What was he saying? I stared at Alex, refusing to break eye contact. The whole dining room was silent, like everyone was waiting for the Alpha to go berserk on me. His eyes were hard, and his jaw set in stubbornness. That jaw, I wouldn't mind rubbing my fingers on it.
“I did not start any war,” I slowly spoke. “I did not even have a wolf until you came into my pack, and did some voodoo on me, told me all sorts of rubbish, and drugged me-” “Nobody drugged you,” he cut in, “it was just some sleeping powder.” He corked his head at me, the sun reflecting on those pupils. “I do not care. I am not here with my permission, so refrain from referring to me as your mate.” “Are you rejecting me, little wolf?”. I felt the stare of everyone around me, but damned if I'll let him think he could control me because of some bond that I had not yet felt. “I do not know you. There is nothing to reject.” Daia chuckled a bit, obviously pleased with what I was saying. Which was good. I needed some friendly people around here, and something told me I could trust her. Alex shifted in his chair, his lips set in a thin line. He gestured for a plate, and a pretty blonde girl came to his right side and gave it to him, bowing so low her breasts could be shown. Why did I feel jealous? Ignoring everything around me, I kept eating. It was obvious I required answers, but my tummy felt so hollow. “Do you know where your quarters are?” Daia asked, eating her own food. She took a large helping of meat, which was typical for shifters. Big carnivores we were. I cleaned my mouth with the back of my hand. “I don't have quarters here. Lol, what is this a castle?” It seemed ridiculous, assuming where I had woken up was just a temporary room. “You have quarters. You are the revered one, she said slowly while chewing. “Even if it seems you hate it.” I groaned at the thought of that. “I don't even know what the chosen one is.” Up till the last festival of lights, having a knowledge of witches was the fastest way to die in my pack.” Daia nodded. “Yeah, it wasn't easy finding your pack, especially you. Everyone thought the white wolf was gone.” “What do you mean it wasn't easy finding my pack? We've always been there. In Eucharia land.” I asked. Daia’s spoon paused midway to her lips. Slowly she brought it down. “It's not my place to explain. However, if you are interested, I could introduce you to a few members of the clan and show you around the land.” she said. I nodded, understanding what she meant by that. “That would be lovely, thank you,” I smiled at her. It was nice to have a friend so early. I turned towards Alex and said, “Where is my mother, please? I would love to have a conversation with her.” Alex folded his arms around his chest, his plate already clear of food. “In due time. First, I must introduce you to the Shaman and the Whistling Coven.” He got up, and I got an eyeful of his packs beneath the t-shirt he wore. “Let's go.” I pushed my plate away from me, said goodbye to Daia and followed him. The stares of everyone felt like needles in my back, but if there was one thing being born to my mother had taught me, it was to ignore people's stares. They always had a reason to look at me. She's so thin, her hair is so white; look at how her mother slithers in and out of that alpha's room, she had no wolf. All whispers behind my back. “Are you excited to be here?” a voice interrupted my silent tirade. I shrugged. “I have no idea what I am doing here. I figure it's one of those annoying things in my birth chart my friend speaks about.” Alex walked slowly, keeping up with my pace. The hallway was lit with candles, brown, and smelt like blood. I wanted to touch the walls and feel it beneath my skin, but I also didn't want to freak him out. “Well, hopefully you get your answers. What is your friend's name?” “Susan. She's normal.” I replied without skipping a beat. He nodded, like it made sense to him. “You have no issues with the fact that she's normal?” I asked surprised. “I have no issues with any member of any race. Except they try to disrupt the peace I'm trying to build. Normals are the least of my concerns,” he replied. He took a sharp left turn, moving me with my shoulder. Ugh Alphas. “Most wolves hate normals, I had to go to school with them.” I said quietly. We kept on walking for about 10 minutes till we got to a door. It was huge and covered with vines, pink and red flowers intertwined with a single white lily in the middle of the door. The handles were shaped like half of the moon, together whole. Alex stood in front of the door and looked at me. “Well, this is where the Shaman stays. Good luck.” He started walking away from the door while I just stood there. “Hey, how do I get this open?” I shouted at his back. He stopped. “You seem to have everything figured out. Handle that yourself.” And continued walking. The bastard. I grated my teeth in anger. Screw him. He was the one that brought me here against my will. I turned and faced the door. Squaring my shoulders, I raised my hands to knock when I heard a creaking sound. The door swung open slowly, revealing the room. It was so dark at first, I had to adjust my eyes to the sight. Then a hand grabbed me and pulled me inside, and the last thing I heard was the door slamming shut.I screamed loudly, tugging at the hand dragging me into the dark room. My hands tugged at it, somehow it wrapped tighter around my wrist.