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2020-08-08 00:13:35Emily.
I hadn't realized that I've fallen asleep until I'm awaken by light finger movements on my face. It's ticklish and annoying. The person touching me is doing it so softly and gently.
They were caressing my face, this much I knew, because they weren't doing it to wake me or annoy me. It was more of a loving, caring and gentle touch and even though I was annoyed by it at first, I welcomed the touch and feel of the it by humming and leaning closer towards it.
When the light touching stops, my eyes flutter open and I'm met with dark green ones staring back at me.
“Hi.” I murmur, lazily smiling up at him.
“Good morning Beautiful.” His husky voice greets and he smiles back, “Sleep good?” He asks, pulling me closer to him.
I hum out a response, nodding my head as I snuggle closer to him and his warm b
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