Chapter 190
Max
I never knew that there was a tunnel system under my own house. I knew that Ellie use that a lot of times either when I made her mad or she just wanted to get away from me. If trustworthy was a person it would be Daniel. He has been the most supportive friend any guy can ask for he is a guy's guy and ladies guy. Any girl Whitby lucky so have her and any guy would want to have him as a friend.
I felt like I was walking forever until we reached what seems like the kitchen of Daniel's SMS about my bags down Daniel pick them up and told me that we weren't staying for long. He had told me that my sister had her a game on and that meant that we needed to be a couple of steps ahead of her. I kept wondering who the common denominator could be. I can't suspect Daniel because he husband left corner right and centre every step of the way whenever there is a problem, he is there to help
Chapter 191EllieI always worry when someone says that they are on their way and they don't show up . As soon as Max hung up Daniel texted me and told me that he was bringing my baby love home to me . I had thought about asking Dan to fly Max up to my mother's house so that I could spend some much needed time with him and our son. I couldn't get why Billie was hell bent on making sure that Max and I are broken up . I know that her behaviour changed and she keeps on saying that it's someone we all know that's is the master puppeteer.I started playing detective in my head while I was in my cabin. The cabin was cosy and big and it wasn't too far from the main house ,where my mother was with my son. Daniel was staying in the guest cabin and as much as I wanted him near me , I just wanted to keep my distance from him , because he had declared and put up his hand . I don'
Chapter 192MaxThe one thing about sneak attacks that I have noticed is that you don't see them coming no matter how prepared you are or think you should be something always catches you anyway and the worst thing about it is that; you either end up being hurt or worse being involved in something that you didn't want to be involved in because someone thought it would be a great idea to pull a sneak attack.I don't think that my sister actually hates my girlfriend. Even though you are the meanest person to Ellie; she will always find reason to forgive you for the wrong you did to her. I'm not sure about Maria; Sandra and Abraham , but I'm pretty sure about Billie. She wouldn't be acting this way unless somebody was holding something over her head and I think that she did do something that she is regretting and Maria is threatening to tell me.I tried to reason with her but she came clean a
Chapter 193EllieThe one thing you can always be certain of is where truth is concerned is that ; the truth will always come out no matter how hard you try to hide something it always shows up in the end. The trick to concealing things is to ; hide them in plain sight. When someone doesn't see something out of place, they won't suspect something is wrong or odd. It's like getting one of those apps that look like any other app but when you open it there is a secret pin or a volt that you have to enter to access the content . Some apps look like the normal apps you use but there are secret folders; tracking apps and accountability apps. The secrets that don't come out are the ones you know are going to damage your reputation or someone else's. Serious are there for a reason and they are meant to be kept just make sure you keep them from someone curious , or in my case just make sure did you keep them hidden
Chapter 194EllieI've said yes before to Max and then I've said no ;I needed time to figure out if I have feelings for Daniel .At that time I had feelings for both guys and I couldn't figure out who who I love more . It's spoilt for choice was a thing then I had it in the form of Max Jeremiah Blackwell and Daniel Luca . I could have chosen anyone and I would have still made the right decision , because both of them offer the kind of stability I need... But both of them are totally different . Where money is involved your friendship or relationship tends to be tested. In the end you will realise not all of he money in the world is worth losing a friendship or relationship over. When you strip everything away all you are left with is the higher power you believe in ; friends who are true and , a loving family that accepts you through a by season. I call that an Evergreen relationship.I didn't just choose Maxwell .It &nbs
Chapter 195MaxI am the luckiest guy on earth. I love Ellie and she loves me back . I know that the past couple of months and makes have not been ok for the both of us and I feel like we have reached a point in our relationship where things need to start going properly and something has got to give . I'm still in shock about the fact that Daniel was the one who was putting the strings all this time and he was being friendly with us there are many things people can do to get the people they want , but doing what he did what's borderline crazy and sick. I was actually beginning to trust him as a friend and it's really rare that I let people into my circle or say that I am someone's friend and they are my friend and I have got their back meanwhile they don't have my back.Daniel did what he did on purpose knowing that it would get a certain reactions that it did. Part of me is actually very happy that he
