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Chapter 51. Control

Author: Olive Wright
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Nox’s POV

My heart slammed wildly. It had never beat this hard for anyone.

Truthfully, I only meant to warm her, just to take the chill off. But my wolf… hell, my wolf wanted more, and seeing her shiver and tremble like she could collapse at any moment made me wonder why I had let her come with me in the first place. She wasn't built for this—may have been forced to learn to survive but still, this cold, this fight.

She shook harder, her body rattling so much I feared she’d pass out right then and there. But I couldn’t call her out on it.

It wasn’t my place, not when we were both stuck in this mess.

And I know coming along meant something to her.

It had to.

Yet, it surprised me that she agreed to lie beside me on the couch, and I might have just dug my own grave. Whatever her reasons were, I wasn’t about to question them. It was good she accepted.

But my body betrayed me. I’d tried to hold it back, my wolf, my desire, those thoughts, and needs… but they al
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