Chapter 44

Ben pov

Walking in I see my mate looking awful and a gasp escapes my mouth.

Fuck.

"Marie, I choke out, I'm sorry baby so fucking sorry",she turns in her sleep and whimpers. I move closer to her and crawl in the bed to hold her.

"Ben",she whimpers sadly. I feel my gut clench when tears leak from her eyes.

"You will be okay love, I gather her close being careful of the tubes in her arm, I will fix this I promise",I feel her shiver and I cover us with the blanket.

"She threw up a lot beta, I hear doc speak up when I kissed her head, puked so much she threw up blood. I will keep her sedated for a bit so she gets the nutrients she needs. She needs extra care beta",he sighs out. I hold her close and kiss her head I feel fucking awful.

Mark her my wolf orders. I'm not marking her without her permission you idiot I growl at him. May be the only way to keep her is to mark her he growls back.

I fucked up I sigh as I watch her sleep and I need to fix it. I complained about her and she heard me