Chapter 196MaxGarry has always been my best friend for years . Even though he did what he did I ended up staying in contact with him . He was as good for me as well as bad for me . The good part was that he always pushed me to be the best player I could ever be ,and he always kept me on my toes but also encouraged me to be the best man I can be on and off the pitch.When I was made captain of the team we both played for; he was made vice captain and when we both fell from grace, he quickly picked up the captaincy and he got poached by a team that made him more famous than me . My then girlfriend left me for him and I was a mess in a good and bad way .From being a guy who had a clear vision of the future and wanting a life that included children in the future, a loving wife and a stable career, I recieved the short end of the stick and if I was put in a room and had to
Chapter 197EllieMax is always been a brooder. Past experience has taught me to leave him alone when he is processing something. He's the type of guy that likes to be left alone when he is dealing with something that he has no control over or could have prevented. He's the type of guy to keep stuff secret until he has no choice but to speak around or correct something that is either a lie which challenges the truth that has been told the facts that have been presented.When he told me that he thought that my grandfather didn't want us to get married, I was bit sad. I know that Abraham had been pretending all along I just needed to play along and hopes that he didn't realise what I was doing before I did it and in this case it was be with Maxwell peace . Sandra has always been the golden grandchild, and even though I was treated fairly growing up I knew that something was off because the same privileges that&
Chapter 198MaxThe most scariest part about having two check if everyone safe; is knowing that after doing a security check that, everyone will be safe and that the threat was just minor. Sometimes wishful thinking helps ,but in this case since we are dealing with Dexter wishful thinking doesn't work at all.The only thinking that works when it comes to this guy is action.He's the type of guy that will devise a plan and go above and beyond to make sure that the plan is executed come hell or high water. Everything was going well and I thought that Eleanor and I were finally at a place where we could relax and just live normally like normal people do but in this case we can't be relaxed because we've got another life to consider where threats are concerned.The text that Ellie showed me was direct. Dexter had said ; " Happy new year . You can run but I will always find you and your new fam
Chapter 374 Ellie I locked eyes with him, placed my spoon down, I placed both the palms of my hands on either side of his jaw and kissed him. "I have always had the fear of you leaving me and us not getting back together again. We almost lost it all but we fought to get to every year and I don't want us to not be with each other and have each other's backs when we're down. I know that sometimes our Lives can get hectic and thank you for forgiving me for what I did with Matteo. We both don't want to risk losing the people we loved and it seems as if Paulina is in love with you." "That may be true but my heart belongs to you I love you and I will never stop loving you you went when I was with other people I could think about was you so we also have something that we did together in that binds us so nice and I will never forget the day that we had our binding rooms done together at the same tattoo parlor. That was one of the best days of my life because you admitted strawberry ice cr
Chapter 373 Ellie I've been in pain before both emotionally and physically but combined it's a different kind of pain. Pain has levels that transcends by either triggers or events that trigger the same sensation that you felt before. It's like seasonal trauma but on a bigger scale because you feel it physically and you also feel that emotionally and no matter how hard you try not to feel like you always end up feeling it because it's meant to be felt. I always said that if you have torrents for paying you can tolerate anything, any blow that hits you or any fall that you suffer. I didn't expect what would happen. It wasn't supposed to happen if I had just said that I wasn't pregnant and just kept quiet and walked away instead of letting my ego get the better of me. I had to help my territory. Paulina needed to know that what she was doing was wrong. I already admitted to wrongdoing by trying to stop her friendship with my fiance from blooming because I was afraid of losing him
Chapter 372 Max By the time we made it to the hospital we had to enter another section of the hospital which was in the main entrance. I was a betting man. I'd say that these people have sections of hospitals everywhere they have wings .even when I traveled abroad with Daniel he had to go see a friend of his who was involved in a shooting that he wasn't supposed to be involved in and the level of security clearance was out of this world I had never seen security clearance like that and me being a football player which of course I'd need to get back to playing football our security clearance is nothing compared to the security clearance these guys have to get you have to be identified you have to know that you will be searched and the people that are searching you have to know that you're coming so for me to be tagging along with Fabio was a miracle. As soon as we walked in we were offered something to eat and drink but I don't have the first to drink anything in all the appetite
