Two months have passed and I can say that college is the best. Though I am still unable to grasp the idea of living alone. But I’m pretty sure that I can slay this independent life. I’m doing well with my class and also with my friends.
Since Lunan and I are classmates in every subject, we’re always together. I’m used to him being talkative. I am even grateful for it as there’s no dead air when we’re together. No boring moments. He’s responsible for the topic, I contribute the laughter.
I even got to know Anvien more, I knew almost all the things about her. I laughed at the spoiled brat part. I can never imagine her like that. Though, sometimes you can see it when she’s playing around with Lunan and when she gets little to no sleep.
My friends are the goofiest yet the nicest.
I’m here at the grocery store. This is the first thing I like to do when I get my allowance, my favorite grown-up thing. It’s nice to be in charge of what you eat every day.
When I finished grocery shopping, I was bothered by how heavy the rain pours. As much as I like rainy weather, I hate it when I’m outside.
I stood here in the waiting shed, avoiding getting wet from the rain.
I have no choice but to ride a taxi. But unfortunately, that would be hard since every taxi that passed by me is occupied.
I scratched my head. This is killing me. I wonder if there is a typhoon. I don’t really watch the news, that's why I'm not updated. Maybe I should start watching them. Maybe that’s a great idea.
A car stopped in front of me. I got irritated. Why do cars stop in front of me?
My irritable mood shifted into something else when the car’s window rolled down.
I felt another deja vu again. Like I've seen this film before.
“Is that you, Bliss?” I was shocked. Ace is here. This is far from where he usually is.
“Ace?” He rushed outside his car and brought out his umbrella.
“I’ll be dropping you off, the rain is getting too hard.” He said while fighting off the strong wind with his umbrella. I nodded. I don’t care about being shy, I have to go home.
He opened the passenger seat door which is on the other side where the rain can soak us. He kept me from getting wet using his umbrella and I hurriedly got in his car. It was not the car I got in before.
I wonder how many cars he has. I bet there are so many. He's a CEO of a car company. That's not impossible.
He got in and smiled at me. I was worried by how soaked he was. I offered my handkerchief. Even though it's not enough to make him dry.
“Thank you,” he said while drying his face with it. The umbrella was too small to fit the both of us, that’s why he spared himself for me to not get wet. He was making sure I won't get wet with the rain. I felt my cheeks getting warm because of what he did.
“Thank you, Ace.” I said while smiling. Despite the feeling that I'm being a nuisance to him, I am grateful that he’s dropping me off again. I mean, what kind of coincidence is this?
He smiled at me and finally drove the car. I told him the directions to my apartment.
“Why are you in this place?” I asked him while I’m staring at his car’s windshield. Fascinated by the rain despite its inconvenience.
“I had a business meeting around.” His hair was wet and I was a little worried that he might get sick. I hope his immune system is not weak.
“How about you? What are you doing here?” his eyes are on the road but still taking a glance at me.
“This is where I study now.” I explained.
“I have a condo near here.. but I don’t go home there every time.” he said out of nowhere. I just nodded my head.
“Your company is far from here, so it must be the reason.” He agreed. I noticed that he’s not wearing his usual sneakers and he’s wearing formal shoes that suit his professional outfit.
“That’s why I don't see you that often now. What does living independently taste like? Freedom, right?” He joked. I laughed at it. It does taste like freedom.
“Well, I’ve missed you.” He added,
What he just said echoed in my brain.
I’ve missed you.
I’ve missed you.
I’ve missed you.
I took a deep breath and processed what he said. Did he really miss me? Did he really mean that? Is he joking?
“I’ve missed you, too.” I said while sounding like it was a joke though I really meant it. I’ve missed him.
I looked at him and he just smiled.
I think he noticed how the silence was eating us so he decided to turn on some music. I wanted to laugh when the song was from Mariah Carey.
I’m just in shock, I can’t believe he likes that kind of music.
My laugh burst out when he started singing. The thought of him liking this kind of music is funny, but when he's actually singing it? Comical!
He’s laughing with me as well. I feel like my stomach is about to burst from laughing too hard.
