~ CARA ~
I wasn’t sure quite how it had happened, but I ended up walking through the Art and Lit building with Mack, who was being a gentleman.
It was weird.
I was only two halls into the building and admiring the architecture—I’d always loved this building with its Victorian era paneling, crown molding, and carved panel frames—when a shadow fell over me and a low voice murmured, “Good morning, Beautiful,” in my ear.
Right in my ear. So close, his breath fluttered in my hair.
I’d startled and turned quickly, surprised to find not Rig, but Mack walking next to me, grinning.
“I’m not that scary,” he said good-naturedly when I just gaped at him.
I sighed at the butterflies I got from his smile, uncertain if they were nerves or attraction. Nerves, I decided. I would not flutter over these playboys!
“What are you doing, Mack?” I asked, a little bit annoyed with myself for the fluttering.
“Just wanted to make sure your week started right—with a smile from a friend.” Apparently his apology the day before had been real.
I rolled my eyes to let him know the flattery wasn’t going to work, but my skin had warmed under his touch a few seconds later when he put a hand to my back to help me move around a couple guys standing in the middle of the hall, looking like they might come to blows.
“You look pretty,” he whispered, grinning and leaning into my ear. “Did you do something different with your hair?”
It was totally a line—my hair was in a messy bun, and I was wearing the same oversized hoodie I wore most days in fall.
I was about to burn him about trying to flatter me into bed, when a high voice shrieked from behind us, “Mack! Oh my god! Last night was amazing!”
I hesitated and Mack frowned as he turned to look over his shoulder—just as a girl barreled between us, throwing herself at Mack, forcing him to catch her or she’d fall on her ass right there on the floor.
Mack made a strange growling noise, but I was thrown sideways when the girl’s shoulder slammed against mine, throwing me into the wall.
For a blink the dark, wood carvings that I’d always admired on the walls loomed as I was shoved towards them—the points of curling leaves and carved ledges suddenly looking far more like weapons than whimsy. But I was completely off balance and couldn’t stop myself from falling.
I yelped and tried to reach out, but it was an awkward angle and my shoulder slammed painfully into the wall, my head whip-lashing to the side.
I’d had a lifetime of injuries and blows to prepare me. Time slowed as I waited for the screaming pain of the points from the carvings to dig into my temple, waited for the impact to echo in my skull like a basketball bouncing on cement.
But shockingly, my head smacked against something warm and firm—but smooth. And though there was a snap, like the crackle of static electricity, my head didn’t ring and there were no lights behind my eyes.
A quick grunt sounded in my ear, and a strong arm caught me around the middle as I almost tumbled to the floor.
But then I wasn’t moving anymore, I was just standing there, gripping the hand that held my stomach and the arm that braced me like a warm, iron bar.
“Are you okay?” The voice was deep and quivered in my hair, washing me in that heavenly scent of pine and warm earth and—
I groaned and turned to find Rig staring down at me with those incredible eyes, his hair falling over his forehead, one hand on the carved framing, right where my head had hit, gripping it, with an angry red mark on the back of his hand.
“Rig?” I asked dumbly. Like he wasn’t standing right there, grinning at my obvious discomfort.
“At your service,” he said dryly.
“What a fucking hero,” Mack muttered. But then the girl who’d thrown herself at Mack shrieked again—something about needing to see him again that night.
I swallowed hard and turned back to Rig. “I’m sorry, are you okay? Is your hand okay? I hit it hard—”
“You need to be more careful,” Rig said, his expression going dark. “You’re very… breakable.” His eyes didn’t leave mine.
My heart and stomach flipped at the same time. I bit my lip.
But Mack broke the moment by reaching for my arm. “More importantly, are you okay?”
Rig turned to his friend slowly, like he was reluctant, raising one eyebrow. “Mack. Thirty seconds too late, as usual.”
“Shut up, Rig.”
But Rig was frowning at his own hand, staring at it, opening and closing his fingers, like he was testing it for pain.
