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ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-One: Sisters
LISAI swallowed as the man entered the cafe and I nearly ducked to hide myself before it dawned on me how ridiculous that would have been.Why was I hiding? I mean, why would I hide? It's not like I did anything wrong. And he probably doesn't even know, he probably wouldn't recognize me even though I've spent every few minutes of my adult life reading about his achievements and accolades.But come to think about it, he might actually just know me. His relationship was Axel was well known all over the underground and if there was someone Axel would have asked to dig up on me the first time he met me, it'd have been him so maybe he actually knows me.The guy I was almost fidgeting about didn't even as much glance in our direction, he walked over to the counter to place his orders and he busied himself with pressing his phone while they get his orders ready. “Is he someone you know?” Tricia’s voice jolted me out of my reverie and I jerked back to look at her. She was looking at me, ey
Last Updated : 2022-12-09ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Two: More Desires
AXELThere was exhilaration and then, there was deep seethed tiredness that ravaged my entire bones and body.I've spent the last couple of days torturing people, killing the Russian men, and fighting to gain back control of what those fuckers dared to steal from us which wasn't so much of a fight anyway. Those fuckers should have seen it coming when they decided to attack our cargo. But I was back at home now and the girl that I've not been able to push to the back of my mind had resurfaced at the forefront again.I've missed her, not her exactly but I've missed fucking her which was a catharsis for disaster. It was supposed to be a one-time thing, the sex I mean, I was supposed to fuck her out of my mind. I thought once would be more than enough to purge her out of my system but I was wrong, so so completely wrong. I still wanted her, even more than before. Not that I've gotten a taste of her, but I don't think I was ready to let go of her anytime soon.And that was so fucked up o
Last Updated : 2022-12-10ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Three: All In
LISAI followed Tana to this party because of just one thing.To get as distracted as possible. I came here to dance away and rid myself of all thoughts of Axel because these past few days, all I've been doing was thinking about him. We've spent a couple of days working on the third part of our assignment and it had taken all my willpower not to give in to the fire burning between us. And he wasn't making it easy, not when he keeps making innuendos about that one time we slept together, throwing my reactions and how fast I came multiple times to my face. I couldn’t even step up to the challenge because stepping up would mean combusting and combusting would mean sleeping together.I don't want to sleep with him ever again. I want to sleep with him again. Badly. And before I did something stupid like stepping up to his challenge when I knew there was only one outcome, I was here to get laid by another guy because they seemed like the only way I could purge myself of this madness.And
Last Updated : 2022-12-11ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Four: Playing With Fire
LISAMy jaws slacken as I stared at the guy leaning against the wall and looking as unruly and unbothered as shock glued me to the entrance of the bathroom."What are you doing here?" I asked him, taking in his expression. His eyes, as usual, were dark and unreadable but there was also something different about them.He looked slightly angry? "What do you think?""Well, I don't know," I nearly threw my hands up in exasperation, "you're the one who barged in here and..." my eyes narrowed in suspicion, "where's the guy I left in here?""I threw him out.""What?""Exactly what you heard, I threw him up.""Because he's some object that you can just throw away.""Well, he left on his own accords.""Obviously," my voice dripped with sarcasm, "what did you tell him?""That I was your partner and you were only to get a rise out of me after we argued by playing around with him.""What?" I felt fury lap at my core, "are you insane? What... What right do you think you have to tell him off?"I w
Last Updated : 2022-12-12ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Five: Here Goes Nothing
AXELThere were thousands of perks to moments of insanity.Sleeping with Lisa once was one of them.Sleeping with her again was another perk.Wanting to sleep with her, again and again, was the greatest perk.I thought fucking her once was going to rid me of my irrational obsession with her but I was so wrong, so so wrong, I wanted her more than ever. I wanted her every night and I wanted to fuck her in all holes. God! I was so fucking obsessed with her. I've always prided myself on being a very rational person but when it comes to Lisa, all my rationale would fly out of the window and I'd be left with only one insatiable need. To bury myself deep inside her. To make her scream and beg.To have her shatter beneath me.Fuck! I was so fucking hard again for the fucking 10th time today and it was barely evening.Geez. What has Lisa done to me?"Are you even listening at all?" my stepbrother, Roman's voice cut through my reverie and his stiff, bored voice deflated my boner.Yeah, Roman
Last Updated : 2022-12-13ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Six: Lethal Idea
