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I was done. I was so freaking done!I couldn’t hold it in anymore. All the emotions I’d been bottling up surged to the surface, and I didn’t care who was in front of me. I could only bear so much, and I couldn’t hold these feelings back any longer.My heart felt like it had shattered into pieces. Tears streamed down my face, but my frustration burned even stronger. I slammed the pile of folders I was holding onto my desk, and the noise echoed through the office.Nancy looked at me, shocked by my reaction.“Isn’t this what you wanted? To see me quit?”I locked eyes with her with such intensity. I was done listening to her nonsense. I’d reached a point where I was tired of pleasing her or being intimidated by her anymore. All I could focus on was the frustration that had been building up and the deep disappointment I felt in myself for letting everyone down.Nancy shot back with equal intensity. “Yes, I want you to quit, but not like this!”I didn’t back down. The she-wolf I had once fea
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ElaineThe day was finally coming to an end, but it felt like it would never end. The office was suffocatingly quiet. For the first time since I got hired at Roma, I was looking forward to getting home. My body yearned for rest, and my mind craved escape, even for a short while.I made my way to the side of the road. Each step felt like a mile. The weight of the day pressed down on me, and I wished I could just teleport to my bed. I let out a deep sigh, trying to push through the exhaustion. If there were a pill I could buy to ease this fatigue, I would gladly take a few just to escape this feeling.Suddenly, a voice cut through the stillness of the night.“Elaine! Can we talk?”I didn’t need to look to know who it was. Tristan’s voice was unmistakable, and it irritated me beyond measure. I kept walking, determined to ignore him, but his footsteps grew louder and closer. Before I could react, he was beside me, gently grabbing my arm.I pulled away sharply. I narrowed my eyes at him to
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TristanI sat quietly in the boardroom, struggling to keep my composure. The silence was heavy, but my thoughts were louder, racing nonstop. I’d been here for what felt like an eternity, just waiting. Today, I finally realized that if I wanted to win Elaine back, I needed to make a real effort, the right way. As much as I hated to admit it, I hadn’t done enough to understand Elaine’s feelings. I was completely clueless about the kind of she-wolf she was and it was time to change that. I called an unexpected meeting with every household helper in the Alpha Mansion. I gathered everyone who had served Elaine, anyone who knew her or spent time with her while she lived in the pack.A knock on the door startled me, pulling me out of my thoughts. I cleared my throat, trying to hide my nervousness.“Come in,” I said, keeping my voice steady.The door opened slowly, and the head omega stepped inside, bowing respectfully.“Good day, Alpha. They are all here now,” she said.“Alright… let them i
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Tristan“You have a visitor, Alpha Tristan.”I leaned forward, resting my arms on the desk, curiosity piqued. “A visitor? Who?”No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t figure out who would stop by unannounced. The house helper didn’t waste a second before answering.“It’s the she-wolf from the Moon Valley Orphanage.”“Lily Collins?” I blurted out, barely keeping the surprise from my voice. I jumped up from my chair, my heart racing. “Where is she?”“She’s waiting in the guest room.”Without another word, I bolted from the office and hurried downstairs. My mind was full of questions as I reached the guest room door. When I opened it, I saw Lily Collins sitting calmly, as if she had all the time in the world. She set her teacup down and rose to greet me.“It’s been a while, Alpha Tristan,” she said, extending her hand.I shook her hand, unable to hide my excitement. “It’s nice to see you again, Miss Collins.”“Lily. You can call me Lily,” she said, smiling. I nodded and gestured for her t
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ElaineI stood outside Mr. Smith’s office after he summoned me, my heart thumping in my chest. The door, usually a gateway to opportunities and praise, felt more like the entrance to a lion’s den today. Normally, I would have been excited to be called in, eager to share new ideas and celebrate wins. But not today—not since we lost that very important deal with Bride Essentials.Fear clenched my heart as I contemplated whether I should knock or wait until my nerves settled down. Guilt gnawed at me, reminding me why I was in this position in the first place. Facing Mr. Smith had been so hard these last few days, yet I knew I couldn’t avoid it. It was my fault Roma was in this mess, and no amount of wishful thinking could change that.I took a deep breath, trying to steady my nerves, and pushed the door open. Inside, Mr. Smith sat behind his desk, looking tired but composed. Nancy was there too, seated stiffly on one of the chairs. Our gazes met, but her expression was hard to read.For a
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Elaine“What are you doing here?”My voice trembled, betraying the cold front I tried to put up. I crossed my arms, hoping it would make me feel stronger, but it didn’t stop the wave of anger and anxiety rushing through me. Tristan stood in the doorway, that infuriating smile plastered across his face like he hadn’t done anything wrong, like he hadn’t torn me apart with every betrayal and scheme he’d crafted with Megan.Seeing his pearly white teeth as he flashed that charming smile, I felt nothing but dread. It twisted something deep inside me. I felt sick, my stomach knotting painfully. How could he stand there, acting so normal after everything that had happened between us? Everything was broken. Because of him and Megan.And yet, he didn’t seem to mind.“Aren’t you going to invite your husband in?”Husband.That word hit me like a slap. I clenched my jaw, my teeth grinding as I tried to keep my composure. Husband? The title didn’t fit him anymore. Not after what he had done. The ma
