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Chapter 17: Stuck
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2021-11-29 13:10:09Patrick's POV
"Why not we play Truth or Dare?" Jajas' suggested.
"Yeah! That's a nice idea!" Miyah agreed while sitting next to me.
"It should be great since hindi naman tayo nagse-share ng mga secrets natin diba?" excited na sabi ni Dian.
"Call!" sang-ayon din ni Mitch.
Hindi ito magandang game. Ano kayang iniisip ni Alex? Is she ok?
"Pwede tiga-spin lang ako ng bote?" palusot niya. I know ayaw niyang maungkat ang past.
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