Asher and I have been dating for a week now.
He's been so sweet to me and we've been on a date everyday ever since he asked me out.
Stella has been acting weird ever since we had an argument in the closet at the movie theater.
Easton and Emma have been spending a lot of time together, but Easton looks miserable while Emma looks smug.
Everytime Stella and I hang out she tries to find a reason to bring up Easton, but I shut it down before she can continue.
I don't hate him, but I hate how he jumped to conclusions before confiding in me first.
Me, Stella, and Asher are currently at lunch. I'm sitting beside Asher and Stella is sitting across from us and is eating her food with a pissed expression on her face.
"Babe, we should go to the ice skating rink after school" Asher says as he looks at me with excitement written on his face which causes Stella to scoff
"Amelia doesn't know how to ice skate" she deadpans which causes me to glare at her before I turn to look at Asher with a smile
"I would love to go" I say which makes him smile before he kisses me
"I'll teach you" he says which makes me nod before the bell goes off which signals the end of lunch
"Meet me at the Eastside Skate Center after school?" He asks as we dump our trays
"Yeah, Of course" I say with a smile as we walk through the double doors
We share a sweet kiss before he quickly kisses my cheek and walks into his classroom.
"Usually people with boyfriends look happy to kiss them. You look the opposite" Stella says as she walks up beside me and observes my sad expression
She's right.
I have a boyfriend, I should be happy.
But I'm not.
My life doesn't feel as complete as it did when Easton was in it.
Asher's kisses aren't as intense as Easton's.
Asher's eyes don't hold as much emotion as Easton's.
Asher doesn't make me feel as giddy as Easton does.
Asher isn't Easton.
"I just ate too much and now my stomach hurts" I say which makes Stella laugh
"Yeah, Okay" She says before we walk into our English Language Arts class.
We have this class with Easton and Emma.
Oh joy.
Stella and I are the first to get there since Asher's classes start two minutes before ours.
He's in smarter classes than us.
I decide to text him while I wait for everyone else to show up
Me- What are you learning about in your class?
Asher- The anatomy of a jellyfish
Asher- It's quite hilarious
Me- I bet it is
Asher- You seem sad. What's wrong?
Me- How did you know?
Asher- You're using smaller words
Me- Oh. Do you think that we're moving too fast?
Asher- No, Why? Do you feel uncomfortable?
Me- No, I just wanted to know how you felt about us
Asher- Are you sure?
Me- Positive
Asher- Okay. I need to get back to the lesson, I'll see you after class
I close my phone without responding. I really like Asher and I love how he's nice and caring, but I think I need to break up with him.
I'm attracted to him, but I don't love him nor do I feel like I could have a future with him.
"Amelia" I hear someone yell which causes me to snap out of my thoughts as I face the teacher
"Since you're paying so much attention to the lesson," the teacher says with sarcasm evident in their tone "you can answer this question" they say which causes me to nod my head
"What is your opinion on Romeo and Juliet?" He asks which causes me to internally groan.
We just finished reading the book Romeo and Juliet and I honestly wasn't too fond of it.
"I personally think that their 'love' was too unrealistic and random," I say which causes every student in this class to look at me with shocked expressions
This book is our teachers favorite so of course everyone is going to want to hear his reaction to this.
"Please continue" the teacher says as he places his hand on his chin and observes me
"For example, Romeo falls in love with Juliet at first glance. Juliet is set to marry another boy that she doesn't like, so she hangs out with Romeo in secret. When Romeo tries to halt a street fight, he ends up getting Juliet's cousin, Tybalt, killed which gets him banished." I say as I look around and everyone is looking at me with wide eyes except for Emma. She's rolling her eyes.
