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I Hate You, Let's Kiss Safe Secrets
*Willow*“Um, what are you doing here?” Gerald asked. “Getting a drink. What are you doing working here? You’re supposed to have some paid medical internship right?”“Well the thing about that is…I don’t.”“Meaning?”“Look, I dropped out of med school and now I have no idea what I’m doing. This was the best job I could find. It pays shockingly well.” He admitted. “Gerald, why did you drop out?” I whispered. “I thought you were so excited to be a doctor.”He sighed. “I’m not. Look, my shift is about to end. Just go in and I’ll have a drink with you. I’m waiting for someone anyways.I nodded before going in. I ordered a vodka cranberry and waited at the table. Girls were dancing on the stage. They were all very pretty.Gerald joined a few minutes later. “I thought you were supposed to be at the comedy club.”“I’ll go back in a few. Show doesn’t start for like half an hour. Just needed some air.” I shrugged. “You okay?”“I hate when people ask me that, you know? No one used to ask me
Last Updated : 2022-12-10I Hate You, Let's Kiss Pretty Face
*Nathaniel*“I didn’t know you could draw,” I commented. “There’s a lot of things you don’t know.” Willow responded. “God you’re an asshole.”“Takes one to know one”“Mature. How did Orlando take you canceling?” I asked. “He got all moody. The man is insatiable.”“Disgusting. You’re not gonna be his girlfriend right?”“What the fuck do you care?” Willow questioned. “God, I'm just making conversation!”“Well mind your own fucking business! I don’t ask you about Shauna. She’s weird by the way.”“How?” I questioned as though I didn’t know she was straight out of her mind.“She seems to think we’re friends or something, it’s very odd.”“Yeah that is weird.” I muttered. I would never mention to Willow that Shauna thought we were dating. Then I might have to admit that everytime I cum with Shauna she makes me say Willow’s name. It’s so fucking strange how quickly I got used to it. “Nathaniel?” Scarlett popped her head in the computer room. “Have you seen Gerald?”“Um, he has his medic
Last Updated : 2022-12-14I Hate You, Let's Kiss Stuck
*Nathaniel*No, no, no!I could not be stuck in an elevator with Willow! This was a living nightmare.“No, it has to work!” I exclaimed, as I slammed the button. “Yeah, keep doing that, I’m sure it will work.” Willow rolled her eyes.“Oh shut up!” I snapped. “Why don’t you get your phone out and text someone?”She reached in her purse and groaned. “No fucking service.”I checked my own phone. Same thing. Instead I reached for the elevator phone. “Hello? Anyone here.”I was met with static and nothing else. Great, so it didn’t even fucking work. What was the point?“I didn’t see Gerald’s car out there.” Willow stated. “So what?”“So he’s not home yet. He’ll get here and see that the elevator isn’t working. We’ll be rescued.”“Yeah, how long do we have to wait for that?” I asked. “How the hell am I supposed to know?”“You don’t have to be so bitchy, you know?”“Neither do you.” Willow slid down the floor. I did the same on the other side. We just stared at each other. I wasn’t sure
Last Updated : 2022-12-14I Hate You, Let's Kiss Thinking of Willow
*Nathaniel*A pool party was the perfect way to relax this weekend. We invited everyone from the internship over to the mansion for a fun day of swimming and drinking. It was finally starting to feel like a real summer.“This is exactly what I need,” Julian grinned as he put his sunglasses on. “An actual relaxing weekend.”“You’re not gonna do…the thing this weekend right?” “No, I’ll take a break. But Monday I’m back on it.”“You have to tell Joy, man. She knows something is up.”Julian groaned. “She will not understand me at all, man. I mean how do I tell her that I love-”“Whoo!” Joy ran out of the mansion and jumped in the pool, causing a loud splash. Levi jumped in after her. I guess we would have to discuss this later. Not an hour later, the backyard was filled with all our friends. “Where the hell is Willow?” Orlando asked. “My dick is twitching for her.”“Disgusting. And I don’t know, getting ready I guess.”“How am I doing with her? Keeping her distracted well?”“Um, may
Last Updated : 2022-12-16I Hate You, Let's Kiss Thinking of Nathaniel
*Willow*I had to look hot today. Never had I felt comfortable in a bikini, but I had just gotten a new one and I was determined to feel confident and amazing in it. I wanted to turn heads and make someone’s mouth water. My dad was right. Summer was supposed to be fun and I was going to make sure it would be for me. There was a knock on my door.“Come in!”“Hey, Willow…oh wow.” Levi smiled. “You um…look great.”“Thank you. What’s up?” I asked. “I uh heard you got stuck in the elevator the other night. Are you alright?” “I am yeah, it was no big deal. Nathaniel was with me.”“Good…good.”“Um…anything else?”“I don’t understand what happened Willow,” Levi sighed. “I feel like you were really comfortable with me before and now you’re not. Did I do something wrong?”“No, of course not, Levi. I just want you and Joy to have all the space and time to enjoy your situation.”“Joy has been keeping you updated then?”“Yes, but don’t be mad at her, Levi, she just needs someone to talk to.”