The car was filled with laughter while the rain was still pouring outside.
When we arrived at my apartment, he helped me carry my groceries and ran to get inside. The rain was getting heavier and heavier.
I thanked him for everything he has done. From insisting to drop me off to carrying my groceries. It was a very great help.
“Anything for you.” he said while looking around my apartment.
I gave him a towel so that he can dry himself from being soaked by the rain. I also offered him coffee but he declined.
“Your place is nice.” He complimented me. I just smiled despite my place being a mess right now. I just hope he didn’t notice.
“Anyway, I have to go. You take care here.” I reached for the towel and nodded. I waved goodbye to him. I watched him get inside the car. The rain is not yet stopping.
But it’s been like 10 minutes and his car is not even starting. I started to get worried. Is there something wrong? What seems to be the problem?
He got out of the car and ran into me. He scratched his head.
“I think my car’s battery ran out, I don’t have an extra one.” Okay, that’s why his car didn't start. I smiled awkwardly.
“How can you go home?” I asked, wondering if he had plans.
"I can’t book a taxi since it’s rush hour, plus the rain is still angry. So, can I stay here for a while?” Now I’m the one scratching my head. I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to do either.
“Okay.” I said. It looks like I have no choice.
“Don’t worry I’ll wait for the rain to stop then I’ll leave. I just don’t have a choice.” He said helplessly. It’s really alright with me but it’s just, I don’t have enough space. My couch is not big enough for him to lay down. And my bed is just enough for me.
“I can sleep on the floor.” He insisted, it seems to me that he’s reading my mind. I laughed nervously.
“Let me sleep on the floor, instead. I can’t let you stay there, you’re my Dad’s boss.” I insisted. He’s my guest, I should be hospitable.
“I don’t mind sleeping there, staying here is already enough, this is your place, you should be the one sleeping in your bed. That’s why it’s called YOUR bed” He insisted more. I laughed at how persuasive he is.
Okay, I raised my white flag. If that is what he wants.
He sat on my couch.
“I’m hungry.” He blurted out.
“I don’t have food yet, but I can cook for you.” I said.
“No, I want to cook. I can cook, as far as you're concerned.” He said boastfully, I smirked. I almost forgot that he wants to be a chef as well.
“Cook for me then.” I said like I’m challenging him. He removed his suit and tie and he’s just wearing his button-up polo.
“Okay, be prepared, you will not remember your name later on.” He said jokingly. I burst out laughing. His being so confident is hilarious to me.
He cooked a Creamy Chicken Soup or what we call Sopas, he said it’s easy to cook and perfect for this kind of weather. I couldn’t agree more. I watched him silently while he's cooking.
“How was it?” He asked as I blow my spoon, the soup is still hot. My eyes widened as soon as the food went into my mouth.
I get it now. I know why he’s overly confident a while ago.
He’s really a good cook. Well, I can’t really tell based on his one dish only, but this dish is so good. It’s very savory. I love it.
“This is so good.” I said as I sipped the soup.
“I told you so.” He smirked.
After we ate, I cleaned up and washed the dishes. It feels nice to have your crush cook for you.
Umm. I mean.
N..nevermind!
He lay down on the mattress that I prepared for him earlier. I’m still uncomfortable that he’s going to sleep there, I mean how come I made a CEO sleep on my floor?
Ï looked at him, he looked like he’s really uncomfortable yet still trying to look like everything is alright.
“Are you sure this is alright with you?” I asked him once again.
“Of course. Don’t mind me.” he said while trying to relax. I shrugged my shoulders. If this is what he likes then.
“Good night.” I said as I turned off the lights.
I woke up to get ready for my class, but I already received a text from Anvien that classes are suspended because of the stormy weather.
I sighed in relief. Finally, a rest day, I guess.
I tried to get up but it feels like my body is heavy and I'm getting dizzy just by staring at my ceiling.
I don’t feel well.
I closed my eyes again. I felt a hand on my forehead.
“Are you okay?” His voice seems so concerned. His eyebrows frowned. I nodded my head despite not really feeling okay.
