Desiring Her

Desiring Her

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By:  Onyx  Ongoing
Language: English
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Xiana took a deep breath when she reached her boss's office. "Amanda" he called the secretary who was his friend so she looked at him and smiled then said goodbye to the people he was talking to. "Hey, best friend" he laughed and put his arm around her.

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Prologue

I remember that day, the day when I regretted being so flirtatious. Every time I was alone, thoughts of it consumed me, and I found myself searching for that person. Well, it wasn't entirely because I was naturally flirtatious. Can I really be held accountable if my personality leads me to seek him out? Oh, when I was young, I constantly reassured myself that I would only give my virginity to the person I loved, saving it for marriage and an intimate honeymoon. But what went wrong? And then it happened—I gave it to someone I knew was also flirtatious and experienced with women. I'm well aware of his reputation, but for some reason, I felt fortunate that he was the first man to share that moment with me. Thank you~ It's embarrassing because my friends often label me as another Maria Clara, and unfortunately, there's some truth to it. However, it's time to let go. My private life is just that—private. I don't need to declare "I've finally given in." Who cares if others find out? It's

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NINBUKS
I had to start now i can not stop!!!!!! Was late for work today ...
2023-08-20 21:42:55
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Anna
This story is soooo confusing. The dialogues are not even written properly.
2023-08-06 03:13:49
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Delinda Schumacher
51 chapters 3-10-23
2023-03-11 00:22:47
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52 Chapters

Prologue

I remember that day, the day when I regretted being so flirtatious. Every time I was alone, thoughts of it consumed me, and I found myself searching for that person. Well, it wasn't entirely because I was naturally flirtatious. Can I really be held accountable if my personality leads me to seek him out? Oh, when I was young, I constantly reassured myself that I would only give my virginity to the person I loved, saving it for marriage and an intimate honeymoon. But what went wrong? And then it happened—I gave it to someone I knew was also flirtatious and experienced with women. I'm well aware of his reputation, but for some reason, I felt fortunate that he was the first man to share that moment with me. Thank you~ It's embarrassing because my friends often label me as another Maria Clara, and unfortunately, there's some truth to it. However, it's time to let go. My private life is just that—private. I don't need to declare "I've finally given in." Who cares if others find out? It's
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Chapter 1

Xiana has been waiting for Amanda to call her for three weeks but she hasn't even received a text."Oh, this is more than your payment, just pay me when you get the money, I'm worried about your problem! Then I don't want to see you sulking all night then I won't be able to talk to you properly" Xiana just looked at the envelope given by Lexin to him."That's only 500k" he whispered to her so xiana's spirit suddenly woke up and she returned it to her friend."Don't! I know you need your surgery" he said sadly but she just smiled at him."My beauty Xiana can wait but your payment is due date so accept it" Xiana did not answer because her phone suddenly rang."Wait a minute," Lexin just nodded at him so he walked away for a while and then answered the call because it was an unregistered number."Hello?""It's me kino" Xiana suddenly looked at Lexin while whisperingthat Si boss so Lexin was surprised as he approached Xiana"Sir?" he shyly responded to this."Come to my office at 6 pm" a
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CHAPTER 2

Xiana took a deep breath when she reached her boss's office."Amanda" he called the secretary who was his friend so she looked at him and smiled then said goodbye to the people he was talking to."Hey, best friend" he laughed and put his arm around her."I heard from the boss's attorney that he paid for a university and I guess it's you since the attorney said your name" xiana bowed shyly"And by the way at 7 pm why are you still here? We're off work right? "Xiana just smiled with effort."Is Sir Kino still there?" she asked trembling, almost whispering. And Amanda's friend gave her a simple nod"Oh, did you get called? Maybe when you talk about your debt hehehe" she didn't answer and just smiled."Just go in there" even if Xiana doesn't want it and if Xiana wants it, she will do it.He started to enter his office and the light inside was dim until he knocked and the buzzer sounded to enter, he entered nervously and when he was in front of him he just bowed while Kino just looked at h
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CHAPTER 3

When I woke up, I found myself in a different room. I sat down, noticing my clothes neatly folded nearby. Quickly, I took a shower and got dressed. As I headed downstairs, I looked around to see if anyone was there, but the place was empty. I walked until I stopped in front of his room. I hoped that when I told him "I love you too," he wouldn't have heard. I needed to admit that I wasn't foolish enough to engage in a physical relationship with him unless I genuinely wanted to. Could it be that I already loved Zack? I questioned whether this was right, given that I didn't fully know him yet. Perhaps, for Zack, I was just another girl. I gazed at his room; he was sleeping inside. Slowly, I entered and smiled. "Monica," he suddenly spoke, causing me to look at him. "Monica, I love you." I smiled in response. Is that me? My name is Monica, right? So, it's me? I carefully sat down next to him and observed the pictures he was holding. Just as I was about to take one, he abruptly woke up
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CHAPTER 4

