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Penulis: Latte

I. Delilah's Pov

Penulis: Latte
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2023-11-23 21:43:02

Raphael and I met at the unexpected event, it was our village's festival and many were preparing to celebrate one of the most special occasions. I am currently serving as a maid in the Montenegro's family. But often that rich family doesn't stay here because they are too busy running their businesses in different places. The Montenegro's couple rarely comes here, sometimes only Don Markus visits the mansion and sometimes his wife, Madam Gloria. That couple is kind and generous, that's why no wonder why they were blessed with many beautiful things in life. But in my more than ten years of serving them as a maid, I have never seen and met the two male heirs of their properties. I hear a lot that they are currently living in another country and that they have completed their studies there as well. As far as I know from the old servants who are with me here at the hacienda, the eldest son of Don Markus and Madam Gloria, Sir Raphael, is the same age as me. But none of them have seen the appearance of the young man, except for his parents' personal assistant as well as the grumpy head maid, Mrs. Karen.

In the yard where I first saw him. I had something to plant vegetable seeds with, but I was stunned when I saw a handsome young man. His good looks are addictive, apart from that, his body shape is like a perfect structure, his blonde hair, his pointed nose and everything about him is like a fiction character that only can be read in the fantasy books. When he suddenly took off his black polo shirt in front of me, I dropped the things I was carrying in my hand and screamed out loud in shock. I was still innocent at that time and I had never seen a man's naked body, I was conservative and because I grew up in the province, I was still innocent of that kind of thing. The loudness of my scream seemed to shock him too, so his attention immediately went to me, and then he covered his chest with his two arms.

“A thief! Help me!” I shouted as my eyes were closed. I kept yelling there, but because there was an event that day, it seemed that everyone was too busy and no one could hear me. Until suddenly, he came to me, and then he covered my mouth with his left hand. At that moment, my heart beat faster. That was the first time that a man had come up to me to cover my mouth, besides that, he smelled so nice, as if he were come from a rich clan or family and that he was not from this place.

“Ssh, shut up. Someone might hear us both. Another thing, I'm not a thief. Look at my face. Do I look like a thief to you? Besides that, I'm not taking anything from here.” He said in a low voice, and I slowly opened my eyes. There I got a close look at his face. His eyes are bluish in color and his lips are heart shaped. I could hardly stop being mesmerized by his handsomeness and I just swallowed with so much nervousness, especially when our eyes met each other. He slowly removed his hand covering my mouth and then picked up his polo shirt from the ground and put it back on. I immediately avoided looking at him because he might think that I lust after him or he might think that I'm an easy to get girl.

“What is your name?” he asked me, and I raised an eyebrow as I looked in another direction.

“Why do you want to know my name? We don't even know each other and how did you get in here?” after I said that, I heard his grin, especially when he saw the shovel on the ground. He picked it up and then showed it to me.

“Do you know how to use it?” in his insulting voice. I raised an eyebrow at him, and then I took the shovel from his hand, which made him smile even more. But instead of getting angry at his insult, I seem to like seeing the line of smile on his lips even more. He is so charming!

“You'd better get out of here before anyone other than me comes across you or the owner of this house might see you.” I just told him, and then I dug in the ground to plant the vegetable seeds.

“How old are you?” he suddenly asked. This man seems to have a strong heart and is not afraid of anything, even if my co-workers might see him. But I am even more worried about him because by the time the guards see him, he will surely end up in jail. Yes, the Montenegro's couple are nice, but they are strict about security and what they hate most of all is strangers who don't work for them or don't belong there in that mansion. But according to this man's clothing, he does not look like an ordinary traveler or lost in this place. He may have meant something in this place, or he knows someone who lives here. Furthermore, I just ignored him and I didn't answer the questions he was asking me, but I just continued what I was doing while he was watching me with a smile as if he were watching a television show.

“What's your secret, and why are you so beautiful? Or maybe you made your beautiful appearance that way, and you're just pretending to be a provincial girl?” when I heard what he said, I was stunned again, and I turned in his direction with a frown.

“Do you want to say that my face is fake? I don't have that much money to change my face, and why are you still here? I haven't sent you away earlier? Aren't you afraid that they might take you to the police?” I said, and he just laughed. I raised an eyebrow with a look of astonishment on my face. Why is he laughing? Is there something funny in what I said, or maybe he's just insulting my appearance? I whispered from my mind. Suddenly, he came towards me, and then he sat next to me where he suddenly closed my cheeks in his cold hands. Therefore, I once again stared into his beautiful eyes and his face was so close to mine that I could almost feel the heat of his breathing. I was watching him when he suddenly looked up at me. The smile on his lips slowly disappeared, and he looked down at my lips as if he wanted to do something from his mind.

