I keep staring at the water in the pool. It is a beautiful place with morning sun rays coming through the huge glass wall. Life seems empty. Nothing seems real. I don't wanna believe what they are saying. I can't believe my mother didn't try to poison his ears against me. They said It's a love marriage. She was cruel to me, she tried to kill me many times. Because I wanna marry him. How could she allow me to wed with him? What would have happened these years that turned her into a saint woman. it could never be. If she is. I don't need it. She has done the damage. I can't ever forget what she has done to me. She was cruel, she's cruel. She could pretend wholeheartedly to be a kind one. I don't care. I'm glad she isn't staying with us. I did not talk to Rahul. What was he doing here? He cheated on me. It doesn't mean it's his chance now. Thank geez! I'm married.
He's tall, six feet, broad shoulders. I married him, I got it. He's gorgeous. Why did he marry me? Are we dating? All these things seem unbelievable as I do not remember them. He walks out of the washroom in only sweatpants. His eyes slowly drag over my body without revealing a single thought. He looks expert in hiding his expression or I'm overthinking. "Left side is yours, Jaan." He says. I sometimes feel his voice doing something to my stomach. He has had an effect on me from day one when I woke up and saw his amber eyes fixed on me. He sleeps, hugging me tight to his chest every day. He gets uneasy if he doesn't find me where he left me. I shift on my arse. He lets out a slow breath before climbing in. He lays on his stomach
I picked a long black dress with strips for me. It's a beautiful dress. I locked the strips of my heels around my anklet. I smiled as I glanced at the clock. It was seven o'clock. He should be inside the room now asking me. ''Are you really, Jaan? '' I jerk my head as I hear his voice out of my brain. My eyes widened. He's standing draped in a black t-shirt and jeans. I take my lip between my teeth. "I should change," I say to him. He shakes his head and forwards his hand. I pick my clutch and take his hand, feeling his fingers close around mine. It feels as if I'm going out with my boyfriend. We drifted out in the hall. His parents, Vicky and Guri are sitting on the couch. God knows what they are discussing!
I've got things on my mind. I wanna sit on the couch and read the messages. It would help to understand this awkward situation more. He didn't lie. We had dinner and talked our way back home. He wants to spend time as he told me. I smile and wrap a grey towel around my body and pace out of the washroom. I stop still seeing a strange face sitting on the mattress. She is wrapped in a short black dress, barely reaching her middle thighs. The neck of her dress is beautifully laying on her skin, showing her cleavage. She's gorgeous. She smirks looking up at me, "Suhana, How are you? I've heard. You lost your memory. So sad." Ok! I'm wrong. She's not beautiful from the inside. "I don't know you," I whisper. "Oh, poor baby!" Her high heels click against the marble as she pushes herself on her feet. She stops in front of me, "When are you divorcing Arnav?" She asks, her smile doesn't
I reciprocate as I keep looking at the distance. My mother in law is talking to the designer, and my mother is also part of it. Mini, Rita and Pehu are busy deciding the colours of Sippy's dresses. I'm sitting here with them but my mind is elsewhere. I rake my eyes around. Sippy's mother is also part of the elder-ladies group. Her relatives are staying in a hotel with her future husband's family. Do I love him? This thought runs through my mind. I don't know what I should do. I feel for him. His presence makes me excited. A warmth spread through me, tingling all the way to my toes. I wanna ask. I look at my friends. But I'm not expecting a fair answer. They already like him. My mom! She adore
I swallow a lump of unease. I turn my attention somewhere else. But my gaze turns to the door. "Are you going on a hunger strike?" Mini asks. "Sippy?" I ask her. I haven't seen her since this morning. "They're staying in the villa." She says. "Villa?" I ask, looking at her. "Your husband's Villa." She answers. "My husband!" Sadness engulfs me again. I shouldn't say that. I was feeling good while saying it to him. But I'm feeling worse now. "Are you still thinking over that?" She asks as she runs her fingers in her hair. "Girls! What's about this?" Pehu wiggles her eyebrows as she shows us her new ocean blue dress
I've taken the vows of marriage, I'm his wife, but the last thing I expect is to feel owned. I don't know what kind of relationship I've shared with him. But I look happy with him in the pictures. My friends say the same thing. I wipe the tear as it slips down my cheeks. We returned home after eating my favourite vanilla ice cream, mango ice cream with dry fruits. My mother made the second one for me. Dad brought it for me every weekend. I smiled thinking that was the best moment of my life. It's dark in the room. The lamp light is enough to make everything visible. I could see the pitch dark at some corners of the hall. It makes me cringe. I swivel my neck and rest my right cheek on the pillow. He is sleeping calmly. His biceps are strong, slightly less than m
Gleefully, I glance down at my nail art. It's painted royal blue and silver flowers. "You love your nails?" Sippy asks, smiling. She's wearing a red top with blue sweatpants. She is walking here and there in her room. "Yea," I wiggle my nails at the camera, "See! I love them." "Dress up, Suhana," Mini says, walking into my room. She's wearing a blue lehenga with a pink shade design in it. Her hair is tucked in a small bun at her nape. Her eyes are surrounded by blue eyeliner. "You're looking so beautiful." I pout my lips and give her a flying kiss. "Do you wanna attend her wedding function in your shorts?" She asks as she puts her hand at her waist giving me a stiff look. I shake my head, "But
His answer is electrifying. I don't foresee anyone doing even a small thing for me. When I behold him. He changed my thinking. I feel emotions surging through me. I could feel his love, feelings and emotions for me sitting on the passenger seat. He doesn't look at me. But I could sense his gaze on me. I don't have words now. I was expecting these words from someone else a few years ago. I don't even remember these years. Startlingly, it feels good to know his feelings. I can hope. he won't show his back when I need him. He pulls the car into a parking lot. Quickly, something flashes in my mind, loud music, groups of people, laughter, happy faces. I stare at the Villa. It feels as if I have been here before. The vast green surrounding looks eye-catching.