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Thirty-Two: More Desires
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ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Three: All In
LISAI followed Tana to this party because of just one thing.To get as distracted as possible. I came here to dance away and rid myself of all thoughts of Axel because these past few days, all I've been doing was thinking about him. We've spent a couple of days working on the third part of our assignment and it had taken all my willpower not to give in to the fire burning between us. And he wasn't making it easy, not when he keeps making innuendos about that one time we slept together, throwing my reactions and how fast I came multiple times to my face. I couldn’t even step up to the challenge because stepping up would mean combusting and combusting would mean sleeping together.I don't want to sleep with him ever again. I want to sleep with him again. Badly. And before I did something stupid like stepping up to his challenge when I knew there was only one outcome, I was here to get laid by another guy because they seemed like the only way I could purge myself of this madness.And
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Four: Playing With Fire
LISAMy jaws slacken as I stared at the guy leaning against the wall and looking as unruly and unbothered as shock glued me to the entrance of the bathroom."What are you doing here?" I asked him, taking in his expression. His eyes, as usual, were dark and unreadable but there was also something different about them.He looked slightly angry? "What do you think?""Well, I don't know," I nearly threw my hands up in exasperation, "you're the one who barged in here and..." my eyes narrowed in suspicion, "where's the guy I left in here?""I threw him out.""What?""Exactly what you heard, I threw him up.""Because he's some object that you can just throw away.""Well, he left on his own accords.""Obviously," my voice dripped with sarcasm, "what did you tell him?""That I was your partner and you were only to get a rise out of me after we argued by playing around with him.""What?" I felt fury lap at my core, "are you insane? What... What right do you think you have to tell him off?"I w
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Five: Here Goes Nothing
AXELThere were thousands of perks to moments of insanity.Sleeping with Lisa once was one of them.Sleeping with her again was another perk.Wanting to sleep with her, again and again, was the greatest perk.I thought fucking her once was going to rid me of my irrational obsession with her but I was so wrong, so so wrong, I wanted her more than ever. I wanted her every night and I wanted to fuck her in all holes. God! I was so fucking obsessed with her. I've always prided myself on being a very rational person but when it comes to Lisa, all my rationale would fly out of the window and I'd be left with only one insatiable need. To bury myself deep inside her. To make her scream and beg.To have her shatter beneath me.Fuck! I was so fucking hard again for the fucking 10th time today and it was barely evening.Geez. What has Lisa done to me?"Are you even listening at all?" my stepbrother, Roman's voice cut through my reverie and his stiff, bored voice deflated my boner.Yeah, Roman
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Six: Lethal Idea
AXELLisa picked up at the fifth and I wouldn’t even be surprised if she was staring at her phone’s screen and watching it ring.When she finally picked up, she didn't say anything except for her soft breathing that I could hear from the other side of the phone.“Hey.”“What do you want?” her voice sounded just as hostile as I was expecting and it made me chuckle. She was so predictable it was endearing. “You weren't this hostile two nights ago,” I pointed out and I could imagine her snarling at her phone.“Are you going to say why you called or do you want me to hang up?”“Where are you?”“Why do you care?”“I don't care, Red, you should know that by now.”She dragged a very long and loud hiss, “then I see no point then, I’m hanging up...”“I need to tell you something about our assignment.”There was silence for a while and I could picture her biting down on her plump lower lip, trying to weigh her options. I knew she didn't want to see me, that she has been trying her possible bes
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Seven: Playing His Games
LISAWas it a very risky and impulsive decision to get into this kind of deal with Axel? Yes, of course, it was.It has to be the most reckless and impulsive thing I've ever done. I knew I wasn't supposed to get into a plan like that with Axel but I couldn't help it, not like I was so addicted to his body and how he makes my body tremble.It was just sex, just physical attraction and as he said, the only logical way out of our situation was to fuck it out of our systems. As long as we're being careful and we don't get caught, then we should be good.And I was well protected from falling in love with him, the idea of falling in love with him was even so ridiculous as it was inconceivable so that was already out of the equation.“Hi,” a masculine voice interrupted me and I looked up from my phone to see a cute-looking nerd boy with huge glasses smiling at me. I've seen him around in class a couple of times but we've never even had a conversation so I wonder why he was here smiling at me
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Eight: Hang out Plan
LISAI sat rigidly, conversation drifting around me while I couldn’t even do anything to contribute.Because I didn’t want to be here. But Axel made sure I was here. I glanced up to see him having the time of his life. I must have glared hard because he looked up, a boyish and contagious smile on his face and I slowly dragged my thumb over my neck. His response was to flash me a wink.A wink, just the small flutter of his eye and I felt a flutter in the pit of my stomach. It was a couple of days after our conversation in the class and we still haven’t had sex, we’ve not really had time to fuck, to even sneak a quickie in between classes but we’ve talked and laughed and even though it hurts to admit, Axel Ivanov wasn’t that much of a bad company. In fact, he was good company most of the time until he decided to add my name to the list of organizers for the evening hang-out, something that I didn’t want to be at all.“I’m going to kill you,” I mouthed at him but his reply was a boyi
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Nine: Narrow Escape
LISAI was still feeling the after-effects of the mind-blowing round of sex I had with Axel. After we both gathered our breaths, he helped me clean up and to dress up, and while at it, we had to resist giving in to the temptation that our bodies were craving and have another round of sex. He offered to drop me off in front of my hostel and while I desperately wanted to turn his offer down, accepting it was the most logical thing to do. It was already late and besides, it was just to drop me off in front of my hostel."You don't have to look so dead," he said the second I fixed the seat belt, "if riding with me makes you look that dead, you might as well get down."What the hell?I glared at him before turning to turn the door knob. He drove off immediately, rendering me incapable of getting down."You know, you might as well stop the car if you don't want me to ride with you.""It's not about me, it's about you, you look so fucking uncomfortable as if I'm going to smolder you to deat
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Forty: Wanna Fuck?
LISAIt was a done deal. Sergios Fernandos was dead. His throat slit from ear to ear after I've ground on him for more than an hour after I've worked his body to a state to perfect arousal. He had thought he was going to get the sex of a lifetime, that he was going to have the best sex ever but what he was going to get was to die.And he did get it. The look in his eyes the minute I told him who I was, the pain and panic and realization, the deep seethed pain in his eyes the minute the razor tore through his skin, the scream that died in his throat because he couldn't get it out because he died on impact. At least, he didn't suffer. I couldn't bear to make him suffer. He died on impact and if there was something like second lives, he'd learn to cross with the wrong people.I stepped out of the bathroom. Tana wasn't around so I was the only one in the room. My whole body was cold and I wanted nothing more than to sleep and forget everything that happened in the past 24 hours but I
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