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I Hate You, Let's Kiss The Princess Rule
*Nathaniel*Well that was shocking.“Are you serious?” Willow asked. “How did you know?”“Oh it was so obvious! I had my suspicions already, but then I saw you two kissing on the balcony on Fourth of July and it was confirmed. I mean your doors are always locked and both of you had secret relationships. I’m shocked no one else picked up on it.”“Why didn’t you tell me Joy?” Levi asked. She laughed bitterly. “Excuse me? You want to get upset at me about things we don’t tell each other? You found your fucking family and didn’t say a word to me! How do you think that makes me feel?”It took me until that moment to realize that Levi and Joy hadn’t revealed that they were dating each other at breakfast. Though with how angry Joy was, maybe they didn’t need to announce it. Maybe it was over. That’s not what I wanted at all. “Joy, there’s already so much going on with us, I didn’t want to complicate that, okay?”“So you told Willow and had her pose as your girlfriend?”“That wasn’t the in
Last Updated : 2023-01-21I Hate You, Let's Kiss Isolation
*Willow*I didn’t ask anymore questions.Levi and I left immediately. Mark met us at the hospital. “What happened?” Levi asked. “Miranda fell down the stairs while doing laundry. I guess she slipped and then tumbled down with the basket. She’s got a sprained ankle and possibly some broken ribs.”“From a tumble down the stairs?” I questioned.“It was a really bad fall.” Mark informed me. “That's too bad.” Levi sighed. “Yeah, it was very scary. Thank you for being here.”“Of course.”We sat down as Mark went to go to talk to the doctor.“Please don’t mention you’re not my girlfriend.” Levi whispered. “There’s too much going on.”“I won’t. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you it was Nathaniel.”“It’s okay, I’m just..it complicates things, but if he makes you happy, then I’m happy.” “That’s sweet of you.” I kissed his cheek.“So Miranda is doing well. Willow, do you want to see her? I think she could use a friendly female face.”“Um, sure.”I slowly walked into the room.Miranda was sitting
Last Updated : 2023-01-24I Hate You, Let's Kiss No Power
*Nathaniel*I was so happy to be out in the open with Willow. We didn’t have to sneak kisses or glances and touches. We were just out. I was extremely happy that Jude and Orlando now knew. I imagined they would leave her alone. That was until Jude asked to speak to Willow on her own. What could he possibly be saying to her?“So how does it feel being out in the open?” Julian asked. “Kind of amazing. I mean the secret was fun and hot, but everyone should know we’re in love with each other.”“Has your mom talked to you?”“No. Has your dad talked to you?”“Not at all,” Julian sighed. “He really doesn’t get it.”“He’ll come around.” I assure him.“You know who did text me though? Lolli.” “Really? What did she say?”“She asked me to send her some of my remixes so she can listen. She loves house music.”“Well that’s pretty cool right?” I smiled. “Yeah, I guess.” He shrugged as Willow came to sit down. I was glad that Orlando wasn’t here. Now that he knew Willow was my girlfriend, I ex
Last Updated : 2023-01-25I Hate You, Let's Kiss Father Knows Best
*Willow*“So…Mom couldn’t make it?” I asked. “She was busy drying her hair,” Dad answered. “Sounds about right.”“And what’s my mother doing?” Nathaniel questioned. “Washing her shoes.” Scott replied. “Busy woman.”“So what is this about?” Willow asked. “Cuz I’m not apologizing to that woman, just so you know.”“That woman is your mother, Willow!” Dad hissed. “She loves you very much.”“You know better than anyone else what she’s like Daddy!”“Huh.” Nathaniel whispered. “What?” I whispered back. “Weird hearing you call someone else that.”“Oh shut up.”“Can you guys be serious for a second?” Scott asked. “Only one.” Nathaniel smiled.“You two need to fix it with your mothers.” Dad stated. “This is out of control. This last week has been hell in our home.”“And that’s my fault?” I asked. “No one told her to react that way.”“What did you think was going to happen Willow? Seriously, honey. When you kissed Nathaniel at that party in front of all those people what did you think was
Last Updated : 2023-01-26I Hate You, Let's Kiss Oh Mother
