Chapter 9

Mia pov

We mated and even though it felt incredible I still feel cheated. Derek went slow as hell but the thought of him and Jon plagued me the whole time. He washed me and loitioned up my body before dressing us.

"Thank you",I mumble shyly.

"Your most welcome angel",he kisses my head. I yawn as he picks me up and carries me to bed. Once in it I drift off completely exhausted from everything. Derek must of tucked me in because when I wake I'm covered in our bed while he paces. He looks gutted and my mind goes to Jon. Is he regretting us? Was my pussy awful? Does he wish it was Jon?

"What happened?",I'm confused but scared to hear him speak.

"Was it to soon? you just had surgery Mia, he looked ready to run for help. It has technically been a month I'm fine, are you hurting? should I get Hannah?"

I stare at him confused but stunned he must of stayed up all night worrying about me.

"I'm fine Derek , I move but hiss as my vagina hurts. His eyes go huge and he runs to me, I swear I'm fine l