Chapter 180
Max
I was trying so hard not to lose my cool; or throw things around break something because I couldn't believe the words that were coming out of my mouth. Putting on an act I could believe everything that came out of my mouth I'm just happy that the plan that I had it's working and it's coming out a cost that is hefty.
"Ok Max what do you mean gone? Gone as in she decided to leave you which was going to happen after what she heard ,or gone as in she took your son and drove away. "I felt like my legs getting horny and I song to the floor looking out into the night through the window . It was getting cold and windy and I knew that it was going to rain today. I just needed a chance to explain myself so that my girlfriend could play along with what I had planned ,and hopefully we could live comfortably together without worrying about who's going to attack us, or live in our lives looking over our shoulders.
Chapter 181EllieThere are some rules and relationships that I think should be broken we're friends are concerned. I officially do not have a boyfriend and I have to wrap my head around the fact that I'm going to raise my baby boy alone, because Maxwell has decided Tupac Sandra over me and Axel. To think of the hell that we have both been through to get to the point where we are at and to have are happy family torn apart again is just not fair. I know life has never been fair but this just hurts too much.I knew when Max walked in the door he would want to talk to me, but I was in no mood to discuss anything let alone talk to him because he was the source of my hurt and the reason I had a broken heart. I knew that traveling with Axel might put his health at risk so I had to be within the Luca estate. Getting out of the house was easy. Must have forgotten about the tunnel system the whole property had which was a b
Chapter 182EllieI looked at Daniel about to cry and without hesitation he gave me a hug" I know the past couple of days have been hard on you and you have had a day from hell. "I hugged Daniel back and started crying. For some sort of odd reason it felt like the pent-up energy that I had or feelings that I had pushed down for so long just decided to bubble up again."I know what hell is and I know what hell feels like and have one I'm feeling right now and if what I'm going through is how then I want none of it.""Have you had a chance to speak to Max and just find out why he said what he said and what did he choose Sandra over you and your son ? ""The is also little baby girl whose innocent that is involved in the picture so I don't know how to feel. I'm feeling everything and nothing at the same time which sucks. "&nb
Chapter 183MaxIf hell was a day it would have been what happened yesterday. There are different stages of hell, and it doesn't matter what stage of hell you are in or going through , the levels come with a different challenges . All good things come on threes and so do all bad things too .Hell ; purgatory and Paradise. I didn't study Dante at school but I'm pretty sure inferno doesn't last forever , the space inbetween purgatory and Paradise is always a working progress.I'm good at pretending I don't love Ellie, and truth is ; I love her enough to pretend that I don't love her. If this plan; has any chance of succeeding I can't tell her what's going on. I miss my baby love and our baby boy. I love Axeland Ellie. I just need to keep the act long enough to get a confession out of Sandra and prove that she was behind everything. Right now Ellie
Chapter 184EllieThere are times when I feel like I have no friends and the friends I have are just too busy or wrapped up in their own lives to care about what's going on . I wish ... I wish I could say that; yesterday's was a dream , that I woke up next to Max this morning and we made sweet love . That's just wishful thinking.My alarm clock named Axel woke me up this morning and as much as I appreciated Daniel letting me and my son crash in his house. It's quite a comfortable crash and I'm thankful . Daniel has always been a great friend ,and maybe now that Maxwell decided to end things with me I might consider giving us one more shot at this relationship thing, and if it still doesn't work at least I would have gained every good friend in the process.They all came clean to me this morning when I was having breakfast but what was really going on I found it har
Chapter 185MaxI looked at Ellie and I could see that she was still hurt , but it was for the good of our son and her . I couldn't fathom the thought of either of them , or worse both of them getting hurt. My lunch with Sandra got cut short and I ended up eating alone and watching my girlfriend have lunch with a guy I for the longest of times considered a threat to my relationship with Ellie . Carlo was Italian and he was well built, he was my exes ex and by that I mean; he used to go out with Amy before I went out with her. I didn't know he knew Ellie but it was as clear as daylight that he knew her well."I don't know how to explain to you that what I'm doing is dangerous.""I don't believe it for one bit. See you when they told me that you lied so that you could protect Axel and me I thought that was a lie within itself . Is my selfish self-centered son of a very res
Chapter 186EllieI'm too nice ... Nope , nice is not a nice word so maybe I'm too lenient, yes that's the word , I'm too lenient but I the one thing I'm not is an easy lay. If Max ever wants me back he's got to show me and not tell me that I am worth the fight . Romano never liked Sandra. I guess he knew all along what she wanted to do to me. At some point when I moved away from home he helped me get started with finding a job and with living as far away from my family as possible.I guess I'm too forgiving and I even named my son after my grandfather... I never forget where I come from and who helped me when I had nothing , so I added Romano to Axel's name. My grandfather is manipulative he will make you believe that something is when it isn't and bend the situation to suit his needs .He has been calling me for the past couple of days and I've been ignoring him and Sandra because they have never wan
Chapter 187MaxWe are all human and therefore we are all at some point fallible. You can only pretend for so long and you can only keep keep secrets for a while until the cracks star showing. I am learning the Hardee's lesson I have ever had to learn and it's killing me that it's coming at the cost of my family . A family that I have worked so hard to keep together .Part of me always feels like I am hardwired to mess up everything good that I have going on in my life . I would not change anything that ; Ellie and I have been through , because it has made us stronger as a unit but my lack of trust has made me weaker. I knew that Ellie was traveling to her mother's house with Daniel and Axel and she would be in transit. Before she went on her road trip she sent me a text telling me that she will call me as soon as they arrive . I saw the text on Saturday morning and since Friday was hectic enough emot
Chapter 188EleanorThe one thing I don't ever want to do is live with regret. I believe everyone ... in this case ; Dan and Max , deserve a fair chance . I'm not torn between the two men , I just need to hear Daniel out and hopefully you can experience to me what the nature of our relationship is because sometimes I feel like we are more than just friends and other times I feel like; okay we are friends but something changed during the time we decided to hook up and have fun with each other.Another blueprint of his body like the back of my hand and he knows the blueprint of my body and the back of his hand. I don't want to answer now I know what turns them off I know what he likes what he doesn't like and I know how he likes it. I think in a perfect world who would be married and have babies together. I know that he is reliable guy honey as a no-nonsense type of guy but my hear