A FAKE LIFE
The music made the speakers tremble, the floor vibrated with the rumble of the sound and the jumps of the crazy people. Each one in their own world, dancing together, dancing separately. Enjoying music, company and alcohol.
I danced alone, with a drink in hand. Gliding, moving my hips to the rhythm of the music, not paying much attention to anything or anyone around me. Just enjoying that moment of inner peace that I was needing and he was giving it to me.
It was a respite, a window that I opened myself in my own cage to let in air and I knew that as soon as I left the club the window would close and I would lock myself back in my world without fresh air.
Therefore, he enjoyed everything he could. Alone. With eyes closed. Sweating the bad energy that others left me and breathing the good vibes that I had to give myself.
They were approaching me. I drove them away. They invited me. I rejected them. they spoke to me I silenced them. I just wanted to dance and they were going to have to respect that.
It was amazing how loud music could be my oxygen tank. It silenced my thoughts, freed me from tensions. There was nothing more relaxing in my life than dancing with my eyes closed and the volume turned up to a thousand.
I twirled, I jumped, I wiggled, I hummed, and I sang.
The brightly colored lights flickered making it difficult to see, but it was what I liked the most, going blind for an instant, forgetting that I had the ability to see the world, a false, disastrous and difficult world.
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Chapter: Chapter 38I slam my head into his face at the same time I kick out his knee, elbow him in the abdomen, and twist to take the gun away. We are upside down like my hostage now and the others are alerted by removing the safety of their weapons. Mine point to the French and the recent Italians join.He's taller than me, so I have to force myself to reach his neck and put pressure on him."Ah ah" Ryder's denial sound keeps Gael still as he tries to come for Jason who raises his arms so no one will shoot him.I back away from the Italians."Do I need to repeat the question, Boucher?" I whisper in his ear and I notice his clenched teeth, he's not happy with me."I hate foreigners," he murmurs and lowers two of his fingers that give the order to his snipers.Shit.Before I can do anything they pull my arm with force, the shots return, Jason flees protected by his people and I fall behind a fallen block from the explosion. I reach into my pocket for my small gun and pick up the one I have from Boucher.
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Chapter: Chapter 37Melody walks by my side to the next room where we enter. There are some elegant armchairs, a tea table and the staff open the chairs for us to take a seat. Since I came here it has felt strange, I have spent so much time with the same people that I was used to them and now everything is very different. Melody's family is very different from the Winters or Grahams. They're so smart, proper, they don't miss a bad word and it's so weird because the boys and Aria talk like drunk truckers. Sometimes they tried to keep their composure when Dean gave them away but it's not the same there as it is here.—The girls have finally returned from their trip— Melody is very excited, she wants me to meet her sisters since she brought me here. She's already told me that she doesn't feel the same connection with them as she does with me and I guess I get it, we're real sisters, we share a mom, but…it's still all too new for me, so I never answer when she asks if I love me too. I feel the same.I could
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Chapter: Chapter 36But my daughter is strong, she needs time but I know she will be able to stand up. She is made of iron, I know that she can handle everything.I'm surprised when he leans against my leg, his eyes are crinkled at the corners and it breaks me even more to see his face so destroyed. His back is bruised, his arms cut off and I run my finger over the mark I made on him. I've been very hard on her, too hard. I haven't done it right, but I just wanted to prepare her for the hurricane that threatened her. She knew that the world would turn against her, that the Unione Corse and the Mala del Brenta were preparing to attack and kill her as soon as they could. I just wanted her to be ready. I can't hide it anymore, I can't take it off the planet so that nobody touches it, because even the aliens are my enemies.-Sorry.He opens his eyes to look at me from below and I can see his entire broken soul.She's about to say something when she covers her mouth and bolts out of the tub into the toilet, l
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Chapter: Chapter 35-They did not find?-Not."Are they coming for us?"-By you.I took a closer look and yes, they were the SCU vans. I began to walk towards them quickly, finally, Beckam came looking for me, she would no longer be lost, nor would she die alone in an unknown place. Angie crossed my mind, I need to see her and know that she's okay. Needed…He stopped me when I noticed Ryder wasn't following me. He was still standing meters behind and I understood. They only come for me.By now Beckam should be aware of Ryder's situation and identity. I would never come looking for him after this immense betrayal. My head thought one and a thousand solutions, it's going to kill him . I can't leave him here alone, he's hurt, he won't survive...So I saw it, I heard it. A helicopter in the distance. D'Angelo. And Beckham. Each one coming from a different side but willing to kill each other if we, their children, don't intervene first."Are you going to disappear?" I asked him, he was still watching me as al
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Chapter: Chapter 34I leave another serial killer book for him on the way home from school, but he doesn't read that one, instead, he puts it on his shelf and starts reading another.***That night we go to a rather mediocre disco. Aria is alone this time, she drinks, takes a couple of pills and dances. I stay at the bar as always. Her friend arrives shortly after without letting me enjoy her dance. He makes her try two types of substances that make her dizzy, she grabs hold of him and laughs ecstatically. They start to dance together but it doesn't last long, since he leaves, of course without before she gives him something more of hers, which leaves her completely in a cloud.It drives away those who approach and moves alone. Her hip to the beat of the music goes down, stretches out her arms and touches herself. She tickles my pants at the sight of her, and when she goes down to the floor, she quickly stands up next to my dick. Cool. It seems that what she consumed is so strong that even I get dizzy an
