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IMITATION MATE Between us
“Hi there, beautiful.” He whispers to my ear, I look at the person behind me. “Warren, what are you doing here?” I asked in shock when I smell his familiar scent. I look at his hand wrapped by white cotton bandage. “What happened to your arm?” I can’t help but to walk closer by him and check it. “Oh, life become hard since to left me hanging on the shop. I still not found someone to work with me so I do everything.” He explains. “Why did you not contract me if you are struggling, look what happened to you!” I said, even though I still felt awkward because of what happened between us that time I still can’t ignore him looking like this. “Are you sure that you will answer and go to me when I contact you? Will you choose me even though that Alpha told you not to?” The question is obviously trying to make me choose between them indirectly, how cunning he become this past few days that we never meet. “What are you talking about, of course I will go to you when you need me. You are alwa
Last Updated : 2022-02-15IMITATION MATE Love and sick
We arrive at home, without speaking again to each other; we enter the house just like we are stranger who happened living in the same roof.I heard the door close and the sound of his foot step in my back, walking like this together is making the atmosphere between me and him strangely awkward.But there are unknown feelings in my chest that I can’t explain, whenever I feel his scent near me there is calmness in my heart like his scent become my comfort zone but the same time can be the dangerous drugs for my heart, soul and body.“I will not be home this week,” I stop walking when he speaks, why now he’s telling me this? It’s caught me off guard that I did not know what to answer.”“Uhm,” I said. “Where are you going?” I added.I got no answer from him for a second, well I did not even expect he will tell me the details I just ask to show him that I am interested to what he said.I step on the stair ready to go in my room when I hear his voice again, “there is something I need to do,
Last Updated : 2022-02-16IMITATION MATE Knight's POV .3
Knight’s POV “Less than two months and the marked will be vanished forever,” I hear him said and look at me. “But Knight, your rut will be coming please guys be ready. Please don’t even try to use the drugs to suppress your Alpha’s need and instinct.” He reminds us. “Is that the only thing you will say? Then we will go.” I said and ready to leave when again he speak. “You go first, I need to talk with this omega privately.” Even though I am curious to what he up to I just nod my head and walk outside the room. Days is really fast, I did not spend my time in the first month when we start the contract so we only interact only twice or more but we always bickering to each other, we never hand a serious talk. But if we talk, what topic we should start? “Geez, what are you thinking now, Knight.” I whisper and shake my head. Only month and half the marked will vanished and when that day comes, I am not his Alpha anymore, that is what I want but why I feel these unpleasant feelings aga
Last Updated : 2022-02-17IMITATION MATE Caring Alpha
Amanda’s POV Something cold touching my forehead, I can’t help to open my eyes slowly and touch what is it; A towel… A cold towel. “You finally awake, how are you did you feel something wrong?” I heard a gentle voice whisper to asks me, is this kind of dream or my imagination? He looks so worried looking at me, “why are you just staring at me and not answering?” No… This is not true, earlier he said that he will leaving for important meeting. Maybe because I am sick why I am seeing something like this. I pull up my blanket and turn my back to him, if I ignore him, he will be vanished later. “Hey! Seriously, after I take care of you are you going to ignore me?” He rants, now he is truer than earlier but I will not fall for this kind if imagination, even I fell for him I will not let myself to be involve in my delusions. I close my eyes again firmly, maybe I need more sleep so I can wake up to this dream. A silence, just what I thought everything is just my illusion so better back t
Last Updated : 2022-02-18IMITATION MATE Hot and Cold
I thought he won’t come back here but after a few minutes since he left, I could smell the fragrant smell of food and the sound of my door, I turned my head to the door and saw him walking towards me while carrying a tray with a bowl on top with hot porridge and a glass of water. He first lowered the tray he was holding on the table on the side of the bed and approached me. “Get up first so you can eat porridge, you can't go without food all day.” He said in a soft voice, I stared at him. I really can't believe what he's been doing since this morning. His low voice, his considerateness, the concerns he shows me are not normal gestures for him. I tried to use my hands to get up, but due to weakness it could not support the weight of my body and I almost fell on the bed fortunately two quick arms caught up with me. I could feel the muscles in his arm as he supported me not to fall and the distance between our faces again was so small that I couldn’t move immediately. “T-thank you.”