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Elaine Trevor stood at my doorway, his signature charming smile lighting up his face. He raised a bag of Chinese takeout in his hand and asked, with a playful glint in his eyes, "Care for some midnight snack?" Before I could respond, Tristan appeared behind me and swung the door wide open. A grin crept across his face, like he had been waiting for this moment. Trevor's smile faltered, slipping into uncertainty the second he saw him. "I can explain," I stammered, feeling panic rise in my chest. But Tristan cut me off sharply. "Explain?" he said. His voice dripped with confidence. "What for? I’m your husband. I don’t need to explain why I’m in my wife’s apartment." His gaze shifted to Trevor. He looked him up and down with barely concealed contempt. "Especially not to him." I clenched my fists as anger bubbled inside me. "Can you stop?" I snapped, my voice sharp. Without waiting for a response, I reached out and snatched the takeout from Trevor’s hands. "Perfect timing," I a
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Elaine“Did he really do that?” Liz’s voice rang with disbelief, cutting through the thick silence between us.I didn’t respond. Instead, I sipped my coffee, trying to steady my trembling hands. The events of last night kept replaying in my mind, over and over. Tristan barging into my apartment, his presence filling every corner, suffocating me. I hadn’t slept a minute since.Liz slumped onto the sofa, still stunned. “I always thought Tristan was a jerk, but barging into your apartment without permission? That’s beyond out of line. He’s completely lost it.”I forced a bitter smile. I never expected him to do something like that. Sure, he was arrogant, but this? The fear I felt as he stood there, towering over me like some predator. I can’t shake it. Tristan was powerful, relentless, an alpha. I felt like nothing more than an insect under his gaze, knowing he could’ve done anything he wanted. I wouldn’t have been able to stop him.The thought sent a cold shiver through me.“Elaine? Hell
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TristanI felt the oozing lust in the way Elaine looked at me. But at the same time, I caught a glance of tremendous desperation in her. That broke me into pieces.“I promise. We will get through this night together,” I responded.Elaine smiled. There was still some sense left in her. I knew it was the drug that was doing this to her.Soon enough, Elaine folded her knees and held onto her chest. The pain struck her.“I feel warm inside… so warm that I can’t take this anymore… help me, Tristan.” Then violently, Elaine pulled my arms into a hug.After years of struggling through a life without her, the embrace that felt like home touched my skin again.“Your hug is like water quenching decades of thirst in my body.” Her breathing became heavy in my ears.Elaine pulled the back of my head.“Hey, handsome.” Her voice started to sing a different melody. Elaine now wore a tune of seduction.I instantly pulled away from her embrace.“No, Elaine. Stop this.”Earlier, Elaine was begging desper
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TristanI carried Elaine until we reached the camp. I put her inside our quarters before confronting Elsa. Elsa was completely calm. From the outside, we could hear Elaine’s agony, but these wolves seemed to have no care at all. By the way they stood and portrayed strange calmness, it was like everyone expected it to happen.“Something is off about your medicine!” I shouted at Elsa. “You’re not deaf to hear those screams, are you? Why are you standing here doing nothing?!”Elsa suddenly jumped from the porch, launching at me. It was good that my reflexes were fast enough to dodge the attack. I jumped away from her group.“What the fuck was that?” I exclaimed. Ruther and Mike didn’t bother to help and just watched.The second I removed my eyes from Elsa, she launched another surprise attack. This time, I saw an injection in her hand. I jumped to the side, dodging another shot.“Stop running away,” Elsa told me.Elsa twisted her left ankle and pounced on my whole body. She managed to
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TristanI looked at Elaine, checking every detail of her body. Clearly, the exhaustion in her body was pushed to its limits. We made it up to the last second. The training was a success. But at what cost?“Elaine… Can you hear me?” I asked her.I felt something was odd with her body heat. I touched Elaine’s forehead using the tip of my fingers. It was as hot as a kettle. Her body temperature was soaring high.“This is bad…” I muttered, turning my head around, seeking Elsa and Ruther.Elaine started moaning because of the fever. She twitched her body in different directions. I saw how Elaine clenched her fist, battling against the pain in her.“Elsa!” I called out to her.I gently placed Elaine’s head on the soft pillow and grabbed the towel I threw earlier. Then I soaked it deep into the water in the sink, ran back to Elaine, and placed it on her forehead.“Don’t worry, you’re gonna be alright.” I carefully wiped her head down to her neck, hoping the wet towel would help with the high
