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ElaineThe meeting went on.Everyone in the council room stood up to show respect to Alpha Earl. He nodded his head in acknowledgement and everyone seated again. It seemed like this was some kind of custom in the Silver Rose pack whenever they had a meeting. And so, we followed. “Again, a pleasant morning everyone.” Alpha Earl greeted. “Is everyone here already?” He looked around the room and gestured to his secretary. His secretary nodded, opened up the folder she was holding, and began calling names for a quick roll call."Dirion Swane… Jair Lockmes..."An old wolf in a robe raised his hand followed by the curly-haired gentleman. As Alpha Earl’s secretary called the names, I took a moment to study the faces of the council members.“Tysius Beral… Yilgon Magna…” The secretary continued the roll call. In total, his council had twelve mighty-looking wolves. "And of course, our visitors: Alpha Tristan Hale, his head warrior Jared, Trevor Hale, and Miss Elaine Scott."We nodded our h
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ElaineHearing this, I couldn’t help but feel guilty. Alpha Earl didn’t need to spell it out. I knew exactly what he was implying. He was referring to the complicated relationships I had with Tristan. Admittedly, I felt shamed, given the amount of lives that were affected by my decision. I couldn’t stop replaying that single, decision that changed everything for Wolfsilver Pack.I knew, deep down, that I had played a big part in this mess. Rejecting my mateship with Tristan had set everything in motion which eventually led to his downfall. I made that choice, fully aware of the consequences, and now I had to live with the fact that my decision had paved the way to his defeat.And yet, I didn’t regret anything. Because when I chose to reject him, I allowed myself to love and be loved by Trevor. And that made everything worth it. Alpha earl continued. “Given the circumstances, I decided to help Alpha Tristan with his training. Our strongest warriors will help him achieve the peak of h
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ElaineAlpha Earl nodded. Tristan and I looked at each other again.“Our warrior training isn’t done here. We don’t have the necessary tools and equipment. All of our warriors have trained at Wolfless Hill. It’s been that way since our pack was founded.”Trevor raised his hand, and Alpha Earl gestured for him to speak. Trevor cleared his throat and stood up.“Can I come? I’d be willing to train with her too.”But Alpha Earl shook his head. He turned his gaze to his council before proceeding to explain.“I’m sorry, but you can’t. This training is specifically designed for Elaine and Tristan. You’re aware of the complexities of their situation, right?”The council members murmured among themselves. I grew worried and glanced at Trevor. He might not be showing it through his words, but I could tell he had more to say.Trevor sat down quietly, choosing not to push the matter any further. I moved my hand behind the table and took his, wanting him to know that everything would be okay.Alph
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TristanMy plan was to get back to the cabin. But somehow, my feet led me to change my tracks and go to the packhouse. As to what I did that? I didn’t know. It was basically instinct that led me there. As I turned to the corner, my eyes landed on the familiar build. I saw Trevor and Elaine standing at the corner of the hall. No, they were talking. But Trevor and Elaine weren’t smiling or laughing like usual. Instead, they looked serious. I could tell they were having an important conversation based on the way they moved. Of course, I had no plan to eavesdrop on their conversation. I wanted to turn around and leave for some reason, my legs wouldn’t move. I remained rooted in my spot far enough to stay hidden but close enough to see everything that they were doing.l could tell that Trevor was frustrated because of the way he ran his fingers through his hair. Elaine didn’t seem angry, though. They weren’t shouting or arguing either. Rather, they just talk. There was tension but there
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TristanI froze and then slowly turned my head toward her. Why had she mentioned that? Who gave her the right to utter those words?I clenched my fists and reminded myself where I was. I wasn’t in my pack and was only relying on another alpha’s kindness. I had to repeat that to myself over and over or else, I would lose control. Adding to that, I had to remind myself that this tactless bitch was meant to assist me in beating Travis. I needed her, even if my mind was screaming otherwise. So in the end, I had to step back and walk away. But Elsa didn’t stop and continued to mock me. “I just don’t understand why you gave up Elaine that easily. Is the mate bond that weak? I thought it was the most powerful thing in the world. Turns out, it’s just a myth. Or maybe, the moon goddess realized you were not worthy of this divine connection after all.”"What the fuck? Did she just say I wasn’t worthy of the mate bond?Oh, hell! That was it. This she-wolf had crossed the line, and I could no l
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Elaine“Make sure to double-check everything.” Trevor leaned against the wall as he watched me pack my things.“I think I got everything,” I replied. I smiled at him as I zipped my bag. “Eat plenty. We don’t know how hard your training will be. Mosquitoes might be everywhere too. Always use your ointment.”I couldn’t respond. The weight of being away from Trevor made my chest tighten. I grabbed a few more things from our cabinet for the journey.“I hope they will provide at least a comfortable place to sleep.” Trevor worriedly said.I couldn’t look at Trevor at that second. It was hard to leave him. It slowly pierced right into my chest. It was my first time to be away from him for a while. Trevor continued to remind me of a lot of things. Slowly, tears clouded my eyes. I could no longer understand what he was saying. “Elaine, are you listening to me?” Trevor grabbed my hands. Unknowingly, I already threw myself unto him. For the last time, I cherish his embrace. I registered the
