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First Love of Jesse and Oliver
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Third Person's POV
Jesse runaway, he’s hurt and disappointed to his own thoughts. He thought that he could confess his own feelings towards Oliver but it seems that it’s too impossible after seeing that certain scene.
He had a lot of thoughts running through his mind and it’s all mixing that he cannot think straight because of a familiar feeling reigning inside him.
On the other hand Oliver is clueless on why Jesse did avoid him. He felt a slight pang on his left side chest.
Jesse was afraid to face the fact that his only love will not love him back because Oliver is a straight guy.
Jesse called Matthew.
“Hey, are you busy?” Jesse asked once Matthew answered his call.
“Nope, the director didn’t call our names yet, why?” Matthew answered Jesse.
“When will you back home?” Jesse asked once again
“I don’t know either but maybe 2 or 3 weeks the film will end.” Matthew answered and he heard a sniff on the oth
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