V. Delilah's POV

The Montenegro's family stayed only two days in that hacienda. I was just standing outside the mansion as I watched Raphael's back leaving there. I felt a pinch in my heart as I stared at him. Furthermore, I was swallowed deeply because I could feel my tears flowing at any time. I clenched my two fists and could still feel the anger from it in my heart. Likewise, I would rather not talk to him and I would rather not see his presence again. But I want to ask him why he did that to me? Why did he cheat on me, and why did he hide from me his true personality that he was an heir of Montenegro? And most of all, I would like to know from him if he really loved me or does he just feel bored that time?

Because of what happened and what I discovered, I hid my pregnancy. I had no intention of telling him about it. I also have no plans to introduce him to my child as his father. Furthermore, I will insist that he will not recognize and get the Montenegro.

After that day, I never saw Raphael again. I didn't even hear anything about him and if every time I hear his name, I'll just avoid it and leave. I don't want to know about him anymore, nor do I want to hear his name and surname again. Likewise, I just want to live a quiet life and work without thinking of anything. I also don't want my child to be in trouble, I don't want him to know who he is and what he really is.

I tried to take care of the child alone in my womb for six months. Many wonder and ask me who is the real father of my unborn child because they do not see anyone with me. I didn't just answer them, but I smiled and pretended to hear nothing. Even Betty tried to ask me even though I knew every time she's staring at me, many questions that she wanted to know about me.

During those six months. I was able to be alone with no other help from other people, nor with no help from him.

Until one day, it was just a big suppression when I saw his familiar face again. I was in the garden of those moments, and I was watering the plants over there when I heard that someone seems to be snoring. I followed the noise that was heard until it took me to a man lying on the ground and seemed to sleep under the tree. A newspaper covered his face and I slowly removed it to look at his appearance and to find out who that person was. Until my eyes widened in shock when I saw him. I step back and in shock, I lost my balance, but unexpectedly he quickly grabbed my right hand before my head was pierced on the ground. All of a sudden, all the moves around us were slowing down, as well as the clock. Our eyes met each other and as we first met, his beautiful face still had not faded and his dazzling eyes were like shining stars.

“Are you alright?” he asked me. I didn't respond to him right away because I was shocked at the speed of the incident and couldn't believe he was here again in front of me while holding my hand. It seems like I'm missing his voice too, now I just heard him again as well as he stared at me too much. About six months ago, my tummy tomb was pretty big and many things changed, but I couldn't understand that despite all my sacrifices to forget everything about him, suddenly he appeared in my in front of me again. It appears that all the memories I forgot about the two of us flashes back to me as well as my love for him that I thought it was gone. It seemed like this was the first time that we met each other. Is this how love at first love works? That whatever you do to forget about him, you will still love him back and the one who you still want to be with in forever? That even though many have changed, and you haven't seen each other for a long time, it seems like everything is just a neglect? Why do I feel this way now? I can't understand it, but I'm sure he still the one in my heart. His eyes, his nose, the heart-shaped lips of him, his warm hands and all of him were looking of my heart, and it was as if I were excited to hug him tightly.

I was like a child who was in tears and excited embrace of her mother. It seemed like my mind was blank, and my world was running for him. No one else came to my mind and I could see nothing else in my surroundings, but it was just him. I will admit that my hatred at him is still here, and I will never forget it. But it seems true that love is foolish, no matter how smart or good you are in the academy when a person comes to feel the importance of love you will suddenly become a slave of it. That regardless of what he does or no matter how much pain he has caused in your heart, he is the one you're looking for. I want to blame him all, I wish to get angry in front of him, shout at him and pour everything the hatred inside of me. But as I stared into his eyes again and hear his voice is seemed to erase everything in the past.

“I love you.” The word suddenly uttered my mouth which was obviously surprised him and there was a trace of astonishment on his face. In those moments as if I were not in my right mind, so I spoke before him the words I wanted to say to him. There were tears in my eyes, with a bitter smile on my lips. Until I could not help but hug him tightly while I was crying. Maybe I'm a martyr if only other people would know what I was doing. But I would rather not be a liar in my true feelings. I love him, I love Raphael so much, and I'm willing to do everything possible to make him loved me again.

“Why did you leave me? Don't you know that I can't sleep at night just thinking about you? You make me worried so bad.” Saying to him like a crying little child girl.

“Umf?…" Speechless.

I didn't realize those moments, I didn't know the outcome of all this. I just poured all my feelings and tears on his shoulder as I hugged him tightly. Until my tears stopped, and I just realized what I was doing. I immediately step back to him and then I turned away.

“Sorry if I lost my mind. I just thought you are someone I know that I'm waiting for a very long time. Just don't mind me and forget what I did and I said. I'm genuinely sorry.” I just told him before I left, but he quickly grabbed my right hand so he could stop me from leaving.

Furthermore, I suddenly stopped and looked at his hand holding me.

“Oh, I'm sorry.” He said then he let go my hand. “Before you leave, may I know your name?” He added, but I couldn't answer him because I just wanted to forget him forever.

“Don't misunderstand me, but I feel strange when you hug me and I want to know if we've met before?” He said. He seemed to have no clue to what was happened to me after he left me alone. I quickly turned to him and faced him with a frown.

“What do you mean? You don't know me anymore?” I asked him, and he scratched his head then he looked at the ground.

“I don't know. I don't know who you are, but it seems like something is telling me that the two of us has a special relationship.” He replied with a line of an innocent smile on his lips. Suddenly, I wondered why his words seemed to be true as if he didn't know me or that I was different from him.

“The truth is because I lost—” he interrupted as Betty suddenly called me. Without a word, I turned away from him and went with my friend.

“Who is that? Isn't that sir Raphael? Why is he here? Just a moment—” Betty told me as she stopped walking. “Have you two talked again? Did you tell him everything?” She added, and she was talking about my pregnancy, Raphael's child.

“No.” I replied briefly to her.