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ElaineIt had been five hours since we began our journey. My feet were sore already. I could barely take another step. The path added more difficulty to proceed. Meanwhile, Elsa and the other warriors made it look like they were just having a casual walk. Tristan could keep up with their pace without a problem. He trained his body often back in the Wolfsilver.I noticed I was just dragging my entire body just to keep up with them. But I’m more worried about being a burden. So I hid it from everyone.I caught my breath with every step I took. I kept on thinking about the things waiting for me and Tristan. What kind of place was Wolfless Hill? What kind of training do we need to overcome? And how long are we going to stay in that place?“Okay, everyone. Let’s camp here.” Elsa shouted.The rest followed and dropped their things around flat grass beside a huge tree trunk.“The journey ahead is more difficult. We need to replenish our energy.” Elsa tilted his head towards the path ahead. T
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TristanI walked away in shame. I didn’t understand why I let myself be reminded of things I didn’t want to hear. Why did I even ask a question that would only hurt me? Now, the truth had finally slapped me awake. Maybe I needed that. At least things were clear to me now. Elaine and I had no chance of getting back together. It would take more than a miracle for her to come back in my arms.Knowing that Trevor was Elaine’s dream now was a tough pill to swallow. I don’t blame her, though. Now more than ever, I get why she chose him.But earlier, I thought…well…that we still have a chance. “I know it’s a stupid move,” I whispered inside my head. I regretted making another move. I should have stayed away from Elaine rather than trying to force our destiny again. I could feel the hard grip on my fist. Something pressed against my chest. Another heavy feeling I wish to banish.“Hey!” I called out to Elsa. “I’m going to gather some wood.”Elsa tilted her head and rolled her eyes. If only
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TristanI felt the oozing lust in the way Elaine looked at me. But at the same time, I caught a glance of tremendous desperation in her. That broke me into pieces.“I promise. We will get through this night together,” I responded.Elaine smiled. There was still some sense left in her. I knew it was the drug that was doing this to her.Soon enough, Elaine folded her knees and held onto her chest. The pain struck her.“I feel warm inside… so warm that I can’t take this anymore… help me, Tristan.” Then violently, Elaine pulled my arms into a hug.After years of struggling through a life without her, the embrace that felt like home touched my skin again.“Your hug is like water quenching decades of thirst in my body.” Her breathing became heavy in my ears.Elaine pulled the back of my head.“Hey, handsome.” Her voice started to sing a different melody. Elaine now wore a tune of seduction.I instantly pulled away from her embrace.“No, Elaine. Stop this.”Earlier, Elaine was begging desper
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TristanI carried Elaine until we reached the camp. I put her inside our quarters before confronting Elsa. Elsa was completely calm. From the outside, we could hear Elaine’s agony, but these wolves seemed to have no care at all. By the way they stood and portrayed strange calmness, it was like everyone expected it to happen.“Something is off about your medicine!” I shouted at Elsa. “You’re not deaf to hear those screams, are you? Why are you standing here doing nothing?!”Elsa suddenly jumped from the porch, launching at me. It was good that my reflexes were fast enough to dodge the attack. I jumped away from her group.“What the fuck was that?” I exclaimed. Ruther and Mike didn’t bother to help and just watched.The second I removed my eyes from Elsa, she launched another surprise attack. This time, I saw an injection in her hand. I jumped to the side, dodging another shot.“Stop running away,” Elsa told me.Elsa twisted her left ankle and pounced on my whole body. She managed to
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TristanI looked at Elaine, checking every detail of her body. Clearly, the exhaustion in her body was pushed to its limits. We made it up to the last second. The training was a success. But at what cost?“Elaine… Can you hear me?” I asked her.I felt something was odd with her body heat. I touched Elaine’s forehead using the tip of my fingers. It was as hot as a kettle. Her body temperature was soaring high.“This is bad…” I muttered, turning my head around, seeking Elsa and Ruther.Elaine started moaning because of the fever. She twitched her body in different directions. I saw how Elaine clenched her fist, battling against the pain in her.“Elsa!” I called out to her.I gently placed Elaine’s head on the soft pillow and grabbed the towel I threw earlier. Then I soaked it deep into the water in the sink, ran back to Elaine, and placed it on her forehead.“Don’t worry, you’re gonna be alright.” I carefully wiped her head down to her neck, hoping the wet towel would help with the high
