Validation

*Nathaniel*

I think I was spiraling.

Jude was fucking with me so much, it was making me desperate and a little bit crazy. So I did something that I immediately knew I shouldn’t have, but it was too late to take back.

I blamed jealousy and whiskey. They were my accomplices.

It’s strange because it’s not like I thought I could really get away with it. I mean I hoped I could, but it wasn’t possible. I had a brilliant girlfriend and a strong motive for what was done.

I was fucked.

My plan was just to tell Willow what I had drunkenly done. She’d be pissed off at me, but she would forgive me because at least I was being upfront.

But then she said she got hacked and I figured that was my out! Lots of people have been hacked recently. It made sense and since we didn’t know who it was, it would just be left at that.

Sure Willow would still be working with Jude, but at least she’d still be my girlfriend. I wouldn’t lose her.

Unfortunately the guilt was eating at me.

The only time I didn’t