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I Hate You, Let's Kiss A Family Affair
*Willow*Real love was strange.It was suffocating and yet so easily breathable. Overwhelming but calming. Terrifying in the safest way possible. It was like poison infiltrating your blood and completely taking over. Nothing else mattered but that poison in your body and the love in your heart. That’s what I felt for Nathaniel. What I imagine I’d always feel.Nathaniel’s lips covered my neck as his hands pulled at my clothes. I let my fingers dance on his body, reveling in the feeling of his muscles that flexed every time they moved to touch me. “There you are,” Nathaniel murmured. “What do you mean?” I smiled. “You were in your head again, but you’re back now.” He knew me too well. “I am.”“Just in time for me to make you scream.” He grinned before disappearing under the covers. I gasped as Nahtaniel started eating me out. His eagerness in going down on me had not dwindled at all! It was always like it was the first time. “Oh fuck!” I gasped. “Mhmm.” Nathaniel moaned into
Last Updated : 2023-01-29I Hate You, Let's Kiss Back Off
*Nathaniel*Levi being out with my girlfriend still bothered me. Sure it was in a group setting but people there either thought they were together and wanted them to be together. How annoying was that?I was happy when I heard the elevator ding. I smiled seeing Willow walking over to me. She kissed me deeply. “I missed you.” She smiled. “I missed you too, sweetheart.” We retreated to my room. “So how did it go?”“Um, really well, I think. No arguments, no crying, no glasses broken. I’d say it was a successful night. And Avery and Skyler see what I see which is great.”“And how did Levi’s bio family take finding out you and him aren't actually a couple?” “About that,” Willow forced a laugh. “Um, we didn’t tell them. They might think we’re madly in love.”“And why would they think that?”“Well I think Levi was just a little nervous about telling them that we lied to them. And then to say we’re not together after the kiss-”“Kiss?” I asked. “What kiss are you talking about?”“Don't g
Last Updated : 2023-01-31I Hate You, Let's Kiss Set Up
*Willow*I was so fucking nervous.The dinner that Jude set up was so important for my future. This could make or break my place in the internship. I had to show him that I was ready for this business immediately after I graduated.This was exciting and yet so fucking scary. I needed a new dress and fresh makeup and to look absolutely perfect and ready to take on the world. “Question for you, Willow,” Shauna started. “Do your knees ever hurt?”“From what?” I asked. “Sucking Jude’s dick.”“I have told you that I’m not sleeping with him.”“Please, we all know you are.” She laughed. “Why else would he always be calling you into his office?”“Because I’m very talented and Jude believes in me. Sorry he doesn’t feel that way about you, Shauna.”“I never fucked Nathaniel while he was your boyfriend, so why do you hate me so much?”“Because you thought you were Shauna!” I exclaimed. “You thought you were lying to my face and pretending to be my friend. And then even after he really was my b
Last Updated : 2023-02-03I Hate You, Let's Kiss Jude's Curtains
*Willow*I felt like all eyes were on me. Even though Anya was stunning and looked like a model, she might as well have not even been there. Even Jude wasn’t paying that much attention to her. “So Willow here is my intern and she’s the most brilliant woman I have ever met,” Jude started. “Willow tell them about the colors.”“Oh um…well I believe that colors can draw a customer in with marketing. So with men colors like green and blue are appealing and with women they like brighter colors. Reds, yellows, even oranges.”“Huh, I never thought of that,” The man next to Jude said. “And how did you come up with that theory?”“Honestly, it was me and Nathaniel. We were talking about how even though certain colors aren’t our favorites, we notice we still gravitate towards them.” I smiled and patted his thigh.“Willow’s favorite color is purple but she loves things that are advertised in yellow,” Nathaniel informed everyone.“I hear you two are forces to be reckoned with,” The man across fro
Last Updated : 2023-02-04I Hate You, Let's Kiss Little White Lie