“Your lips are beautiful.” He said at the same time he stared at me. I don't know him very well, and I just saw him now, but why do I feel so comfortable with him as if we have known each other for a long time? He's not familiar to me, but it seems like I've seen that face of his for a long time, and I can't get tired of looking at it. “Can I kiss you?” he said, which suddenly awakened my spirit. My eyes widened at what he said, and I was about to speak when he quickly stole a kiss from my lips. I was almost taken aback by the quick incident and what's even more embarrassing is that I didn't even push him away from me right away, or I didn't even avoid it right away. He definitely thinks that I am into him, or I'm that easy to get. Suddenly, he smiled and laughed as if he was insulting me. I covered my mouth with my hand while he kept laughing.

“Don't say it's your first time kissing on the lips?” he said in a voice as if he underestimated my personality. I looked at him evilly and then pushed him away from me, then I stood up while wiping my lips on my sleeve.

“So, I was your first kiss?” He said as he wiped his lower lip with his tongue. I'll admit that he was my first kiss, but I wasn't ready for that situation, and then I didn't expect him to do it that easily as we didn't know each other very well, besides that, we don't have a mediated relationship, and we don't love each other more. But because I would rather not look embarrassing in front of him, I just lied and said, “I already have a boyfriend. So what you did to me is nothing to me. I have to go back inside because I still have a lot to do. You better go now.” After I told him that, I turned my back on him and walked away from him, but before I left there, he said one last word to his lips, “What if he's your boyfriend? You two aren't married yet, right?” he said, but I didn't turn at him anymore, and I didn't respond to him because I didn't want him to think that I was such a low type of woman who quickly fell in love with a man like him. Besides that, I don't want him to think that I'm only after money or his looks because I'm not that kind of woman. Maybe I'm a provincial girl and grew up in a poor family, I didn't even finish my education and I don't have anything to be proud of myself, but my character is not that low. I am not easily deceived by wealth, whether money or jewels. I just want a simple life, to have a happy family and we love each other. It doesn't matter that we are not rich, it doesn't matter if our home is not big, as long as the important thing is that we are content with a simple life together. So someone like him is unlikely to like me, he is unlikely to enter my life because I have never aspired or dreamed of having a luxurious lifestyle or being rich. From when I was young until I became a woman, I always had that mindset, to be able to marry a man of my same status in life to stay away from trouble. We would think of nothing else but to be together for life. But since I met that man, my world suddenly turned upside down. I thought I would be able to forget him immediately and be able to avoid him, but it was not that easy, especially since my heart had already fallen for him.

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  • Hopelessly Devoted   II. Delilah's Pov (We met again)

    “Delilah, who are you waiting for there? And why do you seem to be looking for someone?” the one who spoke was Betty, my best friend and co-worker as a maid here at the mansion. I didn't respond immediately to what she asked, so I couldn't tell her the truth either. It's been almost three days since I saw that aggressive man, and after that day I didn't see him again. I must admit that I was a little worried about him because he still looks like a stranger in this place.“Did he get back to their house safely?” I said softly as Betty turned to me with one eyebrow raised and a look of curiosity on her face.“Who are you talking about? And why do you seem concerned about someone? Is there something you're not telling me?” She was curious, but I didn't answer her because I would rather not let her know about the pretty man I met the other day, besides that, I didn't want her to know that there was another time when someone trespassed in this mansion. I know that Betty can be trusted, and

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  • Hopelessly Devoted   III. Delilah's Pov (Hopelessly Devoted)

    Since then, Raphael and I have become close friends and I have also introduced him to Betty. But I didn't expect our friendship to go deeper to more than just friends.“I want you, Delilah. I know you want me too, don't you?” that was the first time he confessed to me and because that was also my first love, I was unable to refuse him, or I was unable to hide from him my true feelings for him. It feels good to be in love, especially when you probably also want to be with the person you've only been dreaming about. It's as if my life has suddenly become colorful, there's always a smile on my face, it's like I'm stepping on clouds and a romantic song is whispering in my ears. However, I kept our relationship a secret from Betty. Even we don't know each other very well, or whatever his true personality is, I will accept him because I love him that much. I have no idea about his background, as well as about his past and even his family, I just know that he is the man I want to be with unt

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  • Hopelessly Devoted   IV. Delilah's Pov