*Nathaniel*We couldn’t go out to dinner with our mothers. If we did, I was sure we would probably get kicked out. So we had dinner at the Monroe’s. I was sure it was because Bianca wanted a home field advantage and maybe to force Willow to stay there. I was determined to make sure she left with me, though. My hope was that this dinner would be easier than the one with our dads since we had Gerald to take some of the heat off of us. “So…” Willow started. “Why don’t we get down to business? What do you want to yell at us about?”“You know, Willow, before you started dating this young man, you didn’t speak to me like this.” Bianca pointed out. “Are you just not going to address me by name?” I asked. “No, I’m not!”“Don’t snap at my son like that!” Mom stated. “You be mean to your own child, not mine.”“Oh you’ve been mean enough to your son for the both of us!” Bianca shot back. “She’s right.” I muttered.“Excuse me?” Mom demanded. “Come on, Mom! You’ve been ignoring me since m
Last Updated : 2023-01-27I Hate You, Let's Kiss A Family Affair
*Willow*Real love was strange.It was suffocating and yet so easily breathable. Overwhelming but calming. Terrifying in the safest way possible. It was like poison infiltrating your blood and completely taking over. Nothing else mattered but that poison in your body and the love in your heart. That’s what I felt for Nathaniel. What I imagine I’d always feel.Nathaniel’s lips covered my neck as his hands pulled at my clothes. I let my fingers dance on his body, reveling in the feeling of his muscles that flexed every time they moved to touch me. “There you are,” Nathaniel murmured. “What do you mean?” I smiled. “You were in your head again, but you’re back now.” He knew me too well. “I am.”“Just in time for me to make you scream.” He grinned before disappearing under the covers. I gasped as Nahtaniel started eating me out. His eagerness in going down on me had not dwindled at all! It was always like it was the first time. “Oh fuck!” I gasped. “Mhmm.” Nathaniel moaned into
Last Updated : 2023-01-29I Hate You, Let's Kiss Back Off
*Nathaniel*Levi being out with my girlfriend still bothered me. Sure it was in a group setting but people there either thought they were together and wanted them to be together. How annoying was that?I was happy when I heard the elevator ding. I smiled seeing Willow walking over to me. She kissed me deeply. “I missed you.” She smiled. “I missed you too, sweetheart.” We retreated to my room. “So how did it go?”“Um, really well, I think. No arguments, no crying, no glasses broken. I’d say it was a successful night. And Avery and Skyler see what I see which is great.”“And how did Levi’s bio family take finding out you and him aren't actually a couple?” “About that,” Willow forced a laugh. “Um, we didn’t tell them. They might think we’re madly in love.”“And why would they think that?”“Well I think Levi was just a little nervous about telling them that we lied to them. And then to say we’re not together after the kiss-”“Kiss?” I asked. “What kiss are you talking about?”“Don't g
Last Updated : 2023-01-31I Hate You, Let's Kiss Set Up
*Willow*I was so fucking nervous.The dinner that Jude set up was so important for my future. This could make or break my place in the internship. I had to show him that I was ready for this business immediately after I graduated.This was exciting and yet so fucking scary. I needed a new dress and fresh makeup and to look absolutely perfect and ready to take on the world. “Question for you, Willow,” Shauna started. “Do your knees ever hurt?”“From what?” I asked. “Sucking Jude’s dick.”“I have told you that I’m not sleeping with him.”“Please, we all know you are.” She laughed. “Why else would he always be calling you into his office?”“Because I’m very talented and Jude believes in me. Sorry he doesn’t feel that way about you, Shauna.”“I never fucked Nathaniel while he was your boyfriend, so why do you hate me so much?”“Because you thought you were Shauna!” I exclaimed. “You thought you were lying to my face and pretending to be my friend. And then even after he really was my b
Last Updated : 2023-02-03
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I Hate You, Let's Kiss Declined
