She did not ask me to go anywhere. She is too coy. I asked Mini to suggest anything. She likes water. So I'm taking her to Oberoi Marine Ltd. I have already sent a message to James.
"How far?" She asks me again. It has been more than ten times.
I glance at her. She's wearing her favourite colour's gown green, thin strips are showing her bare shoulders, her hair is wavy and spread over her shoulders. She's continuously watching out of the window and windshield, sometimes she puts her chin between her palms joining them and looks at the road with a small curl at the corners of her pink lips. I keep my hands on the steering wheel and grasp it so tightly that my knuckles turn white. It is hard to keep my hands away from her when I know she belongs to me.
"Just a few more minutes," I say to her.
We returned from the shipyard an hour ago. I have my account on Instagram. I've checked it. But there's nothing, no particular message from him or any memory of him with me. Did I wipe him out of my life? Or did he do this? Is he that cruel? Could be! If he can cheat on me. He can do anything. I click on Arnav and my picture. We're looking happy. It clicked before our wedding. I haven't written anything below it. I'm in a white gown and he's in a white shirt. I think I should forget him. It has been five years. He must have gotten married, perhaps kids too. But I need to know what happened. I bite my lip staring at the walls. My eyes stop on our wedding picture. He looks like a model. Geez! I don't even know. What does he do for a living? "Hi, are you hungry?" Sippy walks into the room holding a tray in her hand. I put my phone aside and get on my feet hurriedly
I keep pacing the floor. Her words are ringing in my mind. She'd poison his ears against me. She's a cruel woman. My gaze is turning back to the clock. It's going to be ten o'clock. He must be coming at any time. I haven't forgotten the day. Sam made a call to me. She hated him. She picked up that call. I never thought about anyone but him. She slapped me. I was crying, not because she hit me because I wanted to talk to him. She grabbed the phone from my hand and answered it. I hadn't forgotten her words, 'She's characterless. She talks to a lot of boys, you ain't the only one.' I believe this is also one of the reasons he left me. I'll die but I'll never forgive that Cheater and her. Never! And never forget what they have done to me. I trusted them more than anything and anyone in my entire life. Now, I've
I keep staring at the water in the pool. It is a beautiful place with morning sun rays coming through the huge glass wall. Life seems empty. Nothing seems real. I don't wanna believe what they are saying. I can't believe my mother didn't try to poison his ears against me. They said It's a love marriage. She was cruel to me, she tried to kill me many times. Because I wanna marry him. How could she allow me to wed with him? What would have happened these years that turned her into a saint woman. it could never be. If she is. I don't need it. She has done the damage. I can't ever forget what she has done to me. She was cruel, she's cruel. She could pretend wholeheartedly to be a kind one. I don't care. I'm glad she isn't staying with us. I did not talk to Rahul. What was he doing here? He cheated on me. It doesn't mean it's his chance now. Thank geez! I'm married.
He's tall, six feet, broad shoulders. I married him, I got it. He's gorgeous. Why did he marry me? Are we dating? All these things seem unbelievable as I do not remember them. He walks out of the washroom in only sweatpants. His eyes slowly drag over my body without revealing a single thought. He looks expert in hiding his expression or I'm overthinking. "Left side is yours, Jaan." He says. I sometimes feel his voice doing something to my stomach. He has had an effect on me from day one when I woke up and saw his amber eyes fixed on me. He sleeps, hugging me tight to his chest every day. He gets uneasy if he doesn't find me where he left me. I shift on my arse. He lets out a slow breath before climbing in. He lays on his stomach
I picked a long black dress with strips for me. It's a beautiful dress. I locked the strips of my heels around my anklet. I smiled as I glanced at the clock. It was seven o'clock. He should be inside the room now asking me. ''Are you really, Jaan? '' I jerk my head as I hear his voice out of my brain. My eyes widened. He's standing draped in a black t-shirt and jeans. I take my lip between my teeth. "I should change," I say to him. He shakes his head and forwards his hand. I pick my clutch and take his hand, feeling his fingers close around mine. It feels as if I'm going out with my boyfriend. We drifted out in the hall. His parents, Vicky and Guri are sitting on the couch. God knows what they are discussing!