“Stop screaming, you'll kill the hilly billies.” The hand dragging me belonged to Donae.“Oh, Luna, you scared the shit out of me.” I put my hand to my chest, rubbing at my wrist. That would be sore later, for sure.“You have a strong grip,” I said. She nodded and started walking into the room, I followed closely.Suddenly, the room became brighter, rays of sun coming in from large windows at each side. It was a garden. There were many plants, trees, and little birds singing. A large tree in the middle rose up through the opening in the roof. The plants somehow seemed alive, and I had no idea what they were.Donae walked towards a table at a corner, there was a book open midair. She wore black jeans and a crop top that molded to her skin, making her runes shine even more against the reflection of the sun. Her long, dark hair was in tiny ropes behin
The shaman took my hand in her hand, pulling me to her feet. I followed her closely, observing the scenes in front of me and taking in how the coven worked.They seemed enthralled with herbs and plants; one of the triplets was trimming a bush. She threw a quick glance at me and continued what she was doing.We moved slowly, mostly because the shaman had to lean on me. Her cane clacked every time it got to the ground, the noise loud in the otherwise quiet room.We got to the stream, and she gestured for me to sit. “Long ago,” she began, “the moon came down to earth to visit.”The origin of shifters. I was aware of this.“When she came, she encountered men, a rough group of people. She had not come as the moon; you see, she had come as a white wolf. Her fur shined so brightly, even miles away she could be seen.”She looked up at the tree and dipped her hand in it, swirling it around.“Look child,” she said.I stared at the water and saw a wolf very similar to mine. I knew it was Luna.“
PROLOGUE “Hurry, keep running,” the man whispered to his companion.“I'm tired, I don't think I can run anymore.” He stopped and looked at her, his eyes heavy with pity.“Let's just hide it, then run away,” she said hysterically.The madness was spreading in her, her eyes were wise and glazed. “No one would know what we did or how we hid it. Let's just run away.”He shifted partially, hearing the footsteps come closer.“Okay, we'll hide it, but where?” He asked.She looked up at him. “I know. I'll give it to one of them.”CHAPTER ONE Standing at the doorway, my mother looked at me, nose pinched and eyes crossed.She was angry.“Hello, mother,” I greeted, accustomed to her behavior. “Where are you coming from, Clarissa?” She asked. She didn't budge from the doorway, so I knew she had no plans of letting me in.“I went fishing,” I replied, holding up a bag full of fish to her. She snorted, knowing I was probably telling a lie, but since I had evidence, she couldn't punish me.“I told
Moonlight shone across the land, where the 5000 shifters made the Grey Wolves pack gathered, white gowns and shirts as far as the eyes could see.I stood at the edge of the path in my red dress and boots. I knew my mother would kill me if she saw me, but she didn't know how it felt to be without a wolf. At least once a month, she was accepted as one of them. I wasn't.I sat on the grass, looking ahead at the shifters. Alpha Buick would soon make his arrogant speech, and then at midnight, everyone would tear off their clothes and shift, running under the moonlight, paying worship to Luna. I was here to replace every cloth for their return, since they were not really comfortable with nudity.“Clarissa,” a nasal voice. Gwendolyn Buick, the alpha’s mate, walked past me. “What a waste,” she said, sneering at me. “You should be with the normals, banished. You don't belong here.”I grinned at her. “Too bad your mate can't get enough of my mother,” I retorted. Her face turned red, and she shi
What was this voice? I didn't have a wolf. Alex still held my face in his hands, looking down at me. He pulled his lips back, showing two sharp teeth.“MATE”, he whispered back. My eyes bulged wide, no way he heard the voice.“Who are you? I don't like asking twice,” he asked.“I am Clarissa, there has been confusion, and I can't be your mate.”His hand was starting to hurt. I pried at it, removing it successfully, and I moved my jaw around. Did this asshole want to break my jaw?“You are my mate, I wasn't expecting to find you here, but you are mine.” He had to be delusional. I didn't belong to anyone. I ignored him and went towards my mom, shocked at how she was doubled over in tears, snot dripping over her face. It seemed she had something she was scared of.Buick went to where Alex stood, squaring his shoulders and lifting his chin up, like he wanted to challenge him. “What do you want?” He asked.“Your people stole this land from my people. I am taking it back.”Why did he say th