AXELLisa picked up at the fifth and I wouldn’t even be surprised if she was staring at her phone’s screen and watching it ring.When she finally picked up, she didn't say anything except for her soft breathing that I could hear from the other side of the phone.“Hey.”“What do you want?” her voice sounded just as hostile as I was expecting and it made me chuckle. She was so predictable it was endearing. “You weren't this hostile two nights ago,” I pointed out and I could imagine her snarling at her phone.“Are you going to say why you called or do you want me to hang up?”“Where are you?”“Why do you care?”“I don't care, Red, you should know that by now.”She dragged a very long and loud hiss, “then I see no point then, I’m hanging up...”“I need to tell you something about our assignment.”There was silence for a while and I could picture her biting down on her plump lower lip, trying to weigh her options. I knew she didn't want to see me, that she has been trying her possible bes
Last Updated : 2022-12-14ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Seven: Playing His Games
LISAWas it a very risky and impulsive decision to get into this kind of deal with Axel? Yes, of course, it was.It has to be the most reckless and impulsive thing I've ever done. I knew I wasn't supposed to get into a plan like that with Axel but I couldn't help it, not like I was so addicted to his body and how he makes my body tremble.It was just sex, just physical attraction and as he said, the only logical way out of our situation was to fuck it out of our systems. As long as we're being careful and we don't get caught, then we should be good.And I was well protected from falling in love with him, the idea of falling in love with him was even so ridiculous as it was inconceivable so that was already out of the equation.“Hi,” a masculine voice interrupted me and I looked up from my phone to see a cute-looking nerd boy with huge glasses smiling at me. I've seen him around in class a couple of times but we've never even had a conversation so I wonder why he was here smiling at me
Last Updated : 2022-12-15ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Eight: Hang out Plan
LISAI sat rigidly, conversation drifting around me while I couldn’t even do anything to contribute.Because I didn’t want to be here. But Axel made sure I was here. I glanced up to see him having the time of his life. I must have glared hard because he looked up, a boyish and contagious smile on his face and I slowly dragged my thumb over my neck. His response was to flash me a wink.A wink, just the small flutter of his eye and I felt a flutter in the pit of my stomach. It was a couple of days after our conversation in the class and we still haven’t had sex, we’ve not really had time to fuck, to even sneak a quickie in between classes but we’ve talked and laughed and even though it hurts to admit, Axel Ivanov wasn’t that much of a bad company. In fact, he was good company most of the time until he decided to add my name to the list of organizers for the evening hang-out, something that I didn’t want to be at all.“I’m going to kill you,” I mouthed at him but his reply was a boyi
Last Updated : 2022-12-16
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ILLICIT AFFAIRS EPILOGUE
LISA A YEAR LATER Have I just spent the absolute best year of my life? Yes. Best was such an understatement to describe the year I just had. Axel made sure to keep on his promise of being the best thing that has ever happened to me and each day was better than the last. And he also made sure to keep up with the promise of putting babies inside me during our honeymoon because here I was, heavily pregnant and the scan has confirmed that we were expecting twins. Axel has never allowed me to hear the end of it. He was always bragging about his skills and all those yadayada nonsense and that was how he was able to impregnate me during our three months honeymoon. Yeah, we did use three months for our honeymoon and I was sure we were the only couple that had done that. I wanted us to go back after a month but Axel had insisted that we spent three months and in the end, it was all because of me. He wanted me to learn all the things I've mentioned that I wanted to learn while making sure
ILLICIT AFFAIRS FINAL CHAPTER
AXELI still couldn't believe my eyes, just like I couldn't believe everything that had happened for the past 2 hours but one thing was real. Lisa was here by my side, wearing my ring as we walked out of the airport hand in hand and into the car that was already waiting for us.“But how did you do this?” I finally asked, speaking for the first time since I confirmed that she was the one sitting beside me on the plane, “how were you able to make that happen?” I asked as the car drove us to the hotel we booked for our honeymoon. “My brother-in-law helped me,” she sassed, leaning closer to me like she has been doing since we entered the car. It was like she couldn't believe that I was here and she needed to feel my body to confirm that. Not that I was complaining though. I'd gladly allow her to enter my body if that's why she needed it. “Your brother-in-law? Prince?” I asked incredulously suddenly slammed with the idea that Prince somehow knew of where she was all these while but I k
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Lisa's POVMy disappearing act was the most unplanned and spontaneous decision I'd ever made in my life and now I'd realized that it was a poorly thought-out decision, one that only caused the people I loved more pain than the relief I'd expected it to bring them.As much as it literally blew my mind that I'd finally gotten married to the man I wouldn't have dared to dream of while I was growing up, I couldn't stop myself from feeling like a burden and a magnet of unfortunate events for him.It was bothersome that I could easily trace every misfortune that had befallen him back to myself, it was as though I was a catalyst for his misery over and over. It felt as though trouble trailed dangerously close behind me and affected everyone in my life, most especially Axel.I'd broken his heart and betrayed him, stolen a shipment that he'd worked tirelessly to procure, and made being a hostage a mentally challenging chore for him, and now I'd been oblivious to the fact that I was being used a
ILLICIT AFFAIRS 109
