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MaxThere is a part of me that always feels as if I'm hardwired to mess up everything good that I have. No matter how hard I try or no matter how good my intentions are I end up messing up the best thing that could ever happen to me. I have to say that ; I don't think I deserve my girlfriend . She has always been my number one supporter and today out of all days when she won't let me not go to the press conference I defied her and went to the press conference. In my defence everything was going well during the question-and-answer session and I answered all the questions to the best of my ability but there was one reporter who kept on poking and poking and poking and wouldn't stop.The questions that the reporter was asking were irrelevant and intrusive. When he asked about Ellie being my boss I answered the question professionally and then when he brought up my son ; I told him not to ask me anything about my son because it hchapter 286Ellie"Ok let's get one thing straight it's not lying."" Fine, call it what you want but you omitted information you kept from me that I needed to know to make a proper decision. If I had known, don't you think that I wouldn't have taken a different decision either than to call off our engagement? "" I kept parts of the truth from you to protect you. You are already going through a lot right now and so is Axel . I'm trying to protect you."" No you're not. You are trying to protect yourself. If I didn't know better I'd say that you look it went to the press conference to get back at me after I told you not to go. I tried to talk to you and tell you that it would be a bad idea. I'm dealing with your unruly behaviour during the press conference. You are lucky that you are still playing tonight. "" Oh I bet you talked to Jerry to include me in the squad even after my little stunt. That's how you
Chapter 287Ellie I don't know if it's the energy I'm attracting ; or the fact that I feel like history is repeating itself where my relationships are concerned, but I feel like Maxwell is displaying signs that he doesn't want to be with me anymore. I can tell it in the way he's acting and the way he's treating me cuz I've never expected in a million years to be treated the way he just treated me didn't even run out to me to apologize which is a clear indication that I think that he's fallen out of love with me and doesn't want to be with me. I've always been strong when it comes to emotions when he was the first cat and the first cat is not the deepest but it's the most painful. There's a reason why people always say the first love is never really over and it's true because you are always tormented by what if syndrome. What if syndrome bears something that happens when you are stuck on your last goodbye, and you keep on going back and forth in your head
Chapter 288 Ellie " Oh yes I do know what I'm talking about. You used your position to influence the board to make a decision to get me to work and the junior division of the club and then you got your buddy brand the gig as head doctor and it still won't get that I wanted but I didn't get it because hey experience was against me. "" Experience wasn't against you. I've worked with Brent before and I know that he has more experience and that's what the club needed at that moment. If you want the position again, apply for it when it becomes available, but it was available and he was the only one who knew how the club operated." " Oh I bet that Maxwell would love to hear about your little collaboration with him. "I shook my head and looked at Paulina and spoke calmly;" You tend to forget that I've worked with Brent before and I'm also trying to save money with regards to cost-cutting measures in the club I'm qualified for a positio
Chapter 289MaxI get worried anytime I see my agent. There's always been a time when I could trust whatever came out of Jimmy's mouth but now I can't trust anything because of what I suspect he's doing and if he is doing what he's doing then I owe my girlfriend an apology for behaving the way I did and for not believing her when she told me that I shouldn't buy anything that Jimmy is selling me . No I meant out because I don't know who to trust and who has my best interests at heart. What I do know is that my girlfriend loves me enough to bend the rules for me. It's not like I'm using her to get access information. I just need to know the truth and I asked her if I could have my financial breakdown at everything that I get and everything that goes out of my account with regards to the club.I knew I had messed up with regards to my incident with the reporter earlier on and I wanted to more than make up for it so before the game I had a chance to speak wi
Chapter 290"The last thing I need is to be humiliated publicly and your new best friend Paulina alerted me to the fact that you don't want to be with me where son so I will make it easier for you I will leave you and I won't disturb you anymore. I'm sorry that all I've done is just bring drama to your life. " I was having a mini heart attack and I couldn't understand what was going on or what Ellie was talking about . " Ellie , I don't know what you talking about all I've done was just take my phone because I needed to put on the playlist that I put on when I need to get psyched up for a match which I am but I saw you and I decided to switch that part of me of its pay attention to you because you're leaving instead of staying what's going on what did are People saying ? "A shuttle stood by where I was standing with Ellie . I cursed my bad timing and when Ellie opened the door I closed it ."Maxwell, don't you think you've done e
Chapter 291 Ellie The last thing I expected while waiting for a shuttle to go to the hotel or a cab just to get me to where I need to go was to leave as the team bus was coming through into the parking lot and not far from where I was standing and waiting for my transport. The last person I wanted to see also came running my way trying to understand what the hell's going on. I don't get how you want to understand what's going on when you know what you did and then pretend like you did nothing wrong. Maxwell made his bed and he needs to learn that how you make your bed is how you lie on it so he made a messy bed he will lie in a messy bed I'm not going to try to remedy the situation by making excuses for him or trying to understand where he came from with what he said the message was loud and clear I can't get over what he said and how he said it. It's also cold and calculated and deliberate, for someone who is very private he sure has a knack for publicly doing things
Chapter 292MaxThe moments that you wish you could live over and over again and I think that today is one of those moments where I am over the moon that we perform just the way we did. No man is an island when it comes to football and it takes a team to make a player. I'm so thankful for a supportive team and a partner in crime that I can depend on both domestically and when we go on national duty. Toby is a true trooper. I don't know what happened with Benjamin but I'm happy what happened because if what happened didn't happen I wouldn't be where I am right now.I received the man-of-the-match award and if anything that happened today is anything to go by I think I'm going to enjoy this season or football more and more. I wanted to celebrate this moment with my girlfriend but I knew in my heart that she had left and she wasn't coming back to the stadium. I really do love Ellie and a baby boy but what he said to me before the game confused the hell out of me and even t
Chapter 293EllieIf stubborn and inflexible or a person it would be Maxwell. Last night was already emotionally charged and I didn't know how to feel or how to react. I was confused and I was pissed at Max for putting out a post that harmed not only me but his son. I mean what kind of a father thinks that there's one is not his and they need a DNA test or paternity test just to prove that they're theirs . It's uncalled for and unfair. My baby boy didn't ask for what happened last night and I don't mind Maxwell can crucify me all he wants but whatever he does I told him when I made it clear to him that he can leave our son out of his business.After Daniel left the house and fiddled with the air conditioning I was mad . Babies pick up on energy the first thing that they pick up on when you're around so if a kid cries or a kid who is uncomfortable with you then they must be picking up something that they don't