I can’t focus on what I’m doing. Hanggang ay ngayon ay tumatakbo pa rin sa isipan ko ang nalaman ko kagabi,na si Reed at Blue ay magkapatid. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin lo makapaniwala sa nagawa ko. Ano ba itong nagawa ko?
“Dana?”
Napatingin ako kay Reed nang tawagin ako.
“Mayroon ba bumabagabag sa iyo?”
Umiling ako. “Nothing.”
“Is it about Blue and me?”
Last night I didn’t know how to talk to Blue, I couldn’t even look at him. We continued the relationship we had with Reed. Even though Reed and I continued our relationship, until now it still didn’t cross my mind that I discovered last night that Red and Blue were half siblings. Hindi nabanggit kahit isang beses ni Scarlet na kapatid nila si Reed.
“Reed, what if we
Nginitian ko si Reed. “No. The fear you think will not happen. I will not leave you no matter what happens or, for any reason.” Nakangiti kong saad sa kanya.Because no matter what happens and, no matter what the reason, I will never let Reed go. I love him. Yes. I love him more than anything.Napatayo ako nang bigla mag-bukas ang pintuan.“DANA!” Sigaw ni Scarlet papalapit sa amin habang hatak ang kanyang secretary.Pag-lapit sa amin ni Scarlet tinignan niya kami pareho. Bakit ganito ang mukha ni Scarlet? Bakit parang may nangyaring hindi maganda? Hindi kaya? Alam na ni Scarlet ang tungkol sa amin ni Reed?!Napatingin ako kay Reed, at ganoon din siya.“This is emergency!” Humahangos na wika ni Scarlet.Tinignan ko si Scarlet. Ano ang sinabi niyang emergen
“Hon, how is your work at the hospital?” I asked Blue.Inuumpisahan na ni Blue basahin ang lahat ng dokumento ibinigay sa kanya ni Scarlet tungkol sa kumpanya at mga dapat gagawin niya. Kaya sa first day ni Blue ngayon bilang Vice President ng Cariaga company ay sobra busy siya.“I resigned this morning.” Sagot ni Blue sa akin ng hindi ito tumitingin sa akin.While looking at Blue, I couldn’t help but grin. Blue has a handsome look while reading documents and with that serious face.“You don’t regret it?”“As long as I'm with you, I won't regret anything.”Blue. . .I smiled again, but it also quickly disappeared.Blue makes me smile but, I don’t feel with him the way I feel happiness for Reed. When Reed is with me mixed emotions and feelings I feel and, most of
“Hon.”Tinignan ko si Blue nang tawagin niya ako.“I just have a client to meet, I might not be able to catch up with you today during lunch break.”“That’s fine, Hon. I’ll just go with Scarlet. Makikipag-kita ako sa kanya mamaya.”Linapitan ako ni Blue pagkatapos ay binigyan ako ng isang damping halik sa aking noo. “Bye, Hon. See you later.” Sabi niya saka lumabas na ng opisina.After leaving Blue’s office, I immediately answered Reed’s call on my phone.“I miss you!” Pambungad ni Reed pag-sagot na sagot ko ng kanyang tawag.“I miss you too.” Saad ko.“At last you answer my call to you?”“Because Blue is not here. He has a client to meet outside.”“That’s great! Let’s have lunch together.”“No!” I immediately said.
With each blink of my eyes, I thought of no one but Reed. How can I forget my love for him? How can I forget him? If I have no reason to love him? If only he was always running through my mind.Whenever I see Reed, especially when he is with Gaira, I keep the flow of my tears down to my cheeks.But, I’m doing it right. Forgetting Reed and my feelings for him is the most right thing I would do. To forget how I feel for the wrong person I love, the most right I will do.Napatakip ako ng aking bibig nang napa-ubo muli ako.“Hon?”Tinigil ko ang pag-type sa keyboard ng computer ko at tinignan si Blue. “Hon?” Pilit na ngiti ko tawag din kay Blue. Sa araw-araw, pinipilit ko na lamang ngumiti at ipakita sa lahat lalo na kay Blue na maayos ako. Hindi ko din gusto malaman niya ang kasalanang ginawa ko, dahil ayoko masaktan siya. I don’t want to hurt how Blue feels.“Are
Until now I can’t get out of my mind what I heard about Reed’s wife and what he answered. What does Reed mean by his answer that his wife is resting? Does it really mean his wife is dead? Then why are they looking for Reed’s wife? Even if I wanted to ask Gaira, about what I wanted to ask about that, I couldn’t do, maybe what she would think.“Hon?”Napatingin ako kay Blue nang tawagin ako.“Are you all right? I’ve been calling you but you don’t answer.”“Uhm...” Wala sa sarili tumango ako. “Maayos ako. Ano nga ulit ang sinasabi mo?”Tumayo si Blue pagkatapos ay lumapit sa akin saka hinaplos ang noo ko. “You don’t have a fever. Maybe you’re just tired. Rest first, today.”“Huh? But, what about my work here.”“I’ll take care of everything, it’s more important you can rest.”&l
When I opened the door of our house, I was surprised when Blue greeted me with a hug.“B-Blue?”“I'm worried about you too much. I thought you would leave me.” Blue whispered.I hugged Blue tightly. While my husband was worried, I had almost lost myself earlier and Reed and I continued to do that thing.“Sorry, Blue. Sorry.” I cried and said.“Why are you apologizing?”Blue let go of the hug and I looked at him.“Uhmm ... I'm sorry because you got worried about me.”“Just don't leave without warning and don't leave your cell phone again and again anywhere.”I nodded again abd hugged Blue.“I love you so much.”I secretly cried and just nodded. Sorry, Blue. Sorry for what I did. I don't know how it hap
“Hon?”Tinignan ko si Blue nang tawagin ako.“Won't you ask me anything?”“About what?”Ano ang itatanong ko sa kanya? Mayroon ba ako dapat itanong kay Blue? Mayroon ba ako nakalimutan na itanong kay sa kanya?Umiling si Blue. “Wala.” Sagot ni Blue at tinanggal ang coat saka ipinatong sa sandalan ng swivel chair niya. Pag-upo ko ay bigla na lamang pumasok sa isipan ko si Reed at Gaira. Ang sabi ni Gaira ay pumunta raw siya rito sa kumpanya para ayain si Reed na mag-lunch date mamaya. Pinipilit ko kalimutan ang bawat detalye tungkol kay Reed pero, sa tuwing ginagawa ko iyon ay para bang mas lalo lumalalim ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. I can’t understand why I'm like this. Why I can’t forget how I feel for Reed, when I don’t know him that well or, I haven’t been with him in a long time.&ld
“Reed! Nasaan ka?! Reed?! Reed?!”Napatayo ako nang mayroon ako marinig na isa lalaking sinisigaw ang pangalan ni Reed.“Nurse, si Reed nasaan?! Nasaan ang kaibigan kong g*go?! Nasaan siya?!”Kaibigan ni Reed? Iyon siguro yung Kevin tumawag kanina sa cellphone ni Reed.“Nandoon siya. Nakahiga.” Dinig ko sagot ng nurse.Nang pumunta rito ang kaibigan ni Reed ay agad siya lumapit kay Reed saka tiningnan ang kaibigan.“Kapag g*go pala talaga matagal mamatay.” Natatawa wika ng kaibigan ni Reed.Nang mapansin ako ng kaibigan ni Reed ay tinignan niya ako mula ulo hanggang paa.“Ikaw ba ang sumasagot sa tawag ko kanina sa cellphone ni Reed?”Bakit parang bigla naging seryoso ang tono ng pananalita at kilos ng ka