“Restrain him!” Screamed Alex. I froze, watching Buick struggle in the hands of a strange man.His eyes were white, no pupils, and he kept whispering something.“We didn't finish it,” he moaned loudly, fell, and started sobbing. Everyone was shaking, cries of children echoing.“What is going on?” I asked. This festival was going so differently from everyone's expectations.“Clarissa”I turned to my mother. Her eyes had turned white like Buick's. “You are going to die,” she screamed, and then collapsed.What the actual fuck?Alex signaled to two wolves, and they quickly shifted. Tieing up Alpha Buick and my mom, they shifted back to wolves, waiting for their Alpha's command.“People of Grey Wolves Clan,” Alex started, “as you can see, you've been lied to.”He looked at everyone. “I am here to set you free. Free to be shifters; there's no need to hide anymore.”We weren't hiding. Yeah, sure, we were different from other shifters, but we didn't hide. We shifted within pack lands and wen
I opened my eyes slowly, adjusting to the light that was so bright. Where was I, and how many days have I been asleep?Blinking rapidly, I realized two things.I had been drugged. Whatever Donae blew on my face was so strong I had lost my consciousness.I was in a strange place.I heard voices coming into the room and decided to act like I was still passed out.“She has been sleeping for three days now, a female said. “What did you guys do to her?” the voice questioned.“Donae just blew some sleeping powder on her. How did we expect her to be passed out for three whole days?” The second voice was Alex.Three days?? I had been sleeping for three days.I relaxed my muscles, trying to still my heart. “She should be waking up within hours,” the voice said, sounding frustrated.“Well, they kept her pretty shielded there. She had no access to herbs before, so she is feeling the effects more.”A hand touched my face so softly that if I wasn't awake, I wouldn't have noticed.“She looks beauti
The shaman took my hand in her hand, pulling me to her feet. I followed her closely, observing the scenes in front of me and taking in how the coven worked.They seemed enthralled with herbs and plants; one of the triplets was trimming a bush. She threw a quick glance at me and continued what she was doing.We moved slowly, mostly because the shaman had to lean on me. Her cane clacked every time it got to the ground, the noise loud in the otherwise quiet room.We got to the stream, and she gestured for me to sit. “Long ago,” she began, “the moon came down to earth to visit.”The origin of shifters. I was aware of this.“When she came, she encountered men, a rough group of people. She had not come as the moon; you see, she had come as a white wolf. Her fur shined so brightly, even miles away she could be seen.”She looked up at the tree and dipped her hand in it, swirling it around.“Look child,” she said.I stared at the water and saw a wolf very similar to mine. I knew it was Luna.“
I screamed loudly, tugging at the hand dragging me into the dark room. My hands tugged at it, somehow it wrapped tighter around my wrist.“Stop screaming, you'll kill the hilly billies.” The hand dragging me belonged to Donae.“Oh, Luna, you scared the shit out of me.” I put my hand to my chest, rubbing at my wrist. That would be sore later, for sure.“You have a strong grip,” I said. She nodded and started walking into the room, I followed closely.Suddenly, the room became brighter, rays of sun coming in from large windows at each side. It was a garden. There were many plants, trees, and little birds singing. A large tree in the middle rose up through the opening in the roof. The plants somehow seemed alive, and I had no idea what they were.Donae walked towards a table at a corner, there was a book open midair. She wore black jeans and a crop top that molded to her skin, making her runes shine even more against the reflection of the sun. Her long, dark hair was in tiny ropes behin
What was he saying? I stared at Alex, refusing to break eye contact. The whole dining room was silent, like everyone was waiting for the Alpha to go berserk on me. His eyes were hard, and his jaw set in stubbornness. That jaw, I wouldn't mind rubbing my fingers on it.“I did not start any war,” I slowly spoke. “I did not even have a wolf until you came into my pack, and did some voodoo on me, told me all sorts of rubbish, and drugged me-”“Nobody drugged you,” he cut in, “it was just some sleeping powder.”He corked his head at me, the sun reflecting on those pupils. “I do not care. I am not here with my permission, so refrain from referring to me as your mate.”“Are you rejecting me, little wolf?”. I felt the stare of everyone around me, but damned if I'll let him think he could control me because of some bond that I had not yet felt.“I do not know you. There is nothing to reject.”Daia chuckled a bit, obviously pleased with what I was saying. Which was good. I needed some friendly