*Willow*I was so humiliated. I could not believe that Nathaniel had caused such a scene at Jude’s house! I mean a fire at a dinner party? Someone could have been hurt! And to top it off, he was drunk!Like slurring his words drunk.“Nathaniel, what the actual fuck is wrong with you?” I demanded. “You tried to burn down Jude’s house?”“It was an accident, Will, I swear! I was just talking to Anya.”“About what?” “She was crying and shit cuz Jude is an asshole.”“No Nathaniel, you have no right to call him that! He invited you into his home, was very kind to you and you almost burnt his house down!”“Jeez, it was just a curtain Willow.” Nathaniel slurred. “I cannot believe how drunk you are right now, Nathaniel! You promised me no more drunken fuck ups!” I exclaimed. “Well I’m sorry I’m not perfect like Jude!”“I can’t talk to you when you’re like this!”“If it makes you feel any better, I really hate me right now. More than you do.” He mumbled. “I don’t-ugh! I don’t hate you, Nat
Last Updated : 2023-02-05I Hate You, Let's Kiss Hacked
*Willow*How do I trust him now?How was I supposed to look in Nathaniel’s eyes and believe him after he’d lied to me?Sure, a part of me understood. Anya kissed him, he pushed her away and then a fire ensued, so the kiss became less important, but for me it was the lie. Why was it so easy for Nathaniel to lie to me, and how didn’t I see it?Was I too deep in love? Had I given Nathaniel too much too soon? There was a knock on my door that broke me out of my thoughts.“Come in!” I called. “How you feeling?” Joy asked. “I don’t know. I hate being lied to.”“Fair, but…he fessed up right away, Will. Nathaniel loves you and he didn’t mean to hurt you. You’ve lied to him before right?”“Yeah, I guess.” I muttered. “People make mistakes sometimes, that doesn’t mean we write them off.” Joy said. “I didn’t write you guys off for lying to me all summer. Don’t do it to Nathaniel for only doing it for a weekend.”I sighed. “I guess you’re right. And he said the kiss meant nothing to him. He
Last Updated : 2023-02-06I Hate You, Let's Kiss Validation
*Nathaniel*I think I was spiraling.Jude was fucking with me so much, it was making me desperate and a little bit crazy. So I did something that I immediately knew I shouldn’t have, but it was too late to take back. I blamed jealousy and whiskey. They were my accomplices. It’s strange because it’s not like I thought I could really get away with it. I mean I hoped I could, but it wasn’t possible. I had a brilliant girlfriend and a strong motive for what was done. I was fucked. My plan was just to tell Willow what I had drunkenly done. She’d be pissed off at me, but she would forgive me because at least I was being upfront.But then she said she got hacked and I figured that was my out! Lots of people have been hacked recently. It made sense and since we didn’t know who it was, it would just be left at that. Sure Willow would still be working with Jude, but at least she’d still be my girlfriend. I wouldn’t lose her.Unfortunately the guilt was eating at me. The only time I didn’t
Last Updated : 2023-02-07I Hate You, Let's Kiss Age Gap
*Willow*~SPRING BREAK~“Mmm…oh Vance!” I gasped. “Do that thing I like…oh yeah good girl.” Vance grinned down at me. I loved having sex with an older man. It was so thrilling and Vance always knew what he was doing. Not a lot of guys my age did. He let out a loud groan as he finished. I reached up and kissed him. “I love you.”“I love having sex with you. You’re getting pretty good at it, you know?”“I had a good teacher…and a lot of practice.” I smiled. Vance sneered. “Willow, you know I don’t like hearing about you with other men. Don’t do that shit.”“Sorry.”“You’re forgiven.”“I gotta get going. It’s mansion move-in day.” I said sitting up. “Where do your parents think you are?” Vance questioned. “With my boyfriend.”“And they don’t care that you spent the night?”“If you meet them, you’ll see we’re kind of an unorthodox family.” I laughed. “If? Willow, I thought we agreed that I would meet them tomorrow.”“I know, but…I don’t know how they’ll feel about you and I don’t
Last Updated : 2023-02-09
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I Hate You, Let's Kiss Declined
