~ CARA ~
That night, I sat bored and tired, a cup of warm beer on the coffee table next to me, my temple leaned on my fist as my study-group, and half my classmates, got drunk around me.
I was exhausted. After that run-in with Rig, my head had been scattered, and it had taken twice as long to do everything. I couldn’t leave work because the first payment for the year on my room and board at school was due the following week and I was still short. I had to pick up every extra shift I could and pray that I’d manage to get my studying done during the quiet hours at the library.
Not that I’d gotten any studying done that day. Every moment I wasn’t helping someone, I’d found myself staring at a wall, or a book in my hand, replaying that kiss.
It was so wrong, on so many levels… and yet, my stomach fluttered every time it entered my thoughts. Which seemed like it was every other minute.
A ripple of gasps nearby snapped me out of the thoughts—again—and I looked up. The five people who’d been assigned to my study group for Modern Lit stood in a cluster just in front of my chair. Three other girls, and two guys. They’d all insisted that we were going to work better together if we got to know each other. And of course they’d decided that the way to do that was to go to this party together.
I’d been the only one who didn’t want to attend, but I’d come anyway to prove that I’d do my part. At least it was only a casual boozer at a senior’s apartment. My Walmart jeans and school hoodie didn’t make me stand out too badly.
But I had things to do. I was going to be studying for at least a couple hours when I got back to my room in the dorm. So, I was really just waiting for everyone to get drunk enough that they wouldn’t notice me leave.
“For real, though!” I was distracted from the brewing self-pity party by Diana Fowler, the prettiest of the girls in my study group. She was on her fourth beer and starting to get loose. “They called him the Night Walker, and he’s like some kind of vampire or something, because he bit a girl’s throat and she was bleeding really bad and—”
I yawned. I’d been hearing these rumors for a few days. Apparently some girl had been attacked on the weekend. And even though I felt for her, I seriously doubted all this shit about some serial biter. I suspected someone’s ex-boyfriend had played a prank gone wrong—or the gossips were just trying to create drama. Every college needed an urban legend. Ours was called the Night Walker and enjoyed the taste of girly-flesh. Just not enough to actually kill anyone.
“Here, Cara. Try this. My sister doesn’t like beer either.”
I blinked and looked up to find Sam, the brown-haired, lanky guy from my study group standing over me with a small smile. He held out a clear plastic cup filled with something peach colored.
“What is it?” I asked.
“Just pomegranate and mango juice—you don’t drink, right?”
I shook my head, but didn’t smile. Alcohol and I were not friends, but I didn’t feel like explaining that to Sam who’d been a little too attentive in class and not good at taking subtle hints. “Thanks,” I said carefully, taking the cup from him and smelling it. I couldn’t smell any alcohol, but I wasn’t stupid enough to actually drink something a guy made me, so I pretended to take a small sip.
Sam smiled, his eyes bright and fixed on me.
“What?” I asked, my skin crawling.
“Nothing. You’re just cute,” he said, but he wouldn’t stop staring at me.
My Creep Radar flashed an alarm, so I put the cup of might-be-juice-might-be-date-rape aside on the coffee table next to my discarded beer, and got to my feet. “Excuse me, I just need to use the bathroom.” It was a lie. I was going to leave.
Sam’s brows pinched, but he stepped out of the way as I weaved past him. I wasn’t even halfway across the room when I felt eyes on me and my skin prickled. I looked up, expecting to see some drunk guy, leering.
But instead I found Rig Landon, just stepping into the room, surrounded by his friends.
They were like something out of a movie—Rig standing at the head of a spear, his friends lined up either side and behind him.
Charlie, the quiet one with the sandy-brown hair. He was built like a wrestler and the smallest of the bunch, so still six feet tall at least. Jack, sunny and always laughing, with golden hair that fell in curls almost to his jaw. He should have looked ridiculous. Instead, with his broad chest and sunny smile, he looked Australian. Hot Australian.
And then Mack—dark like Rig, but edgier with it. He was all sharp angles and darting eyes. Some girls went in for that kind of thing. I wasn’t going to deny that the guy was handsome. But to me, where Rig felt like a predator stalking the forest, Mack seemed like the snake—the one who would sneak up on you while your eyes were locked on the wolf.
