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You've come back to me, Milla.
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IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. Next time?
Did I hear right or am I imagining things?" Mr Shard."" A towel, please Louisa.."Huh?I glance to Louisa and watch her quickly leave the room." Lets take care of you first before we talk, okay?" " O-okay?" I nod instead, not knowing a better response.Louisa( who happens to be he housekeeper), returns before I know it.I hold out my hand to receive the towel so I can dry off myself, but Mr Shard ignores that and starts drying up my hair, yet again taking me by surprise. 'You're letting him get away with a little too much now.' The voice of my conscious snaps me back to reality.I'm in the middle of a situation, I need to take control of. 'There might not be much meaning to it, but I can't ignore the fact that I'm married. Let me atleast honour that, my parents would atleast expect this from me because marriage is marriage at he end of the day.' " Mr Shard." I touch his hand, stopping him. "I think we can talk now." I make sure to keep eye contact despite how nervous his inten
Last Updated : 2025-02-28IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. He wants to meet.
" Your silence tells me that I'll need to reserve the question for another time." Won't he misunderstand?" No Mr Shard I -----" " Another time, Milla." His tone sounds gentle but his eyes are intense. I let it be and decide to focus on what I came here for." Okay." I agree.I need to get my answers before Liam does something drastic." I have something to show you." He says all of a sudden.I watch him rise to his feet and head on over to a small table by the drinks cabinet. I'm noticing it for the first time since I've been seated here.He comes back with an envelope in hand. Crazy enough, it's similar to the one I received.Could this be?....No." I've had this for some time now." He holds it out to me.I nervously take it. I hesitate and I hesitate strongly." What is this?" I ask instead.He gestures for me to take a look inside.I look at the envelope for a moment before I meet his eyes again." I don't need to."Surprise flickers on his features." No?" I shake my head. "
Last Updated : 2025-02-28IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. I'm sorry.
" You stopped me from seeing that man again." He says, breaking the silence that had taken over the trip back home.What's done is done now." I had to."" Will your response be the same, whenever something concerns that man?"" What do you mean by that?"" You're protecting him." He sounds accusing.And jealous." I am not protecting him." " Yes you are, you jump to the defence on his behalf like he means something to you."" That is not true." I shake my head." I find that hard to believe." "Well, it's not like you would believe anything I say anyway." I comment.My head whips in his direction when he suddenly pulls over at the side of the road.It's late and he decides to do this! " No, no, no, William Myers, you better take me home right now!" I demand.He is crazy if he thinks I have the time to be arguing with him so late. We've been gone for so long and I'm pretty sure my mother must be so worried.He turns his whole body towards me, where I am given his full attention now.
Last Updated : 2025-02-28IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. You're not staying.
We've been standing in each others embrace in the rain for too long now. Neither one of us has attempted to pull away nor have we spoken. Maybe talking might break the moment, I don't know.The only sounds my ears seem to keep track of, is the rain against the ground, cars passing by and my sniffles.But what I feel is how his heart is beating so fast. It hasn't calmed down and now I'm curious to know the reason." Gosh Milla, I wish we were somewhere far away from everything. We could talk, you know(he sighs). There's so much to talk about."The whole time he speaks, I listen." We could possibly get to know each other again."A do over, where we get to know each other as if we were strangers. I've never thought about it that way.I pull back to look at him, but still remain within his hold.His eyes are the most expressive at this very moment. I give up from trying to say something since words fail me.I open and close my mouth but when words fail me, I give up." You're not alone
Last Updated : 2025-03-06IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. Passion
William Myers is absolutely crazy. He has proven this tonight. He took my words as a challenge and with that, sped through the road like a maniac. All I could do was hold on to my seat and pray for safety. I do have to admit that it was thrilling. At first I had threatened to end his life if he didn't slow down and instead of listening to me, he went on and increased the speed. By the time we arrived at my house, I was calling him names such as maniac, idiot and psycho. This amused him of course, as if I had said something funny. He must have enjoyed watching me freak out. Anyway, it was not all bad and now I had to make up for next time. Anyway, the easy mood that had occurred didn't last, when we spotted his mother's car. The fact that she was at my house unsettled me. Concern more than curiosity took over, when both our mothers came out of the house at the same time. My eyes immediately went to my mother, observing her and wanting to confirm with my very own eyes how she
Last Updated : 2025-03-12IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. Isn't it a little too late to call?
