The party was amazing, in fact all the parties I had attended seemed nothing in comparison, this was literally like a festival. I didn't imagine that rich people could also have so much fun. It is already 5 a.m. and I am exhausted. We leave out through the back door, not wanting any more pictures for the night. We get into the Ferrari and go to his house, because I have forgotten my apartment keys.“I am such an idiot” I whine, sitting into his car.“I am glad you forgot your keys; besides I get to spend more time with you” he says and gives the most heartwarming smile.We arrive at Hunter's ''dream castle''. It is just before dawn and already too hot. Was it summer already? Is it actually too hot in here? Or is it just me?There was pin drop silence in the house as we could literally hear the echo of our footsteps.“Are you hungry?” he asks, walking to the refrigerator to grab a bottle of water.“Nope” I reply nodding my head, watching his Adam’s apple dance up and down as he drank wa
He touches my face, caressing me, and I close my eyes to try to absorb his sensual touch as much as possible. He pulls me in for a kiss, and just then, the sun starts to shine. I have never seen a sunrise so beautiful and memorable like this.We leave the pool and lie down on an oversized lounge chair. He touches me as gently as possible. As he kisses me, he feels my breasts, tugging lightly on my nipples. With each touch, we become more intense with each other.We switch positions, so I am on top of him, taking the lead this time. I leave kisses all over his body until I reach his cock. I bite him so eagerly, he almost gasps. I hold his thickness in my hand, establish eye-contact and slowly suck and suck until he pulls me off and brings me closer to kiss me passionately.“You seem to know my body better than me. Oh Selena, what you do to me?” He tells me in a voice full of desire.He kisses me one more time and then starts caressing my breasts, only this time with his mouth. He goes
“It's not what you're thinking.” He chuckles to ease the tension, saying, “But you don't need to act like you didn't get a red grade at school.” He laughs. “Will you open it please?”I open the case and find a white gold bracelet imitating arabesques and red dots imitating roses. The diamonds and rubies are shining brightly. I am amazed by his thoughtful gesture not to mention closing my mouth, trying to close my eyes as I could not stop staring at the beautiful bracelet.“Selena Garcia, the girl with the prettiest stained blouse I've ever seen and a motor mouth that won’t stop, will you agree to be my girlfriend?” he says with his deep, intense, sexy voice. I absolutely cannot believe it! Is he doing this for real?“Yes... Oh my God... Yes!” I reply, full of tears and watch him tying the shining bauble onto my wrist.He holds my face carefully and kisses me like I am the thing he’s wanted most. It’s amazing how no matter how many times we kissed, it never seemed enough!It is almost n
Hunter:The party is crackling cool, booming with the best crowd I have ever seen. The VIP box is full of people, actually women, and I can’t stand to see them rubbing each other in front of me anymore.I have my needs and I would cater to them from time to time but then the media would come in and give me this bad boy tag when I had not even asked for it. I mean every hook-up or one night stand was through mutual consent. It’s a different thing I never ended up staying the morning because I never felt like it. Today I was honestly quite exhausted after the match and I just wanted to go to sleep but my horny friends wouldn’t let me be and insisted I come along to amp up the atmosphere.I decide to head down to the bar and order a drink called Long Island Iced Tea. And of course, women follow to talk to me. When the girl at the bar hands me the drink, I turn to the opposite side to avoid all those women and end up bumping into another one.Before I know it, my glass slips from my hands
I get home and have to press the doorbell as I’m reminded that I don't have the keys. Valentina opens the door. She talks so fast I hardly understand anything due to her accent.“Why didn't you call? We were worried, but not so much because you are on the news around the world,” she says, speaking a thousand words per minute.“Yeah, I noticed. I saw it on some websites.” I shrug as though it isn’t much of a big deal. I try to be as natural as possible, but I have not gotten used to reading about myself on websites. I have chosen not to give it too much thought and look at the positive aspect of it.I notice my new bracelet from the corner of my eye and my head is in the clouds.“Tell me everything, and we mean everything, don’t you dare leave out any details!” she threatens as Joanna and Katrina come running to join this juicy conversation.“We're dating. Like officially,” I say, jumping up and showing off the bracelet. They all start screaming.“I have a famous friend now!” Katrina s
“Okay, of course we’ll talk to him. I want everything to be right between us,” he replies, and when he said that my heart is filled with joy. The fact that we're together hasn't come out yet and if it does, I want it to start on the right note.“I love you,” I blurt out. Shit, it couldn't have been over the phone.“Are you aware of how happy I am hearing those three little words finally come from that delectable mouth? I love you too, my beautiful,” he replies. He says that he’s got to go now. I blow virtual kisses and hang up my phone, feeling super happy.For the rest of the afternoon, I invite the girls over to my room to watch some nonsense on TV.By 6 p.m. I am looking for my black lingerie set. While dressing, I already begin to analyse various permutations and combinations of what could go wrong on the phone call between me, Hunter and my parents. This is certainly a huge step in our relationship. Over the bra, I wear a loose floral shirt, black tights, a jersey jacket and snea
