I heard that Loreine did not do well in prison. He messed with the wrong people and paid the price with his life. After everything he did to me I didn't hold a grudge against him, however Lucas had to pay too high a price in losing not only a mother but the ability to one day know her.
"Well, I'm not gay, happy?" He was focused on you. Trying to be mother and father. Now that you've grown up, you don't give me much space in your life, do you? Someone must take care of me.
He made a disgusted face, to spit out—: Too much information, dad! She covered her ears to emphasize his protest.
"You called me gay." We are even.
He wrinkled the corner of his lip, to turn the gesture into a smile. Then she gave a tired sigh as she looked out over the parking lot. She hoped that she would adjust to school. Lucas was at a difficult age.
"Will you come back later or will Greg?" she asked when she turned her face to look at me. Greg was our driver. He wasn't always available to pick him up in the evenings. He often lost track of time.
"I'll come get you," I promised. It was the least she could do after all the months she was away from classes.
Lucas nodded and, without bothering to answer, got out of the car. I watched my son leave, silently thanking Allyson again for giving my son hope. He could never repay everything he gave me by operating on him.
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Tom gave me that dirty look that I screwed up. Yes, his wife was furious at how badly her friend spoke to her about me.
"Don't look at me like that, Tom. You, and I clearly remember her, both emphasized that it was a fuck to make her feel better for her fucking husband. If anyone should feel used here, it's me.
That night I had to attend a charity dinner, an issue that bothered me not because of the purpose of the event but because of the fake people in it. Most had enough money to donate, but preferred to do it publicly, as if donating was something to brag about.
"Brad?" My friend warned when he noticed that I began to feel reluctant to go to the event.
"Remind me one more time why I have to attend," I swore, not hiding the disgust in my voice and, for that matter, in my expression either.
Tom sighed, shaking his head at me, listing the reasons, “First, it's important to the firm. Second, it's a charity dinner your family has been throwing for as long as I can remember. Third, you must set an example by being the senior partner in everything. He.” She circled her index finger on the last word. Fourth, it's for a good cause. You know that the battered women's foundation needs the funds for the workshops and professional attention. Fifth, there will be big shots that we need to eliminate… The competition, Brad.That bastard Jones...
-Ready. I already got it. I'm forced to go,” I murmured, accommodating the black bird.
I hated that finery stuff, but he was right, it was important. I decided to invest some of the Dempsey family's money in a foundation for women who suffer from abuse, be it domestic or sexual. He had a lot of work and money. Money that even though I didn't need it, I couldn't leave it all in the foundation. I had payrolls to pay, bonuses, benefits, and many other things that also required money. So my mom offered to let me use her charity dinner that year to raise the funds.
They are events where arriving driving your car looks vulgar. You must arrive in a limousine, show off your checkbook, and the trips you have taken during the year. Oh, also about how much money you've spent.
That was my life: loneliness and money.
When Dad talked to me about running the Dempsey empire, I figured I could leave people in charge and be what I liked: a lawyer. However, it was far from one. He was in charge, and as the one who gave the orders, I found myself on the go constantly, mired in paperwork, with little time and many enemies. So that was the perfect life for a forty-four-year-old: fraught with monotony.
I giggled as I got out of the limo and noticed a black-haired girl getting out of an electric blue Lamborghini. She might have been in her twenties, in an emerald green dress that made a good contrast to her extremely white skin.
"Be careful with the bodywork, it's my baby," he asked the boy who had to park his car.
Surely he felt my gaze because he turned to see me. His car was behind the limo so he could clearly hear what he was saying, however, he had no way of telling the color of his eyes. Although that was not an impediment to interpret his curious look, which ended in a flirtatious smile.
"Come on, Chelsea, it's getting late," a guy next to her muttered. He had glasses and was perhaps her age. The man's request was answered with a nod from what he assumed was Chelsea.
"Brad, man, we should go in," Tom suggested when he finally got out of the limo.
The black-haired girl turned her head to look at me, waving her hand in my direction as if she were greeting me, or maybe saying goodbye, I had no idea. That made me frown; the most likely thing was that she mistook me for someone else or perhaps her action was not with me. I watched her walk away from her, climbing the few steps to enter one of the most luxurious hotels in Louisiana.
