am slowly accepting my son's fate in the future. I will not be able to see him grow up and turn into a man. But I have to accept everything because this is my only choice for him to suffer less.I also hear a lot about the kingdom. The kingdom is in a bit of a mess right now because there is a lot of corruption and untrustworthy immortals. I don't know what's going on to make them mess up but I'm not interested in finding out. The important thing is that it has nothing to do with me. I already gave up on Elijah. It's been months since he stopped the search. He never appeared in front of me. He wasn't there when I needed him the most. So I decided to let go of these feelings. I still love him, but I've stopped hoping.It was not easy for me to forgive him no matter how sinful he was. I forgave him countless times before he could apologize. I didn't regret it. Maybe, it is. If you truly love someone, you can forgive
Third Person's POVSicario hurries home after such a funeral in the Palace. He had to perform the ritual before the end of the day. Because if he doesn't do it, Elena will never be born again.Only Elena's body died, but her soul did not. Her soul is now locked in a crystal ball. Sicario has to hide it because he believes there is another mage who wants to kill Elena. He just preceded it and was saved from the brink of death. He didn't know what the other mage was up to, because he was the only one assigned to kill the target.He returned to Caracass and immediately looked at the crystal there that was now covered in tiny lights, Elena's soul. It moves inside like smoke that wants to escape.Sicario immediately sprinkled sulfur in the surroundings so as not to feel the ritual he was doing. He will remove Elena from this place because it is the only way to live again. Its stay in Wysteria brings danger and doom. Elena needs to be born in a place of mortals, away from immortals, away fr
Alessia's POVThe blessing of the moon ended peacefully and there was no trouble. I wanted to go and join in the fun but Elijah wouldn't let me. I know it's just worrying because too many citizens are enjoying themselves and something might happen in the middle of it.We went home to the palace where everyone was asleep. It was early morning when we got back and I could feel the tiredness. After the sealing, we flew to another part of Valeria to check out the event. We didn't see anything out of the ordinary so we went back right away."Sweetheart, I would like to ask you something." Elijah followed me in the middle of our walk up the stairs to the second floor.I turned to him. "What's that?" I politely asked him. I didn't know what he was going to say to me, or whether it was about our departure later for Mythion. We've talked so much that I can't even guess what he's going to ask.Elijah pulled me closer. "Can you..." he said first, not knowing how to say it. "...sleep with me from
Alessia's POV"Lady Alessia, your food is ready," Estrebelle promised me. "The dear king will have breakfast with you," Estrebelle promised me while I was on the side of the ship and I was holding onto the baluster.We'll eat together. I whispered in my mind. The number of times that Elijah and I ate together can only be counted on the hands. But I can't do anything because that's what blue blood is used to. The dining area is only for big bounty. The occupants often eat in the room and do not share the table. Being of royal blood is somehow lonely."Alright," I responded. It's almost lunchtime and Elijah hasn't eaten yet. Is it on purpose that he didn't have breakfast so I could keep up? But that's not something I need to worry about. His sleeping habits are way more important than eating. He won't die if he eats breakfast late. Forget it, he's an immortal, and starving himself won't even kill him.I went to the cabin and saw a small table with food on it. Elijah is already there and