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First of Jesse VIII
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"This is only a thank you gift Jesse, why can't you give it to him?" I mutter to myself.
I am debating to myself whether I'll give this ring to him or not. If I give it to him, he'll think me that I'm a weirdo, but I just want to thank him. Thank him for what? My subconscious is answering back.
Argh! I can't just stand here outside the library all day thinking about this embarrassing shit!
"Jesse what was that?" Suddenly Matthew speaks behind me.
"I-It's n-nothing!" I was surprised by Matthew's suddenly appearance.
"Is that a ring?" He asked a
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