    That night I could hardly focus on my work as I look down while we waited for their family to finish eating at the dining room table.“Raphael, when do you plan to return to the states again? Didn't you say that you will live there for good and until you get married?” I heard his father say. I clenched my fists tightly as I held back my anger because of what I heard about him.(So, he really has plans to leave me and to just stay in another country while I'm alone here. Then I was right, that he just played with my feelings.)“I'm not sure yet, but I'll let you know when I get back there.” He replied, then he stood up.“Where are you going? You haven't finished your food yet. Didn't you like the pottage? Or maybe you have something else you want to eat, just tell.me.” His mother was worried.“There's no need. I'm full. I wish to rest for a while in the room.” He responded, then the head maid brought me closer to him. I was surprised to slowly approach him, and then she said, “Please s

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  • Hopelessly Devoted   V. Delilah's POV

    The Montenegro's family stayed only two days in that hacienda. I was just standing outside the mansion as I watched Raphael's back leaving there. I felt a pinch in my heart as I stared at him. Furthermore, I was swallowed deeply because I could feel my tears flowing at any time. I clenched my two fists and could still feel the anger from it in my heart. Likewise, I would rather not talk to him and I would rather not see his presence again. But I want to ask him why he did that to me? Why did he cheat on me, and why did he hide from me his true personality that he was an heir of Montenegro? And most of all, I would like to know from him if he really loved me or does he just feel bored that time?Because of what happened and what I discovered, I hid my pregnancy. I had no intention of telling him about it. I also have no plans to introduce him to my child as his father. Furthermore, I will insist that he will not recognize and get the Montenegro. After that day, I never saw Raphael aga

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  • Hopelessly Devoted   VI. Delilah's Pov

    “No? What do you mean?” She asked. “He didn't know, and I didn't intend to tell him about it.” I replied. “But why don't you want to let him know about your baby, isn't he has a right to it? Don't you want to get out of poverty and experience your child's luxurious life?” As she said that I suddenly looked at her as if I didn't like what she meant to me. “I never wished the wealth he had. I don't need Montenegro's money and not at all, I can raise my baby alone.” After I told her that I left her and I hurried my way. If all of them think of me like I was just using my child to get all what I want, I would rather just leave this city and go away so they will not know about the true identity of the child in my womb. Yes, I love him, but I can't allow them to get near to my baby nor give him a miserable life like their family. I will make sure that he will not be hurt by anyone and hand him to any clan members of Montenegro. My baby is mine, my life and my world. No one can separate

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  • Hopelessly Devoted   VII. TELL ME WHO YOU ARE.

    As the sun set, we prepared dinner for the Montenegro family again. While others were busy setting the table, I prepared the silverware and plates they would use. Just a few moments later, the family came down the long staircase. But I immediately noticed that Raphael was not with them. Claus looked at me, but I just bowed my head."Where's Raphael?" his father asked."I went to his room earlier and talked to him. He said he didn't feel like eating dinner. Maybe he wants to rest or maybe his head is hurting again," his mother replied. I felt worried about what I heard. Is he okay? I felt like going to his room and giving him medicine so his headache would go away. But I knew I had no right to do that."He's been having headaches for days. Hasn't he recovered yet from his accident?" his father asked, and I felt a shiver run down my spine. I frowned, wondering if what I heard was true."The doctor said it's normal for him to feel severe headaches because of the serious injury he sustain

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  • Hopelessly Devoted   VIII. ONE MORE CHANCE

    "It's true, I didn't get fired. Instead, I asked the Montenegros to give me another chance, and they agreed. Anytime, I'm ready to leave this place, but because of Raphael, I'll stay, for our future child's sake.Since that day, I haven't seen Claus around the mansion, nor the Montenegros. It's usually just Raphael left behind. That's why I've been trying to get closer to him."Time for your breakfast, sir," I said to him while he was sitting in front of the dining table, munching on a sandwich. He looked up at me with a raised eyebrow, and I smiled."Yeah, I know it's already morning. What do you think I'm doing? Eating my breakfast," he replied gruffly, holding up his sandwich."I know, but you're sitting in front of the dining table, and that's not proper etiquette. I'm sure you know what I mean," I said, trying to sound calm.He got my point and immediately put down his phone and placed it on the table. "Wait a minute, are you teaching me? Do you forget who you are in this house?"