Last Updated : 2022-12-16I Hate You, Let's Kiss Rollercoaster of Emotions
*Nathaniel*I couldn’t even look Willow in the eye the next morning. The night before, Shauna and I went three rounds and I thought about Willow every single time. It didn’t help that I kept hearing her moaning next door. It bothered me a little bit.What the fuck was Orlando doing to give her that many orgasms? I was no longer sure I was as good as him. That shouldn’t even matter. We weren’t fucking the same girl, so he wasn’t real competition, right?Willow wasn’t looking at me either. It made me anxious. Did she know that I got off to the thought of her? I would fucking die if that was the case. How embarrassing.“So…what should we do today?” Joy questioned. “Our parents won’t be back until tomorrow evening.”“Movie marathon?” Willow suggested. “Lame!” I exclaimed a little louder than I wanted to. I was just trying to start an argument so things would feel more normal.“Yeah, so what brilliant idea do you have Einstein?” Willow snapped, still not looking at me.“I don’t know, b
Last Updated : 2022-12-16I Hate You, Let's Kiss Denial
*Willow*All night I thought of Nathaniel’s lips. How soft and eager they were. How they felt on my neck. How I suddenly needed them on every inch of my body.No! What the hell was wrong with me? What happened was not okay! It was weird! It didn’t make any sense. Nathaniel and I hated each other. You don’t kiss people you hate. You just don’t.It was clearly a fluke. Another competition between us to see who the better kisser was. Obviously it was me. I was a way better kisser than he would ever be! He lost, once again!So why was I still thinking about him?--"Good morning, Nathaniel," Shauna smiled when he entered the dining room for breakfast. "Hey, Shauna. Willow.""Nathaniel." I nodded, not making eye contact. "How was your sleepover? Talk about anything fun?""We talked about you," Shauna smiled. "All about you.""Did you now?" Nathaniel laughed slightly. "What was said?""All bad things," I assured him. "Not one good thing. Because there’s not one good thing about you.""Yo
Last Updated : 2022-12-16I Hate You, Let's Kiss A Heated Dance
*Willow*I was so annoyed.Dinner didn't go the way I wanted it to. Mom brought up my ex and asked why Orlando and I weren't dating. Had she no tact? And why was she so damn invested in the internship? It was mine not hers.Whatever. I was going to get drunk tonight and maybe let Orlando eat me out later. When we stepped off the elevator, I felt amazing. Orlando’s eyes were glued to me and my tight green dress. I glanced over at Nathaniel and saw his eyes were on me too. Was he…checking me out?Had my kiss hypnotized him that much? I knew I was a better kisser than him. I mean he’s drooling over me.“Nathaniel looks good tonight, huh?” Shauna whispered as we waited for the car.I looked over at him. He was wearing a black, short sleeve button up with the first few buttons undone to show off his chest and black ripped jeans. Good wasn't the word to describe him at all.Unfortunately the word was sexy. “Um, yeah, he looks really good,” I whispered back.“You're so lucky, Willow. Nath
Last Updated : 2022-12-16
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I Hate You, Let's Kiss Declined
*Nathaniel* I was kind of nervous for Willow to come with me to counseling. I hoped it wouldn’t change the way she saw me. I knew I wasn’t a finished product just yet, but I was getting there and I wanted her to see that. “Thank you for being with us today, Willow,” Joel smiled. “Thanks for having me. I’ve never been to therapy before.” Willow smiled. “It’s not therapy.” We chorused. “Right, sorry.” She laughed. “So, what happens in…counseling?” “Well we talk about my issues and how I plan to fix them.” I informed her. “What do you got for me today Joel?” “Well, you’re back in a relationship, how does that feel?” Joel asked. “Honestly? Pretty fucking great!” “You’re allowed to say ‘fuck’ here?” Willow asked “Yeah, there’s like no rules here.” I grinned. “Um, I feel great about being back with Willow.” “Do you feel mentally ready?” “I think so.” “Why wouldn’t he be?” Willow asked. “Well, previously in your relationship, Nathaniel used you as a crutch. Almost like a