"Then Juliet is so desperate to be reunited with Romeo that she fakes her own death. Like who does that?" I say as I look at my teacher whose observing me with amusement evident on his face
"When Romeo is misinformed that Juliet faked her death, he kills himself inside of her tomb," I say as I put emphasis on the word faked
"When Juliet wakes up and sees that Romeo is actually dead, she kills herself. And in the end the families unite together and grieve" I say with an eye roll
"I just think that the decisions were stupid" I say which earns me some gasps from students
"Well I think that they had the right idea" I hear Easton say which makes me turn towards him
"What makes you say that?" I ask with confusion evident in my voice
"They both loved each other so much that they were willing to die for each other" he says as he looks at me as if there's a hidden meaning behind what he's saying
"He could've asked someone if the news was true before he killed himself. Usually someone would feel for a pulse to see if they were dead or alive" I say with an eye roll
"Well if you had more of an open mind, you would've seen that his love for her blinded his sense of reality so he did the first thing that he could think of so that they could be together again" he says with an angered expression
He can not get mad at me for having a an opinion.
"Well maybe if you were realistic and not so hardheaded, you would've noticed how unrealistic it is to fall in love with one look" I say as I glare at him
I heard some laughs and snickers around us, but I ignore them.
This is between Easton and I, right now.
"Well maybe if you weren't so against love then you would know that what they had was real" he says in a defensive tone
Is he even talking about the book anymore?
"How am I against love? I do love and what they had was just a phase" I say which makes him stand up with anger in his grey eyes
"You wouldn't know what love was even if I stood in front of you. What they had was more than a phase" he says which makes me stand up and glare at him
"You're standing in front of me right now and I love you. Of course what they had was more than a phase, but everyone around them thought it was a phase" I say as tears of frustration fall out of my eyes
I'm angry, annoyed, frustrated, confused, and hopeful.
I'm very emotional right now so I'm not surprised that tears are falling out of my eyes.
"I love you and I never thought it was a phase so why would you care about what everybody else thinks?" He says with frustration and confusion as he walks up to me
I think we both forgot that there's a whole class watching us.
But to be fair, the teacher hasn't stopped us.
"Because they're right. It was never going to work out" I say which causes him to try to hold my face but I shake his hands off
"It could've worked out. It would've worked out" he says in a sad but hopeful tone of voice
"No, because someone else would've came along and tried to ruin it" I say which makes him grab my face so that we're looking into each other's eyes
I'm breathless.
His eyes are holding so many emotions right now.
"I wouldn't have let them" he says with a serious tone. I reach up and remove his hands from my face before I wipe my tears
"You already did" I say with a sad tone before I walk around him and out of that class.
When I walked around him he looked like I just punched him in the stomach and said that I crashed his car.
He looked worse than heartbroken.
Now he knows how I feel.
I texted Asher saying that I wasn't feeling well and that I needed to cancel our date before I left school.My mom picked me up from school and held me while I cried in her arms.She's usually traveling, so the fact that she was here and is willing to stay a few days because of me makes me feel happy.She immediately took me home without any words and placed me in my room."What's wrong, pumpkin?" She asks me as she hands me another carton of Ben and Jerry's ice creamI accept the carton and start to eat out of it as I look at the blank wall and continue to play the conversation in my mind of the argumentThe face he made before I walked away is currently haunting me.I feel bad.Even though he hurt me I feel like I was being a brat when I put all of the blame on him."It's nothing that ice cream won't fix" I say with a weak smile as my heart continues to hurt with every beat that it takes"I know that I'm barely here, but I know when you're lying" she says which makes me look down as