Last Updated : 2022-02-18IMITATION MATE Genuine love?
I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes as the door opened and Alpha Knight entered. I couldn’t help but look away at him directly for fear he would see my teary eyes. I don’t want to get to the point where he takes pity on me and treats me well just because of that. "Are you still in pain?" He asked, I just shook my head in response. Fortunately, he didn't speak anymore and just peeled and sliced the fruits and put it on the table. "Well then, I need to go somewhere now and have to make arrangements about my departure for a week, if you need anything just call my personal driver." He ordered me and left immediately and did not wait for my answer. Fortunately, he will leave tomorrow and I will be free to go out without any problems, I will be able to go to my mother in the hospital and to find out what happened to her so that Lily can say that on her message. I felt pain in the lower part of my abdomen again, maybe it because of too much stress that is why I'm really feeling this.
Last Updated : 2022-02-21IMITATION MATE True reason
“I still don’t know, don’t ask me about it.” I answered in a low tone, I don't know how to explain to Warren how I feel because even to myself I don't know if what I'm feeling is true.“hmm, okay I'll wait for your answer until you're sure of how you feel. Whether it’s me or him I still want to know.” I heard his sigh. "What time will I pick you up?”“Around 10 in the morning, I still need to pack my things.” I said.“Are you really planning to stay at the hospital for days without saying anything to him?” He asked me hesitantly, but I couldn't answer right away. Alpha Knight told me several times that I would let him know everything I would do to him but he did not know about my mother.I'd better not let him know about it either. I pulled a book inside the cabinet and flipping the pages without reading the content at all, just thinking about this arrangement is really absurd in the first place.“Yes, I will stay at the hospital for week.” That is the only answer I can give now, it is
Last Updated : 2022-04-03IMITATION MATE Chapter 31: I'm here for you, always.
I feel uneasy, walking in the hallway to where mom's room is. I still don’t know what do I say to her, will she really understand every word I will say? Will she recognize me? There is thousand question in my mind, but she can’t answer even one of it.I felt Warren’s hand holding mine tightly, “why are you being so nervous? This is not a trial to confess your crime, she is your mother that you need to tell her what is in your heart. If you will think the words you will say, then everything is not from here.” He pointed my chest where my heart is.“What do you want me to do then? All I want now is to cry and hold her, there are many things I want to do with her but how can I do that when she’s going to leave me too? Everything is too late for me, no one wants to stay by my side.”“I am here, Amanda! Please, don’t say things like that. Your mom does not want you t
Last Updated : 2022-04-06
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IMITATION MATE Chapter 42: My other half
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IMITATION MATE Chapter 41: It's mine
When the last time I go to the North? It’s been a long time since father never let me go to Ruiz’s pack to do some business, it always his men or Matthew accompany him.I look at Matthew, I know how good his fighting skill. For years we are together to train ourselves, I can see his improvement every single day and I understand why he’s the number one fighter in our pack.That day, when father took him to our house and saying that he accompanies me since that day. Luckily, we know how to act with boundaries and never did fight even once until now.“What now? Why are you digging a whole in me?” He snorts, he looks at me like I’m a perverted creepy old fucking man who want’s to molesting him.“Fuck! Don’t even think that way, I just remember the first time we meet. Until now, I don’t know how my father find someone like you.”
IMITATION MATE Chapter 40: Knight POV: Take what is mine
“What are you saying! She’s gone without no one can see how she leave the room?!” I roared at them, I can’t help but to massage my forehead. I just got back from business trip but another problem arrives for me to solve. “Search the whole fucking hospital. All the CCTV footage, watch it too! Don’t fucking stop until you find her!”I never think she would leave me like that, we still have the contract.Wait, why would I settle for that damn paper deal! If she wants to left even, she signed it, no one can stop her. I slam my hand at the table in front of me, what went wrong?“Two men and one woman who approach the room where she is, they easily knock down the two guards you put there. What should you do now? If that child is yours then isn’t it a great loss for you?” Peter said as he sat down in front of me.“I don’t know, maybe sh
IMITATION MATE Chapter 39: Destined mate
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IMITATION MATE Chapter 38: The child
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IMITATION MATE Chapter 37: Welcome to Ruiz's pack!
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IMITATION MATE Chapter 36: Can you do that?
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