I've got things on my mind. I wanna sit on the couch and read the messages. It would help to understand this awkward situation more. He didn't lie. We had dinner and talked our way back home. He wants to spend time as he told me. I smile and wrap a grey towel around my body and pace out of the washroom. I stop still seeing a strange face sitting on the mattress. She is wrapped in a short black dress, barely reaching her middle thighs. The neck of her dress is beautifully laying on her skin, showing her cleavage. She's gorgeous. She smirks looking up at me, "Suhana, How are you? I've heard. You lost your memory. So sad." Ok! I'm wrong. She's not beautiful from the inside. "I don't know you," I whisper. "Oh, poor baby!" Her high heels click against the marble as she pushes herself on her feet. She stops in front of me, "When are you divorcing Arnav?" She asks, her smile doesn't
I reciprocate as I keep looking at the distance. My mother in law is talking to the designer, and my mother is also part of it. Mini, Rita and Pehu are busy deciding the colours of Sippy's dresses. I'm sitting here with them but my mind is elsewhere. I rake my eyes around. Sippy's mother is also part of the elder-ladies group. Her relatives are staying in a hotel with her future husband's family. Do I love him? This thought runs through my mind. I don't know what I should do. I feel for him. His presence makes me excited. A warmth spread through me, tingling all the way to my toes. I wanna ask. I look at my friends. But I'm not expecting a fair answer. They already like him. My mom! She adore
I swallow a lump of unease. I turn my attention somewhere else. But my gaze turns to the door. "Are you going on a hunger strike?" Mini asks. "Sippy?" I ask her. I haven't seen her since this morning. "They're staying in the villa." She says. "Villa?" I ask, looking at her. "Your husband's Villa." She answers. "My husband!" Sadness engulfs me again. I shouldn't say that. I was feeling good while saying it to him. But I'm feeling worse now. "Are you still thinking over that?" She asks as she runs her fingers in her hair. "Girls! What's about this?" Pehu wiggles her eyebrows as she shows us her new ocean blue dress
I stare at my image in the mirror. I'm draped into a baby pink gown, pink plump heels, pink lips. I gulp. I never imagined myself in pink colour. It still seems unbelievable that he's behind bars and Harleen helped me. He's found guilty. It has been a month. I don't wanna think about bad memories of my life. I've promised myself to start a new life with my husband. No shadow of my past. We've completed six months of this wedding. Arnav is taking me out, it's another date. He always surprises me and fills my life with happiness. ' My first sight love,' My phone pings, grabbing my attention. I smile, glancing down at his name. I click on it. Arnav brought this dress last night for me. I didn't
She was sleeping when I left for my office. I was waiting for her to make a move. She contacted him via FB when she couldn't get her phone. He called her daily from a private number. It's impossible that I'll put her in danger. When I was in my office. She booked a flight to India. She was doing it again. She was planning to go away without informing me again. "Sir, the plane is ready," Kabir says, walking into my office. I nod my head and grab my phone from the desk. I heave deeply as I dial a number. He answers on the first ring. "Hi, brother." "Are you ready?" I ask. I trace my fingers on the photo frame. Her tongue is stuck out, her eyes are smiling. I glanced at her with a smile. Karan clicked this. Beginni
I'm on the verge of tears. I drop my phone in my handbag. I grab our wedding picture from the nightstand and slip it into the handbag. I sit down on the couch. I grab a paper and pen. ' I'll come home soon. Three or four days! I also need to tell you something. Please, don't get mad like last time. ' I put the pen back. I crack my knuckles. I don't know anything about yesterday. He can do anything, harm me, kill me. I don't know if I'll be able to see my husband again. After knowing what happened in my past, I'm not certain about Arnav. The complicated question is - will he accept me? I'm scared to lose him. After a deep sigh, I throttle the pen between my fingers. I scrub the pen over the paper. &nbs