I opened my eyes slowly, adjusting to the light that was so bright. Where was I, and how many days have I been asleep?Blinking rapidly, I realized two things.I had been drugged. Whatever Donae blew on my face was so strong I had lost my consciousness.I was in a strange place.I heard voices coming into the room and decided to act like I was still passed out.“She has been sleeping for three days now, a female said. “What did you guys do to her?” the voice questioned.“Donae just blew some sleeping powder on her. How did we expect her to be passed out for three whole days?” The second voice was Alex.Three days?? I had been sleeping for three days.I relaxed my muscles, trying to still my heart. “She should be waking up within hours,” the voice said, sounding frustrated.“Well, they kept her pretty shielded there. She had no access to herbs before, so she is feeling the effects more.”A hand touched my face so softly that if I wasn't awake, I wouldn't have noticed.“She looks beauti
“Restrain him!” Screamed Alex. I froze, watching Buick struggle in the hands of a strange man.His eyes were white, no pupils, and he kept whispering something.“We didn't finish it,” he moaned loudly, fell, and started sobbing. Everyone was shaking, cries of children echoing.“What is going on?” I asked. This festival was going so differently from everyone's expectations.“Clarissa”I turned to my mother. Her eyes had turned white like Buick's. “You are going to die,” she screamed, and then collapsed.What the actual fuck?Alex signaled to two wolves, and they quickly shifted. Tieing up Alpha Buick and my mom, they shifted back to wolves, waiting for their Alpha's command.“People of Grey Wolves Clan,” Alex started, “as you can see, you've been lied to.”He looked at everyone. “I am here to set you free. Free to be shifters; there's no need to hide anymore.”We weren't hiding. Yeah, sure, we were different from other shifters, but we didn't hide. We shifted within pack lands and wen
What was this voice? I didn't have a wolf. Alex still held my face in his hands, looking down at me. He pulled his lips back, showing two sharp teeth.“MATE”, he whispered back. My eyes bulged wide, no way he heard the voice.“Who are you? I don't like asking twice,” he asked.“I am Clarissa, there has been confusion, and I can't be your mate.”His hand was starting to hurt. I pried at it, removing it successfully, and I moved my jaw around. Did this asshole want to break my jaw?“You are my mate, I wasn't expecting to find you here, but you are mine.” He had to be delusional. I didn't belong to anyone. I ignored him and went towards my mom, shocked at how she was doubled over in tears, snot dripping over her face. It seemed she had something she was scared of.Buick went to where Alex stood, squaring his shoulders and lifting his chin up, like he wanted to challenge him. “What do you want?” He asked.“Your people stole this land from my people. I am taking it back.”Why did he say th
Moonlight shone across the land, where the 5000 shifters made the Grey Wolves pack gathered, white gowns and shirts as far as the eyes could see.I stood at the edge of the path in my red dress and boots. I knew my mother would kill me if she saw me, but she didn't know how it felt to be without a wolf. At least once a month, she was accepted as one of them. I wasn't.I sat on the grass, looking ahead at the shifters. Alpha Buick would soon make his arrogant speech, and then at midnight, everyone would tear off their clothes and shift, running under the moonlight, paying worship to Luna. I was here to replace every cloth for their return, since they were not really comfortable with nudity.“Clarissa,” a nasal voice. Gwendolyn Buick, the alpha’s mate, walked past me. “What a waste,” she said, sneering at me. “You should be with the normals, banished. You don't belong here.”I grinned at her. “Too bad your mate can't get enough of my mother,” I retorted. Her face turned red, and she shi
PROLOGUE “Hurry, keep running,” the man whispered to his companion.“I'm tired, I don't think I can run anymore.” He stopped and looked at her, his eyes heavy with pity.“Let's just hide it, then run away,” she said hysterically.The madness was spreading in her, her eyes were wise and glazed. “No one would know what we did or how we hid it. Let's just run away.”He shifted partially, hearing the footsteps come closer.“Okay, we'll hide it, but where?” He asked.She looked up at him. “I know. I'll give it to one of them.”CHAPTER ONE Standing at the doorway, my mother looked at me, nose pinched and eyes crossed.She was angry.“Hello, mother,” I greeted, accustomed to her behavior. “Where are you coming from, Clarissa?” She asked. She didn't budge from the doorway, so I knew she had no plans of letting me in.“I went fishing,” I replied, holding up a bag full of fish to her. She snorted, knowing I was probably telling a lie, but since I had evidence, she couldn't punish me.“I told