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2024-10-29 19:42:56My eyes drifted over to Bellamy as he sat on the chair with his fingers threaded through his hair. I watched him from my position against the wall with my arms crossed over my chest.
He was worried, so was I. Extremely worried as I anticipated the news that we all so not patiently waited for.
I couldn't ignore my frantic heartbeat as my anxiety washed over me and I kept on racking my brain over my impulsive decisions that were
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