“I hurt you. I’m sorry—” I started, but Rig just shook his head. I waited for him to look up again, to lock eyes with me as he always had before, for the smolder of that gaze to heat my stomach…
“I’m fine,” he muttered. But for the first time, Rig looked disturbed. He didn’t meet my eyes again, but turned to his friend, still opening and closing his hand. “I’ll see you guys later.”
Then he turned on his heel and walked away, disappearing around a corner halfway down the hall in seconds, the eyes of the students passing in the halls following him.
I wasn’t the only one surprised. Mack stared after him too, his brows high and mouth half-open as the girl hopped and giggled and tried to keep his attention. But Mack just turned to me, smiling an odd smile.
“I… apologize for my friend. He’s an animal. No manners at all,” he said, with a curious glance back in the direction Rig had disappeared. “Seriously, are you okay, Cara?”
“I’m fine,” I echoed Rig’s response. “But what’s going on with Rig?” I asked pointedly, a little embarrassed to be so obviously concerned, but also truly worried that I’d hurt him.
“I don’t know,” Mack said slowly, looking back up the hallway. “He’s just tired, probably,” he said, distractedly. His lips moved as if he muttered under his breath, but all she caught was “…strategy…” which made no sense.
The girl clinging to his arm made a frustrated noise, but Mack ignored her. I didn’t miss that. He’d obviously had something with this girl, yet here she was, practically throwing herself at him while he completely ignored her for me.
Speaking of trouser-snakes.
Suddenly uneasy, I made some vague excuse to Mack about heading to class and hurried away from his strangely frustrated gaze. But even when I made it to class, I couldn’t really concentrate. My head hurt a little bit… but I couldn’t stop thinking about the dark, uneasy expression on Rig’s normally handsome, flirtatious face. I kept pushing the image away, but it always crowded back.
I reminded myself that if Rig wasn’t playing a game with me anymore, that was a good thing. I needed to focus on classes, and shifts at work, not handsome players.
Still, I couldn’t shake the uneasy dread coating my stomach. I tried to stifle it. I didn’t know much about guys, but I knew that caring about how a guy like Rig felt would only end in hurt. These guys were trouble. All of them.
Rolling my shoulders and lifting my head, I made myself focus on the professor, and not Rig Landon.
Nothing good was ever going to come out of being close to him. But getting myself a degree and a decent job and my own apartment… that was only going to make life better.
So I made my notes and flicked away any errant thoughts about Rig Landon or his friends. Because in the end, they just didn’t matter.
At least, that’s what I told myself.
~ RIG ~I was awakened the next morning by my father, appearing in my bedroom, unannounced.Awkward, since I wasn’t alone. But also, unnerving. Dad wasn’t one for familial chats.I had only a second of warning—footsteps on the stairs that my instincts recognized. I sat bolt-upright just as the door swung open and my father strode in, scanning the bed, me, and the crumpled lump under the quilt next to me.My father’s nose wrinkled, but he spoke through the mindlink. ‘A human? Really Rig? You’re disgusting.’I growled, but gently shook the girl awake, who blinked and smiled at me, then looked horrified when she caught sight of Dad in the doorway.“I think you better go,” I muttered, then stared at my father until he took the cue to turn around and let the girl get out of the bed without being watched.Wolves were far more free with their bodies than humans—yet another reason my father had such disdain for the “weak fuckers.” But this one clearly had good instincts, because instead of ar
~ RIG ~As I jogged up the stairs to the main entrance of the library, anger at my father simmered in my gut, but the draw to get close to the little human, to entice her, made me grin.It was deeply satisfying to remember how Cara had looked at me when she’d realized I’d stopped her from getting hurt the previous afternoon. Definitely a “defenses down” moment. I’d made the decision on the spot not to flirt with her, not to compete with Mack for her attention, but to leave her bewildered and grateful, wondering why I’d just left.I would have laid money Mack struggled to get her attention after that. Soft hearted she might be, but she was insecure enough to notice that his attention had wavered, and probably to wonder what had caused it.I just had to hope I had left her alone long enough that she’d be invested in getting my attention again. I’d intended to ignore her for another day or two—a trick my father had taught me in high school.“Treat them mean, keep them keen,” Dad laughed