—Hey, is your brother-in-law coming with your sister? 'Cause the guy's a kick in the balls,” Tom asked as we also walked up the steps. That way I forgot about the black-haired girl named Chelsea, focusing my attention on my friend's doubt.
My brother-in-law Gerard was Allyson's brother. During all this time he had treated me with the whip of contempt because I ended up with his sister. Also because he never liked that I was too old to be with her. In addition to the fact that he was still married to Loreine although they had separated due to the fraud scandal. And, well, there was also the factor that I met Allyson because he was about to marry my sister Dona. In a nutshell: the brothers-in-law were attracted to each other and it sparked a relationship.
Gerard held a grudge against me for an affair that happened too many years ago.
"Yes, he will come. They are family things. Although most likely it won't take too long. He'll invent any excuse to leave," I replied in a low tone, looking to the sides to avoid prying ears. Tom sighed and then wrinkled his mouth, perhaps thinking the same thing as me: it would be an uncomfortable night.
Usually at those parties he used to socialize. However, since it was dinner and I just had to wait for the auction, I stayed at my table, anxious for the night to pass and hopefully go home for an early night. Maybe find my son awake and tell him that I loved him.
The rest of those who sat at my table were milling about. Doing what I wasn't doing: enjoying. I wasn't good at pretending I liked being there. My mind was still on Allyson, that even though Lucas's operation was months ago, I hadn't gotten over seeing her again.
—Bradley Dempsey. Listening to his voice was like fingernails scratching a blackboard. But he wasn't in high school where she could ignore him or tell her to fuck off with his fake smile. He had to reciprocate the gesture and say hello.
—Patrick Jones. It's nice to see you here.
He knew it was also false. We were in the world of appearances. Everyone had to pretend that they didn't need anything, that they were incredibly happy. That they had reached the top, looking down on the rest.
“My dear, this is Bradley Dempsey. Director in charge of Dempsey & Dempsey,” he warned in a mocking tone towards a woman.
She was a green-eyed brunette, maybe in her late twenties. She looked uncomfortable, as if everything here was boring to her. She reached out to me and smiled politely.
—Claire Davis.
I shook her hand, trying to remember if I'd seen her before, but I hadn't. She was definitely not Jones's regular escort. He was known to bring a prostitute to events, even if he was tacky. Although, it was the first time he had introduced me to one.
»Isn't he the competition? she asked looking at Jones.
He smiled mischievously, nodding.
-That's how it is. But you know, doll, keep your friends close and your enemies even closer. — Ella She continued with the giggle, carrying a bit of perversion. I felt sorry for the girl.
"Jones, Miss Davis," I said goodbye. He didn't need to put up with that disgusting fat man. We were the same age, but there were differences between us, like his hair was starting to look grayer and he had glasses; besides, he was sure that this man hated gyms or even tried to eat something healthy in his life.
I walked up to my sister, who was almost in front of us.
"I don't understand how they can put up with it," Doña murmured, referring to the exchange that took place.
I frowned when Gerard instead of following his course to come to his wife, he spun on his heel, pretending he had to talk to Jones. Sometimes his immaturity irritated me. He didn't look like a married guy with a family, but a kid from elementary school. However, I thought that if someone hurt my sister, it was very likely that she would repay them with all my contempt. He just hoped that Gerard would one day put an end to his trauma. After more than twelve years, he still held a grudge against me about Allyson, to the point that he preferred to work for Jones after finishing law school and not at my Seattle firm. He didn't blame him, in the end, everyone looks for where he feels comfortable, but it was almost universal knowledge that the Jones signature was the worst; they bought prosecutors, judges, even jurors. Rumor had it that he had not very convenient dealings with people from the mafia. You add whatever you want to that list and rest assured Jones would be involved. My only consolation was that there were still good judges and prosecutors who did their job without having to be bought.