“You might have a fever.” He said, his hands went to my face now. I felt like my heart was going to pop any second from now. I caught my breath. I avoid my face from his hands.
“You need to rest more.” He said. I nodded then closed my eyes.
I woke up again from the unfamiliar alarm clock. Ace hurriedly made it stop like he’s really careful not to wake me up. But it was too late. Ï squinted my eyes, I don’t have my glasses with me so he’s a little blurry.
He scratched his head. He’s cute when he does that. It’s like he’s innocent.
“Eat this, this is the leftover chicken soup from last night. Then take your medicine.” He said. I reached for the soup. Is he taking care of me?
“Do you really get sick easily?” He said. I nodded while eating the soup. My immune system is really weak, that's why I’m not even shocked that I have a fever now. I just feel wary that he’s here to witness that.
“I didn’t notice that you have nice eyes.” I almost got choked with it. My eyes may look nice, but they don’t work. My eyes are close to being blind.
He laughed when he noticed that I was uncomfortable with his compliment.
I don’t think anyone noticed my eyes before. Maybe because I’m not wearing my glasses right now.
His phone rang and he went outside to answer it.
When I finished my food. I got up despite feeling nauseous. I have to make him some coffee. I have to return all the favors that he did to me.
When he returned, his coffee was already made. I smiled at him.
“Thank you, but you have to rest.” He said worriedly.
“I feel like I’m really a nuisance with all that you’re doing right now, so I have to repay you with that.” I said.
“You don’t have to repay me. You’re like my little sister after all.” I felt a little bit more nauseous because of what he said.
After a while, a car beeped and he said it was his driver. They fixed his car which only took a while. He thanked me for making him stay for a bit in my apartment and I should take a full rest since my fever is not yet subsiding.
I can’t help but smile at the thought of him being concerned about me. He’s caring and sweet.
I felt another weird feeling in my chest.
One week has passed since Ace stayed in my apartment for a night. My fever only lasted for a day. I'm glad it did. I don't have anyone to take care of me.I bit my lip when I remember how Ace took care of me last time. It was not much but since it was him, my dad's boss, I think I went out of the limit. I just wish he didn't think of me as a burden.“Can I borrow a pen?” Lunan whispered, I almost jolted. I rolled my eyes at him but still lent him some. We’re in the middle of a lecture now on our subject that gets me bored sometimes.He mimicked the way I rolled my eyes. I got the eye-rolling from Anvien, she always does that and that thing is very contagious. At first, it started as a joke, but rolling eyes is very therapeutic. I get it now.
Since my 18th birthday is coming, my mom and I were looking for a gown at a tailor shop here in the mall. She said that this tailoring shop is the best when it comes to gowns and dresses. The theme for my party is Masquerade since my parents want people to be surprised with how I look when I don’t have these glasses on. It’s kinda cringing, though. I know. I was kinda nervous that my dress would be revealing. Well, sleeveless is revealing enough for me, what more if it shows my back? Or even my whole shoulder. I don't like the feeling of my skin being that exposed. My mom is kinda conservative for me, but I know with this kind of event, she would be all out. I know her. My mom took out two papers that have the design of the dress on it and let me pick cho
We have a class presentation now about a school project but it is not just an ordinary school project, but a cooking project. Well, more like a cooking contest. It’s like the cooking show, Master Chef. Since I am a culinary student, this is a part of it. We don’t necessarily need to make our own recipe, but we have to follow the ingredients that our professor instructed. Lunan and I are partners, of course. We are very much excited for this event because the prize is absolutely spectacular. The winners of this event will have a scholarship in one of the best culinary school in France! Yes! France! Who wouldn't want to go there right? I have to ace this contest.