After they left for California. I returned to our room. I remove my heels and dupatta, putting them on the edge of the mattress. This dress is showing my cleavage. I frown at it. I'm alone in the room. I don't feel it necessary to cover it with a dupatta. I couldn't grope the closet. It's the biggest one. It would take hours. Biting down on my lip, I head toward its door. I swipe the back of my hand over my forehead. I have looked through every possible place. I started from his files, clothes. I couldn't get it anywhere. "Are you looking for something?" I startle and pivot on my heels. He isn't wearing his shirt, only his slacks he wore before
I keep looking at him. My cheek is pressed hard against the pillow. I want it to swallow me. He fastens his cufflinks. There's grace in his every small move. I'm the opposite of him. I'm quarrelsome sometimes, I'm always ready to fight for my rights. He's calm like a calm sea. He handles things with love. He knows to make my anger disappear. I blinked, breaking the spell of my thinking of him. He buttons his waistcoat and grabs his coat from the couch. A chill rakes my body seeping into my bones. The thought of parting from him always frightens me, unsettles me. He inclines down. My nose fills with cedar, sandalwood, Basil. His fingers slide in the back of my head. He pecks on my lips. We greet each other with our genuine smiles. "Don't go anywhere witho
I press my back against the side of the pool and stretch my arms out, gripping the ledge. I haven't felt so stressed before. I can see her from afar. She's still under doss. She should wake up. Pehu couldn't say anything. She doesn't wanna say anything until she talks to her. I stormed out of my office when I got a call from my mother. I clench my teeth. I respect her because she's my mother. She shouldn't do this to her. I shake my head and pull myself out of the pool. I grab the towel and rub it on my nape and head. I slip into a white boxer. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. I don't know. Will she remember me this time? I touch her cheek slightly with the
It was a fatiguing day. My feet are aching walking in heels. He didn't leave my side. His arm stayed around me as he's protecting me from something dangerous. I walk over to the pool after changing into shorts, kick off my slippers, and stick my legs in the water. I smile at him. He keeps himself afloat with small movements of his feet and waves of his strong muscular arms on top of the water. Our gazes lock. He slowly closes the gap between us until he’s directly in front of my legs. He places his hand on the edge as he glances up at me. He smiles. He gives a little push to his body, backward. With slow movements of his arm, he slides away from me. He slinks underwater for a few seconds. When he comes back up again, he wipes all his hair out of his forehead. He ra
Pehu suggested this to me. I hate to see her in pain. But I want her memory to be restored. I couldn't ignore the sheen of pain when she glanced at the counter near the door. I grab the forks and put them on the tray. I unclip the apron and glance at her. She's breathing heavily, "Suhana, what's it?" Immediately, I saunter forward and cup her cheeks. She swivels her neck looking into my eyes. I observe her in concern. "Can we go back to our room? I don't like this place." She says, biting on her trembling lower lip. Tears gathered in her eyes. She blinks staring in my eyes and tears roll down. "S***!" I curl my arm around her waist. Tugging her to my chest, I swipe her in my arms. Her face pressed against my chest and her arms tightened around my neck.
A sense of being watched pickles along my skin as the hair on my back rises. I glance back, snapping my eyes around. I could get nothing. That feeling is still seated inside me. "Are you looking for me?" Harleen says as she stops before her. She's dolled up in a black shoulderless tight gown, exposing her cleavage. I chose to stay quiet. She snorts when I just stare at her. "I was thinking of you as an intelligent woman." She tightens her red lips. "Should I say, you're not welcomed here?" Mini snaps. She glares at Harleen. Her grip tightens around the glass she's holding. "Your mother is so possessive," Harleen mocks her, twisting her lips. "Stay away from h