For the middle of the night I felt that this dinner was the most boring thing that could be. He was in the auction part, where they were fighting to see which one of them could win a trip to Scotland, which surely they could easily afford, but it wasn't fun if they didn't have to bid on it, was it? It wasn't entertaining unless it was snatched from someone else's hands. In my search away from those pretentious piece of shit, I heard a curse in the ladies' room. The door was half open, I could just walk in, but I wasn't going to risk seeing something I couldn't erase from my memory so I waited patiently until I found out it was the woman who came with Jones. At that point I had serious trouble remembering her name, but I wasn't sure why Chelsea's name popped into my head after a few seconds. A black-haired girl accidentally crossed my mind. However, I let it slide when Jones's escort gave me a suspicious look. I looked at her, looking for the reason for her curse, however, everythi
"I've always wondered how a person with money can even think they have a bad life."He was judging me. People believed they had the right to do so. She had this idea that money gave me the ability to have everything. However, when you have money there is one thing you cannot buy: love.I did not reply to your comment. She would have her reason to think that I was a crybaby who had everything at my fingertips and she was not happy. Surely, she was thinking that if she had the amount of money that I had, she would do what she always dreamed of. It is the problem of people: they believe that money is the secret key to get what you want; that's why when they get it they feel hollow; because it is not enough to just have it.-Sorry. I don't know you and I'm getting into something I have no idea. I'm just trying to understand, you know?I went back to see her. Since she sat next to me I had only looked at her once. As weird as she seems, I paid attention to her clothes. She was wearing a re
Rain was never a big problem for me when I first came to Louisiana. I loved Florida for its sunny weather, the beaches, tourists who never slept, so moving to Louisiana wasn't so bad, except in the summer when hurricane season started; but even so, the days were so illuminated that they made a good contrast for people like me who did not arrive in time for the distribution of melanin. Surely the first thing that came to your mind was: typical girl with such a big family drama that she needs a lot of help. I didn't follow that pattern. I decided to fight for myself and get ahead. Some decisions better than others, but no one could accuse me of staying in a bed and letting my life go to shit. That's why I ended up in Louisiana. I'm not going to bore you with sad details from my past. The point was, I was in my apartment with more serious problems than a drug-dealing stepfather or an addicted mother.My problem had a name: Patrick Jones. That fucking pig was very good at keeping anyon
I was not surprised to find him at that event. It was becoming a habit to see him.It had been two months since I visited his office; of those months, she had seen him from afar seven times. He was an important man, he even thought more so than Jones. Maybe my client hated him for that reason, because Bradley got attention even if she didn't like him.At first I felt my insides burn when I saw it; Besides him acting like a lost and broken kid, there was also that hurt part of him rejecting me. A feeling that was alien to me because it didn't happen often.On this occasion, I had been watching him for a while, taking advantage of the fact that Jones was in a poker game in which women were a nuisance. It was his time to negotiate with people from the Italian mafia and I really didn't want to get involved in that. If Jones' wish was to die, that was his problem, as long as he didn't see me involved, I didn't care. What he was getting at was that he had been watching Bradley from a distan
Sunny looked at me with those beautiful big green eyes, praying I wouldn't put her to sleep. She was grateful that hers had inherited light, almost ash hair, courtesy of her father, as well as olive green eyes with blue flecks.At two years old, Sunny was not a very talkative child. I thought she was the legacy of her father, very little talkative. Randy was not a bad customer; a little eccentric, but he left a good tip. Unfortunately, one day we were lucky that the condom broke, which caused the accident called Sunny.Randy was married, a man in his late fifties, with a textile company; High profile. I couldn't stay in Florida any longer because Malcolm would never put me down with a baby bump, and while there are a couple of men with a fetish for fucking pregnant whores, most of them didn't like it. Wendy offered to help me while she got a new job.I just had to have Sunny and after three months I started working again. By six months I no longer had milk in my breasts. However, Sunn
My heart pounded when Bradley sat up, with that ability to stare at you. Desire, mixed with confusion, would make me scream that I needed him in my bed; that it didn't matter if he didn't want to pay, because he really wanted to fuck him.However, he was expectant, looking at me with such intensity that I felt naked. So, he did it: divert his attention from my face, to my chest. Contrary to what used to happen when they gave me that look, I realized that it did not cause me disgust, but rather a feeling of being desired; just how I wanted to feel with him.I approached, taking advantage of the value that his look caused me to bring my hands to his cheek, forcing him to look me in the eye again. He continued with that look between confused and yearning, but he didn't stop my hands when I reached his hair, running my fingers through his mane to feel the soft and silky strands. He closed his eyes and I guessed he was doing something right.The only time I experienced that kind of normal