*Nathaniel* I was kind of nervous for Willow to come with me to counseling. I hoped it wouldn’t change the way she saw me. I knew I wasn’t a finished product just yet, but I was getting there and I wanted her to see that. “Thank you for being with us today, Willow,” Joel smiled. “Thanks for having me. I’ve never been to therapy before.” Willow smiled. “It’s not therapy.” We chorused. “Right, sorry.” She laughed. “So, what happens in…counseling?” “Well we talk about my issues and how I plan to fix them.” I informed her. “What do you got for me today Joel?” “Well, you’re back in a relationship, how does that feel?” Joel asked. “Honestly? Pretty fucking great!” “You’re allowed to say ‘fuck’ here?” Willow asked “Yeah, there’s like no rules here.” I grinned. “Um, I feel great about being back with Willow.” “Do you feel mentally ready?” “I think so.” “Why wouldn’t he be?” Willow asked. “Well, previously in your relationship, Nathaniel used you as a crutch. Almost like a
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Hijacking
*Nathaniel*Being back in Willow’s room was amazing. Nothing was different. She even still had the photos of us up.“I missed being in here.” I kissed Willow as I reached around to unzip her dress. “Espcially your bed.”“Oh my bed missed you too, baby.” Willow smiled. “No, call me my special name.”“Stud muffin.”“Oh sweetheart, I love you.” I grinned. Willow’s dress fell to the floor and she stepped out of it before removing my clothes. I closed my eyes and just reveled in feeling her hands on me again. Finally I was just in my briefs and Willow was in her bra and underwear. I kissed her again as I lowered her down on the bed. “I missed you so much,” I murmured. “I know. Now make love to me, Nathaniel.” Willow smiled up at me. The rest of our clothes came off and landed on the floor. I was breathing heavily as I kissed down Willow’s body. I think anticipation was making me breathless. Her fingers ran through my hair as I hooked her legs over my shoulder, ready to blow her min
I Hate You, Let's Kiss A Crack
*Willow*I never thought Nathaniel and I could be together again.He had done too much. He drank too much, lied, and ruined my relationship with my mother. And now he didn’t really drink, was incredibly honest and he had fixed things between me and Mom.Mom and I spent hours at that restaurant, laughing and talking. Not about my accomplishments or beating Nathaniel. Just about any and everything. Sure, she was still a nut, but she was my nut and I was so happy to have her back. I had Nathaniel to thank for that.I couldn’t lie, I was starting to think that maybe it could work. But did he feel that way? Had I pushed him away too many times now and he was done trying?I wanted to know so desperately, but the wedding was actually happening and I had to focus on that. It felt like kind of a miracle that Lee was actually getting married today.“Where is your mind girl?” Joy asked. “Nowhere,” She raised her eyebrows. “Nathaniel.”“What happened?”“Nothing, but I might want it to again. H
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Who's Coming to Lunch?
*Willow*I had no idea what to expect for this lunch.I wasn't sure what to wear at all, but Nathaniel assured me a nice summer dress would do. I trusted him even though this was super weird. “Do you know what Nathaniel has planned for me tomorrow?” I asked Julian.“Maybe.”“Well what is it?”“A surprise. Sorry Willow, I am sworn to secrecy.” Julian stated. “It's a good thing though right?” I asked. “Of course. I think Nathaniel is way past hurting you at this point. He got tired of himself too, but he’s doing so much better.”“I can really see that.”“You like what you see?” Julian raised his eyebrows. “You still crushing on him?”I forced a laugh. “What? No, no. I mean…why? Does he talk about me like that still?”“Not sure. He’s really trying to focus on being a good person and not just for you, but himself.”“That’s good. It’s what he should be doing. He shouldn’t be thinking about me.”“You’re right,” Julian smiled. “But he definitely still does.”--I got to the restaurant ear
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Momentum
*Willow*I was so disgusted with Jude.I thought he was different. I thought he would actually help me out of the kindness of his heart and because he believed I was something great. But no, he wanted to fuck me.“What a creep,” Levi shook his head. “I’m sorry that was happening all summer.”“I didn’t even realize it. I was so oblivious and I just wanted to succeed.”“I completely understand. I mean I didn’t see how awful Mark was.”“True enough. I just hope I still get to prove myself to other people.” I sighed. “Hey, you’re going to. The great part is he really did introduce you to important people. Your name is still on their minds, you just don’t have to deal with that jerk.” I smiled. “Hm, you're right about that.”“I have been known to be very smart.”We pulled into Katherine’s driveway and rang the bellMiranda answered with a smile on her face. “Hi guys!” We hugged before entering the house. “Willow, I’m so glad you’re here, I need your help.”“With what?”“Well remember th