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Chapter: Chapter 33"Uh huh, where are you going with that?" I stop him when he approaches me with a needle.It's for anger."I'm not mad."The bite can give you diseases," he explains but I shake my head.—You're not even going to nail that to me. I'll turn into a werewolf if I have to, but that thing, never!I'm not scared of needles, I'm scared of needle tips. horrendous."It won't hurt you."I'm fine the way I am."Now, who knows if you might catch a disease." Come on, drop your pants."Oh, how daring." I wink at him a little and he surrounds them. If so yes.I play funny but my dick trembles when I feel the prick in my beautiful little ass. Once I sit back down, he takes a seat next to me dusting off his clothes."Who do they serve?" he asks."God, we follow our lord, brother," I massage his shoulder.I'm talking about who's the leader.I thought that was pretty obvious."It is, but that chestnut over there has watched me every second." I look at Thomas, now he's talking quietly to Eddy, but he's ri
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Chapter: Chapter 43Thomas smiled kindly at first. That big head hadn't changed and I sensed that it was hard for him to trust my girl the first time. She hadn't told them about Alzheimer's. He hoped they wouldn't find out in the near future.The first time I experienced his lapses in my own flesh was precisely the day I turned forty-six. We were in bed talking about who we would leave Sunny with for the week of our honeymoon. After many birthdays where I felt apathetic towards the celebration, oddly enough, Chelsea managed to turn it around and make it the best she's had in a while. Nothing extreme like a party full of guests, but it was a Sunday, so I spent it with my family at home. Something as simple as a cake and a couple of gifts, but to see all the people I loved when I could lose everything, it was extraordinary.My day ended in bed after amazing sex. So there we were discussing whether to leave Sunny with Mom, Dona, or Joyce. When my girl didn't answer I looked at her curiously, thinking that t
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Chapter: Chapter 42They were getting married. The man he loved would marry the woman who effortlessly screamed how perfect she was.I felt like I hated her...He took away the only person who cared about me. The one who never looked at me for what he was: a prostitute. The one who tried to rescue me, but she was too busy being stubborn and stupid to let me love.Now I understood who he was but he no longer looked at me the same way; he was a nuisance in his life. A waste of time. The one who begged for a little sex or attention.I wanted to go back in time to the days where he offered me a better world. In which he wanted to be my friend; in which I could love him... when I had the option to choose.Bradley would have fought for me just as he was fighting for her. She didn't care about the bullshit he spread about Chelsea being a takeover, that she was using a pregnancy to position herself in society; that she was seeking to keep the Dempsey fortune.Being a whore brought me closer to gossip. Men told m
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Chapter: Chapter 41The end of January greeted me with the imminent arrival of my twenty-seventh birthday.On January 24, he would celebrate another year of life.I said that I was not interested in a meeting; if I was lucky they would grant my wish and do nothing at all. It wasn't because I felt any discomfort from the surgery, but because, although I was in a better mood, I didn't think it warranted a celebration.Dempsey went back to work and I went back to the apartment. At first, he loved my independence, but I recognize that he could be a bit of a loner.So, in an attempt to keep my mind busy, I thought I'd take out the baby stuff I bought, and find a place to donate.It was not a good idea. I ended up crying like an idiot in my room.It was the reason I was standing outside Dempsey's office, waiting for a meeting to end to see him.The secretary insisted that I could call him or wait for him in his office, but I didn't want to go that far. It was enough for her to barge into her workday, to dispos
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Chapter: Chapter 40"Don't leave me, baby," I repeated so many times that it made no sense in my head and the words got mixed up, creating an incoherent whirlpool inside me.The doctors stopped moving their hands around her and I knew. She left me. She left.I wanted to vomit...I hit the tempered glass with my right hand, to the point that my knuckles protested in pain, but that pain was preferable to the one inside.I couldn't even explain how fucking suffocating that poison was that moved through my being, infecting everything with a dull, sharp pain."You have to fight dammit!" Don't you dare leave me here! I yelled, until my hand came to life and I walked into that room to yell at him closer.He was angry and in pain and it was his fault. He left me here, in this fucking pain that was unbearable. She was coming from the depths and every second she was gaining more ground, to the degree that she didn't want to feel this. I preferred to die in that accident because I would not be able to resist.They
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Chapter: Chapter 39He told her about how it started; with the loss of memory, memories, faces, subtle things that are not of great importance. He told her that at some point he would become more serious, permanently forgetful. Inevitably, his brain would not be able to add memories and he would become an irritable person, with zero ability to reason. He wouldn't know who she is or those around her. He would reach the point where he would need medical attention because he would not fend for himself.My son asked if it would happen soon. Chelsea replied that she couldn't predict herself. She confessed to him that she had been having significant episodes for a couple of months; like the one at Walmart or that she almost killed her brother because he thought he was kidnapping her. My girl had the audacity to find that funny, in which Lucas and I remained silent, because it was not so funny from this side."I'm sorry," she whispered when she saw that he didn't return the smile. For now I am the same Chelsea.
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Chapter: Chapter 38I denied, with my eyes captivated by that wonderful smile that even with all the comments, lingered on his face. He would live exclusively for her.I had never been so sure of accepting a marriage proposal as I was at that moment, yet I was so happy that I barely managed to nod and reply a weak "I do."That smile widened and I was stunned for a few seconds, unable to control the effects he had on me. As Dempsey slid the rock onto my finger, I felt his trembling hand. It was like those movies where your world stops and the bad stuff makes sense.Looking at him, she wore that touch of pride and love in her gray eyes.I would fight my tears as his arms wrapped around me and murmuring how much he loved me.I forgot that his family was there, that the last month was a disaster, that we almost lost this wonderful thing; at the time we were just Mr. Dempsey and Chels. Two beings who loved each other and who defied any kind of circumstances to be together.It was crazy to believe that it woul
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