My mom used to tell me that I was a lucky girl; she was pretty, talented and smart. However, she forgot the part where being independent leads you to be: "the best friend"; the one that waits in the friend zone because boys like princesses in distress.She understood guys better than some women. Having brothers led me to hang out with them long enough to see what other girls rarely get to know: guys prefer it easy. Yes, if the guy finds a woman who spreads her legs the first time, believe me, she will never notice you; unless he is looking for some stability you will be a zero to the left for him.But knowing that didn't prepare me for the first man I liked in almost seven years to be fucking someone else.I had heard of Bradley since very early in my life; maybe since I was seventeen, when I decided to go to law school. Besides, he was quite a well-known last name in Louisiana. But I heard about it as a task, an investigation; Nothing about his personal life, only in the professional
Gossip … If I'm being honest, I hated gossip , gossipy people; everything that was based on rumors or speculation. However, when it came to famous people, like Bradley Dempsey, the murmurs and comments came and went; some good, others totally bad.When they approached me with gossip I tended to ignore them. But at social events I couldn't play the nasty girl because at the end of the day it was the name of my job that would be in question. They wouldn't say, "Chelsea is a rude piece of shit who doesn't fit in at gossip events," no. They'd say, "The girl who came in on her firm's name, well, she told me to go to hell for trying to be friendly."I had to put up with my bad mood, smiling falsely; pretending I didn't care if they pried into the life of a man they didn't know."It is said that his wife cheated him because her family was bankrupt," whispered a girl who was with me receiving the donations.My boss was the type that solved everything by giving more money. But since he wanted
Thomas smiled kindly at first. That big head hadn't changed and I sensed that it was hard for him to trust my girl the first time. She hadn't told them about Alzheimer's. He hoped they wouldn't find out in the near future.The first time I experienced his lapses in my own flesh was precisely the day I turned forty-six. We were in bed talking about who we would leave Sunny with for the week of our honeymoon. After many birthdays where I felt apathetic towards the celebration, oddly enough, Chelsea managed to turn it around and make it the best she's had in a while. Nothing extreme like a party full of guests, but it was a Sunday, so I spent it with my family at home. Something as simple as a cake and a couple of gifts, but to see all the people I loved when I could lose everything, it was extraordinary.My day ended in bed after amazing sex. So there we were discussing whether to leave Sunny with Mom, Dona, or Joyce. When my girl didn't answer I looked at her curiously, thinking that t
They were getting married. The man he loved would marry the woman who effortlessly screamed how perfect she was.I felt like I hated her...He took away the only person who cared about me. The one who never looked at me for what he was: a prostitute. The one who tried to rescue me, but she was too busy being stubborn and stupid to let me love.Now I understood who he was but he no longer looked at me the same way; he was a nuisance in his life. A waste of time. The one who begged for a little sex or attention.I wanted to go back in time to the days where he offered me a better world. In which he wanted to be my friend; in which I could love him... when I had the option to choose.Bradley would have fought for me just as he was fighting for her. She didn't care about the bullshit he spread about Chelsea being a takeover, that she was using a pregnancy to position herself in society; that she was seeking to keep the Dempsey fortune.Being a whore brought me closer to gossip. Men told m
The end of January greeted me with the imminent arrival of my twenty-seventh birthday.On January 24, he would celebrate another year of life.I said that I was not interested in a meeting; if I was lucky they would grant my wish and do nothing at all. It wasn't because I felt any discomfort from the surgery, but because, although I was in a better mood, I didn't think it warranted a celebration.Dempsey went back to work and I went back to the apartment. At first, he loved my independence, but I recognize that he could be a bit of a loner.So, in an attempt to keep my mind busy, I thought I'd take out the baby stuff I bought, and find a place to donate.It was not a good idea. I ended up crying like an idiot in my room.It was the reason I was standing outside Dempsey's office, waiting for a meeting to end to see him.The secretary insisted that I could call him or wait for him in his office, but I didn't want to go that far. It was enough for her to barge into her workday, to dispos
"Don't leave me, baby," I repeated so many times that it made no sense in my head and the words got mixed up, creating an incoherent whirlpool inside me.The doctors stopped moving their hands around her and I knew. She left me. She left.I wanted to vomit...I hit the tempered glass with my right hand, to the point that my knuckles protested in pain, but that pain was preferable to the one inside.I couldn't even explain how fucking suffocating that poison was that moved through my being, infecting everything with a dull, sharp pain."You have to fight dammit!" Don't you dare leave me here! I yelled, until my hand came to life and I walked into that room to yell at him closer.He was angry and in pain and it was his fault. He left me here, in this fucking pain that was unbearable. She was coming from the depths and every second she was gaining more ground, to the degree that she didn't want to feel this. I preferred to die in that accident because I would not be able to resist.They
He told her about how it started; with the loss of memory, memories, faces, subtle things that are not of great importance. He told her that at some point he would become more serious, permanently forgetful. Inevitably, his brain would not be able to add memories and he would become an irritable person, with zero ability to reason. He wouldn't know who she is or those around her. He would reach the point where he would need medical attention because he would not fend for himself.My son asked if it would happen soon. Chelsea replied that she couldn't predict herself. She confessed to him that she had been having significant episodes for a couple of months; like the one at Walmart or that she almost killed her brother because he thought he was kidnapping her. My girl had the audacity to find that funny, in which Lucas and I remained silent, because it was not so funny from this side."I'm sorry," she whispered when she saw that he didn't return the smile. For now I am the same Chelsea.
