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Ellie
There are times when I feel like I have no friends and the friends I have are just too busy or wrapped up in their own lives to care about what's going on . I wish ... I wish I could say that; yesterday's was a dream , that I woke up next to Max this morning and we made sweet love . That's just wishful thinking.
My alarm clock named Axel woke me up this morning and as much as I appreciated Daniel letting me and my son crash in his house. It's quite a comfortable crash and I'm thankful . Daniel has always been a great friend ,and maybe now that Maxwell decided to end things with me I might consider giving us one more shot at this relationship thing, and if it still doesn't work at least I would have gained every good friend in the process.
They all came clean to me this morning when I was having breakfast but what was really going on I found it har
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