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TristanA soul binding? I have never heard such a word. I never knew such a thing existed in our timeline.I put my hands on my head, feeling helpless, not knowing what to do or how to help. Is it even safe? Will it throw Elaine into danger?“This is the most vital part of being a Silvermare. Finally, her wolf wholeheartedly accepted Elaine.”“I don’t understand a single word you say. But this could kill Elaine. She’s not ready to morph. She’s not ready for this.”Elsa countered with a much louder voice.“It wasn’t you who would decide that. It’s her wolf.”Elsa has a point. I have no right to any part of Elaine’s life. I wish to know what’s running inside Elaine’s wolf. Why did she choose Elaine over everybody else? Her gift only leads her to more pain.Elaine continued the process. I could barely stand the sight. The groans of pain drilled into my head. I tried to turn away my gaze.My heart ached and pierced right through my soul. I slammed my arms against the ground in frustration
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TristanElaine suddenly emitted a beaming light coming out from her body. Those bursting beams penetrated the whole area. We took more steps away from Elaine. Elsa and Ruther stood tall in front of Elaine who levitated more into the ground. Probably the same height as the tall trees around us. Fear succumbed to my heart. I was scared and confused as hell. I’m like a child witnessing some things only adults could understand. “ELAINE!” I called out to her. My veins popped on my neck as I tried to scream her name. Her eyes were glowing yellow, shining so much that it made my eyebrows scrunched protecting my eyes. Elsa smirked. While Ruther remains unshaken. These two looked at Elaine like they had witnessed this kind of stuff before. “Now, you will see a Silvermare’s true form,” Elsa proudly declared. Elaine flows with the air. She dances with it. Elaine totally lost will over her own body. The place soon filled with more blazing lights, sparkling magically on the river and any li
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TristanThe waterfall crashed down with so much force. It had overpowered many before, and now, it was pushing Elaine to her limit.“10 more minutes!” I shouted as loud as I could. “It’s just a blink of an eye, and you’ll be done!”From where I stood, I could see how much she was struggling. Her whole body was shaking, her legs barely able to keep her up. She was trying so hard to stay standing, but I knew she was almost at her breaking point.At that moment, I had to accept the truth.Ten minutes probably felt like forever to her. The training had reached its hardest point, and Elaine just couldn’t hold on much longer. No matter how badly she wanted to, her body was giving out.Hope left in me. I know as Elaine’s mate, there was nothing more to do. I threw the towel in already, as a way of saying we did well at this training. This is brutal enough for Elaine’s physique. I knew from the start it was an impossible task. “That’s enough,” I shouted at Elsa. I went down to the water, tr
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ElaineAnother boost of energy surged through my body, but exhaustion was creeping in. I knew 30 minutes wasn’t that long anymore. I was so close to the finish line. Yet, the relentless force of the waterfall felt heavier than before, pressing down on my shoulders like a mountain. My muscles screamed in protest, and my breathing turned ragged.My knees started to bend, trembling under the weight of my own exhaustion. I clenched my fists, digging my nails into my palms, desperate to keep myself upright. I couldn’t fail now. Not when I had come this far. Not when Tristan was watching, his eyes filled with silent encouragement.“20 more minutes. Hang in there a little longer, please.” Maybe Tristan saw how I was about to lose consciousness that’s why he’s yelling desperately. I know I have little to no strength to continue. But I am almost there at the finish line. At that point, I decided to call out to my spirit wolf. “Neeya…” I whispered at the back of my head. My body lost balanc
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ElaineHis words mean a lot to me. It added some boost to my energy. This training improved my relationship with Tristan. We learned to work like a real team. We did well until the first 3 hours. My knees gave up on me again. Elsas stood up from her spot and yelled. “3 hours wasted, Elaine. You let the 3 hours of hard work be taken away by that fall.”Her yelling added another weight like usual. Soon, my mind and body won't work as one. As I see the disappointed face of Elsa, my mind sends signals of pressure and discomfort. My body reacted along with Elsa’s words. It lost half of its strength because I was nervous. Under the waterfall, I feel like a warrior battling for the lives of others. As long as I don’t master this special gift as a Silvermare, more lives will be put in danger. This is war already. So I gathered my strength again and stood tall. I didn’t guard the time. Until I realized how much time had passed when Ruther called out Tristan. “You did it, Alpha Tristan.” T
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ElaineThe next day came, and everyone acted like nothing happened. But I could somehow sense Ruther’s awkward stance towards us. Meanwhile, Mike was left in the cabin like usual.I tried to read Tristan’s mind. But he was strangely quiet throughout our journey. I’m not sure if everyone still dwells in the story of Elsa’s past. I was staring behind her. My heart aches for Elsa. I could definitely not handle her tragedy if that was me. Truly, as a she-wolf, Elsa is an admirable lady for her strength and resilience. “I forgot to tell you something…” Elsa suddenly speaks, still leading our way to the waterfalls. “What is it?” I humbly asked. “If you can’t pass the training today, I believe this has to stop. It’s gonna be pointless anyway.”Tristan suddenly stopped from walking. I bumped into his huge back. “Did I hear it right?” Tristan asked. Elsa didn’t say anything. Tristan chased her. It’s not just him. Even I was shocked to hear about this last training. Though my body recovere