It is Friday night and I haven’t gone home yet to my parent’s house since I have a lot of school work to do. I was getting hungry so I decided to walk to the nearest restaurant in my apartment that I always see when going to school. The place was just small but tidy. A lady greeted me. She looks like she's the same age as my mom, but a little older. She seems nice. She smiled at me. I ordered spaghetti and creme caramel pudding for dessert. I have a sweet tooth, I always like to eat something sweet after eating a meal. Or even not. The lady was alone so she also served my food. "Thank you." I said. I kinda miss my mom because of her. Now I am guilty of not coming home to my parents. I fe
One week has passed since the incident and the street that I’ve walked on has installed CCTV and new lights. Thankfully. My father was scared when he got the news that I almost got harmed so he sent complaints to the rightful authority about it. I'm glad he did. I somehow feel safe now. Good thing my dad really cares about me and my safety. It’s Saturday morning, no classes since it is the weekend and I am on my way to Mama Eve. We agreed that I will assist her in cooking this time and she will teach me the recipe for her spaghetti and creme caramel pudding. I am excited about this! I will get to know the recipe of the best spaghetti I have ever tasted. When I arrived at her little restaura
I am at our hangout place at the University together with Anvien and Lunan. We’re just hanging around and just talking. Lunan and I don’t have classes at this hour and Anvien’s professor is not around so we’re basically just chilling.“I just realized that we didn’t have bonding time together outside school.” Anvien said. She’s sitting on the table. While my head is resting on it. I looked at her. That made me realize those as well. We bond sometimes after school when our dismissal is early but aside from that, nothing much.“I miss going to an amusement park!” Lunan exclaimed while stretching. He just woke up from his little nap.“Have you been to an Amusement park?” Anvien as
Ace’s POV I’m just here hanging out in my office. Today is just an ordinary day for me. My legs are resting on the table while my chair is inclined. I am just basically waiting for my next meeting. I don’t have that much to do. This is one of the most boring jobs, to be honest. I know CEO is a big word, a fancy title. But not for me. This is not what I want. My routine here is signing, listening to people talk, signing again, then approving new projects, and signing again. Tiring. I know I should be thankful since I never lose a single drop of sweat to climb my way up here, but it was never my dream. This is just my dad's decision. It sounded so privileged but rich people got problems too.
Bliss' POVIt's Monday today and I’m late for my cooking class. I overslept. That thing was not unusual to me but I always manage to get on time. I've never been this late in my entire term in this University.So I am running as fast as I could at the moment.Well, I slept very late last night because I’ve been thinking about a lot of things.I think I still have the 'hangover' from our amusement park trip. With Ace. That's supposed to be with Anvien and Lunan.But it was the best trip for me. It still makes me giddy.I shook my head. It's not the best time to think about Ace. I mean, that trip. Ugh!I'm running out of breath. I never got to run like this anymore.
Ace is still in the hospital, the doctor said that he needs to stay in the hospital for a while because his injury was mainly in his head, so he has to be monitored. I still feel guilty that he has to suffer from this, but I’m glad that I am able to take care of him. If I didn't change my mind about France, I’ll be leaving 3 days from now. I think it would be selfish if I go there and leave Ace alone here. I haven’t told him yet about this, but I’m sure he will understand. He’s sleeping soundly now. Though, sometimes, I’m still anxious about seeing him sleeping. I’m still scared that he might not wake up this time. But I have to let go of that thought. That kind of negativity should stay away from me. I have to keep in my mind that he is safe now and everything will be alright. As I watch him sl
Everything was blurry. I can’t even feel my legs. I don’t hear anything except for the ringing in my ears. My heart, I can’t hear my heart. I think it stopped beating. “Bliss! Bliss!” My dad called me. I hugged my parents when I saw them. They’re also here in the hospital. “What happened?” He asked. “I-I don’t know. I just heard a honking, then something crashed, then I saw Ace...” I started crying again. I couldn’t even talk properly. There is a lump in my throat that's hindering me from talking. All I want is to cry. “T-there on the ground.” My mom hugged me tightly. I don’t know what happened. Everything was so fast that I couldn’t comprehend. It was my fault. E
Ace's POV: Flashback from 4 years agoI heard someone sniff her nose. I rolled my eyes since I knew what was going on."Don't leave me. Please." She said. I chuckled. She held my hand like she wasn't eager to let me go.Her eyes were red from crying and when a tear just came out from it, I was taken back for a bit. I didn't know I can feel pity when I see her this way."Wow. That was really good. Your acting is superb." I said as I clapped my hands."Really? Do you think I'll do great?" Jelly asked.She is practicing her lines for her taping later. As a supportive boyfriend, I am helping her deliver it. She's great. She doesn't even need some practice, but my girlfriend is such a perfectionist."Okay, I'll take a shower and then you drive me to where my taping is." She said as she sounds so demanding. I don
After cooking for my and Ace's dinner in his office, I packed the meals very nicely. I want it to be really special. Dad was even jealous since I prepared Ace a very special meal, I haven’t done that to him before. I feel bad about that but I guess I have to do that to my dad next time. Boyfriend duties, first. Sorry, Dad.I just walked to Buenaventura's company building with a big smile on my face. It feels nice to walk here again. I haven’t walked here for a long time. Dad doesn't play tennis every Wednesday now since they have a busy schedule, that’s why I can’t visit him there every Wednesday. They have been really busy these past few months. It's good to be back here.I rode the elevator. I just remember the first meeting with Ace here.