Asher and I are currently talking by my locker.I feel like I should tell him that I don't want to continue our relationship since my feelings for him aren't as strong as they were."Don't think that I hate you," I say when he looks down"I do like you, but it's more of a friendship type of love than a relationship" I say which makes him smile before he grabs my hand"I understand" he says before he kisses my hand which makes me blush "Can we still eat lunch together?" He asks which makes me smile as I nod my head"Great, now let me walk my friend to class" he says with a playful tone"No, you're going to be late for class" I say"I don't care. They'll survive without me for a couple of seconds" he says which makes me laugh before I let him walk me to my class.We get a lot of stares as we walk down the hall. Hopefully it's not because of what happened during ELA yesterday."I'll see you in a couple hours" he says with a smile before he kisses my cheek and walks to his classI smile a
Remember when I said that Stella and I would go prom dress shopping after school?Yeah, well that never happened.We got swarmed with homework since it's close to the end of the year so we had to put shopping off for five days.When I woke up from sleeping in Easton's room, his mom playfully bombarded me with many questions while Stella just smiled.I told her that him and I were just friends.After I told her that, her mood seemed to dampen.Stella and I are currently at the mall.She said that I would look good in a black dress while I said she would look good in a white dress so that we wouldn't spend all day looking through dresses since we're on a time crunch."You should try this on" she says as she hands me a long sleeved black dress with some lace detailsI take the dress and walk inside of the dressing room. When I have the dress on I look in the mirror and critique how it looks on me.It's off the shoulders and the sleeves are made out of lace while the rest of the dress is
It's currently Prom Night.Asher asked Stella to prom during her third class, so I couldn't witness it but according to her 'It was a dream come true'.I haven't been asked, but Stella said that it was okay with her and Asher if I tagged along with them.I said no since I don't want to third wheel.Stella and I skipped school today so that we could sleep in and then later get our hair and makeup done by her mom since she's a professional."Thank you for doing this Mrs. Hayes" I say as she finishes applying my red lipstickShe used brown shades and a gold color for my eyeshadow. She also curled my eyelashes and applied mascara since I was blessed with long eyelashes. She used concealer so that she could conceal all of my stress acne and under-eye bags. She used some contour and highlight for my cheeks so that my face would look less babyish and more mature. Lastly she used a deep red matte lipstick for my lips and gave me the tube so that I could reapply if necessary."Woah" I say as I
Two weeks later.The week after Prom, the teachers decided to actually teach something useful which is surprising.During testing, every single one of us had comfortable clothes and coffee with us since we have to sit in an uncomfortable metal chair for four hours.When testing week was over, Easton and I spent every single day after school sleeping and cuddling. Only getting up to use the bathroom, shower, or get food.It's currently the last week of school and I couldn't be anymore happier to get out of here.We only have three days of school for this week and two of them are spent doing graduation preparations."Hey, babe" Easton says as I feel his arms wrap around me from behind and a kiss being placed on my cheek. I turn away from my locker, which I'm currently cleaning out, and wrap my arms around his neck before I lean in and kiss him.Our relationship weirdly feels stronger ever since I found out about the truth."Woah, you both. Maybe try not to make out in the hallway where
Finally.Graduation Day is here.I wore a white dress that's fancy but casual.Stella wore a silk red dress that stopped at her knees.As soon as we both got to the school, we walked backstage so that we could get our assigned cap and gowns."You look pure" I hear someone say from behind me which causes me to turn around only to come face to face with Easton. I smile at him before I walk into his open arms and wrap my arms around his neck."I won't be for long" I say with a smirk before I peck his lips and check him outHe's wearing a basic black and white tuxedo which makes me want to bring him into an empty room."Babe, you're drooling" he says with a deep chuckle before he wipes the side of my mouth with his thumb"Fuck, I don't think you should wear tuxedos around me. It makes me want to rip it off of you and take you right here right now" I whisper out as I press our foreheads together which makes him laugh"You know, you're throwing my whole pure comment out of the window" he sa