*Nathaniel* I was kind of nervous for Willow to come with me to counseling. I hoped it wouldn’t change the way she saw me. I knew I wasn’t a finished product just yet, but I was getting there and I wanted her to see that. “Thank you for being with us today, Willow,” Joel smiled. “Thanks for having me. I’ve never been to therapy before.” Willow smiled. “It’s not therapy.” We chorused. “Right, sorry.” She laughed. “So, what happens in…counseling?” “Well we talk about my issues and how I plan to fix them.” I informed her. “What do you got for me today Joel?” “Well, you’re back in a relationship, how does that feel?” Joel asked. “Honestly? Pretty fucking great!” “You’re allowed to say ‘fuck’ here?” Willow asked “Yeah, there’s like no rules here.” I grinned. “Um, I feel great about being back with Willow.” “Do you feel mentally ready?” “I think so.” “Why wouldn’t he be?” Willow asked. “Well, previously in your relationship, Nathaniel used you as a crutch. Almost like a
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Hijacking
*Nathaniel*Being back in Willow’s room was amazing. Nothing was different. She even still had the photos of us up.“I missed being in here.” I kissed Willow as I reached around to unzip her dress. “Espcially your bed.”“Oh my bed missed you too, baby.” Willow smiled. “No, call me my special name.”“Stud muffin.”“Oh sweetheart, I love you.” I grinned. Willow’s dress fell to the floor and she stepped out of it before removing my clothes. I closed my eyes and just reveled in feeling her hands on me again. Finally I was just in my briefs and Willow was in her bra and underwear. I kissed her again as I lowered her down on the bed. “I missed you so much,” I murmured. “I know. Now make love to me, Nathaniel.” Willow smiled up at me. The rest of our clothes came off and landed on the floor. I was breathing heavily as I kissed down Willow’s body. I think anticipation was making me breathless. Her fingers ran through my hair as I hooked her legs over my shoulder, ready to blow her min
I Hate You, Let's Kiss A Crack
*Willow*I never thought Nathaniel and I could be together again.He had done too much. He drank too much, lied, and ruined my relationship with my mother. And now he didn’t really drink, was incredibly honest and he had fixed things between me and Mom.Mom and I spent hours at that restaurant, laughing and talking. Not about my accomplishments or beating Nathaniel. Just about any and everything. Sure, she was still a nut, but she was my nut and I was so happy to have her back. I had Nathaniel to thank for that.I couldn’t lie, I was starting to think that maybe it could work. But did he feel that way? Had I pushed him away too many times now and he was done trying?I wanted to know so desperately, but the wedding was actually happening and I had to focus on that. It felt like kind of a miracle that Lee was actually getting married today.“Where is your mind girl?” Joy asked. “Nowhere,” She raised her eyebrows. “Nathaniel.”“What happened?”“Nothing, but I might want it to again. H
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Who's Coming to Lunch?
*Willow*I had no idea what to expect for this lunch.I wasn't sure what to wear at all, but Nathaniel assured me a nice summer dress would do. I trusted him even though this was super weird. “Do you know what Nathaniel has planned for me tomorrow?” I asked Julian.“Maybe.”“Well what is it?”“A surprise. Sorry Willow, I am sworn to secrecy.” Julian stated. “It's a good thing though right?” I asked. “Of course. I think Nathaniel is way past hurting you at this point. He got tired of himself too, but he’s doing so much better.”“I can really see that.”“You like what you see?” Julian raised his eyebrows. “You still crushing on him?”I forced a laugh. “What? No, no. I mean…why? Does he talk about me like that still?”“Not sure. He’s really trying to focus on being a good person and not just for you, but himself.”“That’s good. It’s what he should be doing. He shouldn’t be thinking about me.”“You’re right,” Julian smiled. “But he definitely still does.”--I got to the restaurant ear
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Momentum
*Willow*I was so disgusted with Jude.I thought he was different. I thought he would actually help me out of the kindness of his heart and because he believed I was something great. But no, he wanted to fuck me.“What a creep,” Levi shook his head. “I’m sorry that was happening all summer.”“I didn’t even realize it. I was so oblivious and I just wanted to succeed.”“I completely understand. I mean I didn’t see how awful Mark was.”“True enough. I just hope I still get to prove myself to other people.” I sighed. “Hey, you’re going to. The great part is he really did introduce you to important people. Your name is still on their minds, you just don’t have to deal with that jerk.” I smiled. “Hm, you're right about that.”“I have been known to be very smart.”We pulled into Katherine’s driveway and rang the bellMiranda answered with a smile on her face. “Hi guys!” We hugged before entering the house. “Willow, I’m so glad you’re here, I need your help.”“With what?”“Well remember th