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Hijacking
*Nathaniel*Being back in Willow’s room was amazing. Nothing was different. She even still had the photos of us up.“I missed being in here.” I kissed Willow as I reached around to unzip her dress. “Espcially your bed.”“Oh my bed missed you too, baby.” Willow smiled. “No, call me my special name.”“Stud muffin.”“Oh sweetheart, I love you.” I grinned. Willow’s dress fell to the floor and she stepped out of it before removing my clothes. I closed my eyes and just reveled in feeling her hands on me again. Finally I was just in my briefs and Willow was in her bra and underwear. I kissed her again as I lowered her down on the bed. “I missed you so much,” I murmured. “I know. Now make love to me, Nathaniel.” Willow smiled up at me. The rest of our clothes came off and landed on the floor. I was breathing heavily as I kissed down Willow’s body. I think anticipation was making me breathless. Her fingers ran through my hair as I hooked her legs over my shoulder, ready to blow her min
I Hate You, Let's Kiss A Crack
*Willow*I never thought Nathaniel and I could be together again.He had done too much. He drank too much, lied, and ruined my relationship with my mother. And now he didn’t really drink, was incredibly honest and he had fixed things between me and Mom.Mom and I spent hours at that restaurant, laughing and talking. Not about my accomplishments or beating Nathaniel. Just about any and everything. Sure, she was still a nut, but she was my nut and I was so happy to have her back. I had Nathaniel to thank for that.I couldn’t lie, I was starting to think that maybe it could work. But did he feel that way? Had I pushed him away too many times now and he was done trying?I wanted to know so desperately, but the wedding was actually happening and I had to focus on that. It felt like kind of a miracle that Lee was actually getting married today.“Where is your mind girl?” Joy asked. “Nowhere,” She raised her eyebrows. “Nathaniel.”“What happened?”“Nothing, but I might want it to again. H
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Who's Coming to Lunch?
*Willow*I had no idea what to expect for this lunch.I wasn't sure what to wear at all, but Nathaniel assured me a nice summer dress would do. I trusted him even though this was super weird. “Do you know what Nathaniel has planned for me tomorrow?” I asked Julian.“Maybe.”“Well what is it?”“A surprise. Sorry Willow, I am sworn to secrecy.” Julian stated. “It's a good thing though right?” I asked. “Of course. I think Nathaniel is way past hurting you at this point. He got tired of himself too, but he’s doing so much better.”“I can really see that.”“You like what you see?” Julian raised his eyebrows. “You still crushing on him?”I forced a laugh. “What? No, no. I mean…why? Does he talk about me like that still?”“Not sure. He’s really trying to focus on being a good person and not just for you, but himself.”“That’s good. It’s what he should be doing. He shouldn’t be thinking about me.”“You’re right,” Julian smiled. “But he definitely still does.”--I got to the restaurant ear
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Momentum
*Willow*I was so disgusted with Jude.I thought he was different. I thought he would actually help me out of the kindness of his heart and because he believed I was something great. But no, he wanted to fuck me.“What a creep,” Levi shook his head. “I’m sorry that was happening all summer.”“I didn’t even realize it. I was so oblivious and I just wanted to succeed.”“I completely understand. I mean I didn’t see how awful Mark was.”“True enough. I just hope I still get to prove myself to other people.” I sighed. “Hey, you’re going to. The great part is he really did introduce you to important people. Your name is still on their minds, you just don’t have to deal with that jerk.” I smiled. “Hm, you're right about that.”“I have been known to be very smart.”We pulled into Katherine’s driveway and rang the bellMiranda answered with a smile on her face. “Hi guys!” We hugged before entering the house. “Willow, I’m so glad you’re here, I need your help.”“With what?”“Well remember th