~ CARA ~I almost groaned. His voice was delicious when he dropped it so low like that. My stomach fluttered and I fought another nervous smile.He can’t be trusted. He can’t be trusted. He can’t be trusted, I sang to myself in my head. But my very unhelpful mind conjured images from just a moment before of Rig being open and vulnerable, his awkwardness over admitting his feelings about his brother—but, no. I couldn’t give in to that. Even if he was being more open with me, that didn’t mean he wasn’t a complete horndog.Trouser-snake. Remember? I thought. He’s a trouser-snake.But he was also very obviously not okay. Even though he kept smiling, even though he kept dropping his chin and staring at me out from under his brows--trying to flirt—his jaw was tight. Those little muscles at the back kept flexing. And his eyes kept darting away as he spoke. Like he had to watch our surroundings.I sighed. I knew that feeling. I’d always been good at reading people, even people who were good a
~ CARA ~“Hey… are you okay?”I looked up from my lunch tray in the cafeteria to find Meg, the quiet girl from my study-group standing on the other side of my table.“Oh, hi. Yeah. Did you want to sit down?” I said, gesturing towards the chairs where Meg was standing.She smiled hesitantly, then nodded, placed her tray on the tabletop, then sat down directly across from me.For a minute we both just ate without speaking. I was distracted. My leg was hurting—and got worse the longer I was on my feet—but I had to work that evening at the library again. How was I going to get back to the dorm after? I didn’t have to close out the night this time, but I wouldn’t finish until nine and it would already be dark—“Are you sure you’re okay, Cara?” Meg asked gently. She leaned her elbows on either side of her tray, picking apart a bread roll without eating it.I sighed. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to ignore you. I’m just distracted.”“What’s going on?”“Nothing…” When Meg looked at me, clearly sk
~ RIG ~I leaned onto the top of the desk and smiled, waiting for my turn as Cara finished giving some freshman instructions on how to find the reference texts they were looking for.She looked pale and a little tired, but she’d noticed me arriving, and her scent had lifted. I’d had to fight down a smug smile.“Hey,” I said when she turned towards me. “How are—”“I know I was freaking out, but it wasn’t that bad, I was just nervous, but I have the number for Campus Security, and they already said they’ll give me a ride. I just have to call them and wait if they’re already taking someone else, that’s all,” she blurted out, all in a rush.I blinked, confused. “I’m… glad you got whatever it was sorted out, but I was just—”“No, Rig. I told Mack it’s not necessary, and I meant it.”“Told Mack… what exactly?” Wait, she’d been talking to Mack?Fucker.Cara had folded her arms, but now her forehead pinched. “Aren’t you here because he told you that I was being weird at lunch?”“You had lunch
~ RIG ~I almost shifted, but if this thing was just a strange human, or if there were other humans around I needed to be in human form—and not be naked. So with a low growl, I moved as quickly as any human witness would think was realistic, following Cara’s trail deeper into the trees.Why had she done it? Why had she come in here alone after what had already happened?A tiny voice nudged at the back of his mind—why had I let her? But I shook it off. She was human and an adult. Not my responsibility.Moments. It took only moments to find the trail and follow it at a full sprint, first down the trail, then, where her scent mingled with that other thing, into the trees and underbrush.Teeth bared, hands whipping branches aside, I tore through the trees, then broke out into a small clearing where the moonlight turned everything silver and black… and my chest turned to stone.The moment I broke through the trees, the male on the other side of the clearing froze.He held Cara facing me, o