Chapter 371 Max have you ever been connected to someone so much so that you know that when something is wrong you can feel it in your blood bones and everything including your soul and you wonder if it might be something good or might be something bad or maybe it's just your mind playing tricks on you but I believe that when you are connected with someone and you've created love with someone you can feel when something is a bit off or something is wrong and in my case I did feel that something was off when I got taken away all of the sudden when I organised a meeting between Romano and Claudio. however understand reason why it happened but what I don't understand is the way I'm feeling right now because if you deserve the right has been pulled out from under me and I don't know how to react how to respond or 38 I don't know how you feel because I cannot comprehend how I feel everything was going ok I knew that the person that I loved and my loved ones are ok but all of the sudden t
Chapter 370MaxwellI don't like being hurt preferably I would love to do the hair thing because I know that I I'm getting something out of it I'm getting cathartic experience but the only thing I like getting as a punching bag which of course I love hurting because it doesn't fight back and it's just there for me to take out my frustration but when somebody takes out their frustration when you turn extent it's called abuse if you allow it to happen on a constant basis but in this case it wasn't to be my best friend who I really appreciate right now and I am happy and Proud to call a friend.I have to say that he pulled a number on me I'm in pain and I'm recovering from The Blues that he told me to make it look like I was involved in an attack this guy's a professional at what he does and I didn't have any makeup so he made it look like it was very young and I have been coming for a little while I don't know how he does it but he's a genius and I'm thinking that Daniel bought the fact
Chapter 369 Ellie The worst thing about setting up a meeting is if the person who set up the meeting doesn't pitch for the meeting and were civil and swine you know that the meeting is very important to both parties because it has to do with me marrying someone who requested for a meeting that I so wanted and now he's not here to eat the fruits of his labor. I'm still confused as to why Maxwell decided to have cold feet and not come to the party he's not the type of guy to chicken out of something that he said that he would do he's always been dependable and he's always been directed deliberate and intentional so for him to do what he did at a very important time of my life and at a time when I needed him the most is sort of out of character because it's not the guy that I've come to know and it's not the man that I thought and mind you thought being the operative word I was going to marry. I had to focus on the positives if I was still confused at how things had turned out and if
Chapter 368Max I'd like to believe that I'm not a skeptic but that would be lying. I know for a fact that I am a skeptical person because sometimes people don't always tell the truth, sometimes they just do and they sometimes make it into something that they want you to believe. There are always three sides to a story. I will say that there's always four sides to every story, there's the part that you hear, there's the part that the other person has to tell, the part that people believe is their own opinion of the truth and then the one that balances all is the real truth. When somebody says something it is always right to ask the person that they are talking about if what you heard was true if you don't it means that you choose to believe the truth that the other person who's lying told you and then you have to either verify the truth or believe the truth or someone else's version of the truth instead of hearing it from the horse's mouth. Deep down I knew for a fact that Matteo Ma
Chapter 367 Ellie If there's one thing that I don't want and one thing I don't want to go through again is the same hurt that I felt when Maxwell left me. You can love someone and give your all in a relationship but if the trust is not there then there's something that's missing people often say they trust is like a plate once you break it you can't put it back together but I beg to differ because once you break a plate it's up to you if you sweep up the pieces burn them making your plate it's ceramic for crying out loud so why would you not want to fix what was once broken and see if this person is capable of changing because everyone is capable of change if they want to change and if they are changing for the right person because if someone refuses to change they can actually limit the growth I always say a person who doesn't want to change as like a stagnant water , if doesn't move it can harbor filth. Water like blood is a life force. It's constantly moving and it's constantly
Chapter 366Maxyou know very well when you're about to go play a match whatever you have is enough to get you through the performance, whatever you wear and what every feeling you have means. I normally work through the nerves and of the times that I've been nervous my go-to thought all my go to safe place has always been the person that I want to marry and it turned out to be the person that I am engaged to right now. I've had nerves and I've had instances where I don't feel confident about the game I'm going to play but the only way to beat that is to have safe thoughts recently it has been only my son and my fiance but now I've got more things to think about than the usual soccer game and a performance that I have to put on. This is one of those days when I am not supposed to put on a performance because if I couldn't performance they are going to pick it up and if I act all weird they are still going to pick it up so the only thing to do is to act normal around both men who are