I Hate You, Let's Kiss The Seminar
TW: This chapter depicts elements of sexual harassment.*Willow*I was frozen in my seat, unsure of what to do. I truly didn’t think that Jude had feelings for me like this or that he thought I had them for him. “Jude, just wait-”“I can give you everything you want Willow. And you can do the same for me.”He kissed me again, wrapping me tightly in his arms. I think this was wrong. He was kind of my boss and I didn’t want to wreck that professional relationship. But I also wasn’t sure how to tell him that.Jude’s lips moved down to my neck as he moaned loudly. I could feel his erection through his pants. What the fuck should I do?I was relieved when my phone rang.I shoved Jude away and answered. “Hello?”“Hey, just wanted to make sure you’re okay. Are you coming home?” Scarlett asked. “Yes, yes! Right now actually see you soon. Bye.” I hung up. “Um, Jude that was my sister and-and she really wants me home.”“You’re an adult, Willow, you don’t have to listen to her.” Jude looked m
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Space and Time
*Willow*“You know, you two are much more affectionate than usual.” Katherine pointed out. “We just feel more comfortable around other people, I guess.” Levi smiled. “Yeah, that must be it.” I kissed his cheek. I think I was throwing myself into my relationship with Levi a bit. I just didn't want to think about Nathaniel and all that was going on with him. It was easier to focus on me and Levi. “You guys are so good together,” Miranda smiled. “I’m glad Willow has a nice guy.”“You’ll have one when you’re ready too,” I assured her. Miranda already seemed so different. She wasn’t nearly as jumpy or fidgety now that she wasn’t with Mark. While Mark was at work, we went to their home and got all of Miranda’s stuff out. Mark had been constantly calling both Levi and Miranda and they blocked him. They were both done with him and I was so happy about that. “I’ve started reaching out to old friends from when I was in grad school. I’m hoping they’ll forgive me for just ghosting them.” M
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Not Therapy
*Nathaniel*Therapy was weird. Every day after the internship, I would go to therapy to talk about my feelings and it was strange. I did like that so much attention was on me, but I could tell my therapist didn't think I was digging deep enough. I hadn’t even told him about my relationship with Willow yet. I just told stories of me drinking too much, leaving out that Willow was here for a few of them and saved me. “This isn’t therapy, Nathaniel, it’s counseling.” He reminded me. “Whatever, it still feels weird. Why can’t we just get to the root of the issue and get it over with?” I asked. “Because you don’t want to go deeper.”“It's hard.”“Lucky for you I’m a very patient man and know how to deal with Watson men.”“Maybe that's what it is. It’s weird that you actually know me.”Joel chuckled. “I guess me being your godfather does make things a little strange.”“You think?”Joel was basically my dad’s best friend. He was his sponsor while my mom was pregnant with me and really he
I Hate You, Let's Kiss Drowning
*Willow*God that was so fucking humiliating. Nathaniel sure knew how to cause a scene, didn’t he?“Wait…you two are seeing each other?” Scarlett asked. “Um, kinda.” I muttered. “Willow, is it so hard for you to sleep with someone outside of this house and family?” Mom practically sneered.Even though I was no longer with Nathaniel, Mom still didn’t want to talk to me unless it was something mean being said. This was the woman I was desperate to have back in my life.“It was me, Bianca.” Levi informed her. “I’ve just really always liked Willow.”“Oh I believe you did start it, Levi. My daughter can’t seem to resist a boy when he gets her on her back.”“Mom, come on!” Scarlett snapped. “You’re only defending her because you were the same way.” Mom shook her head. “So I'm not dreaming?” Skyler asked. “You two are together?”Levi smiled. “Yeah, Mom we are. I mean we’re testing the waters anyway.”“Exactly.” I nodded. “Willow, I thought you were a nice girl, but you broke my son,” S