The dinner was a funny mess.Our Parents got drunk off of Champagne and started to talk about their "Younger Days".Easton and Asher got into a heated argument about Batman vs. Captain America.Stella and I were gossiping about stupid rumors that happened throughout the school year, but we were tipsy so it kinda of sounded like we were whining about them.Easton and Asher had to carry Stella and I home since we could barely stand up.In actuality we probably looked hilarious while we were leaving the restaurant.But within our circle, you can tell that the boys were frustrated because they had to take care of four drunk girls."Remind me never to drink again" I say as I wake up the next morning with hangover. He turns his head away from the television and looks at my exhausted facial expression with a frown."I told you not to drink the champagne" he says with a shrug before he gets up and walking into his bathroom"I didn't think it would be that strong" I say as he walks out of his
"We've been shopping for an hour. Can I eat now?" I ask in an overdramatic groan as I throw my head back in agony"The food court is on the other side of the mall. Can you hold out for a couple more minutes?" Stella says as she holds up a long red dress"I don't want to pass out from starvation inside of a dress shop" I say as I groan in annoyance"I'll go buy you something from the food court while you find a dress" Mrs. Hayes says to me with a smile before she walks out of the store"Thank you" I say before she walks out.Stella continues to look at random dresses, some long, some short."Oh my God" She suddenly gasps out which causes me to turn around and look at her, she has a wide smile on her face and her eyes are shining.I look at the dress and gasp.It's a short white dress with spaghetti straps. The first layer is an opaque white while the top layer is a sheer white. There's also a silver belt attached to the middle of the dress. It looks cute, but comfortable."You need to
6 Years Later"Mommy, Where do babies come from?" My four year old daughter asksShit.I thought I had a couple more years to prepare for this question.I place the knife down that I was using to cut open a package of meat and turn around so that I'm facing the innocent four year old.She has my long brown hair, but she has Easton's grey eyes.This little bundle of joy is Katie Marie Hayes.After Easton and I graduated, we got married a month later.She was created that night.Plus after that night I craved a lot of ketchup, to the point where Easton was concerned that our baby would end up looking like a tomato but his love for me never faltered.Nine months later I got to hold her in my arms for the first time while Easton cried in the seat next to me from happiness and shock.When he finally stopped crying enough to be able to hold her, he was mesmerized.That same night Mrs. Hayes, Stella and Asher stopped by so that they could meet her.Mrs. Hayes cried and hugged me while congra
2 years laterThe past two years have been crazy.Easton and I ended up going to the same college since he was paranoid about random boys trying to make a move on me.We both moved into an apartment that's not far from campus so that we could just walk to school.Stella and Asher got married after our freshman year of college because they "couldn't wait any longer".I was a bridesmaid while Easton was the best man.Their wedding was at the beach so there was a lot of sweating, even though we were practically in our bathing suit cover ups.When it was time to leave I found Easton playing a game of peekaboo with my baby cousin which made my heart melt.I never knew he was so good with kids.A month later, Easton proposed to me while we were at Disneyland with my parents.He claims that he didn't plan it but I kind of feel like he did.Lastly, for the final week of summer, Easton and I chose to have a road trip from Pennsylvania all the way to Los Angeles.I pretty much slept the whole d
I wish I knew where we were going so that I could be as excited as she is.-"Where are we?" I ask Stella as she pulls into an empty parking lot, I look up at the large white building and stare at it in confusion.It looks empty."When you walk inside, take the elevator up onto the roof" she says before she unlocks the car door.As soon as I step out of the car, she drives away which makes me look at her car in confusion since I can't see her.I swear, if I get killed or kidnapped here I'm going to be royally pissed at her.I slowly make my way towards the building before I pull open the large glass doors.I expected it to be locked.I walk around the dimly lit lobby in search of anyone, but I soon find out that it's void of anybody.I walk towards the elevator and press the top button before waiting for the doors to open. I jump back a little when I see a middle aged man in a black and white suit that has a cloth balanced on his wrist standing in the corner of the elevator.A Butler?