I observed Zack, who was clearly very drunk. I knew he sometimes went out, but it appeared he had indulged quite a bit this time, as he was already leaning on my chest. "I'll take care of him, Monic," Zack's friend said to me. "Yes, he's heavily intoxicated. Please, don't leave him," everyone else departed except for the guy with the serious expression. "Go home, and I'll look after him," he suggested. What did he think of me? Silly? "Go home. I can handle it," I said slowly, supporting Zack. However, he didn't leave right away, so I gave him a disapproving look. "Leave. I'm his girlfriend, so he's my responsibility," I said angrily. He stood up and stormed out of the house. He was drenched in sweat and still carried his scent. I returned to the door and locked it. There were people downstairs, but it was safe since someone was overseeing his house with security guards. I glanced at him, then sat down beside him. I frowned and eventually lay down next to him. I didn't want to un
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CHAPTER 5 Warning: SPG

I observed Zack, who was clearly very drunk. I knew he sometimes went out, but it appeared he had indulged quite a bit this time, as he was already leaning on my chest. "I'll take care of him, Monic," Zack's friend said to me. "Yes, he's heavily intoxicated. Please, don't leave him," everyone else departed except for the guy with the somber expression. "Go home, and I'll look after him," he suggested. What did he think of me? Silly? "Go home. I can handle it," I said slowly, supporting Zack. However, he didn't leave right away, so I gave him a disapproving look. "Leave. I'm his girlfriend, so he's my responsibility," I said angrily. He stood up and stormed out of the house. He was drenched in sweat and still carried his scent. I returned to the door and locked it. There were people downstairs, but it was safe since someone was overseeing his house with security guards. I glanced at him, then sat down beside him. I frowned and eventually lay down next to him. I didn't want to und
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CHAPTER 6

When I woke up, I found myself already in bed. I sat up, and just then, my brother entered the room. "Hey, are you okay?" I looked at him. "What happened?" I wanted to ask. "You fell asleep in the tub," he explained. "Zack?" I asked urgently. "He hasn't returned home yet." "What time is it?" "It's 6 am." I was stunned; it had only been three days. "I must have exhausted you. I dressed you, and I can see that your skin is red—" The maid's voice trailed off as I looked at her, prompting her to stop. I glanced down at myself and closed my eyes in embarrassment as I noticed that I was wearing Zack's clothes. "Don't worry, I won't spread it," the maid reassured me. I looked at Manang and managed a soft smile. "Manang, I think I already love him." Tears rolled down my cheeks, and I saw the compassion in Manang's eyes as she embraced me. "Out of all the girls he's brought here, you're the only one who treats me kindly and talks to me. You're a good person." "Manang?" My voice crac
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CHAPTER 7

"Babe, come back to me," Zack cried into the phone, his voice filled with longing. "I understand. I will accept your son. I always told you that man would only bring laughter to your life, and then he left you," I said, my own tears flowing without my awareness. "Will you be coming back tomorrow? Alright, I'll wait for you here," Zack's words lingered as he bid me farewell. I departed from his house, having forgotten to retrieve the key he had lent me. "Hey," a voice called out, causing me to halt in my tracks. It was Zack's wife, her smile concealing complex emotions. "Thank you," she spoke, her gratitude puzzling me. "Why?" I asked, my confusion evident. "Your cooking. It made him miss me, and I found myself missing him too. So, I'll be returning to him tomorrow." "And what about me?" "It means you'll be gone. So, for every day my husband spends with you, there will be a price to pay." "What? Wait, I thought you had a boyfriend?" "Yes, that's true. But he's working in Ital
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CHAPTER 8

My wife came back to me, and I admit I feel happy. I feel blessed that she's my home. After all, I'm always thinking about how I can't afford to lose her. That's what I've been thinking since she chose another man over her husband. At that time, I was about to tell Monica that it was fine, that my wife was coming home, and she could go home too. But I didn't see her after that. No messages, except for her email of resignation. On that day, Monica just left, my wife and only her. I thought I was happy; I thought she was my missing piece. But I was wrong. Everything changed, and I don't know why. When I was kissing my wife, I didn't feel anything. It's been happening since the day we met, since the day we got married. I realized that our relationship wasn't as sparkling as a shining star above. I realized that something was lacking since the day I met her, since the day I challenged myself to seduce my secretary. On the day my wife came home, we had our night of intimacy, and that night
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CHAPTER 9

When we arrived at his house, he immediately hugged me from behind while he was behind me. "Babe, are you beautiful?" I looked at the old house and was impressed by his house because it had a new look. "Did you change it?" "Yup, let's build another memory, baby," I looked at him, and he just smiled. Zack, if you find out what we're doing, will you accept the angel in my womb? "Zack?" "Yes?" "Do you want to know~" I stopped. "What, babe?" Why should I ask if I already know his answer? I know I'm just passing the time. He's going out with one of his girls, and the girl he replaced with his wife because of my wife's name. So what's the point of the question, right? "No," I said, smiling. "Are you hungry?" I nodded, then I saw Manang. "Manang, you cook delicious," Zack said, smiling. I approached Manang. "How are you?" "Are you okay?" "It's okay," I saw a banana, so I took it and sat in the dining room. I just ate and ate while Zack just looked at me and was confused, so I ju
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