A memory of that afternoon, of Rig’s heated smile, the way his tongue flicked against mine, flashed in my head and my belly clenched.
I would have just ducked my head and rushed past them on my way out, but Rig had already seen me, and that wicked smile of his was rising again.
Bracing myself, I lifted my chin, tore my eyes away from his and stalked towards the door. I had to pass him, but I wouldn’t even look—
A broad, firm chest suddenly slipped into my path and I had to stop before I ran into him bodily.
“There’s my little library friend,” he murmured, his voice a husky gravel.
“Cara, are you—”
A heavy hand landed on my shoulder and every instinct screamed. I flinched and whirled, breaking the grip and shoving the arm off before I’d even thought—only to find Sam standing there, open-mouthed in shock. But catching myself from the sudden movement had made my head spin, and instead of telling him exactly where he could put his hands, I wobbled and tipped sideways into the broad, steel chest beside me.
Rig caught me at the waist, his hands large enough that his thumbs stroked my stomach, while his fingers curled into my back. I was enveloped in that heavenly scent of pine and rain and grass after a summer shower. God, I wanted to sink into that scent, lay my head on that chest, twine my fingers between his and—
“Cara?” he rumbled my name as a question. “You okay?” His voice was oddly normal—and concerned.
“Yes, I…” I was still off balance, my head tipped up and I got locked in that arctic gaze again. “You smell good,” I blurted lamely.
Cheeks heating, I watched in horror as Rig’s face stretched into a knowing smile and he raised one eyebrow. “Well, that’s—”
Suddenly realizing what I was doing, I gasped and grabbed at Rig’s arms to steady myself, to push away from him, but the moment my hands touched his skin thick, hot desire coursed through me.
As if he knew what I was suddenly feeling, his smile turned suggestive and the tip of his tongue appeared, teasing along his lip again… like he remembered the kiss, and he could taste it.
A low groan rolled in my throat. An image flashed in my head—I’d grab his face, pull him down, lay my lips on that gorgeous mouth. Then he’d walk me backwards and pin me to the wall again, kissing his way down my neck and pressing against me until I gasped his name—
What the actual fuck was wrong with me?
I didn’t let myself think. Just shoved off his chest and out of his grip, holding one hand up to stop him when it looked like he might follow me.
“Cara—”
I shook my head and tore myself away, vaguely aware of his friends behind him, laughing. But there wasn’t time to think. I couldn’t hesitate, or he’d suck me back in.
“Leave me alone!” I snapped.
I darted past him and his friends, weaving through the crowd towards the door, my heart hammering in my chest, and my belly screaming at me not to be so hasty.
I could feel his eyes on me for every step until my trembling hand landed on the doorknob. I turned to quickly glance over my shoulder, only to find him watching me. So I yanked it open, letting the chill, night air wash over me and cool my cheeks, sucking it in deep, bracing breaths as I ran into the night.
But even as I ran, that gaze, sharp and predatory, making promises I yearned for him to keep, and promises that I feared, stayed in my mind’s eye and burned in my belly.
I was in so much trouble.
I didn’t stop running until I was safely back at the dorm.
