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CHAPTER FORTY THREE
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2021-04-17 22:54:49KELSEY POV
I was really bad at love and it reminds me of that song bad at love by halsey. It feels like the song is all about me.
I just felt like drowning in my own sorrows and being lost. Lost at sea to finally find where I belong. Maybe I had a future but Marcus wasn't going to be a part of it and that was the most painful part of all.
I could picture a new house and soft giggles being heard outside. I would be in the doorway watching my baby girl play. She would be adventurous just like me she would love to explore just like dora the explorer.
Hmmm. The mere thought just made my heart swell with joy. But I felt guilty consuming me again. Would my baby hate me because I never had the guts to tell her father the truth about her actual existence?
I feel like I'm keeping her father away from her and once she's older she'll eventually find out the bitter truth and hate me.
The mere thought left me in ruin
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