I Hate You, Let's Kiss The Seminar
TW: This chapter depicts elements of sexual harassment.*Willow*I was frozen in my seat, unsure of what to do. I truly didn’t think that Jude had feelings for me like this or that he thought I had them for him. “Jude, just wait-”“I can give you everything you want Willow. And you can do the same for me.”He kissed me again, wrapping me tightly in his arms. I think this was wrong. He was kind of my boss and I didn’t want to wreck that professional relationship. But I also wasn’t sure how to tell him that.Jude’s lips moved down to my neck as he moaned loudly. I could feel his erection through his pants. What the fuck should I do?I was relieved when my phone rang.I shoved Jude away and answered. “Hello?”“Hey, just wanted to make sure you’re okay. Are you coming home?” Scarlett asked. “Yes, yes! Right now actually see you soon. Bye.” I hung up. “Um, Jude that was my sister and-and she really wants me home.”“You’re an adult, Willow, you don’t have to listen to her.” Jude looked m
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Space and Time
*Willow*“You know, you two are much more affectionate than usual.” Katherine pointed out. “We just feel more comfortable around other people, I guess.” Levi smiled. “Yeah, that must be it.” I kissed his cheek. I think I was throwing myself into my relationship with Levi a bit. I just didn't want to think about Nathaniel and all that was going on with him. It was easier to focus on me and Levi. “You guys are so good together,” Miranda smiled. “I’m glad Willow has a nice guy.”“You’ll have one when you’re ready too,” I assured her. Miranda already seemed so different. She wasn’t nearly as jumpy or fidgety now that she wasn’t with Mark. While Mark was at work, we went to their home and got all of Miranda’s stuff out. Mark had been constantly calling both Levi and Miranda and they blocked him. They were both done with him and I was so happy about that. “I’ve started reaching out to old friends from when I was in grad school. I’m hoping they’ll forgive me for just ghosting them.” M
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Not Therapy
*Nathaniel*Therapy was weird. Every day after the internship, I would go to therapy to talk about my feelings and it was strange. I did like that so much attention was on me, but I could tell my therapist didn't think I was digging deep enough. I hadn’t even told him about my relationship with Willow yet. I just told stories of me drinking too much, leaving out that Willow was here for a few of them and saved me. “This isn’t therapy, Nathaniel, it’s counseling.” He reminded me. “Whatever, it still feels weird. Why can’t we just get to the root of the issue and get it over with?” I asked. “Because you don’t want to go deeper.”“It's hard.”“Lucky for you I’m a very patient man and know how to deal with Watson men.”“Maybe that's what it is. It’s weird that you actually know me.”Joel chuckled. “I guess me being your godfather does make things a little strange.”“You think?”Joel was basically my dad’s best friend. He was his sponsor while my mom was pregnant with me and really he
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Drowning
*Willow*God that was so fucking humiliating. Nathaniel sure knew how to cause a scene, didn’t he?“Wait…you two are seeing each other?” Scarlett asked. “Um, kinda.” I muttered. “Willow, is it so hard for you to sleep with someone outside of this house and family?” Mom practically sneered.Even though I was no longer with Nathaniel, Mom still didn’t want to talk to me unless it was something mean being said. This was the woman I was desperate to have back in my life.“It was me, Bianca.” Levi informed her. “I’ve just really always liked Willow.”“Oh I believe you did start it, Levi. My daughter can’t seem to resist a boy when he gets her on her back.”“Mom, come on!” Scarlett snapped. “You’re only defending her because you were the same way.” Mom shook her head. “So I'm not dreaming?” Skyler asked. “You two are together?”Levi smiled. “Yeah, Mom we are. I mean we’re testing the waters anyway.”“Exactly.” I nodded. “Willow, I thought you were a nice girl, but you broke my son,” S