~ RIG ~ Eyes locked hungrily on Cara, I watched her brown hair swing around her shoulders as she slipped through the crowd towards the door. My friends couldn’t stop laughing and nudging each other. “Oh, snap, Rig!” Jack chuckled, slapping me on the back. I shot a glare at my friend, whose gold, curly hair matched his personality perfectly. ‘I thought your Allure was irresistible?’ he laughed through the mindlink, so all of our packmates would hear. The Allure was a power given only to wolves. An ability to cut through fear or distrust in the human mind by overwhelming it with sexual desire. In ancient generations we had used it to lure humans into our grip to be devoured—literally. But generations of evolution and technology meant modern wolves had no need to eat humans. Instead, we used the Allure to soothe the dulled human instincts that warned their weak owners something was deeply wrong when a wolf was nearby. And for fun, of course. But as my friends teased and laughed, I
~ CARA ~The next morning, eyes aching because I’d only gotten five hours sleep, I followed the rest of my study group out of the Modern Lit lecture hall, sighing with exhaustion. The assignment we’d been given wasn’t due until midterms. I was going to be spending a lot more time with this group than I thought.“So, we need to find a time we can all meet and make sure everyone’s keeping up with their assigned pieces of the project,” Diana said. She was the kind of girl who turned heads wherever she went—shoulder length, wavy blonde hair, blue eyes, and a smile that would wrap guys around her finger, but would turn sharp as a blade at the sight of another beautiful woman.I’d spent enough time dealing with the crap dealt out by girls like that in high school. I had no interest in spending months working with her. But I had no choice. The professor had assigned our groups.“I work a lot,” I said as we all turned down the main hallway. “If you guys meet at the library, I can check in dur
~ RIG ~“I heard she ignored you when you winked.”I stood in the middle of the living room of the packhouse, gaping at Mack. The house is mine—purchased for me by my dad for my university years. But all my friends live with me. Dad said it was a good chance for me to learn how to live with other males and establish dominance.“How the fuck did you hear about that?” I said, trying not to growl and give away my surprise.“Diana Fowler.”Even Charlie and Jack in the kitchen groaned. Diana was one of the humans who instinctively sensed the power of the wolves and was drawn to it. She seemed to pop up everywhere. She’d been with Cara the day before when I saw her in the hall. I should have known.“Diana Fowler wouldn’t know a subtle flirt if it bit her in the ass. I didn’t get ignored, trust me.”“Whatever,” Mack piped up. He’d been grinning all morning. I could scent the competitive challenge wafting off of him. “Cara’s not going to fall for your shit. I can’t wait to see you rolling on
~ CARA ~I wasn’t sure quite how it had happened, but I ended up walking through the Art and Lit building with Mack, who was being a gentleman.It was weird.I was only two halls into the building and admiring the architecture—I’d always loved this building with its Victorian era paneling, crown molding, and carved panel frames—when a shadow fell over me and a low voice murmured, “Good morning, Beautiful,” in my ear.Right in my ear. So close, his breath fluttered in my hair.I’d startled and turned quickly, surprised to find not Rig, but Mack walking next to me, grinning.“I’m not that scary,” he said good-naturedly when I just gaped at him.I sighed at the butterflies I got from his smile, uncertain if they were nerves or attraction. Nerves, I decided. I would not flutter over these playboys!“What are you doing, Mack?” I asked, a little bit annoyed with myself for the fluttering.“Just wanted to make sure your week started right—with a smile from a friend.” Apparently his apology t
~ RIG ~I was awakened the next morning by my father, appearing in my bedroom, unannounced.Awkward, since I wasn’t alone. But also, unnerving. Dad wasn’t one for familial chats.I had only a second of warning—footsteps on the stairs that my instincts recognized. I sat bolt-upright just as the door swung open and my father strode in, scanning the bed, me, and the crumpled lump under the quilt next to me.My father’s nose wrinkled, but he spoke through the mindlink. ‘A human? Really Rig? You’re disgusting.’I growled, but gently shook the girl awake, who blinked and smiled at me, then looked horrified when she caught sight of Dad in the doorway.“I think you better go,” I muttered, then stared at my father until he took the cue to turn around and let the girl get out of the bed without being watched.Wolves were far more free with their bodies than humans—yet another reason my father had such disdain for the “weak fuckers.” But this one clearly had good instincts, because instead of ar