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TristanA soul binding? I have never heard such a word. I never knew such a thing existed in our timeline.I put my hands on my head, feeling helpless, not knowing what to do or how to help. Is it even safe? Will it throw Elaine into danger?“This is the most vital part of being a Silvermare. Finally, her wolf wholeheartedly accepted Elaine.”“I don’t understand a single word you say. But this could kill Elaine. She’s not ready to morph. She’s not ready for this.”Elsa countered with a much louder voice.“It wasn’t you who would decide that. It’s her wolf.”Elsa has a point. I have no right to any part of Elaine’s life. I wish to know what’s running inside Elaine’s wolf. Why did she choose Elaine over everybody else? Her gift only leads her to more pain.Elaine continued the process. I could barely stand the sight. The groans of pain drilled into my head. I tried to turn away my gaze.My heart ached and pierced right through my soul. I slammed my arms against the ground in frustration
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TristanElaine suddenly emitted a beaming light coming out from her body. Those bursting beams penetrated the whole area. We took more steps away from Elaine. Elsa and Ruther stood tall in front of Elaine who levitated more into the ground. Probably the same height as the tall trees around us. Fear succumbed to my heart. I was scared and confused as hell. I’m like a child witnessing some things only adults could understand. “ELAINE!” I called out to her. My veins popped on my neck as I tried to scream her name. Her eyes were glowing yellow, shining so much that it made my eyebrows scrunched protecting my eyes. Elsa smirked. While Ruther remains unshaken. These two looked at Elaine like they had witnessed this kind of stuff before. “Now, you will see a Silvermare’s true form,” Elsa proudly declared. Elaine flows with the air. She dances with it. Elaine totally lost will over her own body. The place soon filled with more blazing lights, sparkling magically on the river and any li
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TristanThe waterfall crashed down with so much force. It had overpowered many before, and now, it was pushing Elaine to her limit.“10 more minutes!” I shouted as loud as I could. “It’s just a blink of an eye, and you’ll be done!”From where I stood, I could see how much she was struggling. Her whole body was shaking, her legs barely able to keep her up. She was trying so hard to stay standing, but I knew she was almost at her breaking point.At that moment, I had to accept the truth.Ten minutes probably felt like forever to her. The training had reached its hardest point, and Elaine just couldn’t hold on much longer. No matter how badly she wanted to, her body was giving out.Hope left in me. I know as Elaine’s mate, there was nothing more to do. I threw the towel in already, as a way of saying we did well at this training. This is brutal enough for Elaine’s physique. I knew from the start it was an impossible task. “That’s enough,” I shouted at Elsa. I went down to the water, tr
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ElaineAnother boost of energy surged through my body, but exhaustion was creeping in. I knew 30 minutes wasn’t that long anymore. I was so close to the finish line. Yet, the relentless force of the waterfall felt heavier than before, pressing down on my shoulders like a mountain. My muscles screamed in protest, and my breathing turned ragged.My knees started to bend, trembling under the weight of my own exhaustion. I clenched my fists, digging my nails into my palms, desperate to keep myself upright. I couldn’t fail now. Not when I had come this far. Not when Tristan was watching, his eyes filled with silent encouragement.“20 more minutes. Hang in there a little longer, please.” Maybe Tristan saw how I was about to lose consciousness that’s why he’s yelling desperately. I know I have little to no strength to continue. But I am almost there at the finish line. At that point, I decided to call out to my spirit wolf. “Neeya…” I whispered at the back of my head. My body lost balanc
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ElaineHis words mean a lot to me. It added some boost to my energy. This training improved my relationship with Tristan. We learned to work like a real team. We did well until the first 3 hours. My knees gave up on me again. Elsas stood up from her spot and yelled. “3 hours wasted, Elaine. You let the 3 hours of hard work be taken away by that fall.”Her yelling added another weight like usual. Soon, my mind and body won't work as one. As I see the disappointed face of Elsa, my mind sends signals of pressure and discomfort. My body reacted along with Elsa’s words. It lost half of its strength because I was nervous. Under the waterfall, I feel like a warrior battling for the lives of others. As long as I don’t master this special gift as a Silvermare, more lives will be put in danger. This is war already. So I gathered my strength again and stood tall. I didn’t guard the time. Until I realized how much time had passed when Ruther called out Tristan. “You did it, Alpha Tristan.” T
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ElaineThe next day came, and everyone acted like nothing happened. But I could somehow sense Ruther’s awkward stance towards us. Meanwhile, Mike was left in the cabin like usual.I tried to read Tristan’s mind. But he was strangely quiet throughout our journey. I’m not sure if everyone still dwells in the story of Elsa’s past. I was staring behind her. My heart aches for Elsa. I could definitely not handle her tragedy if that was me. Truly, as a she-wolf, Elsa is an admirable lady for her strength and resilience. “I forgot to tell you something…” Elsa suddenly speaks, still leading our way to the waterfalls. “What is it?” I humbly asked. “If you can’t pass the training today, I believe this has to stop. It’s gonna be pointless anyway.”Tristan suddenly stopped from walking. I bumped into his huge back. “Did I hear it right?” Tristan asked. Elsa didn’t say anything. Tristan chased her. It’s not just him. Even I was shocked to hear about this last training. Though my body recovere