I wake up to the light in the room. I am sweating from the summer heat but nothing can beat the sight of Hunter all curled up against me. I look at the bedside table and read that it is 7 a.m. It's Tuesday, and I hate Tuesday, because it's way before Friday.I get up to get ready to go to university, before remembering they are in mourning. After doing my morning hygiene, I decide to wake Hunter up. I kiss his cheek, and he smiles lazily, opening one eye at a time.“Good morning lazy bum. I don't want to scare you, but it's already 7:05. Don’t you have to attend your morning training session?” I ask him, offering several kisses to wake him up.He jumps up upon hearing ‘training’, frantically saying, “Oh shit! We need to go soon. I need to get to the training camp by 8 a.m., and I still need to drop you off at the university. Sorry, but there will not be time for us to have breakfast.”“Hunter, calm down. I don't have class today, remember?” I say, laughing at him.“Okay, then let me d
I answer in Spanish.“Hi sister-in-law, how are you?” Sophia asks excitedly.“Hi Sophia. I'm glad you called,” I say, excitedly.“I called to see if you wanted to join me and my friends for a chat. Take a walk, drink, talk and have fun now that the jealous brother isn’t around. Wanna go?” she laughs.“Awww, that’s so sweet of you Sophia. I just finalised plans with my friends; would you like to tag along? That way you can know each other better,” I suggest.“Perfect! It will be great. I’ll bring a friend along. The more women, the better for gossiping,” she says.“Great, let's meet at a karaoke bar in a while, okay?” I let her know the address of the place.“Of course, we’re gonna have lots of fun. See you there, kisses,” she replies and ends the call.Sophia seems to be a friendly person. It isn't simply because she has a rich and famous brother. She is my age and seems to be cheerful and happy. She has a classy, elegant style. I think she is a fantastic person.I put on my black flo
One year later...You've been married for just over a year, and your children will complete one year. How has your life changed from then?I fiddle with my fingers that are resting on my now finely crossed legs.“I discovered myself as a woman,” I answer, facing Alice as she interviews me. “I found that I can really take care of someone, since I didn't even know how to take care of myself. And now I take care of four!”“How is the atmosphere in your house with your children?”I smile. “My house is the biggest mess ever. It's a minefield of toys everywhere. Every time I get home, my kids start waving their arms frantically and laughing nonstop to see me.”“And your husband, Hunter Blanco, is at home with his children?”I look at the camera nervously photographing me and then back at Alice.“He is an amazing father, and whenever he can, he is with his children and family.” I end it there and Alice tilts her head and looks at me.“Selena!” she scolds me. “This is a personal interview, so
I let him enter the dimly lit room. The quiet and peaceful environment, together with the image of Hunter kissing our children's foreheads, fascinates me. He cares about them fifteen thousand times more than he cares about me. Before, I didn't understand the reason for this exaggeration, but now I would watch over them as they sleep twenty-four hours a day if I could.“How did they spend these last few days?”My heart sinks, remembering. It’s been five days since we've seen each other, way too long!“The pediatrician said that Valeria should start taking half a dose of the medication,” I inform and he sighs. “The boys are missing iron. Did you see the size of Pedro's fat little hand and Liam's thick thigh?” I say, laughing.“There was no way not to notice it, it makes you want to bite it.”I feel like crying to see him so happy. I want to hug him and hold him so much that I have to hold back. I need him to keep me strong, and I like it better when I have more time, but now it doesn't
Hunter:"I know I'm stubbornBut I changed when I looked at youYou made me wiserAs much as I try to run awayI'm always led in your directionIt seems like I let go everythingAs I held your hand."“I Forgot to Forget You – Mr SantanaThe plane lands on the ground as the intense Madrid sun helps ease the short winter days it has been having lately. I smooth out my suit, ready to get off the plane. I become twice as nervous.I'm coming back from Germany after another game for the Champions League*. It was quite a game. I’m bringing another victory and two more goals in my career. Today I feel like no one can beat me. Nobody can beat me as the best player, as the best husband and as the best father, and that's why I feel powerful, having my family around.I quicken my pace, leaving my team behind. I hear protests, but I don't give a damn. I'm missing my family. It’s been two months since my two little surprises have been at home with my little princess ValeriaI get into my custom bla