"We've been shopping for an hour. Can I eat now?" I ask in an overdramatic groan as I throw my head back in agony"The food court is on the other side of the mall. Can you hold out for a couple more minutes?" Stella says as she holds up a long red dress"I don't want to pass out from starvation inside of a dress shop" I say as I groan in annoyance"I'll go buy you something from the food court while you find a dress" Mrs. Hayes says to me with a smile before she walks out of the store"Thank you" I say before she walks out.Stella continues to look at random dresses, some long, some short."Oh my God" She suddenly gasps out which causes me to turn around and look at her, she has a wide smile on her face and her eyes are shining.I look at the dress and gasp.It's a short white dress with spaghetti straps. The first layer is an opaque white while the top layer is a sheer white. There's also a silver belt attached to the middle of the dress. It looks cute, but comfortable."You need to
The dinner was a funny mess.Our Parents got drunk off of Champagne and started to talk about their "Younger Days".Easton and Asher got into a heated argument about Batman vs. Captain America.Stella and I were gossiping about stupid rumors that happened throughout the school year, but we were tipsy so it kinda of sounded like we were whining about them.Easton and Asher had to carry Stella and I home since we could barely stand up.In actuality we probably looked hilarious while we were leaving the restaurant.But within our circle, you can tell that the boys were frustrated because they had to take care of four drunk girls."Remind me never to drink again" I say as I wake up the next morning with hangover. He turns his head away from the television and looks at my exhausted facial expression with a frown."I told you not to drink the champagne" he says with a shrug before he gets up and walking into his bathroom"I didn't think it would be that strong" I say as he walks out of his
Finally.Graduation Day is here.I wore a white dress that's fancy but casual.Stella wore a silk red dress that stopped at her knees.As soon as we both got to the school, we walked backstage so that we could get our assigned cap and gowns."You look pure" I hear someone say from behind me which causes me to turn around only to come face to face with Easton. I smile at him before I walk into his open arms and wrap my arms around his neck."I won't be for long" I say with a smirk before I peck his lips and check him outHe's wearing a basic black and white tuxedo which makes me want to bring him into an empty room."Babe, you're drooling" he says with a deep chuckle before he wipes the side of my mouth with his thumb"Fuck, I don't think you should wear tuxedos around me. It makes me want to rip it off of you and take you right here right now" I whisper out as I press our foreheads together which makes him laugh"You know, you're throwing my whole pure comment out of the window" he sa
Two weeks later.The week after Prom, the teachers decided to actually teach something useful which is surprising.During testing, every single one of us had comfortable clothes and coffee with us since we have to sit in an uncomfortable metal chair for four hours.When testing week was over, Easton and I spent every single day after school sleeping and cuddling. Only getting up to use the bathroom, shower, or get food.It's currently the last week of school and I couldn't be anymore happier to get out of here.We only have three days of school for this week and two of them are spent doing graduation preparations."Hey, babe" Easton says as I feel his arms wrap around me from behind and a kiss being placed on my cheek. I turn away from my locker, which I'm currently cleaning out, and wrap my arms around his neck before I lean in and kiss him.Our relationship weirdly feels stronger ever since I found out about the truth."Woah, you both. Maybe try not to make out in the hallway where
It's currently Prom Night.Asher asked Stella to prom during her third class, so I couldn't witness it but according to her 'It was a dream come true'.I haven't been asked, but Stella said that it was okay with her and Asher if I tagged along with them.I said no since I don't want to third wheel.Stella and I skipped school today so that we could sleep in and then later get our hair and makeup done by her mom since she's a professional."Thank you for doing this Mrs. Hayes" I say as she finishes applying my red lipstickShe used brown shades and a gold color for my eyeshadow. She also curled my eyelashes and applied mascara since I was blessed with long eyelashes. She used concealer so that she could conceal all of my stress acne and under-eye bags. She used some contour and highlight for my cheeks so that my face would look less babyish and more mature. Lastly she used a deep red matte lipstick for my lips and gave me the tube so that I could reapply if necessary."Woah" I say as I
Remember when I said that Stella and I would go prom dress shopping after school?Yeah, well that never happened.We got swarmed with homework since it's close to the end of the year so we had to put shopping off for five days.When I woke up from sleeping in Easton's room, his mom playfully bombarded me with many questions while Stella just smiled.I told her that him and I were just friends.After I told her that, her mood seemed to dampen.Stella and I are currently at the mall.She said that I would look good in a black dress while I said she would look good in a white dress so that we wouldn't spend all day looking through dresses since we're on a time crunch."You should try this on" she says as she hands me a long sleeved black dress with some lace detailsI take the dress and walk inside of the dressing room. When I have the dress on I look in the mirror and critique how it looks on me.It's off the shoulders and the sleeves are made out of lace while the rest of the dress is