~ RIG ~“Yes, I’m certain. It was one guy. But he had… he had a dog or something with him.” I said the words carefully, avoiding Cara’s eyes, praying she didn’t hear me. There were lights in the clearing now. The Police Officer stood just a couple feet away, his notebook in his hand and a stern look on his face. Cara, the wound on her neck already cleaned and covered, was being strapped to the board so the ambulance officers could carry her out, but her knee was causing her a lot of pain.“We have had a couple of attacks recently. But no one has seen them except the victims. You’re absolutely sure—”“Did I stutter?” I snarled. My tension was growing, but they didn’t know that. The officer’s face tightened and I made myself take a breath. My frustration wasn’t for this human, but for the conversation going on in my head between my packmates who had followed the creature’s trail all the way to the main street just outside of Campus where it went cold.Either the thing had a car, or some
~ RIG ~I had to think fast. She was growing suspicious and I couldn’t use the Allure to soothe her.“Because you need help,” I said simply.“Bullshit, Rig. There are girls all over campus who need help. Why me?”“I’ve had to save you twice already,” I said with a wink. “If the hospital kills you now, it will have been for nothing.”But Cara didn’t grin with me. She shifted uncomfortably on the bed, but didn’t say anything. For the first time, I wished I could mindlink with her, hear her thoughts. Understand what she was thinking. Because my own instincts were on high alert, too. I doubted it was good.As her scent prickled and grew hard, I scrambled. I needed to distract her from her suspicions before she convinced herself not to trust me at all.“I’ll go get us some coffee,” I said suddenly. “There’s an espresso shop downstairs. It’s probably crap, but it’ll keep us alert anyway. You have to keep an eye on the doctors. They’re always trying to screw you on the charges.” I laughed un
~ RIG ~ I let my upper lip curl up and bare my teeth. Let him see that he was dealing with a helluva lot more than a spoiled rich kid. His instincts were dulled by humanity and alcohol, but even his dimwitted senses caught the flash of my teeth. He stiffened. I smiled. “My wife wants to share her wedding with her Mom—we eloped, but we’ve just watched some friends getting married and it’s making her think about what we missed, so we’re going to do it properly. Make another memory. And Cara wants to share that with her mom. So, we’re going to renew our vows in front of everyone we care about. Which, sadly, includes you.” He smiled and I wanted to bite his face off. “You are invited,” I growled. “But you
SOUNDTRACK: “Your Daughter” by Chase McDaniel. ***** ~ RIG (Three weeks later) ~ Getting out of my jeep in the driveway of the house that was the site of Cara’s torture turned my stomach. My Alpha power—still difficult to contain at times, making me itchy and prone to aggression—surged as I took in the cracked cement with weeds and grass growing up, the overgrown flower beds now little jungles of three foot weeds, and the grass that was thin and patchy, and mostly dead. This was the place that her fucking father had made her believe no one could love her. This was the place she’d been hurt. This was the place I wanted to burn to the fucking ground. But for today, at least, that wasn’t the assig
SOUNDTRACK: “Unbearable” by Nathan Wagner. ***** ~ CHARLIE ~ Watching Mack salivate over Natalie as she walked up the aisle was a very specific kind of torment. Because even though I was supposed to be watching our friends publicly vow themselves, my eyes kept drifting back to Meg who, alongside Cara and Tessa, was standing with Natalie today. She looked… stunning. Natalie, always with the impeccable taste that I didn’t understand, but could fully appreciate, had draped all the girls in floor-length, light-green, figure-hugging-but-not-clinging dresses that revealed flesh without being suggestive. It was fucking torture.
~ MACK ~ When Natalie and Cara finally reached us on the stage, I knew that there was an exchange with the officiant. Cara and Rig said something, but I didn’t hear it. I just took Natalie’s hands and pulled her up to stand in front of me. I was aware of people speaking after that. The officiant—a wolf who’d been among the rebels, whose aunt was human, and had become ordained—spoke for a few minutes about marriage and what it meant, but all I could think about was the deep pools of her eyes, that hollow in her throat that she’d offered me the night before last, and how my entire blood hummed with love and desire and— There was a ripple of laughter. “Oh, what?” I asked. Someone had asked me something. Oh, right. “I do!”