AXELSIX MONTHS LATERMy entire life had been turned upside down ever since Lisa disappeared from the hospital, it hurt like hell that the moment I’d gotten her back, I’d lost her without single trace. I’d been wild the day she disappeared, I was fucking angry at everyone and I raided the hospital angrily.I spat threats out and shook the very foundations of the entire hospital because I needed at least a single clue as to how Lisa had disappeared. But no single person had any reasonable information to offer me and my heart had sunk with fear, what if I’d lost her forever?I regretted having gone for the meeting that day and leaving her unattended, the two days when I didn't step out of the hospital she’d been perfectly safe and then the second I left, she was suddenly lost to the fucking wind? I blamed myself and feared what would become of me if I never found her.Every day for the last six months had been a recurring nightmare, I was living in a world where Lisa wasn't by my side an
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Axel's POVEverything felt like a blur in the past two days, time seemed to be at a standstill and nothing made sense to me asides from updates on Lisa's fragile and critical health. I'd been seated for hours in the private waiting lodge of the secluded recovery room I paid for to ensure she was being catered to in the best conditions.It felt like no time had passed yet time had dragged aimlessly for the last forty-eight hours, I was always on edge whenever the doctor approached me with news, I didn't know how I'd react if I lost her— I'd lose my damn mind, that's for sure.In over 10 hours, the last news I'd gotten about Lisa was that she was still unconscious and her vitals were unstable. Since then, I'd shuffled between pacing up and down, running my hands through my hair in frustration, feeling like my heart would burst from the scare, and refusing to speak to anyone that dared to tell me I deserved rest— rest? I'll rest when Lisa is awake and stable.Involuntarily my mind drifte
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Lisa’s POVMy heart ripped into a million pieces while I watched what had become of the day that I’d love to keep replaying in memory on a loop, my father has turned my wedding day which had just made me shed tears of unimaginable joy into a freaking shit hole.As he called to me with an arm stretched out, I felt a wave of disgust and hatred for him that was impossible to conceal. I was certain that my facial expressions gave away just how much I detested his guts as he stood before me.My heart kept beating uncontrollably and I could barely form the millions of questions that flew threw my mind, I needed to breathe but I didn't care to catch my breath as much as I terribly needed answers to those questions from my father.I couldn't believe the smug and unapologetic look he has on his face, it was as though he didn't care about hurting me as long as she had his way. I finally mustered the courage to speak but I was certain my voice would sound cracked and snotty because of how much I
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Axel’s POVA serenading symphony of wedding songs that Lisa and I had chosen was being played on the organ and my heart squeezed in its position in my chest because I knew what the start of the music signaled. It had meant that in no time, Lisa would be walked down the aisle by her father toward me.As I looked down the empty aisle I noticed that Volkov’s men has moved from the positions outside the church and had joined my men indoors.They all seemed to be in sync for some reason, but I couldn't possibly guess with the excitement in my veins, still, I looked over at Prince and nodded toward them so that he’d observe them and u could focus on Lisa, and he’d understood what my gesture meant and nodded back at me sharply.I quickly shifted my mind from worrying about what might be irrelevant and focused on my wedding day again.I became tense yet excited at the prospect of looking at her beautiful face for the last time before she became my wife before this congestion. I stood before t
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Axel's POV I was certain that I hadn't stopped smiling while I got dressed for the event of the day, I was thrilled beyond human comprehension. I'd retied my bowtie a couple of times because my mind kept wandering to Lisa like the hopelessly smitten man I was, I could barely focus on myself. I'd decided to wear a dark blue double-breasted suit instead of sticking with the conventional rite of black suits for the groom. I buttoned my jacket and dusted it proudly while I checked myself out in the mirror, Lisa was lucky to be getting married to an absolute snack, I laughed as the silly thought crossed my mind. It hit me again that very moment, I was truly getting married to the woman that made love feel so good I was certain we'd cheated the laws of the universe. I'd never thought I would be so certain that someone was made for me, my soulmate, and my entire world. Just then, a hand landed on my back and rubbed it aggressively and shook me out of the thoughts I'd immersed my mind in.
ILLICIT AFFAIRS 104
LISAIf anyone had told me that my love would become an ethereal dream after being a complete nightmare a month ago, I'd have spat bitterly in their face. But yet, here I was, living the life I wouldn't have dared to dream of after all the unfortunate events I'd been through.My nerves could barely contain my excitement and my heart was an endless leap for joy because I was about to get through the day I'd fantasized about a million times over the past month. I was beyond elated and I couldn't hide it, I didn't want to anyways, it could easily pass as the best day of my life.I was getting married to the man of my dreams, the man that surpassed my dreams and made life a living fantasy. It was I and Axel's wedding day, finally! I'd already said I do in my head several times but the thought of saying it as a vow before a church intrigued me greatly."Girllll! I can't fucking believe your luck with love, teach me a thing or two please?" Tana's excited voice broke through my thoughts and