I have one week left before going to France. I can finally say that I am excited or should I say, Je suis excité! I only know french basic words, Lunan and I studied for that. We had a French lesson. But two months is not enough for me to nail that language, besides, french is hard to learn.It’s the weekend and I have a date with Ace. We’ll be going to a Marine theme park, which I'm very excited about. We’re just making the most out of my remaining time in this country.I will surely miss him. Of course, who wouldn’t? Our relationship will be long-distance now. Distance makes the heart fonder, they said. I have to trust in that. Plus, I trust Ace with all my heart. We can make this relationship work.
I was holding my phone the whole ride home wondering if Clyde would message me or call me since I need an explanation why he never told me anything about his father and even Ace. All this time, I am surrounded by the Buenaventura Clan.Come to think of it, I am friends with Ace’s cousins. My best friend is his half-brother. He is my dad’s boss.I don’t know if that’s funny. Sure, there’s no problem. It’s just weird that they are all related.I looked at Ace. He looked serious while driving. He said he was not mad about me not telling him sooner about France. I’m glad he’s not but I think he's not in his best mood. He looked serious and I hate that.I’m still not sure about France.
I am grateful that I got to guess what Clyde's favorite cake flavor is. It was a chocolate cake. Very simple. I feel bad again ‘cause I was planning in my head that I’ll bake him one instead. But, there’s always the next time. We were eating the cake that I bought him. Ace would be here at any minute. I was still a little bit anxious about what will happen if both of them interact again. The last time they saw each other was the night I got super drunk. I hope they don’t fight again like what happened. Aside from my dad, these two are the most precious men in my life. Clyde is my best friend, and Ace is my lovely boyfriend. I want them both to be friends or even just interact nicely with each other since I held them close to my heart.
After Ace left for his work, I scanned for my clothes again and my purse. I haven’t checked my phone yet since last night and I still don’t know where my clothes are. Everything was just so swift that I couldn’t think where Ace took off my clothes.Then I remembered what we just did last night. I can't believe I did that. My cheeks felt hot. I am not that innocent anymore.I smiled at the thought of it. I just couldn’t believe that someone like me, a shy and demure girl, would do something like that.I heard my phone ring inside my purse. It was Clyde. I winced in dismay when I remembered that it’s his birthday today. I was supposed to be with him right now, how could I forget?"Happy birthday!"
Warning: SPG!! We stopped kissing for a minute and just stared at each other. Smiling and giggling like little kids. His hands are on my waist while he’s still on the floor and facing me. I brushed his hair using my hands. I felt grateful for how he handled the way I acted earlier. That was also the first time I got my feelings hurt for a bit. But it was not his fault. I just felt insecure. I mean, who wouldn’t? But I know better now. Comparing yourself to others is not healthy. As he said. I should not be insecure since we all have our own beauty. Ace and I kissed again. I couldn’t think of anything now since our kiss got more deepened. It was sweet but it’s b