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  • Hopelessly Devoted   IX. FIRST DAY AS HIS ASSISTANT

    As I left Raphael's room, I couldn't shake off the feeling that I was being watched. I glanced over my shoulder, but he was already busy with his phone, his eyes fixed on the screen. I made my way back to the kitchen, my mind racing with thoughts. What was Raphael's game? Was he really just trying to get to know me better, or was there something more sinister at play? As I entered the kitchen, I found Betty busy preparing dinner. She looked up at me and smiled. "Hey, how was your meeting with Sir?" I hesitated, unsure of how much to reveal. "It was fine," I said finally. "He just wanted to teach me how to use the walkie-talkie." Betty's eyes sparkled with curiosity. "And? Did you learn anything new?" I shook my head. "Not really. Just the basics." Betty nodded, seeming to accept my explanation. But as I turned to leave, I caught her watching me with a thoughtful expression. I wondered if she suspected something, if she knew more about Raphael's plans than she was letting on. Bu

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  • Hopelessly Devoted   LXX. BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES

    As we stepped off the plane in New Zealand, I could feel the weight of our past tragedies slowly lifting off our shoulders. The crisp, clean air and the stunning natural beauty of the country seemed to envelop us in a sense of peace and tranquility.Raphael and I had decided to take a vacation to New Zealand to refresh our minds and hearts. We wanted to leave behind the memories of the past and start anew, and what better way to do that than in one of the most beautiful countries in the world?We spent our first few days in Auckland, exploring the city and its surroundings. We visited the iconic Sky Tower, where we took in breathtaking views of the city and harbor. We also walked along the waterfront, enjoying the street performers and food vendors.But it was when we left Auckland and started exploring the rest of the country that our vacation really began to take off. We rented a car and drove to Rotorua, where we spent a day exploring the geothermal wonders of Wai-O-Tapu. We marvel

  • Hopelessly Devoted   LXIX. THANKYOU, GOODBYE

    Riezel's voice was tearful as she asked Raphael, "Do you still love Delilah? Even though she's changed her name, even though her face is not the same? Does your heart still beat for her?" Raphael's eyes never left mine as he looked down and nodded without hesitation. It was as if he was confirming his love for me, no matter what name I went by or what I looked like. Riezel's face contorted in agony as she broke down into tears. Her body shook with sobs, and her voice was barely audible as she asked Raphael again, "Did you ever love me? Did you ever care for me? Did your heart ever beat for me?" Raphael remained silent, his eyes still fixed on me. He didn't even glance at Riezel, and his silence was deafening. Riezel's tears continued to flow as she begged Raphael to answer her. But he just shook his head and said, "It's all my fault, Riezel. If there's anyone you need to punish, it's me, not Ava." Raphael took a step forward, his eyes locked on Riezel's. "I'll take the blame for

  • Hopelessly Devoted   LXVIII. CONFESSION

    As I slowly opened my eyes, I was met with the familiar sight of the Montenegro hacienda's bedroom. I was lying on the bed, my head pounding with a dull ache. I tried to sit up, but a wave of dizziness washed over me, forcing me to lie back down.As I looked around the room, I realized that I was alone. There was no sign of Claus, no sign of anyone. I tried to call out for help, but my voice was hoarse and barely audible.I struggled to get out of bed, my legs shaking beneath me. I stumbled to the door and began to pound on it, calling out for someone to help me. But there was no response.I pounded on the door for what felt like hours, but no one came. I was starting to get desperate, starting to feel like I was trapped.And then I remembered the staff. They must have been instructed not to help me. Claus must have told them to leave me alone.I felt a wave of despair wash over me. I was trapped, alone and helpless. I slid to the floor, tears streaming down my face.Raphael. Oh, Raph

  • Hopelessly Devoted   LXVII. TELL ME IT'S NOT A DREAM

    As Raphael drove the car, I sat beside him, feeling worried and scared. The events of the party were still fresh in my mind, and I couldn't shake off the feeling of unease.Raphael glanced at me, concern etched on his face. He saw the paleness of my skin, the shock still evident in my eyes. He reached out and held my hands tightly, trying to reassure me that he was there for me, that I wasn't alone."Where are we going?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.Raphael smiled softly. "Somewhere no one will find us," he said. "Just rest, Ava. You need it right now."I tried to lean back and rest my eyes, but my mind was racing. I couldn't forget what I had witnessed at the party. The image of Markus's lifeless body, the sound of Riezel's screams, it all kept replaying in my mind.As I drifted off to sleep, I had a nightmare. The party was repeating itself in my mind, and I was reliving the horror all over again.When I woke up, gasping for breath, I found myself in an unfamiliar room.