SOUNDTRACK: “Don’t Give Up on Me” by Andy Grammar ***** ~ MACK ~ I had been shitting myself. Absolutely, one hundred percent, about-to-claw-my-own-hair-off, crapping my pants. When Cara told me about the human traditions around a wedding, and what she was planning to do with Rig for their vow renewal—which included not seeing or sleeping with each other the day before the ceremony, which sounded crazy—I’d joked with Natalie that we should do that too. I’d thought it would be cute and maybe increase anticipation for when we did come back together after the ceremony. I hadn’t banked on my mate getting cold feet about doing this in front of the packs, and how her nerves would kick my insecurities into gear—and that the whole damn thing would b
SOUNDTRACK: “Break Your Fall” by UNSECRET and Marc Scibilia. ***** ~ NATALIE ~ “This is stupid and… and indulgent and it doesn’t matter! I should never have agreed to this. It’s nothing but a dumb, human tradition and… it means nothing. I’m not doing it.” I stood in the bedroom that we’d made into a bridal suite—complete with three-way mirror—and folded my arms. I’d been staring at myself and all I could see were the imperfections. Tessa had done a beautiful job on my make up, but everything else just felt… sticky. My dress was a touch too tight around my breasts. There were too many people here and they were all going to be staring. I could feel Mack out there panting with nerves, but what if he didn’t like the dress? I should have shown it to him! Why had I let Cara talk me into all this traditional nonsense? “Natalie, you get your gorgeous ass out there and marry that man before he sweats through his Armani suit,” Cara growled. “Seriously, don’t make me turn it into an orde
~ RIG ~I started towards her, but was halted almost immediately as I watched in awe while my mate carved through lines of wolves as if they were butter.Claws, teeth, whirling body—despite her bulk, she moved like liquid, tail lashing and claws like wicked hooks designed to tear through fur and flesh.I shook and trembled because my father’s power was shifting to me and my veins were boiling with it—while the rest of me simmered in the rising rage and terror of the wolves around us.The transfer of Alpha should have been peaceful. There was an established hierarchy waiting, swelling with the newfound power. But my father was a liar and cheat, and he’d encouraged his wolves towards the same.The hierarchy, the elders, his advisors, every pack and family of power rolled towards us, howling in rage and fear.And my wolves, newly risen and brimming with the triumph of victory and the added confidence of success, tore right back to meet them.Mack, Charlie, Jack, and Natalie tore for me,
SOUNDTRACK: “Legendz” by AG and Devvon Terrell ***** ~ RIG ~ Everything slowed to a crawl, time seemed almost not to move at all as I watched my father go for my mate and I turned, twisting, pushing my body in ways I never had, panic screaming in my head, frantic to reach him before he got her. I couldn’t move fast enough. He was going to land at her feet before I did and his power would carry him right to her throat. She wasn’t equipped for this… It all washed through me in that second—the rage for what he’d done, the fury about his injustices, the anger that he would still cheat, even before the witnesses, and the shocking weight of grief because that was my mate. But then the second wave arrived that left me desperate, panicked, humiliated and hating myself. If she died right now it was my fault. My side screamed in pain as I launched myself after him, but my father seemed to hang in mid-air. I had time to see Cara bare her teeth and crouch. Everything moved so slowly I could
~ RIG ~My father saw the opening he’d been waiting for, gathered himself on his haunches and launched at me, the light of victory in his eyes.Instinctively, I didn’t even try to meet the attack, just leaped straight into the air in an attempt to deflect, dropping my chin, trying to hide my throat as my father snaked in—and to my horror, he would have taken me, except that was the moment Stephen howled in the link, then sent images to us both:Himself. Head bowed. Shoulders rolled forward. His human form submitted.To me.It was a boom of thunder right over my head. In any context, the submission of an Alpha brought al