~ RIG ~As I jogged up the stairs to the main entrance of the library, anger at my father simmered in my gut, but the draw to get close to the little human, to entice her, made me grin.It was deeply satisfying to remember how Cara had looked at me when she’d realized I’d stopped her from getting hurt the previous afternoon. Definitely a “defenses down” moment. I’d made the decision on the spot not to flirt with her, not to compete with Mack for her attention, but to leave her bewildered and grateful, wondering why I’d just left.I would have laid money Mack struggled to get her attention after that. Soft hearted she might be, but she was insecure enough to notice that his attention had wavered, and probably to wonder what had caused it.I just had to hope I had left her alone long enough that she’d be invested in getting my attention again. I’d intended to ignore her for another day or two—a trick my father had taught me in high school.“Treat them mean, keep them keen,” Dad laughed
~ CARA ~I almost groaned. His voice was delicious when he dropped it so low like that. My stomach fluttered and I fought another nervous smile.He can’t be trusted. He can’t be trusted. He can’t be trusted, I sang to myself in my head. But my very unhelpful mind conjured images from just a moment before of Rig being open and vulnerable, his awkwardness over admitting his feelings about his brother—but, no. I couldn’t give in to that. Even if he was being more open with me, that didn’t mean he wasn’t a complete horndog.Trouser-snake. Remember? I thought. He’s a trouser-snake.But he was also very obviously not okay. Even though he kept smiling, even though he kept dropping his chin and staring at me out from under his brows--trying to flirt—his jaw was tight. Those little muscles at the back kept flexing. And his eyes kept darting away as he spoke. Like he had to watch our surroundings.I sighed. I knew that feeling. I’d always been good at reading people, even people who were good a
~ CARA ~“Hey… are you okay?”I looked up from my lunch tray in the cafeteria to find Meg, the quiet girl from my study-group standing on the other side of my table.“Oh, hi. Yeah. Did you want to sit down?” I said, gesturing towards the chairs where Meg was standing.She smiled hesitantly, then nodded, placed her tray on the tabletop, then sat down directly across from me.For a minute we both just ate without speaking. I was distracted. My leg was hurting—and got worse the longer I was on my feet—but I had to work that evening at the library again. How was I going to get back to the dorm after? I didn’t have to close out the night this time, but I wouldn’t finish until nine and it would already be dark—“Are you sure you’re okay, Cara?” Meg asked gently. She leaned her elbows on either side of her tray, picking apart a bread roll without eating it.I sighed. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to ignore you. I’m just distracted.”“What’s going on?”“Nothing…” When Meg looked at me, clearly sk
~ RIG ~ I let my upper lip curl up and bare my teeth. Let him see that he was dealing with a helluva lot more than a spoiled rich kid. His instincts were dulled by humanity and alcohol, but even his dimwitted senses caught the flash of my teeth. He stiffened. I smiled. “My wife wants to share her wedding with her Mom—we eloped, but we’ve just watched some friends getting married and it’s making her think about what we missed, so we’re going to do it properly. Make another memory. And Cara wants to share that with her mom. So, we’re going to renew our vows in front of everyone we care about. Which, sadly, includes you.” He smiled and I wanted to bite his face off. “You are invited,” I growled. “But you
SOUNDTRACK: “Your Daughter” by Chase McDaniel. ***** ~ RIG (Three weeks later) ~ Getting out of my jeep in the driveway of the house that was the site of Cara’s torture turned my stomach. My Alpha power—still difficult to contain at times, making me itchy and prone to aggression—surged as I took in the cracked cement with weeds and grass growing up, the overgrown flower beds now little jungles of three foot weeds, and the grass that was thin and patchy, and mostly dead. This was the place that her fucking father had made her believe no one could love her. This was the place she’d been hurt. This was the place I wanted to burn to the fucking ground. But for today, at least, that wasn’t the assig
SOUNDTRACK: “Unbearable” by Nathan Wagner. ***** ~ CHARLIE ~ Watching Mack salivate over Natalie as she walked up the aisle was a very specific kind of torment. Because even though I was supposed to be watching our friends publicly vow themselves, my eyes kept drifting back to Meg who, alongside Cara and Tessa, was standing with Natalie today. She looked… stunning. Natalie, always with the impeccable taste that I didn’t understand, but could fully appreciate, had draped all the girls in floor-length, light-green, figure-hugging-but-not-clinging dresses that revealed flesh without being suggestive. It was fucking torture.