WILLIAM'S P.O.V' You're not staying.' Those words alone had gripped on him so tightly, he had trouble sleeping that night.He'd made promises to her out of desperation. He wanted her to believe him, to believe in him to make things right and bring about solutions for her troubles. He'd lost out on a chance to grow up beside her and spend time in her presence and each time he got reminded of this, his heart ached. When he'd made those promises, to be there for her and know that she wasn't alone, his heart had taken over and his heart had spoken. He wanted her to feel his words and recieve them, to store them deep within her and never let go. But then she uttered those words , shutting down every attempt to make her understand him. Yes, he had held her close, something he selfishly let himself be in that moment for.He couldn't deny how right it felt and now he couldn't stop thinking about it.He did have many regrets, most that centred around her.Gosh, he felt desperate to be some
Last Updated : 2025-03-24IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. I'm here for you and you only.
It is a Friday morning when I walk in on my mother, looking quite distracted. She's staring off into the distance, her tea long forgotten. What ever is in mind has consumed parts of her, that she hasn't felt my eyes on her. So what do I do? I continue on watching her.My mother has always been a beautiful woman, with her shoulder length dark brown hair, tanned almost golden skin that tells a story of being outdoors more than anything. I remember how much I loved kissing her cheeks when I was young, because of her soft skin. With her nurturing presence, despite how strict she was towards me at times, I still found myself falling asleep in her embrace. Yes, I liked following my father around when I could because I enjoyed our little outings or invented adventures. With Mom however, her presence felt like home.It saddens me that after the passing of my dad, things have somewhat changed between us. An invincible fence exists between us, that doesn't allow for us to fall back into that fl
Last Updated : 2025-03-29IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. It's an invitation.
He follows me without a word, his footsteps almost matching mine except mine feel a little unsteady. I'm nervous, I think that's a given. I'm trying to not show it but with Liam, I feel like he can pick up on it.He's been able to do that on different occasions.We reach the living room and I take a much needed breath before I turn around to face him. That's when he stops right infront of me, a few feet be exact. There's tension arising in the room, I can feel it but I don't want it.I want there to be understanding and calmness when we talk, even I am willing to listen. Misunderstandings have been the root of many of our arguments, but today I want there to be a difference.I admit that I want us to be on good terms. Arguing is exhausting, especially when it comes from a place of misunderstanding. I hold out the envelope and when he finally takes it, I wait with bated breath for him to speak.He doesn't, well not immediately. He only sneaks a look inside the envelope before he looks
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IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. It's an invitation.
He follows me without a word, his footsteps almost matching mine except mine feel a little unsteady. I'm nervous, I think that's a given. I'm trying to not show it but with Liam, I feel like he can pick up on it.He's been able to do that on different occasions.We reach the living room and I take a much needed breath before I turn around to face him. That's when he stops right infront of me, a few feet be exact. There's tension arising in the room, I can feel it but I don't want it.I want there to be understanding and calmness when we talk, even I am willing to listen. Misunderstandings have been the root of many of our arguments, but today I want there to be a difference.I admit that I want us to be on good terms. Arguing is exhausting, especially when it comes from a place of misunderstanding. I hold out the envelope and when he finally takes it, I wait with bated breath for him to speak.He doesn't, well not immediately. He only sneaks a look inside the envelope before he looks
IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. I'm here for you and you only.
It is a Friday morning when I walk in on my mother, looking quite distracted. She's staring off into the distance, her tea long forgotten. What ever is in mind has consumed parts of her, that she hasn't felt my eyes on her. So what do I do? I continue on watching her.My mother has always been a beautiful woman, with her shoulder length dark brown hair, tanned almost golden skin that tells a story of being outdoors more than anything. I remember how much I loved kissing her cheeks when I was young, because of her soft skin. With her nurturing presence, despite how strict she was towards me at times, I still found myself falling asleep in her embrace. Yes, I liked following my father around when I could because I enjoyed our little outings or invented adventures. With Mom however, her presence felt like home.It saddens me that after the passing of my dad, things have somewhat changed between us. An invincible fence exists between us, that doesn't allow for us to fall back into that fl
IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. Isn't it a little too late to call?
WILLIAM'S P.O.V' You're not staying.' Those words alone had gripped on him so tightly, he had trouble sleeping that night.He'd made promises to her out of desperation. He wanted her to believe him, to believe in him to make things right and bring about solutions for her troubles. He'd lost out on a chance to grow up beside her and spend time in her presence and each time he got reminded of this, his heart ached. When he'd made those promises, to be there for her and know that she wasn't alone, his heart had taken over and his heart had spoken. He wanted her to feel his words and recieve them, to store them deep within her and never let go. But then she uttered those words , shutting down every attempt to make her understand him. Yes, he had held her close, something he selfishly let himself be in that moment for.He couldn't deny how right it felt and now he couldn't stop thinking about it.He did have many regrets, most that centred around her.Gosh, he felt desperate to be some
IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. Passion
William Myers is absolutely crazy. He has proven this tonight. He took my words as a challenge and with that, sped through the road like a maniac. All I could do was hold on to my seat and pray for safety. I do have to admit that it was thrilling. At first I had threatened to end his life if he didn't slow down and instead of listening to me, he went on and increased the speed. By the time we arrived at my house, I was calling him names such as maniac, idiot and psycho. This amused him of course, as if I had said something funny. He must have enjoyed watching me freak out. Anyway, it was not all bad and now I had to make up for next time. Anyway, the easy mood that had occurred didn't last, when we spotted his mother's car. The fact that she was at my house unsettled me. Concern more than curiosity took over, when both our mothers came out of the house at the same time. My eyes immediately went to my mother, observing her and wanting to confirm with my very own eyes how she
IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. You're not staying.
