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Chapter 43: Bipolar
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2022-05-11 12:00:12Alex's POV
Nakatulugan ko ang pag-iisip. Tulog pa si Kent. Hinahaplos ko ang buhok niya habang tinititigan ang maamo niyang mukha.
You really look like your Dad.
Sorry for not telling you the truth...
I'm sorry baby, for dragging you into this mess.
Dahan-dahan akong tumayo at bumaba ako ng kwarto. Masyadong tahimik ang bahay.
Seems unusual...
Tawag ako nang tawag kay Yaya pero walang sumasagot.
Nasaan kaya siya?
Hindi naman ngayon Sunday kaya alam kung hindi niya ngayon day-off. Wala din akong maalalang pinabili kay Yaya sa araw na ito.
Nagpunta ako sa kusina and I saw Ken preparing the table.
"Good morning!" Maaliwas na salubong sa akin ni Ken.
Good morning?
After mo akong sampalin kahapon nakuha mo pang magsabi ng good morning?
Masyado siyang masigla na siy
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