~ MACK ~ When Natalie and Cara finally reached us on the stage, I knew that there was an exchange with the officiant. Cara and Rig said something, but I didn’t hear it. I just took Natalie’s hands and pulled her up to stand in front of me. I was aware of people speaking after that. The officiant—a wolf who’d been among the rebels, whose aunt was human, and had become ordained—spoke for a few minutes about marriage and what it meant, but all I could think about was the deep pools of her eyes, that hollow in her throat that she’d offered me the night before last, and how my entire blood hummed with love and desire and— There was a ripple of laughter. “Oh, what?” I asked. Someone had asked me something. Oh, right. “I do!”
SOUNDTRACK: “Don’t Give Up on Me” by Andy Grammar ***** ~ MACK ~ I had been shitting myself. Absolutely, one hundred percent, about-to-claw-my-own-hair-off, crapping my pants. When Cara told me about the human traditions around a wedding, and what she was planning to do with Rig for their vow renewal—which included not seeing or sleeping with each other the day before the ceremony, which sounded crazy—I’d joked with Natalie that we should do that too. I’d thought it would be cute and maybe increase anticipation for when we did come back together after the ceremony. I hadn’t banked on my mate getting cold feet about doing this in front of the packs, and how her nerves would kick my insecurities into gear—and that the whole damn thing would b
SOUNDTRACK: “Break Your Fall” by UNSECRET and Marc Scibilia. ***** ~ NATALIE ~ “This is stupid and… and indulgent and it doesn’t matter! I should never have agreed to this. It’s nothing but a dumb, human tradition and… it means nothing. I’m not doing it.” I stood in the bedroom that we’d made into a bridal suite—complete with three-way mirror—and folded my arms. I’d been staring at myself and all I could see were the imperfections. Tessa had done a beautiful job on my make up, but everything else just felt… sticky. My dress was a touch too tight around my breasts. There were too many people here and they were all going to be staring. I could feel Mack out there panting with nerves, but what if he didn’t like the dress? I should have shown it to him! Why had I let Cara talk me into all this traditional nonsense? “Natalie, you get your gorgeous ass out there and marry that man before he sweats through his Armani suit,” Cara growled. “Seriously, don’t make me turn it into an orde
~ RIG ~I started towards her, but was halted almost immediately as I watched in awe while my mate carved through lines of wolves as if they were butter.Claws, teeth, whirling body—despite her bulk, she moved like liquid, tail lashing and claws like wicked hooks designed to tear through fur and flesh.I shook and trembled because my father’s power was shifting to me and my veins were boiling with it—while the rest of me simmered in the rising rage and terror of the wolves around us.The transfer of Alpha should have been peaceful. There was an established hierarchy waiting, swelling with the newfound power. But my father was a liar and cheat, and he’d encouraged his wolves towards the same.The hierarchy, the elders, his advisors, every pack and family of power rolled towards us, howling in rage and fear.And my wolves, newly risen and brimming with the triumph of victory and the added confidence of success, tore right back to meet them.Mack, Charlie, Jack, and Natalie tore for me,
SOUNDTRACK: “Legendz” by AG and Devvon Terrell ***** ~ RIG ~ Everything slowed to a crawl, time seemed almost not to move at all as I watched my father go for my mate and I turned, twisting, pushing my body in ways I never had, panic screaming in my head, frantic to reach him before he got her. I couldn’t move fast enough. He was going to land at her feet before I did and his power would carry him right to her throat. She wasn’t equipped for this… It all washed through me in that second—the rage for what he’d done, the fury about his injustices, the anger that he would still cheat, even before the witnesses, and the shocking weight of grief because that was my mate. But then the second wave arrived that left me desperate, panicked, humiliated and hating myself. If she died right now it was my fault. My side screamed in pain as I launched myself after him, but my father seemed to hang in mid-air. I had time to see Cara bare her teeth and crouch. Everything moved so slowly I could
~ RIG ~My father saw the opening he’d been waiting for, gathered himself on his haunches and launched at me, the light of victory in his eyes.Instinctively, I didn’t even try to meet the attack, just leaped straight into the air in an attempt to deflect, dropping my chin, trying to hide my throat as my father snaked in—and to my horror, he would have taken me, except that was the moment Stephen howled in the link, then sent images to us both:Himself. Head bowed. Shoulders rolled forward. His human form submitted.To me.It was a boom of thunder right over my head. In any context, the submission of an Alpha brought al