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2020-08-24 08:22:14“I am afraid it was all my fault! For I wasn’t the best husband nor father!” he looks at his hands, avoiding my eyes, I sense his nervousness and embarrassment, his voice is laced with shame when he confessed this, and I am…
I don’t know how to exactly describe my feelings, it is as if I am swinging from overwhelmed to numb, and at one point, I feel that my heart is overwhelmed to the brim that it can no longer feel!
I am surprised by what he said, and the fact that he admitted it on his own is quite applaudable, but in the same time, I am scared of what I am going to hear next! I can’t believe this is it! So simply!
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