  • Hopelessly Devoted   LXVI. THE PERFECT GIFT

    I sat in the dimly lit room, my heart racing as I recounted every detail of my conversation with Markus to Claus. He listened intently, his eyes narrowing as he processed the information.When I finished, Claus leaned back in his chair, a calculating look on his face. "We need to make Markus silence," he said, his voice low and menacing.I felt a shiver run down my spine as I heard his words. "What do you mean?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.Claus didn't answer me directly. Instead, he leaned forward, his eyes glinting in the dim light. "Let's just say that I have ways of dealing with people who become a problem," he said, his voice dripping with malice.I felt a wave of fear wash over me as I realized what Claus was suggesting. "You're not going to try to kill him, are you?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.Claus didn't answer me. Instead, he leaned back in his chair, a cold smile spreading across his face. "Let's just focus on our goal, Ava," he said. "If I find

  • Hopelessly Devoted   LXV. GOOD LOOKING

    As I walked into the bathroom, I didn't expect to see Riezel waiting for me. But there she was, her eyes blazing with anger and hatred. She pushed me against the wall, her hands closing around my neck like a vice.I struggled to breathe, but Riezel just leaned in closer, her face twisted in a snarl. She was enjoying this, enjoying the power she had over me. She was going to kill me, and she was going to enjoy every moment of it.But then, something inside me snapped. I started to giggle, and then I laughed, a cold, mirthless sound. Riezel's eyes widened in surprise, and she backed away from me, looking at me like I was crazy.And maybe I was. Maybe I had finally lost my mind after everything I had been through. But I didn't care. I was beyond caring.Riezel's voice was shaking as she asked me, "What's your relationship with my husband?"But I just smiled, a cold, calculating smile. I tied my long hair back, and then I started to walk towards Riezel, step by step.I didn't answer her q

  • Hopelessly Devoted   LXIV. NEW ALLIES

    As I walked into my condominium, I couldn't shake off the feeling of anger and resentment that had been building up inside me. I hurriedly made my way to my secret room, my heart racing with anticipation. And as I opened the door, I was met with a surprise that made my blood boil.Claus was sitting in my chair, a look of calmness on his face. But as soon as he saw me, he turned around, a hint of surprise in his eyes. I didn't give him time to react, though. I immediately grabbed him by the collar, my fingers digging deep into his skin."What did you tell Raphael?" I demanded, my voice low and menacing. "What lies did you and Riezel tell him to make him break into pieces like that?"Claus looked at me, confusion etched on his face. "Ava, I don't know what you're talking about," he said, trying to calm me down.But I wasn't having it. I pushed him away, my hands shaking with anger. "Don't lie to me, Claus," I spat. "I know all about it. Raphael told me everything."Claus looked at me, s

  • Hopelessly Devoted   LXIII. THE TABLES TURN

    As the sunset approached, Raphael and I settled into the sand, his arms wrapped around me, holding me close. The sky was painted with hues of pink, orange, and purple, a breathtaking sight that seemed to match the emotions swirling inside me.As we sat there, watching the sun dip below the horizon, I felt a sense of sentimental wash over me. I couldn't help but think about the journey I had taken to get to this moment, to be back in Raphael's arms. All the pain, the heartache, the struggles – it had all been worth it, because in the end, I had found my way back to him.But as I gazed into his eyes, I couldn't help but wonder – if he knew everything, would he still love me? Would he still accept me, flaws and all? Or would he turn away, horrified by the secrets I had kept hidden for so long?I stared at him, lost in thought, and Raphael noticed. He smiled, his eyes crinkling at the corners, and asked, "What's wrong? Why are you staring at me like that?"I hesitated, unsure of how to an

  • Hopelessly Devoted   LXII. TORN APART

    As we finished our meal at the restaurant, Raphael suggested that we head to a nearby hotel to continue our conversation in private. I agreed, and we hailed a taxi to take us to the hotel.As we rode in the taxi, Raphael's hand brushed against mine, sending a spark of electricity through my body. I turned to him, our eyes locking in a gaze that seemed to hold a thousand unspoken words.When we arrived at the hotel, Raphael paid the taxi driver and we stepped out onto the sidewalk. The cool evening air was filled with the sounds of the city, but all I could focus on was the man standing beside me.We walked into the hotel lobby, and Raphael approached the front desk to check us in. I stood beside him, my arm brushing against his as we waited for the receptionist to hand over our room key.As we made our way to the elevator, Raphael's hand found its way to the small of my back, his touch sending shivers down my spine. I leaned into him, my head tilting up to meet his gaze.The elevator

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