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EllieThe last thing I expected while waiting for a shuttle to go to the hotel or a cab just to get me to where I need to go was to leave as the team bus was coming through into the parking lot and not far from where I was standing and waiting for my transport. The last person I wanted to see also came running my way trying to understand what the hell's going on. I don't get how you want to understand what's going on when you know what you did and then pretend like you did nothing wrong. Maxwell made his bed and he needs to learn that how you make your bed is how you lie on it so he made a messy bed he will lie in a messy bed I'm not going to try to remedy the situation by making excuses for him or trying to understand where he came from with what he said the message was loud and clear I can't get over what he said and how he said it. It's also cold and calculated and deliberate, for someone who is very private he sure has a knack for publicly doing thingsChapter 292MaxThe moments that you wish you could live over and over again and I think that today is one of those moments where I am over the moon that we perform just the way we did. No man is an island when it comes to football and it takes a team to make a player. I'm so thankful for a supportive team and a partner in crime that I can depend on both domestically and when we go on national duty. Toby is a true trooper. I don't know what happened with Benjamin but I'm happy what happened because if what happened didn't happen I wouldn't be where I am right now.I received the man-of-the-match award and if anything that happened today is anything to go by I think I'm going to enjoy this season or football more and more. I wanted to celebrate this moment with my girlfriend but I knew in my heart that she had left and she wasn't coming back to the stadium. I really do love Ellie and a baby boy but what he said to me before the game confused the hell out of me and even t
Chapter 293EllieIf stubborn and inflexible or a person it would be Maxwell. Last night was already emotionally charged and I didn't know how to feel or how to react. I was confused and I was pissed at Max for putting out a post that harmed not only me but his son. I mean what kind of a father thinks that there's one is not his and they need a DNA test or paternity test just to prove that they're theirs . It's uncalled for and unfair. My baby boy didn't ask for what happened last night and I don't mind Maxwell can crucify me all he wants but whatever he does I told him when I made it clear to him that he can leave our son out of his business.After Daniel left the house and fiddled with the air conditioning I was mad . Babies pick up on energy the first thing that they pick up on when you're around so if a kid cries or a kid who is uncomfortable with you then they must be picking up something that they don't
Chapter 294MaxI really believe that; my relationship with Ellie is worth fighting for . I cannot for one second believe that she wants us to be over . After the match I headed straight to the Luca estate, luckily she was there with my son and I didn't care about celebrating with the guys , all I care about is making things right with my girlfriend and praying to God that I didn't mess this relationship up over there at the person who sent that post out didn't mess my relationship up.Ellie tends to have stomach problems when she's upset or angry. I know this because I haven't known her long enough to know how your body reacts in certain situations and it came as no surprise when she got up in the middle of the night to go get some medication . As soon as you left I checked up on my son and he was still another and sleeping like an angel. He's the reason I want to try so hard and he's the reason I want to stay in
Chapter 295 Ellie Having nervous tummy problems is a nervous problem within itself. You literally can't do anything that you want to do without feeling like you're being punched in the tummy. It doesn't come with the cramps but it's like having a headache in your tummy if I'm making sense at all. All I know is that I'm in pain and the only person who has medication to stop the pain is next door sleeping. Daniel needs his rest. I don't want to talk to him but I just want to be with ; my boyfriend and son . Last night after talking to Max I'm not as confused as I was before. I think that we have found a way to fight fair and talk properly because we are a team. Part of me didn't want to believe he wrote what he wrote and it turns out that he didn't write that post because somebody hacked into his phone and sent out the message. The question is who did it? I could suspect his agent because he has never wanted me to be with him. He has never lied to me and I don't know w
Chapter 296Max This morning after talking to Ellie ; we both found common ground before we both went to bed. I really do love her and I really want to make us work no matter how hard things get I want to stay and I want to tryShe hasn't been feeling well lately. Just last night she had tummy problems and she couldn't go to sleep . The cure for that has always been ice cream and a good laugh but this time it took strawberry ice cream and a really serious talk.I knew what it was but it's bothering her because right after we talked she was feeling a bit better. When I woke up in the morning and she wasn't up, which was weird because she's always up early, I decided to go next door to where Daniel was. He saw me coming and I didn't even have to knock. It was already 9 a.m. in the morning and axle is his usual chatty self talking baby talk and you know kids can tell if you're listening to them so I pretended to listen and understand what he was saying which al
chapter 297EllieI looked at Max and he looked like he was about to cry again. Part of me couldn't put him through another round of pain again. He had been through a lot and the last thing I wanted to do was make him feel like he wasn't enough for me . I take a deep breath and spoke; " The last thing I want to do is to make a decision that if you are not right for me or for us I don't only think of myself I also think of you too. I consider everything , you can call me crazy but I go through every possible situation in my head and I think of and analyse both sides.. well make it 3 because there has to be a part that balances and that's the most tricky part." " I know you had good reason to call off the engagement but I've done a lot of wrong things and it feels like you are always the one who is calling me out on my faults. " " Hang on, you do the same indirectly. I felt as if you were keeping stuff from me Max . I've
Chapter 298MaxWaking up next to my wife to be is the best thing in the whole entire world and apart from the fact that I get to call her mine and come home to her and our son is the coolest thing ever , it's been a while since I can wake up and be happily content . Ellie had switched her phone off earlier yesterday and it felt good not to be disturbed by anyone . She seemed so peaceful in her sleep. Only hoped she was screaming sweet dreams and she was also dreaming of me.I snuck out of bed, got cleaned up and went to go check on Axel who was wide awake and as expected Ellie's mother was with him. She was good with him and she somehow reminded me of my mother , I miss her sometimes and I miss Blake too but I see both of them in my son and in my sister who by the way I talked to last night and she is so close to giving birth, I hope she names the child after my brother or mother, and no one in the Sto
Chapter 299EllieIt's been a while since I've had my phone off and when that usually happens that's when I switch off completely and concentrate on what I'm doing. I don't switch my phone off. I message everyone who needs to be checked up on and check that everyone is ok and that everyone doesn't need my help with regards to putting out fires that I didn't start and that they can solve their own problems. Last night was a much-needed night for me and Maxwell. The past couple of days reaffirmed that we can get through anything and overcome a couple of hurdles and obstacles that were thrown towards us . I honestly thought that Maxwell was calling it quits on a relationship and he didn't want anything to do with me or our son. I wasn't wrong to think that because it wasn't black and white.I don't know they were in any of Maxwell's social media files but I do know that his accounts are always referred and