*Willow*All night I thought of Nathaniel’s lips. How soft and eager they were. How they felt on my neck. How I suddenly needed them on every inch of my body.No! What the hell was wrong with me? What happened was not okay! It was weird! It didn’t make any sense. Nathaniel and I hated each other. You don’t kiss people you hate. You just don’t.It was clearly a fluke. Another competition between us to see who the better kisser was. Obviously it was me. I was a way better kisser than he would ever be! He lost, once again!So why was I still thinking about him?--"Good morning, Nathaniel," Shauna smiled when he entered the dining room for breakfast. "Hey, Shauna. Willow.""Nathaniel." I nodded, not making eye contact. "How was your sleepover? Talk about anything fun?""We talked about you," Shauna smiled. "All about you.""Did you now?" Nathaniel laughed slightly. "What was said?""All bad things," I assured him. "Not one good thing. Because there’s not one good thing about you.""Yo
*Willow*I was so annoyed.Dinner didn't go the way I wanted it to. Mom brought up my ex and asked why Orlando and I weren't dating. Had she no tact? And why was she so damn invested in the internship? It was mine not hers.Whatever. I was going to get drunk tonight and maybe let Orlando eat me out later. When we stepped off the elevator, I felt amazing. Orlando’s eyes were glued to me and my tight green dress. I glanced over at Nathaniel and saw his eyes were on me too. Was he…checking me out?Had my kiss hypnotized him that much? I knew I was a better kisser than him. I mean he’s drooling over me.“Nathaniel looks good tonight, huh?” Shauna whispered as we waited for the car.I looked over at him. He was wearing a black, short sleeve button up with the first few buttons undone to show off his chest and black ripped jeans. Good wasn't the word to describe him at all.Unfortunately the word was sexy. “Um, yeah, he looks really good,” I whispered back.“You're so lucky, Willow. Nath
*Nathaniel*I kissed Willow again and shoved her against the wall. We were kissing each other wildly, in a silent agreement that we were in fact going to fuck each other to prove a point. I was about to be the best fuck that Willow Monroe had ever had. I pulled at her shirt desperately, until it was off before throwing behind me, lifting her up and putting my lips on her chest. She writhed and moaned loudly as I nibbled and sucked. Yeah I was definitely going to rock her world. Usually I would be more gentle with a girl, but Willow was not a girl who was easily dominated. I would have to work for it. She was already trying to push me away so she could be in charge. I just pressed her against the wall harder. I had to pin her arms above her head to make her stop. I moved my lips up to her neck and sucked hard. She wouldn’t be able to forget this happened.“Oh fuck…” Willow breathed as I kissed her again. She unwrapped her legs from my torso and used her body to push us away from
*Willow* This was madness.When I had basically told Nathaniel to fuck me, I didn’t think it would be this fucking good! He was passionate and annoyingly dominant. His lips were eager, his hands were insane and his tongue was out of this world.But still I had to be better in bed than him. This was the one thing I couldn’t lose. I felt my power slipping when he was eating me out. It was too fucking immaculate. He was handling me so well. My body was shaking pretty much the entire time he was between my thighs. As my orgasm rose up in me, I was literally pulsing against that perfect tongue of his.However, I didn't want to give Nathaniel the satistfaction of making me cum that fast. I did everything I could to hold off on my orgasm. I thought of mundane things and puppies and everything that was extremely unsexy.Nothing I did worked. Nathaniel wanted my orgasm too badly and was determined to give it to me. Feeling his fingers twist inside of me and his hand pinch my nipple along wi
*Willow*When I woke up the next morning I was confused. This was not in my room and someone’s arm was around me. I turned and saw Nathaniel fast asleep. Holy fuck, did I stay the night?!Nathaniel groaned and tightened his grip on me. I had to get out of here before he woke up and I would have to be faced with all that we did last night. Five fucking rounds of the best sex I had ever had in my life. I think I saw heaven last night at one point when Nathaniel was fucking me. I don’t think there was a single part of me that Nathaniel didn’t kiss. I guess I got my wish about his lips on every inch of me.So very slowly, I slid out of the bed and fell on the floor. I stayed there to make sure he was still asleep and then quietly got dressed. I couldn't find my shirt so I grabbed his and tiptoed to the door. As quickly and quietly as I could, I unlocked the door, opened it and then closed it. Success. I went to my door and pressed my forehead against it, trying to process what I had g
*Willow*“Did I do something wrong?” Orlando asked. “What do you mean?”“You didn’t call or text me this weekend at all.”“Oh…things were really chaotic at the mansion.” I said. “You sure that was it?”“Meaning?”“Look Joy mentioned to me that you told her you spent the night at my place on Friday. Obviously that wasn’t the case.” Orlando sighed. “Are you…seeing other guys?”“Orlando, come on. We’re not exclusive, babe.”“Because you don’t want to be. I do. I thought you said you liked me.”“I do!” I insisted. “But you’re fucking other guys? How many? I can handle it.”“Look, it was one guy…it meant nothing okay? It was just the heat of the moment and I didn’t want Joy to find out so I told her I was with you. I’m really sorry.”“Are you gonna keep seeing him?” Orlando questioned.“I don’t know. But I promise it’s not serious.” I said. “It was just sex.”Orlando leaned in close. “I want more than sex, Willow. I want you a-and I know I don’t seem serious or anything like that, but I
*Nathaniel*Well…that was interesting.“So what did you think?” Julian asked. “That was…kinda cool, I guess. I’m seeing a whole new side to you, honestly.”“What do you think the family would think of it?”“I’m sure they would eventually be able to wrap their minds around it, but you’re right. It’s definitely not the norm in the family.”“Thanks for coming man,” Julian hugged me. “It means a lot.”“Hey, your parents would still be really proud of you.” I smiled. “You ready to go?”“Actually I think Charlie said something about an afterparty. Wanna come?”“Uh, I think I’m gonna head home. Try not to stay out too late, huh?” I asked.“See ya.”On the drive home I thought about Julian’s predicament. I wondered what it would be like to be in Julian’s shoes. To realize that maybe the path you had been taking your entire life wasn’t for you. To feel like an outsider in your own family. I was only everything my parents wanted me to be. Smart, resourceful, charming. If I was anything other
*Willow*“Wait what?” I asked. “This is what I’ve been trying to tell you but you’ve been so busy with your boyfriend.”“So you actually want to find your biological parents? Why are you keeping that a secret? I mean do Skyler and Avery know?”“No…how can I tell them? I’m their entire world. I-I was their miracle. They would be so devastated if they found out I wanted to find out where I come from.”I guess that was pretty true.“There’s other people you could talk to,” I said. “I mean Grayson was adopted and so was EJ. Why not go to them?”“I’m scared they’ll tell my parents,” Levi sighed. “I just…this was something I thought I had to do on my own. I wanted to meet them before even telling the family just in case things went wrong…you know like Grayson’s dad.”Apparently when Grayson met his father, he didn’t want him at all. That might have had something to do with Grayson being a thirty year old man when that happened. His father already had a whole life without him. What if the