(Renata Pellegrini)As the car approaches the company, I feel a chill run down my spine, my hands are trembling and my breathing is getting more and more labored. Just imagining the conversations that will take place as soon as I get out of the car makes me frustrated.I glance at Filippo and he doesn't show me anything, it's like he's been a wall, since we left the store, he's kept quiet.I begin to feel guilty. I know what the attendant did is wrong, but that doesn't justify the way I spoke to her... Shit... I hate feeling this way.“We are very close to the company.” I comment, I give him some time but he doesn't answer anything and doesn't even look away from the road, I take a deep breath, “I think it's better to leave me here, I won't have to walk far, it wouldn't look good to see me arriving in your car, people are very mean with their opinions and the gossip....”“I don't give a shit about other people's opinions; you should do that too.”“Oh, I get it,” I try to appear calm,
(Renata Pellegrini)“Good afternoon!” A couple greeting me approaches. “We have an appointment with Mr. Valentini.”“Ah yes, what is your name, please.”“We are the Galanis.”I verify on the agenda the time of eighteen o'clock and confirm their names, on the computer I send an email to my boss advising the arrival of the clients.“Just a moment please, Mr. Filippo is in a meeting, but it will soon be over," I try to be as nice as possible.Although I smile, inside I am in agony. This is the second time I have felt like this today and I don't like it at all! Filippo has been locked up for two hours with a high society woman, who, like him, is a CEO, I have to admit, very beautiful, and she has not made a point of hiding her interest in him.I really hope they are just talking about business.I take a deep breath; I cannot delude myself with his words. Filippo is a dream come true, and to hear from his mouth that I am his girlfriend has me on cloud nine, but I know that he is too much s
(Renata Pellegrini)Humm, that smells good, I feel my mouth salivate and my stomach rumbles for food. I open my eyes, sit up in bed and my stomach twitches, making me feel discomfort and a snore echo out of my belly.“Buongiorno!” Filippo enters my room holding a tray of breakfast. “You woke up on time,” he says with an almost invisible smile on his lips, having only a small line marked on them.I keep watching him and he is wearing the same clothes as yesterday, but without the suit, the baby blue social blouse is folded up to the elbows, and on top of the blouse he is wearing my pink barbie apron. I hold back my laughter.“You ... you slept here?” I ask, coming to my senses. I feel my cheeks flush.“Sì, ragazza,” he answers as if it were the most normal thing in the world.“W-where?” I ask looking at the floor, bite my lip and in my mind a small hope arises that he will answer that he slept in the same bed as me.I know it's wrong to share the same bed without being in a relationshi
(Renata Pellegrini)“Mr. Valentini,” Caio says, surprised and turns his neck to look at Filippo. “What are you doing here?”Filippo raises an eyebrow, puts his hands in his pockets and as the first time I was here, his face carries the face of an evil man, capable of doing anything evil, is it wrong that I find him so sexy in this pose? He leans his shoulder against the doorframe and the look he directs at Caio gives me the creeps.I carefully take my wounded leg off Caio's lap and he stands up facing Filippo, who doesn't look at all at any moment, his attention is totally on Caio.“Are you questioning your boss about where he is within the company itself?”“No, sir," Gaius hastens to answer in a fearful voice, "It's just that you have never been here before, so I thought you might be in need of some…”“You are not paid to think, you are paid to sit at the counter and welcome people,” Filippo cuts him off in a rude way, I stare at his attitude, he was so calm this morning, why is he s
(Renata Pellegrini)> One week later:I always believed in the phrase: "What nobody knows, nobody spoils", I read this phrase in a post on instagram when I was sixteen, I don't remember who posted it, but this phrase was marked in my memory and since then I bring this to my life, even though I never have many people around me.I feel that Filippo thinks differently than I do, and in a way, I am even happy that he wants to take me on, but I know that in doing so, we would face many problems... correct, I would face many problems. I am poor, an orphan, and a foreigner - he is also a foreigner, but he has lived here much longer than I have and has his name recognized all over the world - I am just a recent graduate who was lucky to have a teacher with good contacts. I can't even imagine the degree of offense I would be exposed to if they knew that someone like him was dating someone like me.Filippo was upset with me about my request, even though he didn't say anything, I could feel it.
(Renata Pellegrini)“Why are you crying?”“Why?” I repeat his question with debauchery, I turn around and close my eyes tightly feeling more tears coming, my heart is hurting, I don't like this. “Get out of here,” I commanded and turned around. I don't want him to see me crying even more. “Go back to that shitty dinner, with those shitty people and keep pretending I don't exist!” I speak feeling my heart bleed, the tears slide freely down my face.I'm caught completely off guard, Filippo grabs my waist and spins me around, colliding my body against the marble surface of the sink with his own, he leans over me and rests his forehead against mine, my gaze falls on his mouth and he bites it in a sensual way teasing me. I hold his arms as I feel his two big hands squeezing my ass under the dress, pressing his fingers into my bare flesh, since I was wearing thong panties, he lifts me up as if I were a sheet of paper, sitting me down on the sink, I hold my breath as I feel the coolness of t
(Renata Pellegrini)“What do you think?” Filippo asks with his arms crossed leaning against the wall next to the switch.“Are they really diamonds?” I ask, observing the dress on the mannikin.As soon as we left the bathroom I thought we would go away, but I was surprised when he opened the door and turned on the light.“Yes, the White brand is known worldwide for its jewel-crusted clothes, and because my company is the best in the technology and security business, we constantly renew contracts and he always gives me some gifts, this time I chose this dress,” he explains, but I don't look away from the dress, every inch of cloth is covered with diamonds, I have never seen so many diamonds together, I have never even seen one alone.“It is a very beautiful dress, who will you give it to?”“To you.”“Why?” I turn surprised in his direction and he comes towards me.“Does a boyfriend need a special reason to give it to his girlfriend?”“This dress is not just any gift, it must cost millio
(Filippo Valentini)I feel the air escaping from my lungs, for a few moments I think I am experiencing an illusion and my body freezes in front of the scene, but the smell of blood makes me bite my mouth so hard that I can feel my own blood. Never since I arrived in this country have I been careless, and by a moment of distraction, the woman who is temporarily being my girlfriend is shot right in front of me.I hold Renata with my right arm before her body falls to the floor, I look forward and see the waiter unlocking his gun preparing to shoot once again, I quickly reach down and draw my gun, using only one hand, I unlock it, the sound of the wine bottles crashing with the shot echoes throughout the room making the women in the room scream hysterically.I run my eye quickly over the source of the outflow of blood, the shot has gone through her collarbone, I am a little more relieved and mentally hope that the bullet has not fractured her bone. I lay Renata's limp body on my lap and