I denied, with my eyes captivated by that wonderful smile that even with all the comments, lingered on his face. He would live exclusively for her.I had never been so sure of accepting a marriage proposal as I was at that moment, yet I was so happy that I barely managed to nod and reply a weak "I do."That smile widened and I was stunned for a few seconds, unable to control the effects he had on me. As Dempsey slid the rock onto my finger, I felt his trembling hand. It was like those movies where your world stops and the bad stuff makes sense.Looking at him, she wore that touch of pride and love in her gray eyes.I would fight my tears as his arms wrapped around me and murmuring how much he loved me.I forgot that his family was there, that the last month was a disaster, that we almost lost this wonderful thing; at the time we were just Mr. Dempsey and Chels. Two beings who loved each other and who defied any kind of circumstances to be together.It was crazy to believe that it woul
December 24: Good Night .He was sedentary. When you pass thirty-five, you prefer to stay at home and spend it with your family. At least, people like me, whose days are so busy that we even forget important dates. No time for extended vacations, getting home after eight, checking emails and paperwork on the weekends.For the holidays my inclination was to sleep, hang out with my family and put the cell phone aside.However, he had a beautiful pregnant wife who wanted to be with her brothers. She preferred to spend it in Lafayette with her family, sitting in front of a campfire. Since she couldn't drink, she would have a delicious non-alcoholic sparkling wine.When I agreed to spend this day with her I didn't consider the discomfort of being with him.I shouldn't care because we were in this private bubble for a couple of days, just being us, finding our way to where we were, taking baby steps into that future together that I could feel; one where I would watch my children grow up and
I had never come to this place.Even though it was December, New Orleans is touristy year-round, so I wasn't surprised to find tourists in a bar at twelve midnight.I was undecided between crawling away or having just a couple of drinks; he would know as the rounds progressed.I should be sleeping… I should be doing a lot of things right now, but none of them would help give me clarity.He was a mature man in his early fifties, this crossroads was left for boys of twenty or even thirty, who could sit and think for a long time about how to solve problems. At my age, I should be worried about Lucas's rebelliousness. That he didn't get a teenager pregnant. What university would he want to go to; what was his preference in a profession. He should be thinking about who would carry on my legacy if he wasn't inclined to run the Dempsey estate.The key word here is " should ".I should be in a bed with a beautiful sleeping wife, to go for a run in the morning and go to work. I should be think
I was sure that part of his argument was true, although I was betting that our situation played a role as well. However, he would play along.Me: That's why I'm a great businessman. You know, from eating greens and vegetables.He sent a smiley face and this was new to us. We weren't one to text her, but maybe this was less personal to her and she had the ability to talk to me.Chelsea: It's more of a personal achievement than broccoli power. Being a great entrepreneur is in you.His comment made me smile sheepishly. I stayed for a while looking at the screen thinking what to answer to that. Chelsea had this thing about leaving me without an answer. Maybe because he wasn't used to compliments. Not the sincere. That kind of praise that doesn't come disguised as nice words in order to have a benefit.Chelsea: Talking to you helps me feel better. Isn't it crazy?He wrote, which warmed my chest.Me: I have the same feeling.I answered. Talking to her put every need in her place.Chelsea: I