I picked a long black dress with strips for me. It's a beautiful dress.
I locked the strips of my heels around my anklet. I smiled as I glanced at the clock. It was seven o'clock. He should be inside the room now asking me. ''Are you really, Jaan? ''
I jerk my head as I hear his voice out of my brain. My eyes widened. He's standing draped in a black t-shirt and jeans. I take my lip between my teeth.
"I should change," I say to him.
He shakes his head and forwards his hand. I pick my clutch and take his hand, feeling his fingers close around mine. It feels as if I'm going out with my boyfriend.
We drifted out in the hall. His parents, Vicky and Guri are sitting on the couch. God knows what they are discussing!
I've got things on my mind. I wanna sit on the couch and read the messages. It would help to understand this awkward situation more. He didn't lie. We had dinner and talked our way back home. He wants to spend time as he told me. I smile and wrap a grey towel around my body and pace out of the washroom. I stop still seeing a strange face sitting on the mattress. She is wrapped in a short black dress, barely reaching her middle thighs. The neck of her dress is beautifully laying on her skin, showing her cleavage. She's gorgeous. She smirks looking up at me, "Suhana, How are you? I've heard. You lost your memory. So sad." Ok! I'm wrong. She's not beautiful from the inside. "I don't know you," I whisper. "Oh, poor baby!" Her high heels click against the marble as she pushes herself on her feet. She stops in front of me, "When are you divorcing Arnav?" She asks, her smile doesn't
I reciprocate as I keep looking at the distance. My mother in law is talking to the designer, and my mother is also part of it. Mini, Rita and Pehu are busy deciding the colours of Sippy's dresses. I'm sitting here with them but my mind is elsewhere. I rake my eyes around. Sippy's mother is also part of the elder-ladies group. Her relatives are staying in a hotel with her future husband's family. Do I love him? This thought runs through my mind. I don't know what I should do. I feel for him. His presence makes me excited. A warmth spread through me, tingling all the way to my toes. I wanna ask. I look at my friends. But I'm not expecting a fair answer. They already like him. My mom! She adore
I swallow a lump of unease. I turn my attention somewhere else. But my gaze turns to the door. "Are you going on a hunger strike?" Mini asks. "Sippy?" I ask her. I haven't seen her since this morning. "They're staying in the villa." She says. "Villa?" I ask, looking at her. "Your husband's Villa." She answers. "My husband!" Sadness engulfs me again. I shouldn't say that. I was feeling good while saying it to him. But I'm feeling worse now. "Are you still thinking over that?" She asks as she runs her fingers in her hair. "Girls! What's about this?" Pehu wiggles her eyebrows as she shows us her new ocean blue dress
I've taken the vows of marriage, I'm his wife, but the last thing I expect is to feel owned. I don't know what kind of relationship I've shared with him. But I look happy with him in the pictures. My friends say the same thing. I wipe the tear as it slips down my cheeks. We returned home after eating my favourite vanilla ice cream, mango ice cream with dry fruits. My mother made the second one for me. Dad brought it for me every weekend. I smiled thinking that was the best moment of my life. It's dark in the room. The lamp light is enough to make everything visible. I could see the pitch dark at some corners of the hall. It makes me cringe. I swivel my neck and rest my right cheek on the pillow. He is sleeping calmly. His biceps are strong, slightly less than m
Gleefully, I glance down at my nail art. It's painted royal blue and silver flowers. "You love your nails?" Sippy asks, smiling. She's wearing a red top with blue sweatpants. She is walking here and there in her room. "Yea," I wiggle my nails at the camera, "See! I love them." "Dress up, Suhana," Mini says, walking into my room. She's wearing a blue lehenga with a pink shade design in it. Her hair is tucked in a small bun at her nape. Her eyes are surrounded by blue eyeliner. "You're looking so beautiful." I pout my lips and give her a flying kiss. "Do you wanna attend her wedding function in your shorts?" She asks as she puts her hand at her waist giving me a stiff look. I shake my head, "But
His answer is electrifying. I don't foresee anyone doing even a small thing for me. When I behold him. He changed my thinking. I feel emotions surging through me. I could feel his love, feelings and emotions for me sitting on the passenger seat. He doesn't look at me. But I could sense his gaze on me. I don't have words now. I was expecting these words from someone else a few years ago. I don't even remember these years. Startlingly, it feels good to know his feelings. I can hope. he won't show his back when I need him. He pulls the car into a parking lot. Quickly, something flashes in my mind, loud music, groups of people, laughter, happy faces. I stare at the Villa. It feels as if I have been here before. The vast green surrounding looks eye-catching.
I'm suffering from dread and terrible feelings. I don't know what she's thinking? She's behaving a bit strange after our dance, in a good way. I could feel love for myself. I'm almost positive. I smile. I pulled over the car in the Parking lot. She's looking nervous. I glance at her. She's still gazing out of the window with a small tug on her lips. "We're home, Jaan." I softly say. I don't wanna startle her. Her neck swivels. She blinks as she throws her gaze over my shoulder. I step out of the car and stride around. I opened the door for her. I love to do little things for her. I advance my hand. Her smile gets bigger. She places her hand on me. Her skin is so soft. I miss feel
"Two functions on the same day!" I murmur to myself with a huge smile. It has been more than thirty minutes, I'm staring at the dresses. I love the dress I wore yesterday. But I can't ask him to buy me a new dress every day. I'm still draped in a towel. "This," Arnav walk in the closet holding agreen lehenga. I stare at the beautiful dress. Something more gorgeous grabs my attention. My husband is looking like a top model in dark brown coat pants and a dark cream shirt. Our dresses are matching. My lehenga's blouse matches his shirt. "You like it?" He asks with a lift up at the corners of his lips. "I-ts beautiful," The dress is so pretty with heavy handwork of colourful topaz, silver thread. &nbs