We've been standing in each others embrace in the rain for too long now. Neither one of us has attempted to pull away nor have we spoken. Maybe talking might break the moment, I don't know.The only sounds my ears seem to keep track of, is the rain against the ground, cars passing by and my sniffles.But what I feel is how his heart is beating so fast. It hasn't calmed down and now I'm curious to know the reason." Gosh Milla, I wish we were somewhere far away from everything. We could talk, you know(he sighs). There's so much to talk about."The whole time he speaks, I listen." We could possibly get to know each other again."A do over, where we get to know each other as if we were strangers. I've never thought about it that way.I pull back to look at him, but still remain within his hold.His eyes are the most expressive at this very moment. I give up from trying to say something since words fail me.I open and close my mouth but when words fail me, I give up." You're not alone
IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. I'm sorry.
" You stopped me from seeing that man again." He says, breaking the silence that had taken over the trip back home.What's done is done now." I had to."" Will your response be the same, whenever something concerns that man?"" What do you mean by that?"" You're protecting him." He sounds accusing.And jealous." I am not protecting him." " Yes you are, you jump to the defence on his behalf like he means something to you."" That is not true." I shake my head." I find that hard to believe." "Well, it's not like you would believe anything I say anyway." I comment.My head whips in his direction when he suddenly pulls over at the side of the road.It's late and he decides to do this! " No, no, no, William Myers, you better take me home right now!" I demand.He is crazy if he thinks I have the time to be arguing with him so late. We've been gone for so long and I'm pretty sure my mother must be so worried.He turns his whole body towards me, where I am given his full attention now.
IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. He wants to meet.
" Your silence tells me that I'll need to reserve the question for another time." Won't he misunderstand?" No Mr Shard I -----" " Another time, Milla." His tone sounds gentle but his eyes are intense. I let it be and decide to focus on what I came here for." Okay." I agree.I need to get my answers before Liam does something drastic." I have something to show you." He says all of a sudden.I watch him rise to his feet and head on over to a small table by the drinks cabinet. I'm noticing it for the first time since I've been seated here.He comes back with an envelope in hand. Crazy enough, it's similar to the one I received.Could this be?....No." I've had this for some time now." He holds it out to me.I nervously take it. I hesitate and I hesitate strongly." What is this?" I ask instead.He gestures for me to take a look inside.I look at the envelope for a moment before I meet his eyes again." I don't need to."Surprise flickers on his features." No?" I shake my head. "
IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. Next time?
Did I hear right or am I imagining things?" Mr Shard."" A towel, please Louisa.."Huh?I glance to Louisa and watch her quickly leave the room." Lets take care of you first before we talk, okay?" " O-okay?" I nod instead, not knowing a better response.Louisa( who happens to be he housekeeper), returns before I know it.I hold out my hand to receive the towel so I can dry off myself, but Mr Shard ignores that and starts drying up my hair, yet again taking me by surprise. 'You're letting him get away with a little too much now.' The voice of my conscious snaps me back to reality.I'm in the middle of a situation, I need to take control of. 'There might not be much meaning to it, but I can't ignore the fact that I'm married. Let me atleast honour that, my parents would atleast expect this from me because marriage is marriage at he end of the day.' " Mr Shard." I touch his hand, stopping him. "I think we can talk now." I make sure to keep eye contact despite how nervous his inten
IN THE MIDST OF MY LOVE. You've come back to me, Milla.
A deal that existed between William and I, has found itself a witness. I have no clue as to who this might be that sent that envelope, but whoever it is, must want something.There's a price for everything.There should be a price for silence, right?' You know money talks.' My conscious says, which doesn't sit well with me.' I can't have more money problems than the one I currently have.' A huge debt already hangs over my head and I have not found a way out. I need to figure out my next steps, to finally be free and move on with my life.Being in debt is one of the most weight bearing things to experience. It surely is a relief to know that everything with the house loan is settled, but now I have to deal with the fact that I owe William Myers a whole lot of money. If mom ever found out…..‘ No, mom can't ever find out about this, well until I sort out everything.’ " I can't believe this marriage will last this long. A whole year." I hear William say from beside me." Same, but
