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Thirty-Five: Here Goes Nothing
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ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Six: Lethal Idea
AXELLisa picked up at the fifth and I wouldn’t even be surprised if she was staring at her phone’s screen and watching it ring.When she finally picked up, she didn't say anything except for her soft breathing that I could hear from the other side of the phone.“Hey.”“What do you want?” her voice sounded just as hostile as I was expecting and it made me chuckle. She was so predictable it was endearing. “You weren't this hostile two nights ago,” I pointed out and I could imagine her snarling at her phone.“Are you going to say why you called or do you want me to hang up?”“Where are you?”“Why do you care?”“I don't care, Red, you should know that by now.”She dragged a very long and loud hiss, “then I see no point then, I’m hanging up...”“I need to tell you something about our assignment.”There was silence for a while and I could picture her biting down on her plump lower lip, trying to weigh her options. I knew she didn't want to see me, that she has been trying her possible bes
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Seven: Playing His Games
LISAWas it a very risky and impulsive decision to get into this kind of deal with Axel? Yes, of course, it was.It has to be the most reckless and impulsive thing I've ever done. I knew I wasn't supposed to get into a plan like that with Axel but I couldn't help it, not like I was so addicted to his body and how he makes my body tremble.It was just sex, just physical attraction and as he said, the only logical way out of our situation was to fuck it out of our systems. As long as we're being careful and we don't get caught, then we should be good.And I was well protected from falling in love with him, the idea of falling in love with him was even so ridiculous as it was inconceivable so that was already out of the equation.“Hi,” a masculine voice interrupted me and I looked up from my phone to see a cute-looking nerd boy with huge glasses smiling at me. I've seen him around in class a couple of times but we've never even had a conversation so I wonder why he was here smiling at me
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Eight: Hang out Plan
LISAI sat rigidly, conversation drifting around me while I couldn’t even do anything to contribute.Because I didn’t want to be here. But Axel made sure I was here. I glanced up to see him having the time of his life. I must have glared hard because he looked up, a boyish and contagious smile on his face and I slowly dragged my thumb over my neck. His response was to flash me a wink.A wink, just the small flutter of his eye and I felt a flutter in the pit of my stomach. It was a couple of days after our conversation in the class and we still haven’t had sex, we’ve not really had time to fuck, to even sneak a quickie in between classes but we’ve talked and laughed and even though it hurts to admit, Axel Ivanov wasn’t that much of a bad company. In fact, he was good company most of the time until he decided to add my name to the list of organizers for the evening hang-out, something that I didn’t want to be at all.“I’m going to kill you,” I mouthed at him but his reply was a boyi
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Thirty-Nine: Narrow Escape
LISAI was still feeling the after-effects of the mind-blowing round of sex I had with Axel. After we both gathered our breaths, he helped me clean up and to dress up, and while at it, we had to resist giving in to the temptation that our bodies were craving and have another round of sex. He offered to drop me off in front of my hostel and while I desperately wanted to turn his offer down, accepting it was the most logical thing to do. It was already late and besides, it was just to drop me off in front of my hostel."You don't have to look so dead," he said the second I fixed the seat belt, "if riding with me makes you look that dead, you might as well get down."What the hell?I glared at him before turning to turn the door knob. He drove off immediately, rendering me incapable of getting down."You know, you might as well stop the car if you don't want me to ride with you.""It's not about me, it's about you, you look so fucking uncomfortable as if I'm going to smolder you to deat
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Forty: Wanna Fuck?
LISAIt was a done deal. Sergios Fernandos was dead. His throat slit from ear to ear after I've ground on him for more than an hour after I've worked his body to a state to perfect arousal. He had thought he was going to get the sex of a lifetime, that he was going to have the best sex ever but what he was going to get was to die.And he did get it. The look in his eyes the minute I told him who I was, the pain and panic and realization, the deep seethed pain in his eyes the minute the razor tore through his skin, the scream that died in his throat because he couldn't get it out because he died on impact. At least, he didn't suffer. I couldn't bear to make him suffer. He died on impact and if there was something like second lives, he'd learn to cross with the wrong people.I stepped out of the bathroom. Tana wasn't around so I was the only one in the room. My whole body was cold and I wanted nothing more than to sleep and forget everything that happened in the past 24 hours but I
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Forty-One: High On You
AXELWe were barely inside my apartment before I was inside her and fuck, she was so tight and I was so addicted to her.We fucked against the wall, fast and hard and I was able to wring two orgasms out of her before I came too. That should be it, that should take me out of the incessant need to be inside her but it wasn't even nowhere near enough. I was addicted to her, to her taste, to her gasps and moans anytime I was thrusting into her or working her body into a state of utter frenzy. I wanted that, I wanted her, all the time, any time I wanted.But I knew that wasn't possible. We were already playing with a fucking tornado sneaking around to fuck and sooner or later, we’d have to put an end to our games. That was why I had to enjoy whatever I could get when I could get it. I was completely ravenous over Lisa which was something that has never happened before. I was never ravenous over girls, I didn't see them anything other than a means of release and there were lots of hot gir
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Forty-Two: Papa’s Love
LISAThe words were out of my mouth before I could help them and while I was still trying to wrap my head around the fact of what I just did, he already pulled me into his hands to hug me protectively and soothingly.I couldn't remember the last time someone did that for me when someone hugged me this protectively and made me feel seen, consoled, and understood.It brought fresh tears into my eyes which made the whole thing hella embarrassing. I just confessed my biggest weakness to my biggest enemy and as if that wasn't enough, I was here crying on his shoulders. I raised my hands to push him away but he kept his hand wrapped around tightly around my body, making it impossible for me to move away. More tears started flowing from my eyes and the situation that I was in wasn't even helping matters. My body was barely wrapped in a towel and he was dressed in a pant that did nothing to conceal his hard ruggedness. And I was here sobbing into his shoulders. I tried my hardest to cry si
ILLICIT AFFAIRS Forty-Three: Fuck Her Out Of My System
AXELIt took a while for Lisa’s tears to finally subsidize and I lead her to the bed. She wouldn't meet my eyes when I handed her a box of Kleenex. She just collected it wordlessly. I immediately excused myself from the room and went to the kitchen. I found myself making an herbal tea and it was only when I was about to enter my room that the absurdity of the whole situation dawned on me. I don't think I've ever made tea for anyone apart from myself, not even Prince and here I was, about to give Lisa Volkov tea while she still had my towel wrapped around her body and was sitting on my bed. And let's not forget that she just admitted one great, if not her greatest weakness to me and she just had a mental breakdown in my arms. I've never been good with crying women, I've never even liked the idea of crying women, I don't know what to do with them and most times, I always end up getting annoyed or something.But with Lisa, I had felt a protective surge course through my veins when she
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