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62. Worth

Author: Naomi D.
last update Last Updated: 2024-09-13 02:11:27
Zev’s pov

“I’m worried,” Grace said as she helped me out of bed.

I had been stuck in bed for two weeks, healing from my rejection. Can I call it my rejection since I rejected her? She didn’t accept or even feel any of it. Even if she didn't accept my rejection, she would have still felt it if she had a wolf.

Her lies and her betrayal... In a sense, she rejected me first. She ran away, making it impossible for me to forgive her.

Raiden thought the hunters had captured her. Why take someone that already belongs to you?

Yes, she had a sad backstory, but how much of it was lies? And how much of it was deception meant to trick us.

And the worst thing is... I can understand why she tricked Raiden, but me? I’m nobody. She didn’t have to start writing letters. Had she always known it was me? She didn’t have to let me open up. She didn’t have to get me to fall in love with her.

Everything I taught Lana about werewolves she could have found out in a different way. By reading a book, atte
Naomi D.

I didn't want to spent to long on Zev, so i split the chapter between both of them. as you might know, chapters cost 34 coins whether they're 1000 or 2000 words.So I try to stay near the 2000. sometimes I go a bit over. Atalanta is a bit naieve and actively ignoring her gut. She's not used to being praised or getting positive feedback and feels worthless and guilty. hopefully she'll come to her senses soon enough.

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Naomi D.
the only people she did trust to protect her rejected her and showed her a side of themselves she's deeply scared of. seeing Raiden kill Archer that brutally messed with her head.
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Naomi D.
o and as I see it it's a coping mechanism. she's being dumb and blind to survive. in her mind she's dead if sweets learns she lied and she's dead if she goes to the werewolves for help. and any praise makes her even dumber lol. she's so used to being abused that she ignores all red flags.
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Naomi D.
I used to be very sensitive to any negative feedback, but I've learned to see it as a way to improve myself. to be honest, I am not liking Zev much right now either. so I will have to find a way for him redeem himself. I have a plan. sort of lol. thank you for reading my stories!
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