I try to get comfortable in my hospital bed, but it's impossible. My stitches are sore, and my belly never seems to want to deflate. I want my tiny waist back and not get saggy!My two boys have just had their last hospital feed as tomorrow we are finally going home. After almost four days, we can go to our new house which I still haven't seen after the last details of the renovation. The hard part will be leaving my little one with the pink bow in her hair at the hospital. It won't be easy. After all, I have to feed three babies, and one of them will be far from me in that damn incubator.Hunter is hesitant after I mention Christiano's name, constantly dodging the conversation. Still, every time I look at him, I see his watery eyes for our daughter, who hasn't shown any improvement. I can't hide my crying spells. After all, I want my family back home and healthy. I can't believe that as soon as he learned more about the subject, he didn't think straight about his brother, who is too
“We have tested everyone in our family,” Hunter takes the lead. “Even Alice, Joanna, Stella, Fernando and Sophia volunteered. I realised that Sophia was on the list since she is not your blood sister. But none of them are a match,” he says, unsatisfied.I spend more time with my daughter, my beautiful little princess with blue eyes. She swallows stiffly every time she moves inside that warm bubble. She is so small, so white and almost bald.I head back to the bedroom, and soon they bring me my two boys. When I hold them one by one in my lap, already lying on the gurney, I almost fear I am going to drop them. Like their sister, they are so tiny, also white and bald. I can barely distinguish them from one another.First, I cuddle Pedro, who keeps moving his hands and making faces. And then it is Liam's turn, who keeps wiggling and blinking lazily. So beautiful.For the first time, I am going to breastfeed my children. The nurses watch me all the time to see if I am doing it wrong. And f
Life is sometimes so unfair but objectively correct. There are no pains that cannot be healed, no bonds that cannot be joined, people that do not come back—the concept of life and death. Widely known as the eminent pain after a person, who is deliberately said to set out on a better journey. Maybe not. Since no one has yet discovered what occurs after death, there are only scientific and religious theories to go by.I can say that experiencing death is neither painful nor sad. I don't feel like running out of the light and back to life. Peace. Perhaps the peace that everyone seeks is not in life itself. Never, ever, no matter how hard you try, you will never have any rest. As much as something is resolved well, another factor comes and shakes everything again. That may be the meaning of life. It’s not just you opening your eyes and feeling that your heart is still beating. It's a vicious cycle, where love and disagreement will always be present as a challenge, a challenge you face eve
I feel my eyelids getting heavier. It's too hard to keep my eyes alert. The doctors and nurses keep encouraging me to stay awake as I drift off. Sleeping at a time like this would complicate their work much more.They get to work with the scalpel. A rush takes place behind the door, and I am aware of what is happening. Hunter, my Hunter is in sterilised blue suits to match his blue eyes.My head starts to ache, and I close my eyes due to the sudden pain."Our first appearance together. There will be a lot of people.“If you get nervous and want to leave that's fine.""Let's see you soon, my beautiful. Just don't forget what we had together."More pressure in my head settles, and every time I open my eyes and blink, there’s a flash of memory.“I promise to never forget you,” I speak hoarsely, repeating what I told him on the day of the benefit ball.He takes my hand, and we both cry, and then he understands everything. Despite the rush to move my belly that occurs around us, we are obl
Losing him was something I've never imaginedMissing you was like the dark grey skies, I am here all aloneForgetting you was like trying to find out about somebodythat I never sawBut loving him was all redTouching him again was me realising that everything I ever wantedwas right in front of meRemembering it was as easy as knowing all the lyricsfrom your favourite songFighting with you was like trying to solve difficult crossword puzzlesAnd realise that there is no right answerMy regret for you was as though you wishedthat you had never discoveredThat maybe love could be this strong – Tay Swift – “Red”Contractions increase with every nanosecond of my breathing. I look at the car's dashboard and realise that Fernando is driving at 110 km/h on one of Madrid's busiest avenues. I let out one scream after another in pain, and with each one that is echoed by the car, I see the expression of agony on Sophia's face.I can't feel my hands or feet. My hair is plastered to my forehea
SelenaAfter our last fight at the end of last month it is like a burst of guilt. Guilt is now stuck between us and our relationship. He for talking to me about pessimism, and I admit that I'm pessimistic, but I didn't say that, and that's precisely my percentage of the blame.Despite what the doctor said, I was determined to fight the obvious consequence at all odds. I had to be positive, believe there was a calming light at the end of a tunnel, that it wasn’t a train which will crush me under it’s wheels of destiny.Snap! Someone makes a click with their fingers to bring me back to reality.“Stop thinking so much!” It was Sophia, my best friend soulmate.“I think the third baby's name is Theo,” I tell Sophia as she came to me to confirm that she chose her baby's name too. “And we'll have one more family man.”When we speak together, the same name is spelt out in our voices, making us laugh like crazy until she says I could put it on the third baby since I'm going to win first. It wa