I Hate You, Let's Kiss The Seminar
TW: This chapter depicts elements of sexual harassment.*Willow*I was frozen in my seat, unsure of what to do. I truly didn’t think that Jude had feelings for me like this or that he thought I had them for him. “Jude, just wait-”“I can give you everything you want Willow. And you can do the same for me.”He kissed me again, wrapping me tightly in his arms. I think this was wrong. He was kind of my boss and I didn’t want to wreck that professional relationship. But I also wasn’t sure how to tell him that.Jude’s lips moved down to my neck as he moaned loudly. I could feel his erection through his pants. What the fuck should I do?I was relieved when my phone rang.I shoved Jude away and answered. “Hello?”“Hey, just wanted to make sure you’re okay. Are you coming home?” Scarlett asked. “Yes, yes! Right now actually see you soon. Bye.” I hung up. “Um, Jude that was my sister and-and she really wants me home.”“You’re an adult, Willow, you don’t have to listen to her.” Jude looked m
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Space and Time
*Willow*“You know, you two are much more affectionate than usual.” Katherine pointed out. “We just feel more comfortable around other people, I guess.” Levi smiled. “Yeah, that must be it.” I kissed his cheek. I think I was throwing myself into my relationship with Levi a bit. I just didn't want to think about Nathaniel and all that was going on with him. It was easier to focus on me and Levi. “You guys are so good together,” Miranda smiled. “I’m glad Willow has a nice guy.”“You’ll have one when you’re ready too,” I assured her. Miranda already seemed so different. She wasn’t nearly as jumpy or fidgety now that she wasn’t with Mark. While Mark was at work, we went to their home and got all of Miranda’s stuff out. Mark had been constantly calling both Levi and Miranda and they blocked him. They were both done with him and I was so happy about that. “I’ve started reaching out to old friends from when I was in grad school. I’m hoping they’ll forgive me for just ghosting them.” M
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Not Therapy
*Nathaniel*Therapy was weird. Every day after the internship, I would go to therapy to talk about my feelings and it was strange. I did like that so much attention was on me, but I could tell my therapist didn't think I was digging deep enough. I hadn’t even told him about my relationship with Willow yet. I just told stories of me drinking too much, leaving out that Willow was here for a few of them and saved me. “This isn’t therapy, Nathaniel, it’s counseling.” He reminded me. “Whatever, it still feels weird. Why can’t we just get to the root of the issue and get it over with?” I asked. “Because you don’t want to go deeper.”“It's hard.”“Lucky for you I’m a very patient man and know how to deal with Watson men.”“Maybe that's what it is. It’s weird that you actually know me.”Joel chuckled. “I guess me being your godfather does make things a little strange.”“You think?”Joel was basically my dad’s best friend. He was his sponsor while my mom was pregnant with me and really he
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Drowning
*Willow*God that was so fucking humiliating. Nathaniel sure knew how to cause a scene, didn’t he?“Wait…you two are seeing each other?” Scarlett asked. “Um, kinda.” I muttered. “Willow, is it so hard for you to sleep with someone outside of this house and family?” Mom practically sneered.Even though I was no longer with Nathaniel, Mom still didn’t want to talk to me unless it was something mean being said. This was the woman I was desperate to have back in my life.“It was me, Bianca.” Levi informed her. “I’ve just really always liked Willow.”“Oh I believe you did start it, Levi. My daughter can’t seem to resist a boy when he gets her on her back.”“Mom, come on!” Scarlett snapped. “You’re only defending her because you were the same way.” Mom shook her head. “So I'm not dreaming?” Skyler asked. “You two are together?”Levi smiled. “Yeah, Mom we are. I mean we’re testing the waters anyway.”“Exactly.” I nodded. “Willow, I thought you were a nice girl, but you broke my son,” S
